kaylastantaylor

[kaylastantaylor]

Hello @taylorswift and fellow Swifties! I was lowkey afraid to share this on twitter because no one really knew me there and I guess the same could be said here too, but I feel much safer sharing it here.

I really don't know what to do, I just wanted my mother to be okay and healthy and what's happening right now is really getting to her, I can see it. I don't even know how to ask for help from other people because as much as possible my parents thought me not to burden other people with my own problems, this is the first time that I feel desperate enough to ask. Please help me and my family.

This February, my mother was misdiagnosed with ovarian cancer, but her OBGYN wanted to do a surgery to remove her ovaries just to be sure that she wouldn't get it in the near future. I read a lot of swifties sharing their stories with their loved ones who have cancer and it breaks my heart imagining what my mother and my family could possibly go through if she didn't do the surgery.

She didn't want to do it last year because this year my little sister and I was supposed to graduate, she wanted to wait after that. And I was going to help with the money for the surgery by getting a job after I graduated and then the quarantine happened.

The money that was supposed to be for her surgery was now being used for the rent, food, and bills. We don't have an income right now because my father's company never send help (we fear that he would also be laid off after all of this), our local government is also not sending help (Philippines' quarantine is extended until April 30, the mass testing is on April 14, so that quarantine is surely going to be extended up to May).

I'm sorry if my post is too gloomy for tumblr but I feel like my story is much more safer here than in any of the other form social media.

I don't have a lof of followers here so I think the hashtags would help me share my stories to all of you.

[kaylastantaylor]

I pretty much know that anything I do is going to have some people who just hate it. I’m trying to make things that will make my fans happy, that will make my fans feel accepted, supported and loved. If people want to criticize me and be constructive, I’m always open to learning. I don’t think you are ever doing things perfectly, I think you always have room to improve and learn. I want to constantly learn how I can be a better ally. If criticism is constructive then I am all ears.

[kaylastantaylor]

this is the most sophisticated phishing e-mail I have ever received and if they had sized the logo correctly and actually proofread the fucking thing I probably would’ve clicked that button

[kaylastantaylor]

Update:

I know someday something like this would come. Being a cynical potato I hate that I've been proven right. But thank God for small mercy because instead of having the dreaded Covid 19 which really scared my family and I a lot, I've gotten dengue instead, which is if not regulated everyday by the doctor, could lead to de*th.

One of the downside is I won't be able to watch @taylorswift 's City of Lover Concert at the same time as you guys because my data is slow. But I hope I could watch it as soon as I am out of the hospital.

And our quarantine was extended on May 15 and I'm quite sure it's still going to be extended for another 15 days.

We don't have much regarding financial aids now since it's been months since any of us worked and our health care system is not for free, sadly. Any help would definitely count, be it monetary, sharing this post, and your prayers, it work wonders! Living in a third world country could sometimes suck the life out of you.

Thank you for getting this far! Swifties! Enjoy the City of Lover Concert! 💖💖💖💖💖💖

Hello @taylorswift and fellow Swifties! I was lowkey afraid to share this on twitter because no one really knew me there and I guess the same could be said here too, but I feel much safer sharing it here.

I really don't know what to do, I just wanted my mother to be okay and healthy and what's happening right now is really getting to her, I can see it. I don't even know how to ask for help from other people because as much as possible my parents thought me not to burden other people with my own problems, this is the first time that I feel desperate enough to ask. Please help me and my family.

This February, my mother was misdiagnosed with ovarian cancer, but her OBGYN wanted to do a surgery to remove her ovaries just to be sure that she wouldn't get it in the near future. I read a lot of swifties sharing their stories with their loved ones who have cancer and it breaks my heart imagining what my mother and my family could possibly go through if she didn't do the surgery.

She didn't want to do it last year because this year my little sister and I was supposed to graduate, she wanted to wait after that. And I was going to help with the money for the surgery by getting a job after I graduated and then the quarantine happened.

The money that was supposed to be for her surgery was now being used for the rent, food, and bills. We don't have an income right now because my father's company never send help (we fear that he would also be laid off after all of this), our local government is also not sending help (Philippines' quarantine is extended until April 30, the mass testing is on April 14, so that quarantine is surely going to be extended up to May).

I'm sorry if my post is too gloomy for tumblr but I feel like my story is much more safer here than in any of the other form social media.

I don't have a lof of followers here so I think the hashtags would help me share my stories to all of you.

[kaylastantaylor]

No notice, never met her at all 😭😭😭😭

Team Never Met Taylor

Reblog this if you have never met Taylor. Maybe she will see this and stalk us!

[kaylastantaylor]

Hello @taylorswift and fellow Swifties! I was lowkey afraid to share this on twitter because no one really knew me there and I guess the same could be said here too, but I feel much safer sharing it here.

I really don't know what to do, I just wanted my mother to be okay and healthy and what's happening right now is really getting to her, I can see it. I don't even know how to ask for help from other people because as much as possible my parents thought me not to burden other people with my own problems, this is the first time that I feel desperate enough to ask. Please help me and my family.

This February, my mother was misdiagnosed with ovarian cancer, but her OBGYN wanted to do a surgery to remove her ovaries just to be sure that she wouldn't get it in the near future. I read a lot of swifties sharing their stories with their loved ones who have cancer and it breaks my heart imagining what my mother and my family could possibly go through if she didn't do the surgery.

She didn't want to do it last year because this year my little sister and I was supposed to graduate, she wanted to wait after that. And I was going to help with the money for the surgery by getting a job after I graduated and then the quarantine happened.

The money that was supposed to be for her surgery was now being used for the rent, food, and bills. We don't have an income right now because my father's company never send help (we fear that he would also be laid off after all of this), our local government is also not sending help (Philippines' quarantine is extended until April 30, the mass testing is on April 14, so that quarantine is surely going to be extended up to May).

I'm sorry if my post is too gloomy for tumblr but I feel like my story is much more safer here than in any of the other form social media.

I don't have a lof of followers here so I think the hashtags would help me share my stories to all of you.

[kaylastantaylor]

I’m not a great artist but this is my attempt at art 💛💜 @taylorswift @taylornation

[kaylastantaylor]

Hello @taylorswift and fellow Swifties! I was lowkey afraid to share this on twitter because no one really knew me there and I guess the same could be said here too, but I feel much safer sharing it here.

I really don't know what to do, I just wanted my mother to be okay and healthy and what's happening right now is really getting to her, I can see it. I don't even know how to ask for help from other people because as much as possible my parents thought me not to burden other people with my own problems, this is the first time that I feel desperate enough to ask. Please help me and my family.

This February, my mother was misdiagnosed with ovarian cancer, but her OBGYN wanted to do a surgery to remove her ovaries just to be sure that she wouldn't get it in the near future. I read a lot of swifties sharing their stories with their loved ones who have cancer and it breaks my heart imagining what my mother and my family could possibly go through if she didn't do the surgery.

She didn't want to do it last year because this year my little sister and I was supposed to graduate, she wanted to wait after that. And I was going to help with the money for the surgery by getting a job after I graduated and then the quarantine happened.

The money that was supposed to be for her surgery was now being used for the rent, food, and bills. We don't have an income right now because my father's company never send help (we fear that he would also be laid off after all of this), our local government is also not sending help (Philippines' quarantine is extended until April 30, the mass testing is on April 14, so that quarantine is surely going to be extended up to May).

I'm sorry if my post is too gloomy for tumblr but I feel like my story is much more safer here than in any of the other form social media.

I don't have a lof of followers here so I think the hashtags would help me share my stories to all of you.

[kaylastantaylor]

Sometimes when I look into your eyes I pretend you’re mine, all the damn time.

[kaylastantaylor]

april 7th 2020  — 1989 days since the release of 1989

[kaylastantaylor]

hi guys! i’ve decided to make an updated post about my current situation since the one that is being reblogged is a little out of date when it comes to the information.

just like many of you, COVID-19 has taken away my sources of income. before all of this, i worked 2 jobs on top of going to school. i am lucky enough to live with my parents who receive monthly benefits for themselves and the bills we have to pay. we get by, but barely. my two jobs often made up for what they lacked. my main concern is my hospital bill. 

as a lot of you know, i was hospitalized in september of 2018 for a ruptured appendix and it ended up being one of the most traumatic experiences of my life. it was not your typical surgery and i was hospitalized for 10 days and went through even more complications after i was released. not only did i miss my rep show (RIP) but financially, it hit me hard which is why jess ( @monica-geller ) insisted on making me the gofundme a lot of you have already seen + donated to. 

as of today, april 9th, with the help of my amazing friends + donations made to the gofundme, my bill sits at just below $3,000. before losing my jobs, i was managing and i was hopeful that i would be getting it paid off at least within the year. now with losing my job and filing for unemployment, i am very scared that i will not be able to make these monthly payments. i’m in the midst of communicating with my hospital to see what can be done about this given the state of the world right now but nothing is set in stone. 

just in the last few weeks, over $1000 has been raised which will reduce my bill SIGNIFICANTLY. i am overwhelmed with how much help i have received but there is still a big chunk to pay off. i am worried i will not be able to do that, plus, just like many of you, i also have other bills that i have to pay. the unemployment i will be receiving barely covers just one of those bills. 

despite all of this bad news - i am grateful to my friends who have been relentlessly reblogging my post and sharing it on twitter. i am no stranger to asking for help at this point so i just wanted to make an update and let you guys know my current situation in case there were any questions. 

sharing a post like this can go a long way and i would appreciate it any help whether it be a reblog or a donation. 

the gofundme can be found HERE (x)

paypal: kstouty@yahoo.com venmo: kyleestouty

i hope everyone is staying safe and healthy - my heart goes out to everyone struggling during this time. 

[kaylastantaylor]

In 2014, I saw Taylor shopping at Sephora in Hollywood. I didn’t want to bother her while she was shopping. 🙈 I was being respectful and giving her privacy, but omg I will never have a chance again! Ahhh! 6 years later she still doesn't know I exist 😭😭

[kaylastantaylor]

Hello @taylorswift and fellow Swifties! I was lowkey afraid to share this on twitter because no one really knew me there and I guess the same could be said here too, but I feel much safer sharing it here.

I really don't know what to do, I just wanted my mother to be okay and healthy and what's happening right now is really getting to her, I can see it. I don't even know how to ask for help from other people because as much as possible my parents thought me not to burden other people with my own problems, this is the first time that I feel desperate enough to ask. Please help me and my family.

This February, my mother was misdiagnosed with ovarian cancer, but her OBGYN wanted to do a surgery to remove her ovaries just to be sure that she wouldn't get it in the near future. I read a lot of swifties sharing their stories with their loved ones who have cancer and it breaks my heart imagining what my mother and my family could possibly go through if she didn't do the surgery.

She didn't want to do it last year because this year my little sister and I was supposed to graduate, she wanted to wait after that. And I was going to help with the money for the surgery by getting a job after I graduated and then the quarantine happened.

The money that was supposed to be for her surgery was now being used for the rent, food, and bills. We don't have an income right now because my father's company never send help (we fear that he would also be laid off after all of this), our local government is also not sending help (Philippines' quarantine is extended until April 30, the mass testing is on April 14, so that quarantine is surely going to be extended up to May).

I'm sorry if my post is too gloomy for tumblr but I feel like my story is much more safer here than in any of the other form social media.

I don't have a lof of followers here so I think the hashtags would help me share my stories to all of you.

[kaylastantaylor]

Okay. So. I don’t really know how to go about this. Most of my life, I have had pretty solid support and privilege in terms of financial stability and comfort. I was a person who would be able to help out other people when they needed some aid, and I would still feel comfortable with what I had left. The past year and a half to two years have slowly but surely been taking a toll on me mentally, emotionally, and financially in ways I hadn’t had experience with.

I have had help from my parents in the past to help me cover what costs I can’t handle myself. Now, though, I have spent a lot of my time from November 2018 through now in the ER, hospital, and at specialist doctors appointments for various health scares, procedures, and mental healthcare–both in partial programs and inpatient. It’s kind of a weird feeling that I can’t quite count how many times I’ve been in serious health situations for the past two years of my life…. like, I’ll just forget about one of the things I’ve gone through because at this point it’s common/routine.

Sorry I’m so long-winded, but this is who I have always been lol :) I’ve kept y’all updated on most of my medical “adventures,” but if people need details then I can talk more about it privately. And now, I’ve found myself in a place where I know what I want to do with my life: I am going to be a teacher!! And to do that, I am in the process of applying to graduate schools for a masters in early childhood education!!! I want to teach kindergarten or first grade, and I’m so incredibly excited for the opportunity to educate young kids and help them to love learning (hopefully, lol).

My parents have to take care of my brother, who is on the autism spectrum and lives in a group house for adults with special needs. It’s very expensive for him to stay there, to pay for the staff that lives with him/his housemates around the clock, and other services he needs. With the current global situation, it’s been an even bigger struggle to keep things going. In order for my brother to keep getting the care he deserves, I have been trying so so hard to become financially independent.

I’ve been out of work for 6 months now because of my mental health emergency and subsequent injuries and illnesses. I won’t be able to work the care-based jobs I would be right now (nannying, working at a daycare, etc) until at least this pandemic has ended/become controlled. At this rate, I probably won’t be able to work until I’m about to start or have started grad school.

I have undergrad student loans still outstanding, the upcoming grad school expenses, and thousands of dollars in medical bills that I need to pay (plus more that haven’t even started to require payment quite yet–I am so anxious about those ones because I know they’ll be pretty high). I do not have the money to pay for this, and I won’t be getting money to do so anytime soon. 

I want to be able to help take care of my brother. I want to be able to go to school and follow my dream of teaching. I feel really weird about asking for help on this… but I need it. In any way folks can. I’ve never done this before so I feel kinda anxious about it, but if anyone can help me *at all* it would be so so SOOO appreciated. Sorry for this novel of a post, but I wanted to put out as much detail as I could because I don’t want people to think I’m just asking for money?? I need help and honestly even words of encouragement are appreciated. I know lots of us are in a tough situation and I don’t want to ask for too much from anyone. 

Thanks for reading. Love you all. (I’m a PayPal novice so not totally sure how this works but I shall drop a link)

https://paypal.me/lindsayas?locale.x=en_US 

[kaylastantaylor]

Hello @taylorswift and fellow Swifties! I was lowkey afraid to share this on twitter because no one really knew me there and I guess the same could be said here too, but I feel much safer sharing it here.

I really don't know what to do, I just wanted my mother to be okay and healthy and what's happening right now is really getting to her, I can see it. I don't even know how to ask for help from other people because as much as possible my parents thought me not to burden other people with my own problems, this is the first time that I feel desperate enough to ask. Please help me and my family.

This February, my mother was misdiagnosed with ovarian cancer, but her OBGYN wanted to do a surgery to remove her ovaries just to be sure that she wouldn't get it in the near future. I read a lot of swifties sharing their stories with their loved ones who have cancer and it breaks my heart imagining what my mother and my family could possibly go through if she didn't do the surgery.

She didn't want to do it last year because this year my little sister and I was supposed to graduate, she wanted to wait after that. And I was going to help with the money for the surgery by getting a job after I graduated and then the quarantine happened.

The money that was supposed to be for her surgery was now being used for the rent, food, and bills. We don't have an income right now because my father's company never send help (we fear that he would also be laid off after all of this), our local government is also not sending help (Philippines' quarantine is extended until April 30, the mass testing is on April 14, so that quarantine is surely going to be extended up to May).

I'm sorry if my post is too gloomy for tumblr but I feel like my story is much more safer here than in any of the other form social media.

I don't have a lof of followers here so I think the hashtags would help me share my stories to all of you.

[kaylastantaylor]

WE

LOVE

YOU

SO

HECKING

MUCH

TAYLOR 🌿✨💞🥰

@taylorswift @taylornation

[kaylastantaylor]

Thank you to everyone (90 of you) who joined this project!