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Our sugar's just enough to leave a sticky mess! So come on down and check out our Candy Express!

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Not dead , I accidentally regained my creepypasta and marble hornets hyperfix and I've been having thoughts.

Atrocitus will be the next character to be written , it's gonna be headcannons btw

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draw Careen "liveleak's biggest superstar in about 5 minutes" Express and my life is yours (only if you want to ofc!!)

certified tumblr sexyman (c)

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Croaker but with more fish

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first post on here.. woaw

ringmaster careen for an au i have ^^

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❥⠀Everything's Alright　｡｡｡

Warnings　𓎟𓎟　Specter being a horrible boss and descriptions of the reader having a panic attack.

SUMMARY : Reader x Careen oneshot . Careen comforts you during a panic attack after being yelled at by Specter. Already established relationship , Reader is a Spirit and Employee. NOTES : Literally wrote this at 1 in the morning , finished at around 4. if there are any spelling errors im sorry :( this also marks my first "official" fanfic !! i hope you guys like it :3

It had been months since your recruitment onto the staff and already you were beginning to regret it. from the long grueling hours of work time to the lack of breaks , your mental state was starting to slowly but surely break away. However you tried to keep up , even if it meant almost passing out when you did finally get to rest. But today was not the day you'd hold out , as while sitting down for a moment you had drifted off to sleep on the clock. Most of the staff offered to cover for you however Specter was not allowing it , immediately yelling out your name and waking you up with a harsh jolt. From your dazed state you awake to see the shadow-like conductor looming over with a red-toothed grimace , before you could even make up an excuse you were pulled off your seat and into a less occupied coach.

“You think I pay you to sit around ?” Specter asked , of course it was rhetorical because you already knew the answer and he didn't give you time to speak. “You know the rules , I don't pay lazy slackers !” he said louder this time , hammering in his disdain. You tried to explain yourself , saying you didn't get much sleep the night prior but that was quickly cut off. “I. don't. CARE. if you were AWAKE for weeks on end ! you know the rules here , you don't get to rest unless i say so. And if I catch you sleeping on the job again you'll be getting another cut from your already miniscule check”. Hearing that your heart sinks further , you already don't get paid much as it was. Having another cut would be detrimental to your life. Weakly you nod , knowing there isn't much else you can say that wouldn't make things worse. “Good..now get out of my sight , i don't want to see you for the rest of the day” Specter says as you quickly leave the coach. 

Your mind swirls with what specter had just said to you , and knowing him he most likely wasn't kidding. You begin to panic as your brain plays out the worst possible outcome of you disobeying your boss , breathing becoming erratic and shaky as your vision becomes blurred with tears. However in the midst of your panic you feel a hand gently place itself on your left shoulder. You jolt and turn to see it being Careen , the Co-conductor of the express with a concerned look on his face. “Dear , are you alright ? you seem panicked” He says in the most gentle tone he can give you. You wanted to lie and brush it off but you're already shaking and crying so there was no use in trying and Careen could already tell what had happened. He was no stranger to his co-workers receiving mean and down right abusive scolding's from their boss , but never stood for it no matter what. It was disappointing how a spirit could be so cruel , But Careen had no time to worry about that. Right now he was concerned with you and you alone. He ushers you to look at him and focus , his red eye looking at your face with no malice. “Just breathe with me okay ? focus on breathing , I'll do it with you” he says before taking a deep breath. You follow suit , at first it was hard to do so but the more you tried the more you began to relax. Careen notices this and nods “See ? you're doing great , just focus on breathing with me”. The gentle nature of his praise made you finally reach a calm state , Careen takes this opportunity to wipe your face with a handkerchief . 

“Thank you..” you tell him , giving a small grin. “You have a bright smile , I'd hate to see you lose it” Careen said with a loving look. He always knew how to make even simple compliments seem like full blown love confessions with just the tone alone and it always made you flushed. Seeing you calm he puts away the cloth in his pocket and cups the side of your face , making sure he didn’t miss any tear stains on your face. You lean into his touch but the blood from his hand with a missing finger slightly smudged onto you. Noticing this you slightly giggle and point it out , only for him to also laugh slightly. “Looks like I missed a spot, huh ?” Careen said before trying to wipe that away with his thumb , only to make it slightly more smudged. “You’ll be cleaning me all day at this rate” you teased , he only playfully scoffed at that. “I wouldn't mind , if it meant i got to look at you” , “you're so cheesy”. The banter between you two would continue for a little bit until you heard a “Ahem” from behind. It was Judith , who while fond of the cute moment had to interrupt. “We're approaching the next station, Careen”. Seeing that Judith was right , He moved his hand away from your face and nodded. “Looks like we were cut short , no worries though , I will be back later okay?” Careen says , getting ready to head up so he could open the coach doors. You nod and get ready to get back to work , but not before he says one last thing to you. “Love you dear” He says , before taking your hand and kissing the back of it. You couldn't help but feel your heart burst , and Careen could tell because of the look on your face. However you quickly snap yourself back to reality and respond to him , “Love you too”. He smiles and walks off , letting go of your hand and walking to the front end of the coach. Sure this job of yours was rough , but with Careen things always seemed easier. ♡

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would you care for a bald careen in this trying

This made me choke on my drink thank you so much

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I am in the process of writing thing rn but I had a thought while doing so.

Careen with facial hair , please consider

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Several paper cuts later and it's grown !

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it's getting out of hand now

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Careen

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the voices are getting louder

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seeing my last post get liked immediately is funny to me. glad you guys like my strange self shipping adventures.

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I'm not gonna be normal about this guy's sorry

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Express V-day cards~

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teeny express dump

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Yeah sure whatever