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A Big Misunderstanding Part 2
Read part one HERE
Three days passed and I spent the entirety of the time hiding out in an abandoned warehouse in Brooklyn. I had decided it would be best to leave the city for a remote and cold location, but I had yet to actually pluck up the courage to do so. My entire life had been lived in New York and I wasn’t sure how I could leave this place. But with Peter knowing my darkest secret and with being a massive danger to the city, how could I possibly stay?
I had found the warehouse a couple hours after my disastrous encounter with Peter. I needed a place to lay low. It was run down and dirty, but it contained a fairly large walk in freezer. I spent most of my time there in the cold. My episodes seemed to be getting worse with less time in between, and the freezer was the only place I could think of that might contain the storm brewing inside me. I hadn’t frozen anymore street blocks or hurt anyone else, but I could tell my body was reacting negatively to the inability to fully use my powers. My hands had been a shade of light blue ever since I had left the subway, and the hue was slowly creeping up my arms. Despite never being cold in my entire existence, I had fallen into a constant state of shivering.
Many times I had debated calling Peter and trying to explain, but even if I wanted to my phone was long dead. The thought of calling my parents had also crossed my mind, but I decided it would be the best for everyone if I just… vanished. Disappearing without a trace and having everyone believe I was dead was better than my identity being revealed, though I wasn’t sure Peter would keep my secret. I feared Peter had gone straight to Tony Stark after our meeting. He and Iron Man had probably been hunting me down for days.
Part of me was terrified of being found, but another part wanted to march down to the Avengers’ tower and turn myself in. Even if it had been unintentional, I had caused damage around the city multiple times and injured innocent people. I knew I deserved whatever punishment they would give me. But courage was something I sorely lacked.
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The door to the freezer opened slowly and I started to curl in on myself further as I realized I had been found. I kept my hands close to my chest, not wanting to accidentally hurt the poor soul that had come across this monster.
“Stay away.”
I had meant to sound forceful, but my voice was a mere whisper overwhelmed by chattering teeth and harsh breaths. She was met by silence.
“Please,” she pleaded. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
Frozen teardrops already littered her face, and though she felt hopeless enough to cry again, she had no energy left. Slowly, she turned her head, neck cracking as her stiff joints moved for the first time in hours. And she was met with the sight of Iron Man’s hand pointed in her direction.
For a moment she felt the panic rising within her, the frost in the freezer started to flurry in the air and then— she was calm. Her mind begged for rest, for an end to the pain she had caused others and the pain inside her own chest.
“Do it,” she nodded slowly at the glowing eyes. “I’m too much of a danger.”
Iron Man stood still. I waited patiently for the blow, hoping it would come but knowing the heroes never took the shot unless it was entirely necessary. In the state I was in, he must have known I couldn’t put up much of a fight. Though, I couldn’t say the same for my powers. They had a mind of their own.
After an unbearable few moments, the iron hand lowered and the suit opened to reveal Tony Stark inside. He shivered slightly in the coldness as he made his way over to me.
“No, Mr. Stark, don’t—”
But he was already lifting a needle to my neck and injecting me with whatever was inside.
My body went limp and I sagged into Mr. Stark’s arms as he lifted me from the frozen floor.
“You’re going to be alright, kid,” was all he said before my eyes fluttered shut.
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When I awoke, I was laying on a medical bed dressed in a simple white nightgown. Various needles were sticking out of my body and I couldn’t tell whether they were pumping something into my veins or taking out. There were multiple screens lining the walls showing different readings. As I looked around the room I realized one of my worst fears had come to fruition.
They were running tests on me.
I was a lab experiment.
One of the monitors started to beep incessantly as I sat up quickly, ripping wires from my skin. As I stood, my body swayed and only then did I wipe my forehead to find my skin drenched. My hair was sticking to the back of my neck and I pulled at it uncomfortably wondering why the the temperature was so high. In my disoriented and confused state, it didn’t cross my mind that they were trying to subdue my powers with high temperatures. If only that worked, I had already tried. This was only damaging my mental stability.
The door opened and before I even turned towards it, hands were gripping my arms tightly trying to lead me back to bed. I fought, swinging my fists weakly and lifting my feet ever so slightly off the ground, trying to put some force behind my kicks. It was no use.
“Get off of me!” I cried. “Please, I don’t understand!”
I was lowered back to the bed, straps placed over my wrists and ankles. My hearing was foggy but the sound of my cries were clear.
“I can’t control it! It’s not my fault, please don’t do this to me! It burns!”
Another needle was stuck into my neck and the darkness overcame me once more.
Peter’s face was all I saw.
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I startled awake the next time, my body convulsing under the restraints of the straps still holding me down to the bed. The first thing I noticed was it was significantly cooler in the room than last time. My mind was less clouded as I looked around the room and then down at my body.
The blue was spreading. There was no warmth to the skin on my arms and now my chest. Blue tendrils reached out towards my neck and I knew it was only a matter of time before I would reach the point of no return. The door opened and I quickly averted my watery gaze to the ceiling.
“You seem to be better.”
I only slightly recognized the voice.
“I’m sorry about these,” the voice continued before I felt the weight on my limbs disappear. The straps were gone.
“I don’t remember how much you remember from the last time you woke,” the person continued. “I think we frightened you and I apologize for that. It was never our intention.”
“Why am I here?”
Through my blurry vision I could make out the face of Mr. Stark now standing over me.
“We want to help you.”
“There’s no helping me. There’s no controlling this.”
“I have yet to face a problem I can’t solve.”
Peter always said he was a little cocky.
“And I have yet to be anything but the monster they all fear I am.”
“You’re not a monster,” Mr. Stark interjected.
“You’re wrong. Even my boyfriend--” I cut myself off, remembering my last encounter with Peter. He didn’t want me anymore. “Even Peter knows it.”
I don’t trust you and I will never trust you. Ned was right, you are a monster.
Peter’s words echoed in her head.
“He didn’t mean that,” Mr. Stark said.
“You weren’t there, you didn’t see the look in his eyes. He meant every word.”
Mr. Stark glanced to the door, but it hadn’t opened after him. Only his reflection in the one way mirror met his gaze.
“So,” I started. “Medically speaking, do you think we can get rid of it?”
“I don’t think so, kid. This isn’t going away.”
My chest tightened and I looked towards the ceiling once more.
“Am I going to be locked away?”
“What?”
“Am I going to be locked away somewhere I can’t hurt anybody?”
“No,” Mr. Stark sounded shocked. “I’m not going to let you be locked away.”
I laughed, but there was no humor in the sound. “That’s a mistake.”
“I’m not letting you throw your life away,” Mr. Stark crossed his arms. “It’s going to take time and it’s going to take a lot of work. You’re going to have to train and fight to control your abilities. You are your own worst enemy right now.”
“Is there at least a place I can go? Somewhere outside the city?”
Mr. Stark didn’t hesitate.
“We’re going upstate.”
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A/N: Peter Parker will be more in part three!
#peter parker#peter x reader#peter parker x reader#Peter Parker x reader angst#peter parker angst#tony stark#dad tony stark#dad tony
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A BIG MISUNDERSTANDING PART 2 COMING FRIDAY
After logging on the other day for the first time in months, I saw there was a multitude of requests for a Big Understanding part 2. I’m sorry I’ve left you all waiting for way too long, and I understand if the interest has been lost after all this time, but part 2 will be coming out FRIDAY.
Let me know if you would like to be tagged! I have a few usernames from requests and messages that I will be tagging, because in all honesty I’m writing this one for you guys. I haven’t really felt the motivation to write, but I want to finish what I started for those of you who supported the first part. Thank you for sticking with me, I’m going to do this. I promise x
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Wow I really said this right before coronavirus hit and then everything went to shit. I am the worst. I’m sorry if I let you all down, everyone in my family besides myself were essential workers and I went through a really hard time with worrying about them on the frontlines. I have been working on everything that I said I was going to, but I haven’t gotten to a point where I’m happy with it. It’s probably way too late now, but I’ll keep trying for you guys💗
Let me know if you would like to be tagged in the eventual post of Big Misunderstandings Part 2 and I will follow through! :)
Thanks for sticking with me x
I keep saying I’m back but this time I mean it, I promise. I’m back from my semester in London and ready to write again🥰
My inbox has a lot of requests for a part 2 of A Big Misunderstanding so… stay tuned :)
Also hoping to finally upload some of the many MANY Poe Dameron pics I have written after I… actually finish writing them…
I’M GONNA WRITE.
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I keep saying I’m back but this time I mean it, I promise. I’m back from my semester in London and ready to write again🥰
My inbox has a lot of requests for a part 2 of A Big Misunderstanding so... stay tuned :)
Also hoping to finally upload some of the many MANY Poe Dameron pics I have written after I... actually finish writing them...
I’M GONNA WRITE.
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After months off of Tumblr, I come back to see A Night at the Oscars was nominated for this and I am? In shock? Wow, thank you, it is very much appreciated!🥺💗
UPDATED NOMINATIONS
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Congratulations to all the nominees! We’re so excited to present the updated list of nominations and we can’t wait to announce the finalists on Monday! Good luck to all of those who have been nominated and don’t forget to submit your ballot here!
➳ Peter Parker
General
Best Fic
Hamartia || @starksparker
Dark Webs || @heyhihellowhatsup0
Happiness Begins || @preciouspparkers
The Baby Project || @spidey-swift
Then Again || @wordsinwinters
Stardust || @nyc-parker
The Memory Project || @spidey-swift
Uptown Girl || @spider-boi
Far From You (Home) Trilogy || @hey-marlie
Annabelle’s Homework || @lamptracker
Fake It Till You Make It || @cxptain-capsicle
Rooftops || @bucky-at-bedtime
The Archer || @spidey-swift
I just wanted to be a good sibling || @chris-freaking-pratt
Best Fic - 5k+ Words
Happiness Begins || @preciouspparkers
Dark Webs || @heyhihellowhatsup0
Hamartia || @starksparker
The Baby Project || @spidey-swift
Then Again || @wordsinwinters
The Memory Project || @spidey-swift
If I Can’t Have You || @galaxy-parker
Fake It Till You Make It || @cxptain-capsicle
Far From You (Home) || @hey-marlie
The Archer || @spidey-swift
Little Ballerina || @sunmoonandbucky
Best Fluff
Princess Party || @angelic-holland
Too Shy To Say, But I Hope You Stay || @lostinspidey
Then Again || @wordsinwinters
Hopeless Romantic || @fairytaleparker
Angelic || @writtenbybelle
You Need To Calm Down || @spidey-swift
Love Letters From Peter || @spidey-swift
Smile For Me || @waitimcomingtoo
Fake It Till You Make It || @cxptain-capsicle
Cheerleaders and Milkshakes || @spxderbarnes
Band Ten Heart || @robbinholland
Best Angst
Dark Webs || @heyhihellowhatsup0
Happiness Begins series || @preciouspparkers
Hamartia || @starksparker
Strangers || @spidey-swift
One Broken Promise || @naturallytom
Hold On || @mcuspidey
Trainwreck || @aossi
Then Again || @wordsinwinters
One Year || @mybesttobobcratchit
Ghost of You || @angelhaz11
Memories || @nyc-parker
Cruel Summer || @spidey-swift
Fallin’ All In You || @winterseba
The Underneath || @spideypeach
We All Wear Masks || @stuckonspidey
In Case You Don’t Live Forever || @waitimcomingtoo
I Want You Back || @lousimusician
Skipping Hearts || @rekrappeter
The Archer || @spidey-swift
Quantum Heartbreak || @farfromhaz
I just wanted to be a good sibling || @chris-freaking-pratt
Best NSFW/Smut (please note that he has to be aged-up!)
Finalists TBA
AUs
Best Dad!Peter AU
Baby Steps || @waitimcomingtoo
Isn’t He Lovely || @waitimcomingtoo
It’s My Party || @waitimcomingtoo
New Breath || @thollvnd
Daddy’s Home || @eeyore101247
The Memory Project || @spidey-swift
Best College/Fratboy!Peter
Winner TBA
Best Fake Dating AU
Finalists TBA
Best Best Friends to Lovers AU
Dark Webs || @heyhihellowhatsup0
Astrophilia || @waitimcomingtoo
Then Again || @wordsinwinters
Friends To Lovers || @lousimusician
Fake It Till You Make It || @cxptain-capsicle
Far From You (Home) || @hey-marlie
Best Enemies to Lovers AU
Finalists TBA
Most Creative AU
Dark Webs || @heyhihellowhatsup0
Miss Americana and the Heartbreak Prince || @spidey-swift
The Light || @nyc-parker
All I See || @dear-selena
Under The Rose || @spideypeach
Without A Word || @underoos-shield
Other
Best OC Fic
Finalists TBA
Best Spideychelle Fic
Winner TBA
Best Series
The Baby Project || @spidey-swift
Timshel || @angelic-holland
Studying || @thollvnd
We All Wear Masks || @stuckonspidey
Hamartia || @starksparker
Then Again || @wordsinwinters
Red and Black || @mybesttobobcratchit
Love Spidey || @farfromhaz
The Memory Project || @spidey-swift
Uptown Girl || @spider-boi
Airplane Mix-Up || @spideyyeet
Fake It Till You Make It || @cxptain-capsicle
Far From You (Home) || @hey-marlie
Something Sinister || @hey-marlie
Secret Wars || @hey-marlie
Holiday Awards
Best Holiday One-Shot
Winner TBA
Best Holiday Series - CATEGORY REMOVED
➳ Tom Holland
General
Best Fic
Ex On The Beach || @heyhihellowhatsup0
Forever || @starksparker
Dare You To Move || @starksparker
Dorky Love Notes || @princepeteys
A Night At The Oscars || @kiera-hastings
Different Now || @tomhollandsblog
Win-Win || @lamptracker
Curious || @thirsttrapholland
If We Were A Movie || @waitimcomingtoo
Taste the Rainbow || @chris-freaking-pratt
Best Fic - 5k+ Words
Heart Eyes || @madmadmilk
Ex On The Beach || @heyhihellowhatsup0
Like This || @angelhaz11
Different Now || @tomhollandsblog
Win-Win || @lamptracker
Kiss Currency || @madmadmilk
Miss Yer Kiss || @angelic-holland
Best Fluff
Ex On The Beach || @heyhihellowhatsup0
Dirty Shirley || @angelic-holland
Fooled Around and Fell In Love || @angelic-holland
Plank All Over Me || @waitimcomingtoo
18 || @parker-holland-osterfield
Dare You To Move || @starksparker
Four Proposals || @angelsparkers
Together || @nyc-parker
Apartment || @hollandish
Klutz Your Way To Good Luck || @worldoftom
Best Angst
Remember When || @h-osterfield
Ex On The Beach || @heyhihellowhatsup0
Things I Didn’t Say || @parker-holland-osterfield
Mr. Brightside || @angelhaz11
The Problem With Heartbreak || @eeyore101247
Three Lies || @fairytaleparker
New Year’s Day || @nyc-parker
A Night At The Oscars || @kiera-hastings
My Girl (s) || @spideyunivrse
You Up || @thirsttrapholland
Halo Effect || @angelic-holland
Taste the Rainbow || @chris-freaking-pratt
The Traces Of You || @madmadmilk
Best NSFW / Smut
Ex On The Beach || @heyhihellowhatsup0
Cherry Knot || @angelic-holland
Dream of Me || @farfromhaz
Eighteen || @angelic-holland
Lesson Learned || @tomhollandsblog
Take What I Give You || @gyllenwh0re
Wicked Games || @anakin-skywalkers
Ground Rules || @madmadmilk
Contrapposto || @madmadmilk
We’ve Got Chemistry || @angelic-holland
Camera Work || @worldoftom
No Knock Knocks || @madmadmilk
AUs
Best Dad!Tom AU
Finalists TBA
Best Mob!Tom
Dangerous Territory || @naturallytom
I’m Okay || @naturallytom
I Only Feel You || @stuckonspidey
Pulled Sugar || @plushparker
Blow A Kiss, Fire A Gun || @hollandroos
Run To Me || @hollandroos
Best Girl || @skylineholland // @euphoria-parker
Always and Forever || @maaaddiexo
Best College/Fratboy!Tom
Finalists TBA
Best Fake Dating AU
Finalists TBA
Best Best Friends to Lovers AU
Finalists TBA
Best Enemies to Lovers AU
Finalists TBA
Most Creative Tom AU
Smile Though Your Heart Is Aching || @waitimcomingtoo
I Don’t Even Know Your Name || @hollandraul
Take Me Out || @angelic-holland
Across The Stars || @nyc-parker
I Think He Knows || @hollandraul
Silence || @astronomyparkers
Finally || @beemysunshinex
Other
Best Series
My Girl || @waitimcomingtoo
I Only Feel You || @stuckonspidey
Ex On The Beach || @heyhihellowhatsup0
The Press Tour || @dahliaspidey
We’re Only Kidding Ourselves || @wazzupmrstark
Sweetener || @keepingupwiththeparkers
Smooth Criminal || @angelhaz11
Different Now || @tomhollandsblog
Win-Win || @lamptracker
Clear || @peeterparkr
Ground Rules || @madmadmilk
The Intern || @sunsetspidey
Doubt It || @angelic-holland and @robbinholland
Holiday
Best Holiday One-Shot - CATEGORY REMOVED
Best Holiday Series
Finalists TBA
➳ Haz Osterfield
General
Best Fic
Love On Ice || @osterfield-holland-andcompany
Lucky Swap || @parker-holland-osterfield
Good As Hell || @farfromhaz
Lucky Date Shirt || @h-osterfield
The Tea Shop Girl || @lamptracker
Overworked || @faefictions
Taste the Rainbow || @chris-freaking-pratt
Best Fic - 5k+ Words
Winner TBA
Best Fluff
Finalists TBA
Best Angst
Unholy Desires || @osterfield-holland-andcompany
Out Of Sync || @parker-holland-osterfield
Easier || @angelhaz11
Not So Subtle || @rupimiller
Not Meant To Be || @fanficparker
Taste the Rainbow || @chris-freaking-pratt
Best NSFW / Smut
Finalists TBA
AUs
Best Dad!Haz AU
Winner TBA
Best Mob!Haz AU
Finalists TBA
Best College/Fratboy!Haz AU
Finalists TBA
Best Fake Dating AU
Finalists TBA
Best Best Friends to Lovers AU
Winner TBA
Best Enemies to Lovers AU
Winner TBA
Most Creative Haz AU
Finalists TBA
Other
Best Series
Unholy Divinity || @hoforhaz
Love On Ice || @osterfield-holland-andcompany
Not So Subtle || @rupimiller
Faking, Falling || @fanficparker
The Art Of Pretending || @h-osterfield
Side-Effect || @darlingosterfield
Meant To Be || @spxderbarnes
The Tea Shop Girl || @lamptracker
Not Meant To Be || @uglypastels
Holiday
Best Holiday One-Shot
Winner TBA
Best Holiday Series
Winner TBA
➳ User Awards
Favorite All-Around Writer
@mcuspidey
@spidey-swift
@angelic-holland
@angelsparkers
@plushparker
@parker-holland-osterfield
@nyc-parker
@madmadmilk
@peterplanet
@osterfield-holland-andcompany
@heyhihellowhatsup0
@wordsinwinters
@spideypeach
@starksparker
@angelhaz11
@heyhihellowhatsup0
@rupimiller
@farfromhaz
@princepeteys
@hollandraul
@sunshinehollandd
@hey-marlie
@euphoria-parker
@chris-freaking-pratt
Favorite Peter Parker Writer
@heyhihellowhatsup0
@spidey-swift
@mcuspidey
@angelic-holland
@plushparker
@toms-gf
@lostinspidey
@starksparker
@wordsinwinter
@spideypeach
@fairytaleparker
@princepeteys
@spideyyeet
@hey-marlie
@lamptracker
@starksparker
@chris-freaking-pratt
@mybesttobobcratchit
Favorite Tom Holland Writer
@heyhihellowhatsup0
@starksparker
@angelic-holland
@parkeraul
@mcuspidey
@eeyore101247
@hollandroos
@worldoftom
@princepeteys
@hollandraul
@h-osterfield
@tomhollandsblog
@peeterparkr
@chris-freaking-pratt
@keepingupwiththeparkers
@madmadmilk
Favorite Haz Osterfield Writer
@osterfield-holland-andcompany
@angelic-holland
@definitely-not-black-cat
@farfromhaz
@hoforhaz
@rupimiller
@fanficparker
@chris-freaking-pratt
Best Blurbs
@spidey-swift
@angelic-holland
@angelsparkers
@lostinspidey
@plushparker
@the-southernbelle
@blissfulparker
@osterfield-holland-andcompany
@peterplanet
@mcuspidey
@heyhihellowhatsup0
@madmadmilk
Best Holiday Blurbs
Winner TBA
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Marvel Cinematic Universe Theatrical Posers (Phase I - III)
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reasons why the captain marvel movie is simply amazing
the diversity!!!
no romance because my girl don’t need no man/woman, or for the people in the back, a good story doesn’t need romance
cats, cats and monster cats
focus was on storyline and meaning not fancy/sexy outfits, therefore young girls and boys are able to focus on seeing her as much as a hero as any other male hero before
a beautiful friendship between two girls competing for the same position
the portrayal of emotion, kindness, friendship, anger, impulsiveness unprejudiced by gender
discussion of holding back/having to proof yourself bc there really is no need to
young fury being soft and coulson being his awesome self
interesting discussion of the race/discrimination issue (portrayal by the aliens)
sassy (!) af aliens (i love them)
the stan lee tribute at the beginning had me in tears
the fact that a woman cracked the code for making the tesseract, uhm yaaaas?!
a female director
an actress who isn’t afraid to point out relevant issues regarding women in public. in my opinion she’s the perfect fit for captain marvel
the first marvel film where a female composer has written the score for (thank you @shootslikebullets for pointing this out to me)
also, if you wanna talk to me about the movie hit me up🤩
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This made me so fucking angry I have to inflict it on all of you.
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A persons fanfic tells you a lot about them, i , a fanfic writer, realize in terror
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Upcoming...
I’ve been absent for a while, but after coming back from a very extended break from tumblr I have noticed a lot of requests from during the time I was gone for part twos of both A Big Misunderstanding and Opposing Sides. Both sequels are very long overdue (I’m sorry) and I just wanted to know if people were still interested? If there is enough interest, I will definitely take some time to write part twos to both!
Also I’ve recently become very reinvested in Star Wars and I’m curious to know if any of you would be interested in some Poe Dameron fics? I’ve been struck with a bit of inspiration for him, so let me know if you guys would want any of those stories! :)
Thank you for sticking with me, much love to you all x
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MIA
Hey guys, I just wanted to apologize for being MIA again. College has kept me extremely busy and stressed out, and sadly I’ve lost the inspiration and motivation to write. I’m hoping once finals are over I’ll somehow find my way back to writing. There are a few part twos I have had in mind for a while that I may attempt to write over winter break as well as some new ideas. Feel free to send in any requests or ideas you may have, though I can’t promise I’ll do them all. Maybe, though, one of your ideas will give me some new inspiration. Thank you all for staying with me despite my inactiveness and I hope to have new content for you all soon🖤
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I often wonder what happened to authors of unfinished fanfictions.
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“what are you reading?”
“its a…online book.”
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A Note to my Followers
To the followers who don’t say much: having you there still means a lot. Even if you never send in an ask or anything, I don’t care. I appreciate that you still follow me anyways. And it’s nice to see you there liking and reblogging my stuff.
To the followers who buzz like bees: When you reblog 17 of my posts or send my multiple asks in a row, you aren’t being irritating. You’re making me feel like I’m doing something right as a blogger. Thank you.
To the shy anons: I don’t know if you follow me or not, but regardless of why you sent in that ask, I’m just happy to be hearing from you. You aren’t a bother. You make me feel awesome.
To all of my followers whoever you are: Thank you for hitting that button. Thank you for sticking with me. If you ever need a shoulder to cry on or someone to celebrate with you, I’m here for you! If you ever need something explained, I’ll answer as best I can.
Thank you all of you.
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