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Little paper angel.

A preparation for the upcoming holiday, every nun has to make one

That’s Josephine and Matilda! They’re nuns too. My little side characters

I think it looks great. You tried your best and put effort in making it—this is what matters!

Her lazy ass did NOT put any effort in it. (She’s ashamed now)

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Long time no viddy, huh?

So it’s been a WHILE since I shared my life updates and I’ve come through a lot of changes but the most important is that IM NO LONGER INSECURE ABOUT MY ART🔥🔥🔥🔥and also not dependent on attention!!! AND I also became a much more mature and better person!!!!

So it was kinda weird….So weird that I VENTED about it here……but here I am, alive and joyful!

So!!!! I used to be a big jerk and it led to consequences….which made my emotional state so much WORSE!! Which was my fault ofc but anyway. I also had a lot of stress bc of my studies….

And for some reason it made me go NUTS about my art! Idk how that happened, I just randomly said: “no one ever loved neither my art nor my characters” and it made me so frustrated. I used to cry….a lot…..cry at night, cry at day, cry at public places!!! Bro!!! Wtf!!!

I literally CRAVED for attention but despised myself, my art and everything I do in general. Which is funny, cuz now I understand that self-hatred and despair were the only things that were holding my progress back🤷🏿‍♀️

So. My tears had to dry. I managed to deal with my inner problems and fixed all my mistakes. So I wasn’t as stressed as I used to be! After that, some things happened to me +some self-reflection +my friends’s support ANNDDD I was finally cured all right!!!!!!!!!

I learned to love my art, I learned to be my own viewer. I realized that whether I have attention or not, I’m no less than a person either way. I learned to enjoy making art without depending on anyone’s approval. I also accepted that I may not be perfect

Soooo………did my art suddenly became perfect? No. There are still many things Im bad at drawing🤷🏿‍♀️ Nevertheless, i became much more confident in trying, even when I think it won’t look good. I’m very happy, because I can feel that this is exactly what I need to have my art improved.

So!!!!!!! Now I love my art!!! Accept all my flaws!!!! Became a mature person!!!!! Not addicted to attention!!!!!!! And step many step I’m moving forward!!!! Yayayayayay!!!!

HERE ARE SOME SKETCHES WITH MARTHA AND BILLY BTW

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Lovesick

(Under 2 hour drawing I did after work)

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Ring ring ring….

Who should I draw next?

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Could I ask you to draw Roulxs playing an instrument?

He is playing the lute btw! Not sure if I drew it right tbh but oh well. most of it was guess work anyway wjdjs

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Holemoley im alivey…..

First time drawing them don’t judge

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Found comfort in redrawing stupid ass scrinshits with him

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now a worm from our sponsors

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Ah yes. The doomed polycule.

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Billy dewdol meow

He's so ugly someone kill.him now

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kitty

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