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"We're part of an online gaming community that battles mythical creatures."

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Do you rp with people who only use text?

98% of the time i only use text, so absolutely.

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psst.

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i will get this cat to trust me if it's the last thing i do.

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🐝  *  ―  𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑬 𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  please don't leave me alone. i cannot do this without you.  ❜ ❛  just fucking leave me alone!  ❜ ❛  i'm done crying about this. i'm done crying about you.  ❜ ❛  why do you even pretend to care?  ❜ ❛  will i ever be good enough?  ❜ ❛  i hate you!  ❜ ❛  i don't ever want to see you again.  ❜ ❛  if you don't go now, i promise i'll make your life a living hell.  ❜ ❛  did you ever really love me? or was it all just a game to you?  ❜ ❛  you're not my friend ... not anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't love you anymore.  ❜ ❛  how could you do this to me? i trusted you!  ❜ ❛  i gave you my heart, and you just walked away like it meant nothing.  ❜ ❛  it's all my fault, isn't it? i ruin everything i touch.  ❜ ❛  this is goodbye. i hope you find the happiness i couldn't give you.  ❜ ❛  can't you see i'm hurting? or do you just not care enough to notice?  ❜ ❛  i don't even know who i am anymore. it's like i've lost myself along the way.  ❜ ❛  i never thought i'd see you again. why did you come back into my life now?  ❜ ❛  i'm finally happy ... why do you have to try and ruin this?  ❜ ❛  i never meant to hurt you.  ❜ ❛  what happened to us? we used to be so good together.  ❜ ❛  promises are just words, meaningless and easily broken.  ❜ ❛  i pushed you away when all i wanted was for you to stay.  ❜ ❛  why couldn't you love me back? am i not enough?  ❜ ❛  i never meant for you to find out like this. i'm so sorry.  ❜ ❛  i wish we could go back and fix the moment everything went wrong.  ❜ ❛  i feel like we're drifting apart, and no matter how hard i try, i can't stop it.  ❜ ❛  i can't believe you'd say that to me.  ❜ ❛  i thought you knew me, but your words make me question everything.  ❜ ❛  i'm trapped between two impossible choices, and neither one feels right.  ❜ ❛  no matter what i choose, someone i care about is going to get hurt.  ❜ ❛  once trust is broken, can it ever be truly repaired?  ❜ ❛  you don't get it! no one does ...  ❜ ❛  no matter what i do, it's never enough.  ❜ ❛  you said you'd always be there for me. where were you when i needed you the most?  ❜ ❛  why should i have hope when everything around me is falling apart?  ❜ ❛  i can't move forward. i keep reliving this moment over and over again, and i'm stuck.  ❜ ❛  i thought i was doing the right thing ... but i realize now that i was wrong.  ❜ ❛  was it all just a lie?  ❜ ❛  i don't even know who i am anymore. i've lost myself in trying to please everyone else.  ❜

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IF YOU END UP SHIPPING WITH ME, I WILL-

✔ Ruin you :’)

✔ Spam you with random ic asks (that you never have to actually answer so dw)

✔ Always send you memes (again you don’t have to answer every one of them!)

✔ Spaz at you incoherently

✔ Throw headcanons and scenarios at you at random times

✔ Probably ask for a bunch of AUs

✔ Always be open for more threads

✔ Cry with you whenever anything happens with our muses.

✔ Tag you in posts that remind me of the ship  

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the funny thing was - at least to her - is that she could get out of this easily. her shift had already ended which is how abigail had found herself in this predicament in the first place. she had been walking through alleyways to get home quicker and if she hadn't heard the scuffling - no matter how minute - and became curious enough to check it out, well, she'd already be at home, curled up in bed or in the bathtub taking a relaxing bubble-bath. abigail rolled her eyes as he talked, though her gaze stayed on him watching his every move and maybe trying to pinpoint any weaknesses she'd be able to use. and if she could scoff in this moment, she definitely would have.

a nod followed his final statement, a sigh of relief falling from her lips the second he removed the gag. "luckily for both of us, i'm not a screamer." and if it was a taunt, well, what was the worst that could happen? "fucks up the vocal chords, you know?"

open to: f ( 21+ ) plot: ’ your muse saw something they shouldn’t , and now he’s trying to decide what to do with them ’ muse: jack rippner ( 37 , physiotherapist/serial killer , het)

“     i mean ,   i told you not to look   [ … ]    what is it with you women and curiosity anyways ?   ”     bony fingers splay over ebony-clad knees in frustration as he leans over her , thumb forcefully snatching her by chin with contained aggression , lolling her head like a doll’s to inspect . “ what am i supposed to do with you now , hm? "    jack hums , mostly to himself in vague pondering — it’s not as if he’s expecting an answer given their current state .    “   i’ll tell you what   [ … ]      i’m going to remove the gag ,    ”       he speaks slowly ,   punctuating every syllable to leave no room for misunderstanding as if educating a misbehaving toddler .      “   —- and you’re not going to scream ,   okay ?    ”     the question mark at the end is not quite a request —  a thinly veiled warning ,   at best .    “    because if you do —  i’m going to shove it down your throat .    ”      that predatory ,   tight-lipped grin stretches itself thin on his lips as he leans a little closer ,   maintaining direct eye-contact .     “      nod if you understand .     ”

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not that. though to be fair, abigail didn't give much thought to said idea before she blurted it out to the other in some type of word vomit. but then to top it all off, yeah, she did ask the other what she thought of said idea.

"something along the lines of, 'abigail that's the coolest idea i've heard in my life, count me in.'" but even as abigail said that, a shudder ran down her spine. "d'you have any better ideas on how we can stop this from happening?"

𝘖𝘗𝘌𝘕 𝘛𝘖 𝘔𝘜𝘛𝘜𝘈𝘓𝘚

–  ❝  𝗔𝗥𝗘  𝗬𝗢𝗨  𝗔𝗖𝗧𝗨𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗬  𝗔𝗦𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚  what  i  think  ?  ❞  optics  narrow  imperceptibly ,  rounded  lips  snaking  inward  under  her  teeth  .

❝  i  think  it's  a  fucking stupid  idea  ;  what  did  you  expect  me  to  say  ?  ❞

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VIRGINIA GARDNER as KAROLINA DEAN RUNAWAYS (2017-2019)

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How do you best like to be loved?

feed me your finest foods

you want to consume love. literally. to cut it up with a knife, then stab it with your fork and eat it and let it gather in your belly. to know what it feels like inside of your mouth. and your grandmother always showed it best - food is love is food is love. this is emotion, but represented in a way you understand. a way that you can relate to and, again, consume. it is temporary, but essential. we eat to live, and then we love, but that part can get confusing. but we eat, we all eat. and you might not be able to say 'i love you' in words, but if someone brings you a pie, you can cut yourself a slice and swallow it down and tell them that it tastes really good. you can make sure that they also share a slice. you can see them smile and know that they know that you know. that you did it right this time. i hope you know you're worth a love that exists for longer than the time it takes to eat something. you're worth the words, both said and heard.

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there was a reason abigail was good at her job — being as young and sociable as she was. being able to easily fit in anywhere and with anyone. but normally she'd be going after someone older. not someone close enough to her own age. and those ones? those ones she could do. easily. but how can someone close enough to her own age already be so corrupt? and maybe she was still a bit naive. maybe she should have done her own research to find out they didn't deserve this.

they had enrolled her in the college the person of interest was currently attending — thankfully putting her in classes she'd actually enjoy and not just the ones the other was in. abigail may have had to mention how suspicious that might be if she were in every single one of their classes. a few different ones and she could find something the two could bond over. abigail could easily befriend them and learn whatever she needed to before completely fucking their life up.

she had just finished setting up in the dorm they placed her in ten minutes prior before finding herself in the nearest cafe, sitting nearest the door and sipping on her coffee. it wasn't too long after that the person they were supposed to be becoming friends with had walked in. "hey!" her eyes lit up as her gaze fell upon their sweater. "hi, uh... sorry." abigail laughed, hands moving to rub against her thighs nervously. "sorry, checked out the sweater. you go there currently?"

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indie abigail fox from my own mind. penned by terra.

rule number one. no one is your friend. rule number two. kill or be killed.

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