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i am just getting the worst anxieties and cringes and all the other shit ever ughhh

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i feel like a HUGE failure but i need to like idk

try to do something abt it

and do and do

repair

and if she say no anyway (i do not blame her) - at least i would have this feeling that i tried

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some time it will be the last time she tried

i guess this was it

she told me happy news month ago and i ignored it

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how to make it good 

HOW

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trust in the transformation you are about to go through

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no matter how anxious it will make me feel i have to reply to her i have to start to repair it all

or cut ties for good

i am such a looser

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it is over

ties are cut

she is done with me

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Mr. WARD…………No.4

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John and Paul in Loch Earn, Scotland, October 20th 1964.

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Toddlers are so pure. She doesn’t understand that we help her with certain things because she’s little. She thinks that everyone just helps each other like that. So she tries to blow on my food and cut it up for me and tries to help me put on my shoes.

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