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in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience

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Having "a lot" of followers on tumblr is funny because probably 80% of them are ghost blogs who haven't been on here in like a decade.

It's like, no no, those aren't my followers, that's a graveyard! I'm the caretaker of a thousands of tombs. I love them, but they've been dead for seven years.

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😍💔❤️‍🩹😍🖤❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥🧁🧁🧁

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"You and I. Together."

Favorite Marta and Fina Moments - Part 67 Sueños de Libertad

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marta x fina favourite kisses → episode 34

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“Because I think of you and all the good things we can share.”

I want nothing but happiness for them. 🥹🩷

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Favorite Marta and Fina Moments - Part 104 Sueños de Libertad

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"Listen, I assure you, you're never going to have to see him again, okay? That's it, that's it. It's the scare. It was just a scare, okay? I won’t let anything bad happen to you."

I hope this is just a scare. Because I’m getting second hand flashbacks to Luimelia, and what Luisita and Amelia went through afterwards. I can’t handle that again.

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Marta de la Reina - Mafin Sueños de Libertad

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God, these arms and smile (greek statue or something?)

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Cate Blanchett by Tom Munro

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At some point... do you think... you and I should talk? Maya Bishop | Station 19 - 2x16 “For Whom The Bell Tolls”

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aura 💯💯

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˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗ Mapi León appreciation post! ˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗

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THE HAUNTING OF BLY MANOR (2020) 1.09: The Beast in the Jungle

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What boggles the mind, is that the Civil Guard doesn’t even have proof that Fina is queer. All they have is the word of a psychopath, whose only “virtue” in the eyes of the law is being a man. Which is all the scarier, given it seems to be the only requirement to accuse a woman and get away with it.

There’s no actual proof to back up his claims of “immoral behavior”. He has nothing. No pictures, no witnesses. All he has is simply that: claims. But, for now, his word seems to be enough to get Fina arrested and upend her and Marta’s lives. And it’s scary how much this kind of misogyny endures, and thrives, today. That men truly believe themselves untouchable and superior by virtue of their gender. That plenty of them still think they are owed relationships and owed sexual relations. That being denied is unacceptable. That refusal requires extensive justification and needs to be punished.

This particular turn of events is clearly going to hurt like hell. Seeing Marta so broken, to the point she falls apart in front of Carmen and Claudia, and seeing Fina so scared for her life, scared for them, is damn painful to watch. I suppose it’s true that since the very beginning, the threat of being jailed, if exposed, has always been their proverbial sword of Damocles. The writers have been leaving breadcrumbs for us since the dawn of Mafin. Time to push through the dark. I find comfort that however agonizing the road, the stars are guiding beacons in the night and the sunrise will vanquish the shadows.

I like to think they’ll approach this with a level head. It’s time to throw the De la Reina name around and crush some bigots under its considerable weight. I want SantiASCO’s skull to be crushed under Marta’s righteous heel. Hell hath no fury!!! And once the shock abates, I’m sure Marta will unleash hell upon his pathetic, narcissistic ass (the more I think about it, the more I suspect there’s a chance he might have murdered his own mother; this kind of man has plenty antecedents, women have little to no value to him, except to be used at his discretion; he must have an Achilles heel that Marta can target to take him down)

As heavy, distressing and triggering as this turn of events is, it’s great drama to watch unfold and everyone on the show is acting their heart out. It’s a treat. History needs to be taught, needs to be remembered. So we don’t trip over the same stone, again and again, so we don’t fall prey to extremism. The consequences are unfathomable otherwise.

And I also like to remember that no matter how bitter the drink from this cup, their story is meant to be one of hope and light. I’ll hold onto that.

I sure as hell look forward to Marta waging war for her woman. War without quarter. And I look forward to Fina standing tall, head held high, ever by her side. They’ll face this as they always have: together, as one.