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✨I have my Suzuki Jimny car! ✨

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Dear God,

Please take good care, guide, and we prayed that Baby Awit is healthy, smart, beautiful, and good girl. Guide our family, God. Please heal her from her sickness.

Amen.

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✨I will have a safe delivery and a healthy baby in September.

✨I and my husband will receive a regularization/ tenureship in UST.

✨I claim this.

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✨✨MANIFESTING THIS! ✨✨

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Dear God,

Please do not let anyone ruin our marriage. Give us strength and patience. Protect us from all the evil that surrounds us. I am begging for the gift of patience and strength to overcome our matrimonial problems that will come to us. Protect us from all his toxic relatives. I know this is too much to ask but I am really want to protect our marriage and our mental health.

I prayed that the perfect time will come— having our tenureship to our dream job, a stable income, and a healthy children of our own. I believe in Your timing. Thank you for all the blessings that we received.

Amen.

March 13, 2023

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I WILL GIVE BIRTH TO A HEALTHY BABY!

I love you my little one! 🥰

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WE FINALLY GOT MARRIED!

Hello Butchoy,

You are the greatest thing that had ever happened to my life. From all the searches and wandering, patience and resiliency , God finally answered my prayers. I promised to love you forever and always and I am excited to build a new life with you. I prayed to God that He will let us bear our children and raised them with all our love and support. Cant wait for that to happen. 💕

Manifesting our little children when the right time comes.

I will get pregnant and have our own family which we’ll call home. 🏡

—Kim

July 9, 2022 💍 💒

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I will be pregnant and we will have our own family.

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I will be with you forever. I will share my life and love just to make our relationship lasts until the day comes when we finally tie the knot.

I will marry you in God’s time.

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You know, most kids hope for a car for their 16th birthday, not a country! The Princess Diaries (2001) Dir. Garry Marshall

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France Gesan and I lived downtown the street as teens. She was a great friend. She was the kind-of friend that stood by you no matter what. She will definitely not judge you by how your decisions are. I will not forget the times that we enjoyed studying algebra and quadratic expression together during our sophomore year in High School and how you really loved and admired Avril Lavigne. We write our memories through our secret blogs (ito pa lang uso noon) wherein we write everything that we feel, our frustrations, our hopes, dreams, and disappointments. Now, reading your blog and some of your creative works, such as your poems and songs, make me think that you’re really a good writer and I hope that you pursue writing in future but it will never happen anymore.

There were days that we like to unwind by playing our guitars and sing songs that we loved. I can still recall my greatest summer days with you when we were young. What will I remember the most about Gesan? Her laugh, kindness, understanding, and her bravery. You are the smartest and bravest person that I ever met despite your congenital condition. A decade of friendship with you will not end here. I know your death was sudden, but you will always be in my heart and your memory will always be in us.

I love you so much my friend. I really can’t believe that you are gone. Thank you for letting myself a part of your journey. Rest well and we’ll see each other after this lifetime.

September 3, 1991- October 19, 2020

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Hello Butchoy!

Nagkita na naman tayo after a month. Sobrang excited kaya ako sa araw na magkikita tayo. Ang daming nangyari sa mga araw na nagstay ulit ako sa bahay mo. Masaya rin naman yun kasal na dinalo natin (nasalo ko pa nga yun flower ng bride 😂). Ano kaya ibig sabihin non no? Pero Butchoy nagulat talaga ako noong gabing bigla ka nagopen ng serious topic about us. Hinding hindi ko makakalimutan lahat ng sinabi mo noong gabing iyon. Pinagtapat mo sa akin lahat kung ano nararamdaman mo at sa relasiyon natin. Sinabi mo rin sa akin na nakikita mo ako bilang isang asawa. Alam mo ba Butchoy noong sinabi mo yan sa akin, sobrang natuwa ako (naiyak pa nga eh kung napansin mo lang) sobrang lambing mo during that time. Tinanong mo pa nga ako kung may pagkukulang ka bilang isang boyfriend pero sinagot kita na “wala, basta maging ikaw mismo. Be yourself”.

Butchoy mahal na mahal kita. Ang dami na nating napagdaanan sa mga past relationships natin at masasabi ko lang na ito na siguro yun ideal at matured relationship na nagkaroon ako. Hindi man ako ang greatest love mo, sana ako ang love of your life. Gusto ko rin magkatuluyan tayo sa huli. Gusto ko rin makasama ka mabuo lahat ng mga pangarap natin at kapag dumating yun panahon na pwede na, sisiguraduhin kong mamahalin kita sa paraang alam ko. Sisiguraduhin kong ipaparamdam ko sa iyo na hindi lang ako girlfriend or asawa mo, ako rin ang bestfriend mo. Mahal na mahal kita Butchoy salamat dahil nakilala kita binigyan mo ako ng pagkakataon na mahalin ka kahit minsan or madalas ang detached mo. Sana sa susunod magusap ulit tayo ng seryoso. Gustong gusto ko kasi yun pinaguusapan natin yun relationship natin. ❤️ I LOVE YOU!

Mahal kita

—Sept 2, 2020

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Hi Butchoy

Ito na naman ako nagsusulat. Pasensya ka na kasi bigla lang akong inatake ng insecurity. Alam ko kahit ang tagal mo bago mo nasabing “I love you” sa akin, sobrang worth it noong narinig ko yun. Sobrang saya ko kaya narinig mo naman reaction ko halos mangiyak-iyak. Sana comfortable ka tuwing sinasabi mo sa akin na mahal mo ako. Kasi minsan kasi sobrang detached mo. Pinabasa mo sa akin yun script ng film mo. Maganda siya actually. Ikaw na ikaw lalo na sa pagiging detached. Ang tanga ko lang kasi nagselos ako sa script kahit alam ko naman na matagal na yon. 😆

Kaso napaka rational kong babae at nagpasalamat ka nga sa akin kasi hindi ako nakakadagdag sa mental health challenges mo. Alam mo Butchoy as long as I can understand you I will do it all over with patience and perseverance because I truly love you. Minsan kasi tinatamaan talaga ako ng insecurity, ang pangit pa rito ay hirap akong sabihin sa iyo. Hirap na hirap ako mag open up pero sinusubukan kong sabihin sayo nararamdaman ko. Kaya nga naging tayo kasi ako na nag first move and nag open up tungkol sa situation natin. Naalala ko pa nga nagsorry ka sa akin kasi naging baliktad ang role natin. Ako pa talaga ang gumawa ng paraan instead of you kasi ikaw ang lalaki. Butchoy kaya ko iyon ginawa kasi ayoko masayang kung ano man yun meron tayo noon. Tignan mo naman we’re happy together. ❤️

Masaya ako Butchoy kasi may label na tayo. Pero minsan wag ka naman detached masyado. Naghahanap rin ako ng lambing from you.

Lagi mong tatandaan, mahal na mahal kita sobra. Sana tayo na nga sa huli.

Mahal kita

—Kim

August 11, 2020

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Hi Butchoy!

Hirap na hirap ako makatulog ngayon. Miss na miss na kita sobra 😢. Gusto na kitang makita at mayakap ng mahigpit! Miss ko na rin ang mga gabing magkatabi tayo matulog. Miss ko na lahat ng luto mo. Miss na miss na kita sobra. Sana magkita na ulit tayo at hindi na ma-extend ang lockdown.

Mahal na mahal kita

—Kim

August 9, 2020