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Every Snowflake's Different Just Like You

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Every Snowflake's Different Just Like You

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maybe heaven isn't real but being drunk in your friends kitchen is pretty damn close to it

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Sometimes wild attraction shit happens when you learn to separate masc/fem from man/woman. I’ve known queer women find the femininity in a man attractive. I’ve known gay men get so hot and bothered by the masculinity of a woman.

There was once a guy who was not really my type but then he did drag and was suddenly wildly attractive to me. And since I’m bisexual it doesn’t give me a crisis when someone is suddenly hot to me in an unconventional way. I used to think this was particularly a bi experience.

Then I’ve met plenty of gay men and lesbians who are also chill about that sort of thing. Sometimes life is like that “oops made out with a twink in Brighton who turned out to be a lesbian who thought I was a lesbian” and sometimes it’s like “hey, I’m not normally into men but this guy has got something hot going on.”

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sometimes i think about the longing for boyhood in my girlhood. how my father raised me on old country music and cowboy films, and how i reveled in that.

i recall seeing how he was with my brothers and longing for that dynamic.

one day he took me to a sports shop, we bought a ball, went to a park and kicked it around. i was never interested in football but i loved that day. this was years before i came out, or even realized I'm a man, but it felt like father and son.

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sorry but i fully believe a hannibal s4 would be TERRIBLE. will killing himself and hannibal because he’s overwhelmed by what he truly is, and what they truly are, works so well (think bedelia’s “can’t live with him can’t live without him”). no i don’t care what bryan fuller said. this works. they were the only people who could kill each other and in the end they did.

if they did survive that incident then i can see them calling it even and therefore the plot would end anyway. they’ve both got what they wanted. they’ve both embraced what they are. what happens after is irrelevant.

like yes i do want to write fanfiction about post-fall. that does not mean i want it to be canon. some of you guys need to start being comfortable with ambiguity i think

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i <3 my trans body

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don’t go where i can’t follow

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thinking about penis girl and vagina boy... i hope they're doing well...

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i am not immune to the jiggle jiggle of a buff mans tits as he jumps around and plays guitar

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diversity win! I'm Italian and I'm going to kill you!

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The Herald & The Souls of Zaun 💀 (based on Hiremy-Hirschl’s Souls On The Banks of the Acheron)

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this website is so full of morbidly depressed people its kind of refreshing actually. no glamour no spectacle of a perfect life even the biggest blogs here are run by suicidal transsexuals with messy rooms who have strange sexual fantasies. found my people

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in all timelines in all possibilities only you can show me this

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these boys need to stop bringing work home, all their notes are about to be sticky (hextech gemstone from the hexstrap trust me 🤭)

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your greatest creation is yourself

little gift for my bf :)

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