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Istg finding out he had a girlfriend literally felt like a massive punch to the gut. It’s literally a pain which I feel throughout my soul.

It’s something that I don’t think anything and I mean ANYTHING can ever prepare you for. No matter what you’re doing and where you are, it will send you crashing to your knees as it rips the heart straight out of your chest

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I think maybe just knowing you was worth it in the end

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💞November TCC Challenge💞

I miss this trend so I thought I may try to bring it back! 🥰 Also sorry it’s late 🫣

1. Is this your first TC? If not, how many TCs have you had previously?

2. Describe the moment that you first met your TC

3. Did you fall for your TC straight away? If not, when did you fall for your TC?

4. How close are you to your TC?

5. Have you found any of your TCs accounts on social media?

6. Is your TC close with any other students?

7. Do you suspect that anyone else has a crush on your TC?

8. Have you told anyone about your crush on your TC yet?

9. Is your TC an introvert or extrovert?

10. Are you looking forward to anything with your TC?

11. Have you been on any trips with your TC? If yes, to where?

12. Do you think your TC knows about your crush on them or not?

13. How do you think your TC would react if they discovered your blog?

14. How do you think your friends would react if they discovered your blog?

15. What song always reminds you of your TC?

16. If your TC was a cartoon character, who would they be?

17. Do you know who your TC would’ve voted for?

18. Describe the way your TC looks

19. What celebrity does your TC look like?

20. Does your TC set homework often?

21. What has been your fav assignment set by your TC so far?

22. What has been your least fav assignment set by your TC so far?

23. Does your TC have any pets you know about?

24. Does your TC have any tattoos?

25. Does your TC have any piercings?

26. Do you have any friends in your TCs class?

27. Describe your TCs classroom

28. If you could dress your TC in any outfit, what would it be?

29. When did you join the TCC?

30. What advice would you give to other TCC members?

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I gifted you my heart,

Wrapped up in a cute lil bow.

But you never appreciated it.

You let it fall to the floor,

And all you did was watch,

As it shattered into tiny pieces.

How could you?

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GUYSSS MY OLD BLOG WAS MAHOGANY-CHERRY-WINE BUT I GOT BANNED UNFORTUNETLY HELP ME FIND MY MOOTS BACK PLS

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My teacher is probably the best chef.

With just a sausage,

Two meatballs,

And a little bit of milk,

He can fill my tummy for 9 months

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I’m convinced I jumped from being 19 to 24 in under a week

I used to be 21 but now I'm 24. so you can understand why I'm so freaked out

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I literally just want to lay on top of him,

And burrow my head into his chest,

Listening to the rhythm of his heart beat.

As he gently runs his hand through my hair,

Just forgetting the rest of the world exists

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I wanna dance snuggled up close to him,

Underneath the cool starry night.

I wanna feel his arms around my waist,

As we slowly sway to the beat of the music.

I want him to stare deeply into my eyes,

And begin to kiss me slowly and softly,

Like he never wants to let me go.

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The cruelest part is probably how he’ll never know exactly how much he meant to me.

He was my everything. My reason to get up in the morning. My reason to both laugh and cry.

My reason to exist

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someday 🐞

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At the end of the day, it’s just you and that secret photo album of blurry, years old pictures of your TC that you have in your phone

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They say that love is a form of insanity,

And darling you’re my proof.

For how could you wound me so deeply,

Yet I’m willing to hold the gun to my chest for you?

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What am I supposed to do?

When my brain knows it’s time to move on,

But my heart? It’s still stuck with you

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My teacher?

Nah he’s the loml,

My sweet husband

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POV: Me and my friends are hanging out together and I’ve mentioned M for the 10th time in 30 minutes

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Ahhh Sh#t Here We Go Again

Hello and welcome to my blog which I’ve just revived after a year of infrequent posts and even a post in which I announced I was done (Much like M, I can’t seem to let this blog go 😉)

So letsss get to it

About me:

I’m an adult (23 years old)

My pronouns are they/them

I’ve just graduated from uni and I’m ‘enjoying’ the experience of unemployment rn

I’m autistic

I have several mental health conditions (PTSD, OCD, depression, eating disorder)

I’m actually a recovered drug addict

About my star crossed soulmate (M):

He was my college lecturer

His pronouns are he/him

He’s in his 40s

He’s very caring, hardworking, intelligent and funny

He’s the holder of the key to my heart 🔑❤️