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Seo Joon ✨

Angst/Fluff

‘Jeo jeogi jeo yajasu arae siwonhan syampein I’ll be your Island’ I sang along to the music as I continue dancing. I was performing with winner later today, and I had to make sure everything was perfectly done. Island, was their song that I wrote but they sang/rapped. Since my dad was Yg he insisted I performed with them, especially since this was my song but I passed it along to them.

As I finished the song, I sighed. I was missing so much. I was missing small movements that needed to be seen unless I wanted to be hit with criticism in my face. I play the song again, and again and again until I was okay with my performance. ‘Still not good enough’ I say to myself as I was about to hit play again when someone cleared their throat. I jumped slightly looking over to the door. Seo Joon.

I waved slightly, ‘what are you doing here?’ He stared at me, as if I needed to know. He was dressed in a nice suit. I furrowed my eyebrows. ‘Did you just leave an important meeting?’ I question him. He quickly looks down and drops a box on the ground. ‘You must of forgot, that we had big dinner plans tonight.’ My heart dropped at his words. I forgot. I forgot that he had bought out an entire restaurant just for us to eat at and enjoy our alone time together.

‘Seo Joon’ I begin to walk over but he puts his hand out before I could reach him. ‘Forget it, y/n’ he says coldly and slams the door behind him. I cover my face with my hands and let my tears fall. I was so busy with practicing this performance that I forgot about him. I quickly wipe my tears and look up at the door. He recently just forgot to attend my special stage because he was ‘busy’ with work. Why be upset that I forgot something simple like a dinner date when he forgot my entire special stage that I worked months on.

I laughed and hit play.

‘Y/nnnn’ Seunghoon yelled and hugged my tightly. I laughed and hugged him back, ‘are you ready? Huh huh’ I roll my eyes playfully and nod. I wasn’t 100% ready, but I was ready enough. I hug the rest of the guys and go get ready. I was close to them all, especially Mino and that made the media go crazy at times. I’ve seen on that Allkpop Twitter posting ‘moments’ of us together and it didn’t exactly make my relationship easy. I wasn’t expecting Seo Joon to be here. We haven’t talked in 3 weeks, he’s called but I declined.

I forgave him so easy for what he did and realized that I was still really upset about that, especially when he was at work working on his kissing scenes with a female coworker who has been trying to get with him since they first met. This performance was important to me, knowing that the whole stadium was as big as the ones bts as been too and they were all my fans. It made me feel so proud and confident at times since I was no where near confident. I smiled when I seen Daesung out in the crowd, ‘at least I’ll have him here for me’

Breathe. I smiled and looked out into the audience. The stadium was so big, it went on and on. I seen my lightsticks everywhere. I couldn’t hold it in anymore, I broke down. The crowd filled with ‘awws’ from every section. I smiled lightly and wiped my face. ‘I just .. want to say thank you. Without you, I wouldn’t be here right now. I wouldn’t be doing what I love. I wouldn’t be happy. I go through some of the toughest times, but you get me through it. I have someone in particular that, I wonder if he still loves me. I wonder if he even cares anymore because he could have another person in particular.’

I stop rambling and cover my face. I feel someone rub my back and know it’s Mino. He quickly pulls me into his chest and I sob. I knew, this was going to be the talk of the year, but it was honestly worth it. I looked down and waved to Daesung. He jumped up and down waving. I laughed and blew him a kiss. I waved and ran off the stage. Wow. I took a deep breath and smiled to myself. ‘Boom!’ Hoon screamed and hit my arm slightly. ‘You did amazing out there!’ I smiled and hugged him lightly. ‘I was okay, but thank you Hoon’ he shakes his head. ‘You were amazing okay? I’ll tell you that everyday if no one will’

I smile and watch him walk off. I was extremely blessed I had these guys in my life. If Seo Joon was becoming tired of me, I had these guys to make things better. I turn around ready to walk to my dressing room when a body stopped me from doing that. My smiles dropped and I was face to face with the man himself. ‘Excuse me’ I say quietly and try to walk past him but he stops me from doing so. He pulls my body into his chest hugging me tighter than he has before. I slightly pull away and see the disappointment on his face. ‘What are you doing?’ I ask.

‘Hugging my fiancé and telling her that she did an absolute amazing job on the stage’ he says in a tone like a question. I furrowed my eyebrows. Fiancé? I wasn’t his fiancé. I was his girlfriend. ‘Joon I don’t know what your talking about but I’m not your fiancé, I’m your- before I could finish he was down on one knee. I didn’t even feel the tear, until it just dropped. ‘I’m so sorry, I want you too know that I will never love anyone like I love you. I want you to be the mother of our kids. I want to wake up every morning and kiss you. Please let me make you happy like your fans do’

I nod slightly, not really finding any words to say. He slips the ring on and I quickly hug him tight. ‘I love you so much’ I smiled and hug him tighter. ‘I love you too Seo Joon’ he lets me down softly and I look at the beautiful ring. *flash* I turn around quickly. ‘Please don’t steal her all the timeeee’ Hoon whines and pouts.

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