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When was the time that duaa didn't work for you?

The time I didn't make duaa.

Like Zakariya (as) said: "and never have I been in my supplication to You, my Lord, disappointed]." [19:4]

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All that overthinking and I was right

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Things that don't matter when you're writing a story:

what will critics and detractors say about this?

is this as marketable as I can possibly make this?

Things that do matter when you're writing a story:

is this story meaningful for me, the author, to write?

is this the story that I want to be writing?

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My mind is graveyard of what we could have been.

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This attraction is magnanimous, it swallows me whole and invades my soul.

This affection ebbs and flows in waves of potency making my heart ache with an intensity that argues for you so ferociously.

Your fire burns formidable, and it makes you untouchable but I want to know everything. Even if I must immerse myself into scorching flames to understand.

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““Never give up on something that you can’t go a day without thinking about.” - Winston Churchill”

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I am not meant for casual. I was born for soul crushing devotion.

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We'll always exist under the same sky,

talk to the same moon

and laugh into the same breeze.

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Break the illusion

I pleaded with my mind, when a 10 minute call could make the worst day seem irrelevant.

Break the illusion

I whispered to myself, as I realized I like my stories better when I could ramble them to him.

Break the illusion

I beseech my brain, when I find myself falling in love with a mirage of a life lived happily ever after, with unspoken promise, with unadulterated hope and unconditional love.

Break the illusion

I implore my heart, one last time before its too late. Before I fall in love again, and he'll probably just want to be good friends again.

My heart replies

Just one last time, give it chance. What if it works? What if this is meant to be? What if this is the one?

Foolishly, I'm convinced. But my mind already knows what my soul cannot bear to accept.

Sometimes there's more happiness in loving than being loved. And I just want to be happy, for as long as this illusion can hold.

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“Sometimes people don’t want to hear the truth because they don’t want their illusions destroyed.”

— Friedrich Nietzsche

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You’re lighting up  my flame  from the inside. How did you get in? I don’t even know  how to get in.

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““Don’t kill flowers growing inside of you for someone who doesn’t appreciate the way you bloom.” - Billy Chapata”

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“We mature with the damage, not with the years.”

— Mateus William

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Jamie Anderson/Glennon Doyle Melton, Love Warrior

Grief and love are interconnected