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Beyond frustrated

Parents PAID for an entire beach weekend, hotels, meals, drinks - he never once offered to cover any of it. He is selfish and self centered, he should be bowing down to my parents, sooo appreciate of the life they have given him. Without me, he wouldn’t have the house he lives in or the car he drives. His kids are able to move around so much because of my parents sacrifices, not his. He is so small minded, has no clue what things costs, Student loan debt is still atrocious, he has to be reminded every 2 weeks to pay my mother the $750 he owes her, he is like a small child. He has zero savings, nothing to his name. I cannot understand why he behaves the way he does knowing he wouldn’t have the life he has if it weren’t for my parents and myself bailing him out. When we met we was about to lose his apt, he drove a beat up saturn that had no a.c. i dont even thing the windows rolled up, he had no job... what.a.joke. He cant afford shit on his own. I want to strangle him sometimes. Tonight at the bbq he never once checked on me, leaving me alone with the kids for hours. He knew i was pissed and did nothing about it, he ignored my calls and my texts, he’s such an idiot, he didn’t even know about politics until he met me. He knows I would rather be a part of the conversation that not, but yet continued on ignoring me. I cannot stand him. 

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the starting point for all achievements is desire...

Monday evening, great wkd with friends. Have met some exception people that have inspired me to be greater than I thought I could be. What does that even mean? I want to improve my relationships with people and my perceptions of life, to both increase my awareness of my behavior and to humble myself in the world around me. Feeling much love in my life, happy :)