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Rewrite: Starting over

Why?

Don't think about the parallels, don't think about Pete having an actual answer this time around, don't think about how "I can't run off to anywhere" isn't just Pete choosing Vegas, it's Pete deciding to give himself no other choice. He's not just refusing to run off, he's not allowing it to be an option. Handing the rope to Vegas, all over again.

If you run now, I'm alright with that.

Don't think about Vegas being unconditionally selfless for the first time and giving Pete a way out anyway. Don't think about how this is better than all of the apologies because they're literally rewriting their lowest moment, going back and correcting all the wrongs of the past in order to move foward.

I got nothing left.

For sure don't think about this fucking line getting reused. Reframed. Don't think about the way it was originally Pete who was split open, hurt and empty, the fight drained out of him. How this was Pete with nothing left to give. Don't think about how now the fight is out of Vegas. How his will to keep taking is gone.

I don't want to be your burden. I just want to follow my heart.

Don't think about this confirmation that staying isn't just what Pete needs, what Vegas needs, it's what they both want.

From now on, you're no longer my pet. You're the most important person in my life.

Don't think about how it's so important for to them that they have this conversation in full before they even consider touching each other. Don't think about the way healing is important to them. Don't think about how KP said "Can we start all over?" and VP went ahead and did this.

Are y'all fucking??? Okay??????? Because I'm not.

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I had the most random thought of Porsche and Pete taking Porchay (and maybe his friend, functionally the fandoms oc, Ohm) to a Renaissance Fair where Kinn and Vegas are the knights performing the fake jousting (Vegas is the evil one, and delights in it).

Porsche, not enthused but loves Porchay, and Pete, not as enthused as Porchay but having a bit of fun, being given their favors while Porchay and Ohm watch it all unfold with starry eyes. Pete cheering for Vegas, and Porsche having routine verbal matches with Kinn. Vegas and Kinn upset they can't give the cute guys their numbers because they're stuck there.

Macau, a pirate challenging kids to duals, becoming fast friends with Porchay and getting his number unknowingly holding the secrets to the universe as Kim chews on his harp strings.

Tankhun is the queen, obviously.

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Happy pride month!!

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Just finished watching ep 11/12 of Revenged Love and I am once again filled with absolute suffering and culturally relevant details I am cursed to know.

I assume most people picked up on this but the reference to “getting a certificate” is a direct translation and means getting a marriage license. It’s got a little more weight than as just a romantic slang, since gay marriage isn’t legal in China, but China is a society that is heavily incumbent of licenses and registrations and everything has some kind of big red stamp on it. There’s an extra frisson there that made me want to kick my feet in delight.

The morning after breakfast. Jesus Christ. Where to begin. The contents of it are obviously over the top, but they’re also all “healing” and “supplemental,” the kind of spread you set up for a woman in her sitting month (30 days post labor where you aren’t allowed to do any work, lift anything heavy, and just recover) after having a child. Like literally there’s a Chinese internet comment being like fucking Wu Suowei’s milk is going to come in after that breakfast. ALSO Chi Cheng eating okra for breakfast is just so fucking inappropriate given that it’s a “male vitality” supplement and I think we can see from Suowei’s fragile post fuck state that if you supplement the performance any further he’ll die.

Guo Chengyu saying his parents wanted a daughter ABSOLUTELY has to imply his parents would have set up a childhood engagement between him and Chi Cheng, right?? RIGHT???

It’s obvious in action that Chi Cheng is very respectful toward Suowei’s mother, but his language is also pitch perfect. He uses the respectful version of “you” throughout, which is generally saved for extremely formal occasions, professional higher ups, and sucking up to your mother in law, I guess.

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The CCuwei company Slack must be off the rails. I can only assume the whole company is aware of the drama and spends half their day spilling the tea.

WSW walking funny today, looks like Lan Su wins the office pool

All hands alert from Li Gang, do not engage Chi Cheng today. There was 'a spat'.

Chi Cheng returns from his business trip at 4:45 today! If you see him heading to WSW's office, clear the floor.

New client tried flirting with WSW. He was totally oblivious, but damn, now I know what you mean by the Chi Cheng murder eyes.

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Look what I found at Times Square

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Champ watching sornjun turn their situationship into a relationship while Tai still won’t tell him how he feels:

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[stares directly into the camera]

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Family is always there to let you rest.

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Gou Chengyu kinda scares me 😅😅😅

Bonus: Jiang Xiao Shuai's liked posts

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I can say with 100% confidence that I would hate Sorn if the actor playing him wasn't so fine. Look at this pretty bitch. I ain't saying no to making out with a man who looks that's good, especially when that man is fine ass Boat.

So I'm super proud of Jun for standing on his anger throughout the tenth episode of My Stubborn and proving he is not Captain Save A Hoe. Jun showed Sorn that if he didn't want to enjoy the consistently delicious meals at home, then Sorn can be community property.

All's I know is Jun is God's strongest solider for saying no multiple times and making his boundaries clear because it couldn't be me. Not ever. Never. *bites bottom lip*

But Jun repeatedly rejecting Sorn allowed us to see Sorn being messy in a light color and showing up at Jun's job to beg him to come back. Sorn changed his entire color in hopes of getting Jun back, yet he was denied! *eyooo*

But before figuring out where Jun was, Sorn had lost his mind (and his color) being isolated in his own little box of misery since only Champ was sparing him any pity.

Honestly, if it weren't for Champ asking Tai to give Sorn some grace, I think from the look Tai was giving Sorn, he would've packed up all of Sorn's shit and had him in Vietnam before Sorn could even shed one more tear over Jun.

But I'm sure Sorn won back some brownie points with Tai after telling him to get it in first; then, lock up his place. That's true friendship. Even though they are at odds, Sorn didn't question his friends' situationship and even encouraged them to have that good sex in his air-conditioned house before exiting.

However, him showing up at Pink Person Penny's place unannounced scored him no points with June, so I appreciate that Penny was looking at him like the crazy fool he is.

The girls probably got that good-good too after Sorn left, so basically, Sorn is the only one not getting any. *jajajajaja*

Which means Sorn was miserable back in his black when he finally caught a glimpse of Jun after weeks of not seeing him.

Yet Jun proved that he is stronger than a K-pop stan when their bias goes into the military because he did not budge!

There were several times that I thought this Heavenly Human was going to show Sorn some misery, yet he continually twisted the knife deeper into Sorn's heart.

And that little sadist on my shoulder screamed "MORE!" like I was a spectator in Ancient Rome watching a champion gladiator getting torn to shreds. Seeing men cry from their own stupidity heals me.

But I'm going to give Sorn one single kudo for talking to Jun's boss, so Jun wouldn't get in trouble for Sorn starting his bullshit during work hours, which shows that he learned from their incident with June to not mess with Jun's internship.

Then Sorn returned the next day in black to beg Jun for kisses, but Jun basically told him the only way Sorn was going to ever kiss him again was if he kissed his ass while he walked away, and Sorn took that as a personal challenge.

(at that job just looking like an indie rock album cover)

Then Jun death gripping that white binder between him and Sorn was the epitome of leaving room for Jesus.

But eventually, love won, and Sorn showed he was dedicated to giving his heart lollipops to Jun.

And Sorn continued to prove he is just a pendejo in love as he showed up in red to rescue his man from the girlies and aunties lusting after his wounded body.

I'm going to give Sorn another kudo too because when he was trying to guilt trip Jun (who still did not give that man any relief) when he was fully back in his color and element, no matter how extreme he was being in his fictional scenarios, he still made sure that Jun was with him. He would be late every day seeing Jun. He would get fired from his job and couldn't get Jun his favorite foods. He would have to move home and fly back every weekend to see Jun. He would ruin his life for Jun.

But he just needed to know if his Heavenly Human was in this with him (and not moving on to Jom).

qué pobrecito

His Heavenly Human was annoyed and probably questioning what he did in a past life to fall in love with this moron in this life.

But the simple fact is that Jun is in love with Sorn and, thankfully, Sorn is now fully aware that he is love with Jun, and has been for years. The pink = 💕love💕 lighting tells me so.

And they ended the episode looking ready to get married in their respective colors.

(even though Sorn still has a problem with listening and consent, but I cannot expect this sonso to be perfect after a lifetime of fuckery; gotta therapize the fuckboi out of him. Frankenstein's monster was not built in a day or whatever the Romans say)

. . . But hey, they are wearing each other's color next week!

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I would love to be a potential customer going to a meeting at the My Stubborn office building.

You show up for your appointment but you can't get checked in because the secretary is being seduced by one of the bosses and not a single other employee is actually working at their computer.

On the way to the meeting room you run into some guy cheating on his girlfriend with a random dude in the stairwell, and if you try to go for a quick bathroom break there’s an 80% chance you find some men making out there.

Understandably confused (and still not knowing what they even do there), you head downstairs for a coffee and find that the entire infrastructure of the lobby is run by young children

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Bitch Slap week has been ✨️AMAZING✨️

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Gou Chengyu kinda scares me 😅😅😅

Bonus: Jiang Xiao Shuai's liked posts

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BL Fandom : Whew everybody’s getting some this week !

Also BL Fandom : NOT YOU THOUGH SORN !