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Detective Conan Chapter # 1125

The case was usual case until the end god damn it look like Aoyama about to cook something and I will be there for it. Like that ending leave me shocked and make this usual case a really really interesting case like I cant lie I got chills. Also mini rant why isn't Viz release there stuff on Friday if Conan can be like you can't kill piracy but if scans are out on Thursday and friday the scans might end.

I think case ended pretty handidly and ended pretty easily like Chihaya nearly identified who culprit is and Conan identified the culprit and where he is hidden that ended really fast. Heck Conan was able to identify where the kidnapped child was even located in the first place that shit ended pretty quickly and pretty handidly. The thing that I really vibe with is Chihaya personality she a god damn force of a nature like she tease the fuck out of criminal "oh bring it" praying to God she don't die a reckless death please god no let her live.

I think let's go to the gourmet shit that ending this man agent zero god damn he still working hard as fuck like he still lurking on the shadows and if you watch the recent movies he kinda thirsting to even know who Conan is. On totally unrelated note ya all remember that scene in agent 0 movie where he said that there is two people who are even more scarier then me and one of them is a child that shit happen in this chapter ending Conan got him again unintentionally. Praying to god now that we will get into a BO case or back to rei chasing Edogawa conan.

7/10

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Detective Conan Is Close To The Heart

I think the most beautiful about the Detective Conan and thing that I resonate with is the scene where Miwako was about to shoot Bomber and Takagi stop her and Miwako said what shall I do with those memories that I have they are painful and Takagi said you should keep them "Wasurenai" mean never forget and that's the beautiful thing memory is one hell of beautiful thing remember the joy it brings but remember to move on that is my life motto I love my life memories and I like to keep moving forward create more.

Another theme that i relate to is Shinichi himself he is forced in a situation where he can't be close to his loved one but I feel like he is introvert really bad at communicating at other people about anything not mystery kinda is narcissist that he is better then everyone and that is why I love the scene at scarlett memory trip where he say to Ran yes we are dating he is finally growing up to share his problem with people finally growing up to be friends with other and most importantly become humble and finally be open about his feeling I want to be like that I try to be like that I hope i am the best version of myself for others and people I love.

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Detective Conan Chapter # 1124 Review

This is turning out to be fun chapter this was fun a lot of fun a lot of details a lot of puzzle pieces some bit of element of surprise. A bit of spice too like this chapter have some spice like little details that makes me like it which have band banter in a fun way like last week chapter was usual kidnap case but this week this is way more fun then i thought it initially would be.

I really vibe with how everyone in the entire cast is involved in the case nobody is left out everyone have there own element and it kinda create just fun shit. Like little parts which been always there since beginning but they are here for a reason cause shit is fun. I like that detective boys are actively involved in case and this case might not even be solved if they don't gather the dice man detail.

I like that cat is nearby that is why it delivered the letter it kinda create suspense what if the kidnapper saw the kids with the cat I really like the angle that child is right there in front of them that was where they saw the cat. Chihaya is also super fun menacing energy it's cute the way she throw water on suspect to investigate him nearby fun shit right ...... and Yomizo saw her with Takagi what's gonna happen like I said fun shit I vibe with it.

What could white bird mean though give me your thoughts

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Detective Conan Chapter # 1123 Review

Seems like usual case set up icl like seem nothing out of the blue per say but hey something really nice could happen like really really fun shit could happen in the upcoming chapters but I think so far from what we got seem pretty basic bare bone stuff.

Kinda worried that it might even end really quickly just being usual mystery case like it could cook something great could happen by end but so far seem like we are in path way of very easily case being solved with Chihaya identifying who is the bike rider is and Conan nearly figuring out where is kidnapper located the boy like it could end well though Hagiwara Sister is here some good interaction could happen and I am always down for sweet Takagi and Miwako moment yes please.

Best part of the chapter was that ass whose ass was it idk bet is on Miwako but who ever was just know I appreciate it and now I think about it Chihaya is fun her presence is fun I like her !!

6/10

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Brief Thoughts On Ashita No Joe

I think you could view Entire series in two lens

Criticism of masculine toxicity a criticism of "Be a man mentality" like it shows what happened after one follow its dream wildly. One with wild nature goes in world he is bound to fall down. Like everyone is toxic they are aware of it and they face results of it to say the least. You could see it glorify it but ain't that's what celebrated in our cultural lexicon people respect people who wanted it more then anyone since beginning of time we celebrated Serena winning grand slam while being pregnant ; Kobe Bryant mamba mentality ; Heck some people support Barry Bonds taking roids cause he care too much.

I think another interpretation of joe is animal he is animal who was heading in path of self destruction anyways I could see it if he was gamer he dying from streaming 72 hours ; If he was Mangaka he dying from over working ; If he is porn addict he dying from erectile dysfunction. He will leave no ember he will only leave ash. But I think there is something beautiful about Joe thinking about his life where he thinks that how he is running for his life but finally he have places he found life with everyone he isn't burning aimlessly he is burning with purpose with a goal and there is some beauty in it.

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Phantom Of Inferno Masterpiece

The most beautiful moment of Phantom of inferno arrive from when church scene happen

When Ein ask Zwei to pray for them and they both get essentially married

Plus the final sequence when we see Zwei seeing Ein smiling after seeing sky

Its emotional cathartic moment which even there surface level when they happen it hit like its greatest thing ever

But overall narrative wise you realize what this series is

It ask what makes someone a human like in claudia route we see the inhumanity side to tear down for the revenge of something you have to betray you have to kill to get at the top you have to fucking sell your humanity to a certain extent.

I think Ein route is anti thesis to that it's about how one become human essentially it shows how connections can hurt and will hurt you it shows that happiness isn't for free .... your journey will be painful to be human you have to feel the pain of lose and most importantly be like one try to connect to something but realize those connection would be over.

I think the core appeal essentially is the human feeling that we are trying to create scenario for our happiness and we are failing at it but we try that anyways again and again. Some of us fall in love again and again even if we told ourselves we will never love again and that is why Phantom Of Inferno is freaking beautiful it make me realize that human feeling of trying to chase and love someone again.

The marriage scene there hit because we finally found someone like us we found a human who understand and connect both are sinner and murderer but they have them. At the end they can try to find there name and fail at it but at the end sky would be beautiful because the heart was satisfied to get that journey to sky and most importantly they have them and that's all it matter.

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Yu-No Mega Analysis

I have made YouTube video on Yu-No PC 98 version and have a lots of thoughts on it so give it a go give it a watch its 41 minute long on vn that was blueprint of lots of modern visual novel like that's influential stuff right there.

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Detective Conan Chapter # 1122 Review

I think this chapter was super super fun ya all. I think the usual theme is there but end part dear god that is major that is huge deal like sheesh that is a damn big deal. I think most fun aspect was trying to see how far the two guys Conan and Hakuba where from each other as a deductionist. The chapter answer that and dear god look like Hakuba and Kid have a damn spiritual connection. I love that like little detail like this made the case fun. Shout out to Hakuba coming in clutch though like he was mvp of the chapter and that's something to talk about.

Case was solved usual affair and in conan case murderer usually have no chance but here they have no chance in hell because both Hakuba and Conan where solving the case together. Like you have no chance in hell if conan is solving case but you have no chance in heaven hell earth if you are surrounded by Hakuba and Conan. Like case was solved quickly. I think murderer reason was kinda humane like he was about to be fired from his job because manager found out about the affair between him and his wife plus he was about to divorce her too.

I think most fun aspect was the end part where Hakuba hold Kid and he fucking run away which was like yoooo but Kid run away but they are like kindred spirit shout out to Kid giving Rose to Ran he loves his ladies like he did when he was child. Anyway the big deal is gotta be two option Hakuba either is bluffing thinking that Shinichi phone Conan and solved this case he actually found out Conan is Shinuchi or ...... he is tricked. He comes in clutch though massively clutch when he told Ran that Shinichi was the one who told her those word and his answer on why Shinichi would co operate with criminal was fascinating detective is someone who always pursue the truth I guess.

8/10 if Hakuba thing Shinichi is calling to the phone to conan still fun case

10/10 if Hakuba is bluffing and realize Shinichi is him because dear god this is huge

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Detective Conan Chapter #1121 Review

Oh my god they will end with a blast end it this case ending would be cinema something freaking absurd is about to happen and I can't believe Aoyama is deciding to go in this direction I thought he will cook something different but nah he is going in this direction by end which I think is really really intriguing direction. Also this case confirm some really really old headcanon which where true now heck they where not even headcanon they where there in anime movies but we choose to not pay attention heck they was in the actual anime too for the matter.

I think I see this discussion a lot that did Kid know Conan is Shinichi or not I think its prolly yes because they co operate in a life or death operation in mystery train and Kaito Kid already keep eye on him and his movement take photos and all that shit heck remember one time he got Akai identity once and that was crazy. Anyways this ain't out of nowhere especially if you watch the movies. The chapter was about them interrogating the suspects several of them we check there alibi. Megure and Takagi arrive it's been a minute since I saw them !!

Most fascinating thing about this chapter is Hakuba he is keeping eye on Conan and Kaido disguised as Kudo like this case might end with Hakuba learning something about Conan that he is Shinichi. Like he is already observing that its Conan who feel jealousy and is observing that him and Shinichi are talking like shout out to Kaito Kid for keeping up his cool and avoiding initial suspicion on him by Hakuba. But dear god getting away this time would be tough.

7/10

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Detective Conan Chapter #1120

This case have almost everything I look for in a detective conan case and honestly its living up to everything i look forward in the detective conan case. Like everything I hoped that this case would be in last chapter it is that its everything I hoped for. Like dawg this man Hakuba is just pure power like we need to stop this guy like cornering him would be a tall task. Like this is most fun case we have in a minute arguably most interesting case since Haneda Kouji case.

I think Sonoko is like compiled as usual trying to create difficulty scenario for Shinichi and one might argue that Sonoko is just annoying but I personally feel there is meaning in it that I thing is often lost I think Sonoko is looking for the best for her friend because she is Ran first friend she doesn't want her friend to just be sad and waiting. Ran confronted Shinichi (Kaito Kid) asked him why didn't he call her and through conan instruction in microphone kid say that it get really hard if he focus on her he like her so much that he would not be able to be focus on his case he is working on if he see her face he doesn't want to go and god damn I love every fucking bit of it I live for moment like this.

Now let's talk about the hype shit Shinichi (Kaito Kid) explain how Kaito Kid enter and conan is pissed that he isn't doing anything he just telling what he did and is looking like a genius. Now let's talk about this monster Hakuba he is everywhere making observation that Shinichi and Conan are talking. Like I would like to remind you all Hakuba is aware that Conan is a high level deductionist so he is intentionally keeping him away from Kid. I think he might even make observation that Conan might be one who is brain behind Shinichi and he lowkey might leave with something like he might just get to know Shinichi is conan or this little kid is special and btw he have already predicted possibility that he isn't even Shinichi Kudo which is just wow. Like I am getting everything I was hopping for I am getting Kaito Kid identity being exposed we are getting Shinichi trying to keep up with Hakuba and his deduction absolute fun.

10/10

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Kikokugai Analysis

think I never ever saw a media that makes my head hurt and make me question everything. I think this is the work in which we saw a birth of a really really strong monster that is known throughout the world as Urobutcher ..... yes people Kikokugai is a visual novel written by your favourite mindfuckery expert Gen Urobuchi. I think this might be his best work I haven't seen Phantom Of Inferno so I could be wrong but damn boy my head hurt. I think I have never ever encountered a media that makes my head hurt like this like actual head pain from mindfuck I saw like holy shit this is actual mindfuck. This make me feel all kind of emotion sadness ; I cried ; I feel hype ; I feel sympathetic by end I was laughing like a madman god damn Urobuchi you got me.

I think the way I would describe kikokugai is it's a work that show flower can grow in desert. It's a work that you are suppose to not agree with its idea like its pinnacle example of what you're reading is fictional and you should not take that shit seriously because its ideas are something absurd but at same time I find that absurdity beautiful. I think its theme is something filled with mindfuckery but on a ultra special superficial term in layman term so people could understand for me Kikokugai is story about humanity in inhumanity.

I think to describe what Kikokugai truly is I have to have you look at the characters and what make them way they are and how there journey end. I will begin with main character Taoluo I think he is the stereotype of character with his main goal being revenge someone who will put everything he have in line to achieve something. The goal is sympathetic too like his sister is abused and her soul is turn into sex doll he is trying to get revenge for her and collect her soul ??? PRETTY STRAIGHTFORWARD STUFF RIGHT ?? I think that narrative set up a beautiful stuff that Ruili is pure girl and he is badass brother ..... until we reach the fucking ending. I think the way narrative change everything for him at end was just fucking mind wrecking he in the end did not get satisfaction from revenge he in the end is sympathising with guy he want to take revenge , he is destroyed mentally he realize his journey was for absolutely nothing and everything that happened here is his fault. He in the end isn't asking for revenge he is just wondering why are we even here in first place. If that sound familiar to you because it might be prototype of Kiritsugu emiya.

Ruili is a .... mindfuck like heavy sensitive material alert !! Ruili we are initially told as someone who is raped and her soul is divided into 5 fragments all those 5 fragments are turned into sex dolls and they are owned by the antagonist group who violate her regularly as a sex doll. We see what Ruili mean to Taoluo I think some of the most beautiful moment in the entire visual novel experience was seeing that Taoluo is healing a person who was abused we see what there relationship mean to each other in flashback scene we see beautiful shit that is set up you want Taoluo and Rui to find peace at least I wanted from my reading with there interaction ..... until you realize all this beautiful shit which is set up right now is a facade its just bullshit actually Ruili asked the Antagonist to violate her and she enjoyed it plus it was her plan to transfer her soul to 5 pieces so he can obtain her brother in near death stage so she can live with her in world of soul by uniting with his soul .... does that sound fucked up ?? Is your head melting when you read it I hope it does because it did mine I suffer so you have to suffer too.

Haujun is Antagonist the man with pinnacle of power the man who have everything in the world. He is totally heartless initially someone who kill his father. He is inhuman he is destroying a crime syndicate of asia because of his incompetence .... you see you feel no remorse for him cause he violated the woman who was supposed to be his wife initially there is nothing to like about him until you see finale where we see he is fucked in head because of his wife request of getting violated by 5 people and he want to do what his wife asked her to do destroy every fucking thing and create hell .... most importantly he is power pinnacle of it but there is sadness in him he know he lost he will never ever get place in his wife heart that was meant for his brother.

I think that core idea of Kikokugai for me is inhumane love the love you see in people they aren't human not even one bit but they love each other and for the love they will do anything which will cost them there humanity. Whether be Ruili deciding to do vile things to her so her brother would love her ; Haujun journey to destroy the world so his wife may notice him or Tauluo journey where he killed friend and foe alike for his journey for his revenge. Like the way story first hook you to think its story of healing and revenge to a story that show inhumane love is a one of a kind fictional experience.

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Detective Conan Chapter # 1119 Review

I got chills reading this chapter like damn this shit mean something to me some of my people waited for it for nearly 17 fucking years for it I caught up recently so I can't understand the pain but like Aoyama props to you dawg without you episodic mystery genre not only would be dead in shounen but would be dead genre period cause nobody can write compelling case like you king for 30 damn years.

Like where do I even begin my I love love love how Ran is loyal like Sonoko is cumpilled as always she is saying Shinichi is taking her for granted and my lovely girl understand she is like nah he is busy she is so damn loyal and I just love her dawg. Sonoko say you need to see hot man to make that dumb boy Shinichi jealous ..... (As if that shit didn't happen already in Scarlett School Trip Arc). I think that both are good for it now they are all like nah that shit ain't happening.

We have usual discussion Jirokuchi Oujisan saying how invincible my new trap system is and this time we will take advantage of hot climate so his mask wear off. This time we will lock him yada yada yada ..... apparently the guy who made the lock got shot in head and it look like shit was made to trap Kaito Kid which is crazy cause it work Kaito kid is near murder scene and this time there is no way out for the boy. Cause HAKUBA IS OUTSIDE ..... the murder mystery solving duel between Conan and Hakuba ???? ; how kid will even get out this time ...... like what is gonna happen , OH YEAH HAKUBA IS BACK AFTER 17 YEARS BABY.

10/10

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Fate Hollow Ataraxia :- In Depth Look At Its Ending

I love Fate Hollow Ataraxia and its my favourite fate entry no contest whatsoever i think I still learn new things about it and I think I got a brand new meaning from it and i got that from reunion theme. I think the message of Fate Hollow Ataraxia is completely new in my head now and I got a really new perspective for the series.

I think the reunion theme helps but another thing that help me for the new perspective was a interview from Nasu where he says many people think interpretation of fate hollow ataraxia is of "go outside and throw the book" plus "we can create new world as we want". I think what is he even thinking ain't this anti thesis of Fate Hollow Ataraxia message of "ending rather then not continuing" message is about that dream will end one day and you have to go back to reality ..... until now where I realize it's that but its deeper then that yes it tells you that we have to one day face hardship and reality and dream will end .... but after listening to reunion theme i got a Eureka moment that change my perspective I realized the key element which is memories are important thing in Fate Hollow Ataraxia the time everyone journey mattered.

I think one of the most beautiful aspect about Fate Hollow Ataraxia is Angra Mainyu experiencing joy of life after centuries. The boy who is literal satan and take every blame for evil in the world was healed he learn to enjoy this life and have happiness. I think with seeking to reality at end of fate hollow ataraxia one is exploring a whole new Avenue of creating memory. The theme of Fate Hollow Ataraxia isn't just to face reality and hardship at end but it's about enjoying life like life is a beautiful thing and if we went to reality and explore new things we will see new reality create new world. Angra Mainyu see a new Avenue through the end of dream and Bazett is excited for the new tomorrow she is ready to meet new people and that my friend is beautiful message any media can deliver.