killjoygerardx
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killjoygerardx · 17 days ago
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*doom music starts to play* I actually kindof like scheduling these kinds of appointments now...
but seriously Fellas, don't forget to schedule a pap smear every couple of years just in case. If you still have a cervix you can still get cervical cancer. ilu
this has been a psa
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killjoygerardx · 1 month ago
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do not understand people who get bored of seeing common animals. understand even less when they act with annoyance or hostility just because they're common animals. a deer or a sparrow or a field mouse is like a sunset to me
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killjoygerardx · 2 months ago
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You are uncomfortable with the fact I do not pass because it forces you to confront the reality of trans existence.
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killjoygerardx · 2 months ago
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Sick of cis people, and even some trans people, mocking and judging trans folk for not passing. For "not even trying" to pass.
Passing is not achievable for so many people. It's also not even a goal for many people.
Me telling you I'm a man should be enough to get me treated like one. Yes I have a high voice. Yes I have hips. Yes I wear makeup and have long hair.
But why does it matter? Why does it deem me not worthy of the respect to have my correct pronouns used?
I had top surgery to feel more comfortable in my own skin. So I could end the constant pain and discomfort of binding.
I want to go on T to be more comfortable in my own skin.
I don't live to serve or fulfill the unrealistic expectations of bigots.
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killjoygerardx · 2 months ago
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i love my trans body. i love character customization. i love watching my body become what i've yearned for it to be. i love distancing myself from beauty standards. i love being a fucked up amalgamation of gender expressions to become something unique and beautiful and me.
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killjoygerardx · 2 months ago
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call him holy communion the way i want his body and his blood
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killjoygerardx · 2 months ago
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Dudes being pals. Birthday gift, fineliners and markers on cotton paper.
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killjoygerardx · 2 months ago
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Dudes being pals. Birthday gift, fineliners and markers on cotton paper.
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killjoygerardx · 4 months ago
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people who hate trans men seem to overwhelmingly be of the opinion we can control how big our breasts are/were. 'me when the he/they with the biggest fattest womanest boobiest tits you've ever seen-' shut the fuck up
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killjoygerardx · 4 months ago
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STAR TREK: THE NEXT GENERATION (1987-1994) “All Good Things…” (7.25/7.26)
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killjoygerardx · 6 months ago
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GOTTMIK RuPaul’s Drag Race All Stars 9x03
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killjoygerardx · 6 months ago
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"irreversible side effects of HRT" all of life is irreversible. i cannot go back a single second in time
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killjoygerardx · 7 months ago
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A fawn curled up beside a fake deer which is used for target practice. 
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killjoygerardx · 7 months ago
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vote pink flamingos i beg you
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killjoygerardx · 10 months ago
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killjoygerardx · 11 months ago
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6:47 (2018 -> 2023)
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killjoygerardx · 11 months ago
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emo dalien is all i really needed in life to be honest @danielhowell @amazingphil
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