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[kookielulu]

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Don't forget to drink water and stay safe <3

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Vent‼️tw: calories, sh, icky feelings

I feel horrible and my friend asked me if I ate today and I did but then it got me thinking about how many calories I ate today so I counted them and apparently you're supposed to eat 1000-3000 (I ate roughly around 1465) and now I'm debating whether or not to keep eating less and less cause either way I have a date set for October 20 so what's the point of eating

All my friends are busy with their own lives and I'm happy for them but I only talk to 2 people mainly and I don't want one of them to be more worried about me cause he's already got stuff going on and I feel selfish for talking about what's going on with me to him but he's the only person I trust

I miss the feeling of when I s/h it's been 8 months I think

[kookielulu]

Tw! Implied sh

I miss being able to regress and use it to cope with things now I'm tempted to go back to my other way. I miss the feeling it was comforting.

[kookielulu]

I am a boy. Maybe you don't see me as one, Or maybe I haven't told you, But it's the truth. One more "she" One more "her" And maybe I'll tell the truth. One day, I'll shout it from the rooftop, Telling the world the truth. I am a boy.

[My writing]

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The person this is about will more than likely see this

HOW DO YOU KNOW IF YOU'RE CLOSE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE??

Like we're mutuals we know some stuff about each other

[kookielulu]

"I'm babey n I like to snuggle my stuffies n play tea party" that's awesome sometimes but who's going to build a littlest pet shop dictatorship and overthrow it with me. who's going to play orphans escape the witch in the woods with me. who's going to fight to the death during sharks and minnows with me.

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CW ;; venty post

I just want someone to be my caretaker out of the fact that they want to be, it always feels like every cg I have only does it to be nice and not reject me, and it always leaves me insecure of regressing and makes me always push it back to not bother them and it sucks, I just wanna regress and feel SECURE doing it, and it sucks because I know it's just me and MY overthinking ruining me and my cgs relationship, but theres always this feeling that my cg hates caring for me and feels forced, and thats what makes it hard for me to actually tell her when m small hhhhshdhhfh sobbing actively ૮Ꮚ ◌ ඉ ﻌ ඉ ◌ ა

[kookielulu]

Also trying to be positive

hiiii :D

Hiiii how are you?

[kookielulu]

Not mine but it's true!!! 🩵

[image found on pinterest!]

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hey! here’s a reminder

trans people don’t owe you passing

bisexual/pansexual(etc) people don’t owe you a same-sex relationship

aro and/or ace people don’t owe you a complete absence of attraction

- aromantic people don’t owe you a lack of dating

- asexual people don’t owe you never having sex

gender-fluid people don’t owe you a “gender-aligning” appearance

agender people don’t owe you androgyny

neurodivergent people don’t owe you masking

alternative people don’t owe owe you a “normal” appearance

age regressors don’t owe you a want for you to be their cg

greg might owe you five bucks though. go tell him to fuck himself.

[kookielulu]

Instead of having a cozy vibe cause its raining I'm having a sad vibe cause I feel like absolutely crying at the moment for personal reasons

[kookielulu]

I was trying to move to get comfortable and I hurt my foot

I'm also watching Sofia the first and she fell down the stairs when I hurt my foot we're twins now

[kookielulu]

reminder that regressors aren't always, skinny white girls!! ♡

regressors can be poc ♡

regressors can be plus size ♡

regressors can be boys ♡

regressors can be anyone! ♡

regardless of size, age, gender, etc. your regression is valid ♡

[kookielulu]

Are you doing ok? :(

Yeah I'm doing okay now I'm getting ready for bed now

[kookielulu]

hiiii :D

Hiiii how are you?

[kookielulu]

I want a cg so baddddddd also being extremely numb and regressing is a very strange combination and definitely not a good one.

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9-1-1 and apple slices (^○^)