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Whenever i feel unlovable and like i am a failwife and there's so little love and care in life and even less for me i reconcile it by thinking of how terrible i am. This isn't to assert that i am undeserving in any way i think no matter how rotten i get i still deserve tenderness, but in a way it helps me get out of this one dimensional thinking where i am trapped in a box and things are happening to me as opposed to the understanding that the human experience is one that will always be riddled with heartbreak and this is natural and perpetual and an affect of loving and an affect of living that one does nothing to deserve or earn, in the same way you don't "earn" love or living

It helps me to remember that i am a cheat, i am a liar, i am self serving to the core, i am conniving i am as human as you and i have loved with everything inside me and I will love again and be handled warmly.

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Would just like it to be known that i make most posts crying in a dark corner while the demons caress my cheek

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Sunday evening while we watch lesbian documentaries from the depths of the web with our tea's while i braid her afro into conrows

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#Butching

Artists in tags

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Team Handsome

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A collection of Pat Califia's poems which breathe life into me and remind me that there is so much beauty it hurts.

Via The Persistent Desire: a butch femme reader

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I took a voice recording of the rain and thunder for you and you treat me like this?

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Smile lines make me fucking insane i will eat you.

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I wanna go on long roads with you. I wanna find myself every other night,at corner stores and on pattern walls of BnB's. I wanna hear the wind whistle

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A collection of Pat Califia's poems which breathe life into me and remind me that there is so much beauty it hurts.

Via The Persistent Desire: a butch femme reader

[kissoflabrys]

My girlfriend has tried to kill me several times but it DOESNT MATTER. Every relationship is different and ours is no exception. Our way of loving may be preternatural but it is ours. She CARES for me and that is all that matters,for Valentines day she tied me up and put me in the boot of her car and gave me a 15 minute head start after she dropped me off in the woods ,physical activity is a great way to invite closeness in any rerlationship and keep things exciting and alive! I love her and wouldn't change her for the world

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Time machine to go back to 2010 and find a swagged out stud who skates and will put me looking hot on her deck and I'll write poetry about her at the skate park and watch her do tricks

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Only listen to music by swagged out studs

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From the film la pirate

La Pirate

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I would like for something lovely to happen to me but every day i am shown a new and improved way to suffer

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One (of many) of my favourite scenes in iwtv is where Louis in his rage swims the Mississippi river to hate fuck Lestat. Cute. My dream date.