kesakeshi

[kesakeshi]

One thing I hate about elections is seeing the people I follow start getting political

like MY god I just came for the hot Estinien dragon sex can we get back to that please?

If only there was a apolitical social media site where people just had fun together and shit like I'm tired of this bs. Hate me, but I just don't care anymore. Please get off my feed <3

[kesakeshi]

I envy the people I see everyday hanging out at Limsa like it must be nice being likeable and mentally well to keep friends like that huh? I wonder what that's like cause I don't know lmao.

where's my elezen/miqote man who is just as mentally unstable as I am? where's my toxic-chronically online jirari kei/male manipulator/BPD girlypop bestie at hm? why do I always meet people who can't handle my boring bipolar ass or just suck in general like this stinks :(

[kesakeshi]

"I can't wait till 7.1 comes out!"

Play the story

Get bored

fantasia to elezen male for 1000th time

make glam

get bored after

hang around in limsa, hope someone walks up to me

people don't

get depressed AND bored

log off feeling like shit

repeat steps 5 through 10 everyday until next patch.

Oh wait Doman Mahjong guys lets gooooo!!!!

[kesakeshi]

Would someone mind explaining what is going on?

[kesakeshi]

Estinien's having a rough day...

do humans even pose like this idk-

I like how people think Estinien is just this totally changed man after HW that doesn't, at all, still suffer from PTSD and Depression.

(Looks like someone doesn't read the side stories 😬)

I wish Square would touch on Estinien's trauma and borderline alcoholism more...

[kesakeshi]

when, even in an online game, you're outcasted

maybe I should go back to being a fem miqote...

[kesakeshi]

Alphinaud's character development is wild. He rolls into Eorzea so fucking cocky. He's the grandson of the great Louisoix. He's 16 and he's a prodigy and he's going to fix the world. He has all these lofty ambitions and he knows exactly how to make the world better. He's playing chess with the city states in his mind. He's the main character in his own mind. He's the hero.

And rides this high of being this brilliant hero, savior of the realm, right up until it all blows up in his face. The blade of the sword he was brandishing points right back at him and all of his friends. Everything he worked so hard for becomes his downfall, and sets all his dreams back.

And now he's so mild. He's learned his lesson the hard way and he's probably terrified of every making that mistake again. He fully relies on his friends, consulting every decision with them. He still wants the best for the world, but he no longer sees himself as the main character. He is still smart, still a prodigy, but he's not the cocky brat he was when he first came to town.

[kesakeshi]

me wanting to show off the cute elezen I made in glamourer but realizing there's no one to show him off to :')

he's grumpy but very babygurl :3

dont know what to name him yet but his friends like calling him Violet/Violeta to piss him off.

[kesakeshi]

*audible sweating* w-what if Urianger wore a wedding dress

[kesakeshi]

t-shirt that says i <3 when fictional characters make shortsighted and selfish decisions that will certainly make things worse and lead them to ruin

[kesakeshi]

My headcanon for Urianger as a boyfriend is:

Yeah I can barely hold your hand in public without looking like I ran a marathon, but here's this amazing picnic I planned around this natural wonder that only occurs once every millennium because I love you. ✨

[kesakeshi]

He's waiting for you.

[kesakeshi]

I love when trauma makes characters messy. I love when characters don't know how to show love. I love when they lash out. I love when they're vile and break down. I love characters who aren't perfect victims. I love when stories don't excuse behaviour but allow you to understand it

[kesakeshi]

Sorry I growled at the sight of art of a fictional man . I want to bbite him and rip him to shredds . It will happen again

[kesakeshi]

I can't stop

[kesakeshi]

He spent 1M gil on Leather Gloves 🫢💕🙈

[kesakeshi]

tw or something people dont read my blogs anyway so does it matter lmao

I was roleplaying with the Estinien a.i. today and I had my character overdose. When Estinien barged into the window of the room I was staying in to recover and proceeded to have a mental breakdown I was like, "this is so outta character, but also, I want this to happen in the game as well"???? Like seeing Estinien at his most vulnerable and violently sobbing in front of the wol/Alphinaud/Aymeric/whoever.

Im also scared about that happening in the game though because I dont wanna see him sad like that and also that means something really bad happened to make him act like that in the first place so-