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Been a long time since my last post

But the feeling never change

The more you attached, the more you hurt

Left by the one you love

Should I erase this feeling?

So the hurt can't catch me every single day

I want to be happy

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I just realize that I’m not fully recovered from the past. I just buried it, until something successfully dig it and POOF that damn feeling come up.

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I wish someone tell me that i am his world.

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Lucu, terkadang sebuah perpisahan tidak dibubuhi oleh suatu pernyataan.

Terasa begitu cepat, sangat cepat. Bahkan ketika aku lihat kembali, ternyata banyak mimpi-mimpi indah yang belum sempat terwujud karena aku sudah terbangun.

Sempat terlintas, apakah semudah itu? Ingin rasanya berteriak.

Ternyata aku hanya hantu. Ya, hantu. Hanya mampu berdiam diri di sebelahmu — itu pikirmu.

Tak pernah sedikit pun aku terlihat.

Image source : sonomacounty.com

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20 goals and reminders for you

a small collection of things to remember.

1. your life can look so different, so much better, in just a few months. keep going.

2. read at least a book a month

3. list 5 things that make you happy every day

4. create playlists for every mood

5. learn a new language through consistent practice every day

6. research new topics that interest you, how about coding, music, or graphic design?

7. compliment people frequently!!

8. don’t be afraid to introduce yourself to someone new, it can be online as well

9. try to notice the sky and the air and the flowers, pay attention to your surroundings

10. focus on one thing at a time. just one thing. that’s what prioritization really is.

11. collect quotes that motivate you

12. try journaling, or just writing down all the funny quotes your friends say

13. you teach people how to treat you by what you tolerate

14. always have a bottle of water by your desk. when you get the urge to check your phone, keep your hands busy by drinking water instead.

15. don’t be afraid of bad days; they happen and you shouldn’t blame yourself for it

16. when you’re not doing great: open your curtains, take a shower, stretch, go for a walk. let your mind wander, rest and refresh.

17. know what you can and cannot control.

18. make a list of reasons to keep going, to keep you motivated. whenever you feel down, read it and add another one.

19. more cozy study dates in cafes!! (still abiding distancing rules in your country ofc)

20. and above all: stay hydrated!!

[ for more posts like these, visit my instagram @softlyshade ]

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“I don’t need to be around people that always put me down and make me feel worse about myself.”

— Affirmation of the day.

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i tell everyone to be strong knowing that I’m the weakest person.

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“I wish I could turn my heart to stone, so I don’t have to feel what I feel when I’m alone”

— boy in space x shy martin

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“Even the prettiest flowers can be dead inside.”

— s.s. (stephenstilwell)

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“The worst part of having a mental illness is people expect you to behave as if you don't.”

— Joker (2019)

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“Seen my dad, have you?”

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Hive, Shibuya 渋谷

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