kobayashisoul

[kobayashisoul]

》 A difficult Path 《

Gaara and Raziela faced the most heavy Crisis in their Life together, their Relationship, their Marriage.

She was in Therapy now and got finally professional help after her Trauma, but this Situation was also very hard for Gaara, not only her. But he couldn't tell her fully how he felt, she needed his Support now more than ever before. Needed his strong Personality.

This Situation was also not easy for him. Seeing his Wife suffer like that broke his Heart every Day. She didn't even look at herself in a Mirror anymore, she couldn't. She definitely suffered a lot, maybe like never before.

But yes, that Situation was also heavy for Gaara.

He supported her as best as he could, but the Thing that was heavy the most on his Shoulders was that he gave himself the Fault for this whole Situation.

In his Opinion, if he had been stronger that Day in the Hideout, nothing of all this would have happened. He would soon be the Father of a Newborn. His Wife wouldn't suffer and wouldn't have to see a Therapist. They would be happy.

But Gaara was also in deep Grief of his unborn Child. Same as Raziela, he wanted this Child so bad and they tried it for such a long time. It would have been a happy Period of their Life, one of the happiest.

And what was left now?

They both suffered and his Wife was mentally at her lowest Point. They wouldn't have a Baby again, probably never.

She was in Therapy now for a few Weeks and slowly she was able to allow at least Hugs from Gaara again.

But that lack of physical Touch was also heavy of his Shoulders. He was no one who needed intimacy to survive, but Hugs, kisses and Touch in General was for him always very important.

Yeah, it also wasn't easy for Gaara. The Situation for both was hard and there would be a difficult Path of Healing ahead.

He was sure they would get through it. But now he needed to be strong for both of them.

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Art (c) Yukuid

Raziela Kobayashi (c) @kobayashisoul

Sabaku No Gaara (c) Masashi Kishimoto

Naruto & Boruto (c) Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

I hope you enjoy. ;v; ♥

This Picture was a Comission for me from Yukuid . I am not the Artist of this Artwork. I was given permission to upload this drawing to my gallery by the artist. ⚠️

The Oc, her Design and Story belong to me. ⚠️

Without my and the Artists written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. Also please don’t use my Characters for Roleplay or Fanfictions. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ 《

Gaara had noticed from the very beginning that something was wrong with his Wife. He quickly came to that Conclusion.

From the Moment he came back Home from the Hospital, Raziela started to behave strangely. She didn't want kisses or even Hugs from Gaara anymore, even the smallest Touches seemed to make her uncomfortable. She didn't even looked at herself in a Mirror anymore.

She wasn't able to show him her Love anymore, even she still loved him with all her heart. She was mentally at her lowest point, never it was that bad before.

She completely distanced herself from Gaara. These two experienced their heaviest Crisis.

But Gaara never expected what he would hear the evening she finally talked to him, two Months after his return.

She had a Miscarriage. And Gaara immediately understood his Wife's strange Behavior. She must have suffered terribly since the Moment she lost their unborn Child.

And Gaara didn't know how to feel. So many Things, Feelings were crushing down on him. The loss of his Unborn Child that they both wanted so bad. How lonely Raziela must have felt since then. How much she suffered. Alone with herself.

And ...

He gave himself the fault for everything. If he would have been stronger that Day, they would be now expecting their Baby. Raziela wouldn't suffer like this. Nothing of all this would have happened.

But seeing her so mentally low like this, hearing her sobs, seeing how she suffered ... It broke his Heart.

But at least the Truth was finally out and they could Face that together. With professional help.

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Art ©️ Yukuid

Raziela Kobayashi ©️ @kobayashisoul

Sabaku No Gaara ©️ Masashi Kishimoto

Naruto & Boruto ©️ Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

This Picture was a Comission for me from Yukuid . I am NOT the Artist of this Artwork. I am a Art Collector. I have the Artists written permission to upload this drawing to my Social Media. ⚠️

The Oc, her Design and Story belong to me. ⚠️

Without my written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. Also please don't use my Characters for Roleplay or Fanfictions. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 ʀᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇᴅ 《

It was not only the Relief that her Husband was back alive.

When Reeze visited Gaara in the Hospital and they had an emotional Reunion, there still was someone next she wanted to see so bad. And that Person was her Son Shinki.

When she entered his Room, she found him fully clothed and ready to leave the Hospital. He wasn't as wounded as Gaara, so he didn't have to stay that long.

And when he turned around and looked at his Mother who just entered the Room, he became quiet and lowered his eyes.

Nothing could describe the Feelings Raziela felt when she saw him. They had a difficult Start when he came into the Family, but that didn't matter now anymore. He was her Son, her Eyeball. And that not less just because he was adopted.

She came closer to him, not saying anything. His eyes were at the Bottom before him and he needed some time before he finally said anything.

"ᴍᴏᴍ ... ɪ'ᴍ ꜱᴏʀʀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡᴏʀʀɪᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ-..."

He couldn't even finish his Sentence when she hugged him. It was a gentle Touch and Shinki didn't know how to react. He simply stood there, not being able to move or say something.

"ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ɢᴏᴅɴᴇꜱꜱ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴏᴋᴀʏ ...", she said quietly and fought her Tears. Her precious Son was back, alive and healthy.

And not only that was what she felt. Not only was her Son back alive, he was the one who saved Gaara from dying. Without his Sacrafice the Family would have been destroyed, the Children without their Father and Raziela without her Husband. He saved the Family from a terrible Fate.

She was simply so relieved... and thankful.

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Art ©️ Yukuid

Raziela Kobayashi ©️ @kobayashisoul

Shinki of the Sand ©️ Masashi Kishimoto

Naruto & Boruto ©️ Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

This Picture was a Comission for me from Yukuid . I am NOT the Artist of this Artwork. I am a Art Collector. I have the Artists written permission to upload this drawing to my Social Media. ⚠️

The Oc, her Design and Story belong to me. ⚠️

Without my written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. Also please don't use my Characters for Roleplay or Fanfictions. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 Tadaima 《

Never before in her whole Life Raziela felt so relieved.

Gaara and Shinki were back. Her Husband and Son were finally back, safe and alive. When Raziela heard that they are in the Hospital and Gaara had a Surgery, but is now awake again, she rushed to the Sunagakure Hospital. Her whole Body was shaking.

She stood in front of the Door to his Room for a long time, her Hand on the Doorknob. She didn't hear anything from the inside, and she did swallow heavily.

Her Heart didn't want to believe it.

And when she finally entered the Room and saw Gaara, at first it was like her Heart didn't realize who was right before her Eyes. She stood there, just staring at Gaara who was lying in his Bed and changed his Position, now sat on the Bed and looked at her.

And in her Head she repeated again and again...

Gaara was alive. And even he had a Surgery and was critically wounded and weak, he was fine. Alive and awake. And when she entered the Room, Gaara looked her in the eyes very soft and was about to say something ...

... when she rushed to him, hugging him, not even noticing that she was nearly literally crushing him. and his Wound. But she wanted to touch him, wanted to be sure that he was real. And when that Realization slowly did sink in, she couldn't hold back her Tears.

"ᴡᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇ ʜᴏᴍᴇ ... ᴡᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇ ʜᴏᴍᴇ ..."

That was everything her Mouth could bring out in that Moment. Her Heart felt so heavy and yet so light. The Relief was so big that her Heart almost couldn't take it.

For a brief Moment she really thought about telling him about the Miscarriage, but it didn't came over her lips. And in that Moment - she thought - it was not important.

Everything that did matter to her in that Moment was that her Husband and Son were back alive, ready to visit Shinki after she saw Gaara. Still wounded and a bit weak, but alive and healthy, more or less. But they would make it. And that's what did matter. Only that.

And here they were. Her Husband was back. They were reuinted after a - at least for them - long time.

At first a bit in Shock about her intense Reaction, Gaara slowly started to Smile, hugged her and whispered:

"ɪ'ᴍ ʜᴏᴍᴇ, ʀᴇᴇᴢᴇ..."

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Art (c) Yukuid on Instagram

Raziela Kobayashi (c) @kobayashisoul

I bought her Outfit from Gevielus

Sabaku No Gaara (c) Masashi Kishimoto

Naruto & Boruto (c) Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

I hope you enjoy. ;v; ♥

This Picture was a Comission for me from :devyukuid: . I am not the Artist of this Artwork. I was given permission to upload this drawing to my gallery by the artist. ⚠️

The Oc, her Design and Story belong to me. The Outfit was an Adopt I bought from :devGevielus:. ⚠️

Without my and the Artists written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. Also please don’t use my Characters for Roleplay or Fanfictions. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 Numb 《

Raziela felt Numb.

That was literally the only Thing she felt since the Evening Kankuro told her what happened to her Husband and Son. That Gaara was sealed away by Shinki, critically wounded. That sealed in a nearly dead State, and Shinki sacrificed himself to save him.

It's been nearly two Weeks since she lost them. Two weeks of feeling nothing but sadness and sorrow.

And since she lost her unborn Child.

Gaara would have been there for her and that was what was missing. She had to Face this Loss alone, without him. They had always faced everything together, were there for each other. They had each other and now Raziela was alone with this Situation. Alone without her Soulmate. Alone with the Fact of not being pregnant anymore.

She wanted that Child so bad, she dreamed of that Moment for three years. Dreamed of the Moment she would tell Gaara that she's pregnant, and dreamed of how happy they would have been. It was her Dream of becoming Mother of a fifth. She wanted that more than anything else. It supposed to be one of their happiest times.

And what was left now? Loss, Sadness and a big Unknown.

She didn't know when and if Gaara and her Son would return alive. The Man she loved more than everything in her life, the Light of her Life was gone, maybe forever. And her Son too, her beloved Son turned into an Tree, becoming that... Thing. No one at this Point did know if there was a way to undo this state of him. And it needed Shinki to Release Gaara from his Seal.

That meant that if they couldn't find a Way to bring Shinki back, Gaara would be sealed forever. Forever in that state of not being alive and at the same time,.Not being dead. So close and yet so far.

It was a Situation that nearly killed her inside.

The only Thing that kept her in Line were her Children. They needed her more than anytime before, but believe me, it was hard. It was beyond hard to show them a positive Face.

Raziela didn't tell the Girls about what happened to their Father and Brother. Not because she didn't want to, but she simply wanted to protect them from the Truth. The only one she told about what happened was Jiro. He was calm and reserved, like his Father. She told the Girls that their Father and Brother were on a Mission that would last very long.

Reeze felt overhelmed with everything at first, but slowly all her Emotions seem to fade away. Everything except sadness.

She felt Numb and lost her Smile completely, she lost herself. The only Thing she could think about was that her Husband and Son wouldn't come back to her alive. Even she couldn't know that yet, her Mind told her that they would die.

She fell into a Hole that was deeper than anytime before. She fell into deep Depression, became sensitive to Touch and grew a PTSD because of the miscarriage.

She was disgusted by herself. In her Opinion, her Body killed the unborn Child. How could she ever forgive herself?

Nothing made Sense anymore.

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Art © Yukuid on Instagram

Raziela Kobayashi © @kobayashisoul

Kankuro © Masashi Kishimoto

I bought her Outfit from Gevielus

Naruto & Boruto © Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

I hope you enjoy. ;v; ♥

This Picture was a Comission for me from Yukuid. I am not the Artist of this Artwork. I was given permission to upload this drawing to my gallery by the artist.

The Oc, her Design and Story belong to me. The Outfit was an Adopt I bought from Gevielus. ⚠️

Without my and the Artists written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. Also please don’t use my Characters for Roleplay or Fanfictions. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴀɴᴅ 《

Hello my Dears. 🩵

After the very sad Post yesterday I am glad that I can post something colorful and happy today: Gaara, Raziela with their four Children on a very special Day!

It's still early in the Morning when this Picture was taken. It's a special Day for them, to be specific: For Jiro and Aoi.

This Day will be their first Day at the Sunagakure Ninja Academy. Yes, for both of them it was clear from a very young Age that they wanted to become Shinobi. On that Day they were around six years old, Shinki is eight years old. He is the oldest Son of Gaara and Raziela.

And Jiro's and Aoi's biggest Role Models are their Parents. Their Father, one of the strongest Shinobi alive and the Kage of their Village, Sunagakure. And their Mother, an elegant and strong Kunoichi with an very rare Kekkei Genkai. They are the Childrens Idols. 🥹

Gaara took a Day off from work to be at the Academy Ceremony to welcome the new Children. For him this was very important. They even took one year old Shiina with them.

No one was left behind. They were at the Ceremony as a Family.

And everyone was very curious and happy that the Kazekage's Children would visit the Academy from now on!

Shinki was already in the Academy since Gaara adopted him, for a bit more than a year.

I love that he is sitting in the Corner of the Couch. He wouldn't admit it, but he has a careful eye over his Siblings. It's still new for him, but especially since Shiina was born he has a strong Sense of Protection towards her.

Best big Brother ever. 🩵

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Art ©️ redflowersuki

Raziela, Jiro, Aoi & Shiina Kobayashi ©️ @kobayashisoul

Sabaku No Gaara ©️ Masashi Kishimoto

Naruto & Boruto ©️ Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

This Picture was a Comission for me from redflowersuki . I am NOT the Artist of this Artwork. I am a Art Collector. I have the Artists written permission to upload this drawing to my Social Media. ⚠️

The Ocs, their Designs and Stories belong to me. ⚠️

Without my written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. Also please don't use my Characters for Roleplay or Fanfictions. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 Tragedy 《

Something wasn't right. Something must've happened.

Reeze had a Feeling that something was wrong. He told her that there suspicious Actions outside the Village in a former Hideout of Orochimaru, so he took Shinki, Yodo and Araya with him to check the Situation.

He told her that it surely wouldn't take long and that she should'nt be worried about him and their Son.

But Gaara just didn't came back, no matter how long she waited. So she was of course worried. Gaara wasnt the type of not coming back without sending her a little Message.

But it seemed that her Sense of worry was not for nothing.

She waited so impatiently for him because there was something important, something life-changing that she needed to tell him.

It was supposed to be a happy Day for her and her Husband. They tried to have a new Baby for almost three years and on that Evening she wanted to tell Gaara that it finally worked. She was pregnant again with their fifth Child. She dreamed of that Moment for three years and she couldn't wait to tell Gaara. And the only one who knew about it at this Point was Kankuro.

But then, everything changed within a Moment.

When Kankuro knocked on her Door and she looked him into the eyes, she knew that something had happened.

"Are they dead?", she asked right away before Kankuro could say something, her Anxiety kicking in.

"He and Shinki seem to be alive, but ..."

And when he told her that her Husband and Son lost a Battle, Gaara critically wounded and sealed away by their Son who sacrificed himself for his Father, she lost it. It triggered her fear of loss drastically. Everything that was buried inside her Soul broke out. With the years she learned to bury her Anxiety and Fear of loss inside her. But now everything broke out.

Kankuro stayed with her that Evening, not being able to calm his Sister in Law down. She had a heavy mental breakdown that did last for many Hours. Not being able to calm down, to see, even to breath. Not being able to think straight.

And all this Stress and Trauma led into something that would change the young Woman forever.

On that Evening she had a miscarriage. She lost the 13 weeks old Baby that grew inside her womb. Her Body couldn't take the Stress anymore.

On that Day, her World turned upside down in every possible way. And the most tragic thing was that she - after losing her Child - had to Face this loss alone. Without her Husband who was always there for her.

Not knowing when or if he would ever come back to her alive.

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Art (c) Yukuid

Raziela Kobayashi (c) @kobayashisoul

Kankuro (c) Masashi Kishimoto

I bought her Outfit from Gevielus

Naruto & Boruto (c) Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

I hope you enjoy. ;v; ♥

This Picture was a Comission for me from Yukuid. I am not the Artist of this Artwork. I was given permission to upload this drawing to my gallery by the artist.

The Oc, her Design and Story belong to me. The Outfit was an Adopt I bought from Gevielus. ⚠️

Without my and the Artists written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. Also please don't use my Characters for Roleplay or Fanfictions. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴀʀᴅᴇꜱᴛ ɢᴏᴏᴅʙʏᴇ 《

After Gaara got himself a Wife and Children, this Scene became one of his least Favorites. And sadly it wasn't even rare, it was his Job. He was the Leader of a Village and he had Dutys that needed to be done.

And that also did mean that he had to leave the Village for, for Example, Meetings with the other four Kage. And those Meetings didn't always were in Sunagakure, sadly.

Since Reeze became a Mother, she stopped working as his Assistant and that also did mean that she couldn't go with him to other Villages. It was mostly Kankuro, his Brother, who was with him.

It was always hard for Reeze, but that was nothing compared to the Pain little Shiina felt. For her it was the hardest.

Shiina was from the very beginning completely fixated on her Father and within the Family it was the hardest for that he wasn't at Home most of the time. She cried a lot because of it until she was in her Teens. Totally Daddy's little Girl.

So when she was a small Child, it always hurted Gaara a lot to see his Daughter like that. He didn't want to go, but he had no Choice. He was the Kazekage after all.

So as always, he gave Raziela a sweet kiss, kissed his Daughter on the Forehead and said Goodbye to them with a Pain in his heart.

Being away from his Family was never easy for him. It was different when he was in his Office, but outside the Village ... So many Things could go wrong.

So Reeze was always worried about him. She had better control of it in Boruto Timeline, but her fear of loss never left her completely.

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Art (c) @sandglass-art

Raziela & Shiina Kobayashi (c) @kobayashisoul

Sabaku No Gaara & Kankuro (c) Masashi Kishimoto

Naruto & Boruto (c) Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

This Picture was a Comission for me from @sandglass-art . I am NOT the Artist of this Artwork. I am a Art Collector. I have the Artists written permission to upload this drawing to my Social Media. ⚠️

The Ocs, their Designs and Stories belong to me. ⚠️

Without my written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. Also please don't use my Characters for Roleplay or Fanfictions. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴍᴀʀʀɪᴇᴅ 《

Gaara and Raziela were married for some Months now. It still was such a new Feeling, so refreshing, so beautiful. Neither Gaara nor Reeze could believe it. Being finally married.

Gaara often asked himself how he could be so lucky. And for Reeze it was the same.

After so much tragedy in their both lives none of them believed that they could ever find their happy End, their loved ones.

Before Gaara met her, he never thought that he would habe romantic Feelings for someone. He always was a workaholic, someone who lived for his work. Especially after he became the Kazekage of Suna. He worked so hard to reach this goal, and he was ready to only live for his dream that came true.

But with Reeze a totally different dream came true. A dream he never was aware of. Suddenly he not only lived for his work, now he only lived to make her happy, to bring a Smile to her Face. To always be there for her.

Reeze totally closed her heart for everything after Akio died. She swore to herself that she would never fall in love again. That no one would ever be so close to her heart again.

And well, what happened? Gaara happened, haha.

And that wasn't even everything. Not being here they not only were married, they were Parents of two wonderful Children. Gaara's and her Heir.

Everything changed so drastically after they met each other. Things happened they never dreamed of, or things that they closed their Hearts for.

And they wouldn't want to change one Thing about that.

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Art (c) akaneiro.arts on Instagram

Raziela Kobayashi (c) @kobayashisoul

Sabaku No Gaara (c) Masashi Kishimoto

Naruto & Boruto (c) Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

This Picture was a YCH Comission for me from akaneiro.arts. I am NOT the Artist of this Artwork. I am a Art Collector. I have the Artists written permission to upload this drawing to my Social Media. ⚠️

The Oc, her Design and Story belong to me. ⚠️

Without my written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. Also please don't use my Characters for Roleplay or Fanfictions. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 ꜱᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ 《

You know, many people in Sunagakure and honestly in every other Village saw Gaara only as Kazekage. Not the Human he is, not the Things he went through, not what he have become. They saw him, their Eyes did sparkle and they said: "Look, it's Kazekage Gaara!"

But that was far not everything he was.

For almost a year now he also was a Husband, the Husband of Raziela Kobayashi. And for a few Months now he also was a Father. Not only of one Child, no, of two! Twins.

Time together was rare from the very beginning. Reeze was mostly alone with the Children because after all, Gaara was also the Leader of the Village. And it was important for Raziela that he didn't forget that - and that he didn't regret anything. He was in Charge for hundreds of people.

But sometimes Gaara was able to take a Day off and spend time with his little Family. And he enjoyed every second with his Children so much, and he took nothing for granted.

Going for a walk with the Children was normal for Raziela, but it was even more special when Gaara was with them. So of course he took the Chance and took the Stroller, always having an Eye of his precious little Twins.

On Days like that Gaara could forget for some time that he was the Leader of his Village.

On these Days he was simply a loving Husband and Father.

And of course because his Villagers know him, many people wanted to see the Children - so On their Way through the Village they had to stop many times because his people of course did recognize him, and everyone was excited to take a look at the Kazekage's Heir. 🩵

[I got Inspiration for the Description from redflowersuki 🩵]

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Art (c) redflowersuki

Raziela, Jiro & Aoi (c) @kobayashisoul

Sabaku No Gaara (c) Masashi Kishimoto

Naruto & Boruto (c) Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

This Picture was a Comission for me from redflowersuki . I am NOT the Artist of this Artwork. I have the Artists written permission to upload this drawing to my Social Media. ⚠️

The Ocs, their Designs and Stories belong to me. ⚠️

Without my written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 ꜱɴᴏᴡ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴀɴᴅ 《

Hello again my Dears! 🩵

Today I want to tell you a bit about how Gaara expresses his Love. His Way of handle Things, Love Language and such. Enjoy! 🫶🏻

I imagine that Gaara's Love Language is physical Touch. When it comes to romantic Relationships, he was never and a Master of Words and he can show his Love way better through actions.

That doesn't mean that he CAN'T express his Love through words. It doesn't happen that often, but he definitely has his own way to say that he loves her. It may not always be a explicit "I love you", but I imagine that Gaara is someone who thinks about what he's saying very intense and so he has his own way to tell Raziela that he loves her.

• "You look beautiful today."

• "Let me take you home."

• "You're the one where I belong to."

• "Did you take care of yourself today?"

• "With you I can be myself."

The biggest act of Love for him is when they sleep with each other. Being so intimate and Gaara being so vulnerable in that Moment is his biggest act of trust, for someone who usually always has his Guard up thats defintely the truth.

I imagine that Gaara, after experiencing romantic Feelings for the first time, is quiet Love hungry. He lived without Love for a very long time, and before he had Feelings for Reeze, he never experienced romantic Love at all. And after getting a bite of that, I imagine that he can't get enough of that - like a Child being desperately wanting love.

That's at least how I imagine that. It's of course not Canon, but I always try my best to stay close to it. ;3; I hope this isn't too much OOC for Gaara.

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Art (c) its.sunjyo on Instagram

Raziela Kobayashi (c) @kobayashisoul

I bought her Outfit from gevielus on Instagram

Sabaku No Gaara (c) Masashi Kishimoto

Naruto & Boruto (c) Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

This Picture was a Comission for me from its.sunjyo on Instagram. I am NOT the Artist of this Artwork. I am a Art Collector. I have the Artists written permission to upload this drawing to my Social Media. ⚠️

The Oc, her Design and Story belong to me. ⚠️

Without my written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. Also please don't use my Characters for Roleplay or Fanfictions. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴀɴᴅ 《

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"ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ ɪꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀɴ ɪᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢ. ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ.

ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴇꜱ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏᴜʀ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ ɪꜱ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ."

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I always dreamed of having a Family Picture like that, and the amazing pun_shun made my Dream come true. 😍 Isn't it simply amazing? I love it so much. 💙

He even gifted me the Single Pictures of the Portrait.

I think these Pictures of my Family brings their Personality perfectly on point. Aoi the little wild heart, extroverted and always happy and troublesome. Jiro, a lot like his Father, introverted, calm and serious from a very young Age on. Shiina, the little Crybaby, but she also was a very happy Child. And Shinki of course, in this Picture everything was still new to him, so he's reserved and a bit shy. And of course, the happy Parents. 💙

I am really in love with this Picture. I hope that you like it too. Enjoy. 💙

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Art (c) pun_shun

Raziela, Jiro, Aoi, Shiina (c) @kobayashisoul

Sabaku No Gaara & Shinki (c) Masashi Kishimoto

Naruto & Boruto (c) Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

This Picture was a Comission for me from @pun_shun . I am NOT the Artist of this Artwork. I have the Artists written permission to upload this drawing to my Social Media. ⚠️

The Ocs, their Designs and Stories belong to me. ⚠️

Without my written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. Also please don't ask me to roleplay with my Ocs because I don't allow that. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ《

Gaara was usually awake before Reeze. Since he lost Shukaku, he had a very slight sleep, had Nightmare very often and the smallest Things could wake him up. But very rarely he did sleep good and deep, and it could happen that she was awake before him. As this Morning.

Reeze woke up very early, simply enjoying the sight of her peacefully sleeping Husband. She enjoyed seeing him sleeping without Trouble, it gave her inner Peace. No one else could give her that Feeling, it was always him, from the very beginning, even before they became a Couple.

She stood up after stroking his red Hair for a second and went to the Bathroom, ready to prepare him Breakfast as every Morning. He often forgot to take care of himself, like eating or taking a break, so she made at least sure that he ate before he went to work. Since the Twins were born, only a few Months old, she wasn't with him in his Office anymore.

When she stood in front of the Mirror, her Hair a mess, she started to comb her hair, eyes closed, when she suddenly felt someone hugging her from behind. Within a second she started to Smile, enjoying that gentle Touch of her loved one.

"Good Morning", she said quietly and gave him a small kiss.

Gaara closed his eyes, still half asleep, and gave her a gentle kiss on her head, her hair.

"Good Morning", he also said very quietly, still waking up. "Why didn't you wake me up?"

"I wanted to let you sleep. It's a rare sight."

Gaara, still with closed eyes, then hugged her a bit more tight, simply enjoying the physical Touch with his beloved Wife.

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Art (c) its.sunjyo

Raziela Kobayashi (c) @kobayashisoul

Sabaku No Gaara (c) Masashi Kishimoto

Naruto & Boruto (c) Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

This Picture was a Comission for me from its.sunjyo . I am NOT the Artist of this Artwork. I am a Art Collector. I have the Artists written permission to upload this drawing to my Social Media. ⚠️

The Oc, her Design and Story belong to me. ⚠️

Without my written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. Also please don't use my Characters for Roleplay or Fanfictions. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 ᴛʜᴇ ꜰɪʀꜱᴛ ᴋɪꜱꜱ 《

Here is finally the Animation for Gaara's and Raziela's first kiss, done by the amazing pun_shun ! I swear I love it so much and it looks so Canon! 😭 I had to since Pun js making Animations as Comissions now too. 🩵

I will use the Original Description for this Animation!

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After Gaara and Raziela confessed their Feelings for each other after a long Day of work, there was silence between them for a few Minutes. Gaara still hugged her from behind and comforted her, she finally stopped crying and was able to calm down. She felt so relieved, hearing that the Person she was in love with felt the same for her too. And honestly, now they both didn't know what to say.

She finally turned around, looking to the Bottom, embarassed.

Gaara: "... are you alright?" He looked worried.

Reeze: "Yes, I'm ... We are ... What are we ..."

Gaara came closer to her, they stood now almost Nose to Nose. Gaara didn't know if what he planned was right, but his Heart did beat so fast, and hers too. His Face started to turn Red a bit, and he swallowed.

They stood in front of each other, close, for quite a Moment before Gaara finally leaned in and ... kissed her. His heart did beat so fast, it felt like it would jump out if hus Chest every Moment. But Reeze felt the same. Kissing him was ... it felt like heaven. It was a innocent Touch at first and became a bit more passionate the more seconds passed.

This was the very first Kiss they ever shared. And it was the beginning of something new, something... different. Something really big and wonderful.

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Animation & Art (c) pun_shun

Raziela Kobayashi (c) @kobayashisoul

Sabaku No Gaara (c) Masashi Kishimoto

Naruto & Boruto (c) Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

This Picture was a Comission for me from pun_shun . I am NOT the Artist of this Artwork. I am a Art Collector. I have the Artists written permission to upload this drawing to my Social Media. ⚠️

The Oc, her Design and Story belong to me. ⚠️

Without my written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀ ᴏꜰ ᴘᴜᴘᴘᴇᴛꜱ 《

As I told you, the Relationship between Gaara and Raziela in Road to Ninja Universe was very toxic in the first Months, even years. And this Picture shows that in a perfect way.

In the first time, Gaara only used Raziela for several Reasons. For his physical needs, for his own amusement, just to manipulate someone because he simply needed that. And why? Because all his life he was a truly toxic Person. Maybe even the most toxic Person alive, at least in Sunagakure.

And Raziela had no problem with being used by him. She was madly in love with that Man and she would've done everything to please him, to make him happy and proud. All she wanted was his love and affection and she was ready to do everything for that, even heavy Crimes.

This Relationship - at least in the first Months or years - was beyond toxic. But Raziela was blind for that, was blind for everything else than Gaara.

The thing was also that she was easy to manipulate. She was very immature for her Age and acted mostly childish and not like her Age. So she didn't see a Problem with that Relationship, with Gaara, with what he did with her.

She did break every Bond with Family and Friends because no one accepted her being with Gaara. Everyone wanted to separate them, but especially Gaara didn't let that happen.

All she wanted was being with him. Forever.

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Art (c) ucchihaizumi

Raziela Kobayashi (c) @kobayashisoul

Sabaku No Gaara (c) Masashi Kishimoto

Their Road to Ninja Designs (c) @kobayashisoul

Naruto & Boruto (c) Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

This Picture was a Comission for me from ucchihaizumi . I am NOT the Artist of this Artwork. I am a Art Collector. I have the Artists written permission to upload this drawing to my Social Media. ⚠️

Their Road to Ninja Designs belong to me. ⚠️

Without my written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. Also please don't use my Characters for Roleplay or Fanfictions. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅᴀʏ! 《

Hello my Dears 🫶🏻

You know ... I have SO many Headcanons and Stories about my Couple that I have a little Story for every Comission I order. I enjoy writing about it so much, and for me it's important that I write about even the smallest Headcanons.

For Gaara and Reeze it became their Routine really quick to talk about literally everything. About their Days, about their Family, their work, their Relationship. When something is wrong they immediately talk things out, clearing Things and misunderstandings. Communication is Key in ther Marriage.

In this Picture, Gaara and Raziela are in Konoha. Gaara had a Meeting with the other four Kage and Reeze had a Day with Temari, her Sister in Law. So they didn't see each other all Day.

When Gaara came back to their Hotel - the Sun was still shining but it was just about to be Sunset - they decided to go on a little unplanned Date. They took something to eat and drink and made their Way to a big Grass Field near the Village.

It was just the two of them. This was rare.

As soon as they sat down, Gaara placed his Head in her Lap, enjoying the Peaceful Moment with his Wife and just relaxing after a long Day of Politics. Being with her after such a Day was the most Peaceful and relaxing Thing for Gaara. She always was his personal inner Peace.

After some Minutes of enjoying the Silence, Gaara finally said:

"Tell me about your Day."

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Art (c) yukuid on Instagram

Raziela Kobayashi (c) @kobayashisoul

I bought her Outfit from gevielus

Sabaku No Gaara (c) Masashi Kishimoto

Naruto & Boruto (c) Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

This Picture was a YCH Comission for me from yukuid on Instagram. I am NOT the Artist of this Artwork. I am a Comission Collector. I have the Artists written permission to upload this drawing to my Social Media. ⚠️

The Oc, her Design and Story belong to me. ⚠️

Without my written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way. Also please don't ask me to roleplay with my Ocs because I don't allow that, written or drawn. ⚠️

[kobayashisoul]

》 ʀᴏᴀᴅ ᴛᴏ ɴɪɴᴊᴀ & ᴄᴀɴᴏɴ ɢᴀᴀʀᴀ: ᴄʀᴏꜱꜱᴏᴠᴇʀ 《

Hey Guys! 🩵

Today I got this Picture and it's in my Opinion one of the most beautiful and Canon-looking Comissions I ever got. Since I got it I didn't get tired of looking at it. its.sunjyo really is a Genius in Drawing Gaara - and now, two Gaara's in one Picture! That's really like a Dream came true. 👀

The Difference between them couldn't be bigger. In Appearance they are kinda looking alike, but their Personalitys are ... Well it's as the Name says, two completely different Worlds where different Things happened.

Road to Ninja Gaara is still a Jinchuuriki, fighting with Shukaku's Powers. He is a rebell and m*rdered way more people and did that way longer than his Canon Self. He is arrogant, selfish and cold-hearted. He shows no Mercy in Battles and he doesn't have a Problem with k&lling people, even for just looking at him a second too long. At least he was like that before he met Road to Ninja Raziela. Things started to change from then on, but very slowly. But as bad as he always was, he is and was always a loyal person.

Canon Gaara isn't a Jinchuuriki anymore since he was 15 years old. He was like RTN Gaara is before his Fight with Uzumaki Naruto. Nowdays he always wants to find a polite and peaceful Way to solve Things. He is quiet, reserved and introverted - but in a loving way. Words may be rare, but he thinks carefully about everything he says and anything has depth and he means it. He is interested in Friendships and Social Interactions, and found true love, in my Oc Raziela. And he is absolutely a loyal person and passionate about his Interests.

These two really couldn't be more different and I simply love what I created with Road to Ninja. 🩵

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Art (c) its.sunjyo on Instagram

Gaara's RTN Design (c) @xkobayashisoulx

Sabaku No Gaara (c) Masashi Kishimoto

Naruto & Boruto (c) Masashi Kishimoto and Mikio Ikemoto

This Picture was a Comission for me from its.sunjyo on Instagram. I am NOT the Artist of this Artwork. I am a Comission Collector. I have the Artists written permission to upload this drawing to my Social Media. ⚠️

Gaara's RTN Design and Story belongs to me. ⚠️

Without my written permission you have no right to recolor/repost/trace/edit/use this in any way, written or drawn. ⚠️