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I was brave today

Either I’ve done something really stupid and crazy or something brave, only time will tell. I messaged someone who I haven’t talked to in 5 years and I am petrified to say the least. To put it lightly, everyone has a history and my reputation back then wasn’t as pleasant as you’d assume. My very first best (NOT Special Buddy) friend took advantage of me, made me out to be someone I wasn’t and in their words “bettered my life” by destroying any potential friendships under my name. I was vulnerable and an idiot to always fall into the trap of “It was their fault, I’ve done nothing wrong!” only to discover my besties true colors a head injury too late, to which I never saw them again before I could even ask why. Anyways, an hour ago like I said I messaged this girl who I haven’t talked to in half a decade. I am scared of rejection, ashamed to show myself, did I say it right? What will I do if it all goes wrong? But I can rest knowing this...

I did the right thing.

So whatever happens, I’ve faced the music when the old me would have freaked out at merely the thought - therefor I’ve come a long way. If it doesn’t work, there is no more I can do other than have higher hopes for the next person I find. if it does, i’m gonna stuff myself stupid with cake and chocolate and have a well deserved sob of joy as I do so haha. The moral here is, even if you’re scared; go for it. You could lose, you could win, but always try so you know for sure and don’t miss a possible win. Swet Drems buddies!~ =w=

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Wanna hear tortoise noise?

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Ducky Plover and Kirbs Amare ((A.K.A me and my best friend's OC's! ^^ ))

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You deserve every good thing.

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Good News: Your mother probably loves you, My birthday is on the 15th this month, Baby elephants suck on their trunk for comfort like babies do with dummies, there have been numerous reports of dolphins rescuing drowning or injured humans, there is a flower called “hanging naked men” that will probably cheer you up if you googled it (you should probably add flower on the end though XD I dare not think of what would pop up otherwise ahah... kidding, nothing graphic actually pops up on my end at least), desert rain frogs are adorable, you won’t regret google searching “bubu chinchilla” either, if you ever need an internet buddy or someone anonymous to vent too then please don’t hesitate to message me, I genuinely care about you, despite being strangers If you need something I’ll help you the best I can. And You deserved this message, I’m going sleepies now though so swet drems!~ =w= Apologies for the randomness of this message, hope you are well.

God this week has been completely garbage, someone please give me some good news

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Apologies if this is a little belated, but if you ever need someone to talk to then here I am. People call me Kirbs, and I try so hard to make life happier for others because I fully acknowledge what real hurt feels like. I've witnessed death, I’ve been beaten and thrown down the stairs, had my dads life resting in my hands and completely mess up and watched him die. And so on, I especially know whats it like to be single and friendless - In fact, In all 15 years of my life only just late 2016 did I actually achieve getting my first real best friend. And even then, our platonic relationship isn’t the healthiest as I panic that everything will turn out like it did in 2010. U_U I worry that, he’ll just die like everything else I’ve ever cared about. It messes me up big time and-- don’t even get me started on a boyfriend! Never had one, ever. I’m clingy, weird, emotionally unstable and overly affectionate towards everyone and everything. Even now, I genuinely care about you. I don’t even know you and yet how strange that already I’d fight to the ends of the earth protecting people like you... Kinda creepy as well though, so sorry about that “^^ Point is; I want you to know that I’ve suffered, I kinda understand, and if you will allow me too I’ll try my best to ease your suffering. You have people. I’m here for you, miss hazel *hugs* if you ever need an internet buddy or someone to vent to PLEASE don’t hesitate to message me and I’ll get back to you as soon as possible. < : ) Please get well soon! And thank you, for reading this. ((Also Its 4AM, please excuse the poorly wrote text. Very sorry))

My boyfriend just dumped me so now I’m both single and friendless

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Okay last one for now! XD I just REALLLY like the color blue. It makes me happy~

#258fda

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Pretty Blue c:

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What a lovely shade of blue!~ ^^

#28bad7

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Recently got two pet cats :D This one is named Ging, she was pre-owned by an old couple who had to give away her and her mother (Daphne). I’m so lucky to have these gorgeous girlies to snuggle up too at night! >w< Not only are they great pets, but incredible friends who look after me. Thank you kitties!~

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please don’t skip this post

So I have a friend

Her name is Ellie

She’s sweet and kind

She’s caring and emotional

She’s beautiful

And she hates herself

She hates herself so much that she has tried to kill herself

She has lost her will to live and she is losing against her depression, her anxiety, her ed.

She doesn’t believe me when I tell her that she deserves love and affection

She doesn’t believe that people care

But people care

She doesn’t believe me

But perhaps she’ll believe you

Please reblog, it will only take a second.

Reblog nomatter what your blog is

Reblog so that her dashboard of people she follows is full of this post

Reblog so that wherever she goes on Tumblr she sees love

Reblog and add tags

Whatever you do, don’t skip this post

Reblog nomatter what

Ellie

If you read this

We love you

I love you

Stay alive

Fight

You’re not alone

Elena Hangson

You are worth the world

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ATTENTION PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, I think i have it now and i appreciate it.

I’ve just made a bet against my Dad that if this post gets 2 million notes then i can get a Puppy. [like the one underneath]

I didn’t realise how much 2 million was and i couldn’t take that number down now. It should look like 2,000,000 in the notes bar.

He’s convinced that this will never reach that number, and very confident about it so Let’s prove him wrong!! He thinks this will get about 25 notes beofre it’s left in the dust.

You don’t have to do it for me. But for the point and to prove him wrong. He has to pay and everything so let’s make him suffer with it!!

I’m counting on you!!!

Remember it’s 2,000,000!

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Oh Special Buddy... I know I’ll be seeing you on christmas, but my heart yearns for you now. And I’d give up anything to be in your arms at this moment ♡ because you are the bestest friend I could have ever asked for. Unlike my first ”friend” back in 2010, you’ve shown me what a true friend is like. Caring, Reliable, Loyal, Protective... I could honestly go on forever! You’ve helped me tremendously and without you I don’t know where I’d be right now. In fact, maybe it’s best not to think into that too much. But anyway I will always be around you when I’m needed, aiming to be as good as a friend to you as you have been to me. Thank you and Swet Drems~ ((2 month later edit: ...Well, I’m sure I’ll still see you in my adulthood at least. Its not that many years away. Or maybe even next christmas I’ll get to see you. Eventually I know we’ll meet again, so I won’t worry~)

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I’m so sorry to hear that. :( Well, you don’t have to do this but Its just a little advice, chase him up about it. Walk up to him and ask if you have done something wrong or if he is feeling alright. You never know, the problem might not be you but something else going on in his life. Maybe he’s avoiding you because he’s afraid of dragging you with him, maybe, but you don’t know for certain until you ask so please don’t assumptions like I’m doing. If you consider him your “best and only friend” then obviously he must mean a lot to you, and chances are he feels the same to have that title. He’s leaving his friend, and I’m sure I’ve done a similar thing to what he’s done it the past (avoiding my only friend before he goes to college so that it won’t hurt as much). So yeah, that’s my advice - I don’t know if this was helpful or not but I tried. And I’m always here online if you ever need someone to vent to. I’m a good listener, and like I said I care despite being a stranger. Hope you feel better soon!~

Here is an ask for you... Coming from a random unknown stranger who cares, Is there anything I could do to cheer you up? I've literally just joined this website and was searching "I'm sad" to find and try to cheer up people on the internet. I came across you, and I don't know if you're still sad or not but if you are is there anything I can do to help?

not really… it’s kind of a weird situation but long story short I’ve been feeling really rejected and alone..my best and only friend offline hasn’t talked to me in a month and idk whyand then he’s leaving to go across the country for college.. soI’ve been really lonely and to myself the past month

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Wow, What a Beautiful Photo! *_* I love it~

(via 500px / sick fearless bastard by Crazy Ivory)