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I think about Lycion and his relationship with beauty soo much

Looking at him, we can see that he easily meets the elven beauty standards. He has long silver hair, clear skin, and androgynous form: he's the picture of a youthful, pretty man.

And yet.

He experiences such a visceral reaction to his own body. Despite looking like your stereotypical pretty boy, he doesn't fulfill the expectation of being vain in the slightest (at least not in this form).

In fact, we see in the extras just how badly his body dysmorphia got to him. This was not a passive discomfort or a shallow desire. Lycion was trying to destroy his body. He hated living in his skin so much he was actively self harming in multiple ways in an effort to punish himself.

It's not until he uses ancient magic to get his beast form that his perspective of himself changes. The magic required him to be heavily tattooed over his whole body and we can clearly we can see that he wears these marks with pride. But that's not where any of this ends for him because despite having the solution to his problem, Lycion can't be a wolf all the time.

This means that he has to learn to cope with existing as an elf still, and what stands out to me is how Lycion's hair is almost always in his face. Even now, in the body he likes more, he hides. Whether this is a lingering discomfort or just a habit, there's no saying, but it makes me sad.

Especially in this panel, where it's clear that a lot of his hair had been pulled forward to cover his face rather just the few strands. His expression looks so hollow. He looks tired and uncomfortable. This isn't the casual playfulness he usually has. I think this is a peek into the idea that it's very self soothing for him to use his hair as a shield when he's forced to stay in his human body for too long.

I think that his hair is so important to him because we can see that it's the only trait that carried over into his wolf form. This means that when he's forced to be human he can cling to the single part of him that's shared between his current body and his preferred one.

In summary: I love him so much

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body studies

uhh don't say anything weird sorry thanks

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my beautiful princess with a disorder

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HEY! We were here first! Go find a spot somewhere else!

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*I worship you Tumblr don’t remove it

Red means I love you.

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i hate when people call marcille a girlfailure btw like SHE ISNT. and shes not a ”girlboss” either. this is a neurotic and Permanently On The Edge of a Breakdown overachiever late 20s virgin just out of her phd program with permanently shaky hands from an addiction to overly sugary coffee and a deep desire to be crushed to death under falins giant jugs no matter the cost. the only thing shes ever ”failed” at is going to theraphy

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there are 2 kinds of mangaka when drawing: the ones that hate woman and the ones that love woman

And, guys...

i think ryoko kui really loves woman.

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TL;DR my disgusting pet fairy godgoat prepared a bubbling bath of sliced vegetables and herbs for me but included a bouillon cube, which made me feel slighted since i deserve the time and effort of making a stock from scratch. do i still get in to not hurt this foul creature's feelings y/n

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Strangers by Ethel Cain x Dungeon Meshi by Ryoko Kui

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feel like i should be sorry about this one

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working hard hardly working etc

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a story about the composition teacher from persona 3 being a lesbian

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I believe I have collected every single Valentine card showcased in the newsletter shuffle! Thank you so much to everyone who sent theirs in for this post <3 (1/2)

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Fun fact: in the artbook, there's an illustration of Sym as a human (<- me when I spread misinformation)

Jokes aside, this is my attempt at drawing something in iwatex's art style, don't look too closely lmao

Here's the full image of Sym. Admittedly I just mimicked Sym's whole portrait but I didn't copy and paste anything.

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Kris

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here comes a new trans!mob comic! tfw you meet your first crush for the first time in a long time,,,

this was requested and funded by my patrons, so if you wanna request more stuff like that in the future, you can support me on patreon!

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