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outgoing ⤷  sweetheart 💘

minjun: i've got skills...you can't even IMAGINE

minjun: you should, or--better yet, i'll just send her to your office? it IS your new home after all.

minjun: you're always gone before i wake up now, and home when i'm pretty much falling asleep in front of the tv, the only people who get to see you--are the different doormen of the building..

jiwon: i know baby i'm so sorry, it's just this deal...

jiwon: jaehyun hyung fucked it all up by closing it too early, now we're running at a loss with our investors so i have to do major recon and clean up.

jiwon [DELAYED TEXT]: do you want to come over? we can have dinner in my office, and that way we can come home together too.

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outgoing ⤷  sweetheart 💘

minjun: are you planning on living at the office?

minjun: because i'd be HAPPY to refurnish it for you, give you a nice comfortable bed and all.

minjun: maybe even a temporary wardrobe?

minjun: yuki misses you.

minjun: [DELAYED TEXT] and i miss you even more

jiwon: you know they say sarcasm is lost over text

jiwon: apparently they've never met you

jiwon: ah, then i must come home for yuki no? since yuki misses me so much?

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flashlight // jessie j

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minjun

MAY 2018

being with this man, is more than anything he could’ve wished for. when minjun had walked into that dance hall, a fresh trainee for the first time, he’d never have imagined that this man would grow to become so much more to him. he never believed they could even be friends, let alone partners for the rest of their lives together. “i like you,” he teases before looking down at their feet as jiwon tugs him close, swaying with him.

“i know, but we’re both here now,” and of course, yuki is at their heels, nipping away whatever she can get. “but i think maybe we need some time, just the two of us,” and with these words–his fingers are swiftly undoing jiwon’s button down shirt, smiling with each patch of skin that gets revealed.

a breathless laugh escapes jiwon when he watches minjun’s fingers nimbly undo the first few buttons of his shirt. both his hands rest against minjun’s waist, palms sliding underneath the fabric; minjun’s skin is warm to the touch and jiwon feels a rush of warmth run through him as well. “you aren’t even going to buy me dinner first? where’s the romance, park minjun?”

their new addition, seemingly have realized she will not be getting any attention right now has run off to the living room. jiwon can only hope she’s nestled in the small bed he purchased when he purchased the pup, cleaning up after a brand new pet is definitely not romantic. he ducks his own head, lips tracing along the veins on minjun’s neck.

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minjun

MAY 2018

“practice?” minjun repeats, wishing jiwon would elaborate, but given how the man’s attention seems to be on minjun’s hair, he knows he’s not getting another answer out of him. but of course the words do prompt him to think, and he knows what jiwon is referring to. a family, their family. and all he seems to remember is the time when they’d been at a fan-meet and jiwon had been interacting with kids, and there was absolutely nothing that could tear minjun’s gaze from him. in that one moment, taemin and minwoo they both knew exactly what he was thinking, about how badly he wanted a family with the other man, and even now–all these years later, that was still his dream.

“it’s messy,” he argues before swatting another hand at jiwon’s before running his fingers through the messy hair as he looks up at the man, wishing somehow they could forgo all their plans for the night, dinner and whatever else, and just spend the time together. he knows it’s cheesy, and while he only ever lets his cheesy side out around jiwon, somehow this time, he isn’t sure if he should say it–not when jiwon is probably exhausted from the rough week he’s had.

“but i like it messy,” jiwon whines right back, reaching forward to tousle the hair minjun has just fixed and grins in response. he’s missed this more than anything; he’s missed the mere feeling of being near minjun; he’s missed holding his hand, grabbing his waist; he’s missed the sound of minjun’s heartbeat. pulling away from minjun, he keeps their fingers intertwined before tugging him back as a hand comes to rest at his boyfriend’s waist.

it doesn’t matter to jiwon he’s still in the button down and slacks from work, or that minjun probably wants a hot shower, or that they should at least think about dinner. none of these things cross his mind as he brings minjun closer, swaying gently; even if there is no music playing. they have never needed it. “i missed you so much.”

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minjun

MAY 2018

minjun doesn’t know how to pretend that jiwon’s smile isn’t affecting him, because the truth is–there’s nothing he wants more than to ensure jiwon is always smiling like this. still he grins as the other man’s arm only winds a little tighter as he looks down at their newest member of the family, their little yuki.

“you think so?” he grins before looking up at jiwon with a wide smile, before kissing him back softly, he loves the way jiwon looks at him, he loves the way this man kisses him and more than anything–he loves that jiwon did this to make up for something that minjun wasn’t even that upset about. “well i know she’s clingy, so that’s like me–hopefully she’s not a koala bear in bed, or else we’ll have problems.”

jiwon can only raise an eyebrow at how minjun refers to himself; he knows he should crack a joke back, make some funny comment about how he doesn’t mind. and yet, all jiwon can think of is the pup crawling into bed with them; all he can think of is the pup squishing itself between them, and his mind races to the thought of children. it makes him think of what it would be like to have children, to have maybe a daughter crawl her way between their bed because she had a nightmare. “it’ll be good practice,” he mumbles instead, hand reaching forward to tuck away a strand of hair which has fallen out of place. 

“i love your hair like this.” it’s true, he does; he loves how relaxed it is. he loves more than anything when minjun’s hair falls in his face, shielding his eyes. he loves it even more when the other man peeks at him through his bangs, making jiwon’s heart race all the more faster. almost ten years later, and jiwon still feels like the giddy nineteen year old who was slowly falling deeper and deeper into his feelings for park minjun, unable to voice them.

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minjun

MAY 2018

minjun doesn’t say anything when he feels jiwon’s arm wrap around his waist, so much so that he’s pulled into the taller man instantly. there’s so much for him to say to jiwon, but he doesn’t, because he doesn’t want to fight, nor does he want to express how hard the long nights really are, and how even with the adorable little ball of fluff, minjun would feel lonely because it’s jiwon he’s missing, not another presence in the house.

“she’s cute, but she doesn’t make up for you.” and he leans on his tip toes before pressing his lips to jiwon’s nose. “i’m not still upset, i just–i miss you a lot. i’ve been–used to missing you back when you’d have schedules in china and all, i just thought with your job before this–we’d be able to–make more time together.” and with a sigh he looks away, down to the ground where the puppy is back at their feet, this time nipping at their pants before minjun wrinkles his nose. “yuki, i want to name her–yuki. what do you think?”

there is something to be said about how all minjun has to do is flash those big brown eyes, and send a harmless pout in jiwon’s direction for him to melt. and melt he does, he melts right when he watches minjun get on his toes to kiss his nose. he has always loved the difference in their height, loved how minjun needs to go on his toes — or seek the support of shoe lifts — to reach jiwon’s height. now is no different as an arm winds tighter around minjun’s waist as he too glances down at the furry little thing which is seeking minjun’s attention.

“she takes after you doesn’t she?” his voice is soft, knowing this is a small but sure step in their future together; jiwon intends for this — their relationship — to last a very, very long time. “i like yuki,” he murmurs, pressing his lips to minjun’s once again; this time he is unable to hide the smile breaking out on his features.

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if it’s with you, it’s alright wherever i am, it’s alright

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si woo’s big round puppy eyes OuO

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imagine if you have a boyfriend as cute as him ㅠㅠ

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