kavehnanginto

[kavehnanginto]

cw not proofread, wrote this w/ writers block, first time writing angst

“god, why did i have to fall for you?” al haitham slams his book down on the hardwood table in the living room. he ruffles his own hair with nothing short of a frown on his face. 

“what?” 

you stare at him from across the room. your eyes darted to his figure, and your breathing became even more shallow when you saw the disappointed look on his face. and when he looked up and stared daggers at you, followed by him immediately reverting his gaze.

“look, i didn’t mean that.” he scoffs and shifts his weight. despite his words, the way he says it completely breaks you. he barely puts any effort into his words, his voice is shallow and entirely monotone. al haitham treated you like a burden, a block in his path that he needed to get rid of immediately.

you take a deep breath before speaking. you knew your voice would tremble and your tears would start to flow once you opened your mouth, so you tried to stay calm. 

“...you did.” you speak in a brittle voice, your sight becoming blurry and your nose feeling stuffy. you gulp and furrow your brows. “i was only trying to help you—” you manage to choke out despite your sobs, “this isn’t fair. you’re not being fair.” your words tie at your throat, trying not to tear up. you can barely see anything other than the sobs causing your eyes to be unfocused, making your eyelashes burn.

“i didn’t ask for your help.” his hand reaches up to his headphones and turns them on, cancelling any noise that would come up. that action makes you blind with anger, hurt, and frustration. everything feels so suffocating, too many emotions hit you at once, and you don’t know what to do. 

“you’re impossible, al haitham.” you finally let your tears stream down your face and storm out the door. you slam the door behind you and just run. without a care where you’re going. as long as it’s not where he is. 

al haitham falls to his knees, and puts his headphones down.

he didn’t want to shout at you. he knew that you were only trying to help, but he only let things get worse. you haven’t been able to see him because of all the stress and the burdens al haitham carries as the acting grand sage. being so, the time he could spend with you ended up lessening, and lessening. 

he hadn’t seen you in so long, and he missed you opening the door of his office with a large grin on your face. all of the work and responsibilities on his shoulders rendered him tired and drained. 

he was working late at the akademiya, finishing up some paperwork. that was until you opened the door, and attempted to help him. you didn’t think that it would end up in you ruining the piles of paperwork he’s finished. 

al haitham gets up, and wastes no more time to go find you.

note this is so barf | part 2 here !

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im gonna delete tumblr so hard

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everyday i am shocked to know that people read my works like damn wtf (ESPECIALLY ENCOUNTER)

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Hi could I be added to the taglist of encounter thank you :p

Okiiii

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encounter

10: million dollar man

encounter: prev. masterlist. next

alhaitham x reader smau

synopsis: after alhaitham accepted to tutor his token dumb classmate, the whole school started rumors and gossip to the unknown reason as to why while you were stuck dealing with him after that embarrassing encounter.

note: i added insta lol and thats that for act 1 lol thank you for the support though like i didnt actually realize people would read it lol

taglist: @annathea-annoona @aixaingela @coolprincessunknown @no3hg3nshin @winterpein @crowbird @aloversoath @liminalimmortal I @mochicurls21 @jjkclub @sukunasrealgf @pomeiu

[kavehnanginto]

encounter

09: this is me not trying

encounter: prev. masterlist. next

alhaitham x reader smau

synopsis: after alhaitham accepted to tutor his token dumb classmate, the whole school started rumors and gossip to the unknown reason as to why while you were stuck dealing with him after that embarrassing encounter.

taglist: @annathea-annoona @aixaingela @coolprincessunknown @no3hg3nshin @winterpein @crowbird @aloversoath @liminalimmortal l @mochicurls21 @jjkclub @sukunasrealgf

[kavehnanginto]

🎶never wanted to dance with nobody, but you wouldn’t take no for an answer🎶

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you see i want this, i need this

Pliant

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encounter

08: manipulate, mansplain, malewife

You didn't know how exactly you manage to be in this situation.

"I am not going to do that." I argued back to the stoic man behind my back.

"Yes you will."

It has been three hours in this goddamn library and both of you can't stand to reach an agreement. Not that you had any choice in thid matter, he knows that and you do to, but let's pretend you do.

"I'm not going back there." I promised at his face and he didn't even bother to answer. He's so mean and bad and ughh... kinda hot.

"And I'm going to tell everybody."

"Blackmail is a crime remember."

"Not when your reputation's already in the depths of hell." He faced you and saw how confused and persistant you are regarding this issue. In truth he didn't actually bother to say what happened between the both of you, and he didn't know why people made such a big deal regarding what happened.

But Alhaitham usually adjusts in the environment he is in. Whether it be the slipper situation regarding his thesis or your hole. He had no problem coming up on top.

"I would rather die than see his stupid blond hair. Do you know how that guy talks it's worse than you! And that's the worst insult I can ever make to him." Inching closer to his ear you whispered.

"But you were better in bed."

And for the very first time you saw him fume in anger, I mean blush in heat.

"Look if you really don't want to the deal is off."

"Do I get to fuck you again?" And now you start like the stereotypical whore people could've associated with if you listend to Scaramouche's advice. "No right. Anyways you rarely talk with your blond hottie so of course I also dont."

Alhaitham might kill you but you will never ever go back to Mondstadt again. And not in that stupid fucking laboratory where he mystically decided you would make an excellent english major.

Albedo kinda ruined your life there, but hey he was a good kisser.

"I'll let you copy off my quiz in the exam...."

Goddammit.

encounter: prev. masterlist. next.

alhaitham x reader smau

synopsis: after alhaitham accepted to tutor his token dumb classmate, the whole school started rumors and gossip to the unknown reason as to why while you were stuck dealing with him after that embarrassing encounter.

taglist: @annathea-annoona @aixaingela @mimihwgsajjs @no3hg3nshin @winterpein @crowbird @aloversoath @liminalimmortal @mochicurls21 @jjkclub @sukunasrealgf

note: very short but im also very busy so so sorry hope you enjoy still

[kavehnanginto]

STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKES

mimi: dead | any pronouns | intp | stem student | @sadbutwhy all interaction :D

・❥・UPDATES ・❥・

╰┈➤ encounter 10: million dollar man

╰┈➤ encounter 09: this is me not trying

╰┈➤ encounter 08: manipulate, mansplain, malewife

・❥・TABLE OF CONTENTS ・❥・

ALHAITHAM (1, 2, 3, 4)

KAVEH (1, 2)

ARATAKI ITTO (1)

KAMISATO AYATO (1, 2)

SCARAMOUCHE (1, 2, 3)

CYNO (1, 2)

DILUC RAGNVINDR (1, 2)

KAEYA ALBERICH (1)

VENTI (1)

KAEDAHARA KAZUHA (1)

XIAO (1)

SHIKANOIN HEIZOU (1)

CHILDE (1)

・❥・SERIES ・❥・

encounter smau: alhaitham x reader

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encounter

07: yes or yes!

"You are a lost cause in the case of logic and Mathematics," he sighed as you stood there thinking about how disappointed he looks at you. It was a normal sight for you now. "Actually I wanted to discuss about something to you, I was about to talk about this in our next tutor session however in this environment, it is absolutely perfect to talk about."

What?

The moment was disrupted by a single phone call and now you were left all alone. Damn.

"Kaveh, yes I haven't eaten them. Yes they are fully clothed. Mhm they are indeed not being a 'bitch in heat' or whatever you say..."

Angry murmurs can be heard on the other side of the phone and you can only expect that Alhaitham's ears are starting to bleed. But what can you really do when you don't even know what Kaveh is talking about?

They were bickering for a while and you were starting to get sleepy. But holding tight to your subconscious you overheard something.

"Yes we are, what did you say again? Dating? Yeah we are doing that right now mhm..."

I'm fucking screwed...

Books fell out of order when you grabbed his expensive phone, not caring if it breaks atleast your dignity will be saved. Scaramouche is gonna absolutely destroy you and bully you for years because of this.

"Hello... Kaveh. What Alhaitham said was..."

"The truth." He was relieved to see his phone still in one piece when he grabbed it from you. "Now go off and do some chit chat with Faruzan or something."

As he placed the phone on the floor he then went ahead and opened the lights. For an hour now you had to read using scented candles.

"All this time there was light? How did you even have access here?"

"I own this place." He casually mumbled and finally sat on his chair, the very same one he used when we first tutored. "Now where was I?"

"Did you just forget that you told Kaveh we were dating?"

"What's wrong with that?" His eyes were on you and even as you looked at every other thing in the room his eyes stayed frozen.

"Do you even know what date means?"

His eyebrows furrowed by such confidence regarding intelligence and knowledge of spelling for someone who can't even spell tyranosaurose rex.

"I might expect this question from someone like Faruzan or your friend with smoky eyeshadow and a mess of a haircut but not someone as dumb as you. Of course I know what dating means."

You sighed in relief and then thought out loud.

"Wait why the fuck would you say that to your blond chick then?"

"Because we are, atleast they think we are."

And finally you remember the warning and advice that Scaramouche gave you, and how he was indeed correct. Again. You had to use it now or else you're screwed. How can you have a chance eating a piece of ass from those hotties in Liyue when you are dating the loner that nobody likes... and everyone is obsessed with for some reason?

"And just about now that stupid gossip account will update..."

You heard your phone ring the next second.

He wanted to play that game, huh.

"Can you call Kaveh and say what you said was absolutely insane and... bullshit and not true?!"

"Oh just deal with it, I haven't told you why I even said that—"

"Atleast what I'll be saying is true..." you grabbed your phone and was about to type something. "Cal him back again or else..."

"You'll tell them what happened in Mondstadt?"

He again grabbed your phone and gently placed it on the floor, his steps were as calm as ever.

YOU WANTED YOUR SECOND YEAR OF COLLEGE TO BE BETTER THAN THIS. WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED WITH THAT?

"Let's see who will be more likely to suffer between the both of us." He sighed and wanted you to think rationally. "I may have not minded Kaveh's reputation of being my whore, but not you."

He pulled out his book and made you sat down next to him. If you had a knife that moment you don't know who you would rather kill first.

"I need you for something you see."

encounter: prev. masterlist. next.

alhaitham x reader smau

synopsis: after alhaitham accepted to tutor his token dumb classmate, the whole school started rumors and gossip to the unknown reason as to why while you were stuck dealing with him after that embarrassing encounter.

taglist: @annathea-annoona @aixaingela @mimimimiaphwsgi @no3hg3nshin @winterpein @crowbird @aloversoath @liminalimmortal @mochicurls21

note: are you enjoying this or something please i need reassurance

[kavehnanginto]

pot, meet kettle

pairings: kaveh, itto x reader

synopsis: whiny and hot men smartly decide to date the only one who can match and even beat his charisma and annoying remarks, and everyone is stuck dealing with both of your dramatic characters

tags: you are very much annoying, sweet names except for babe or baby because i hate it, fluff and cuddles, they are very sweet, fun fact the creation of this fic was made because a little birdie told me to do this i just added itto because he is my man,

Kaveh swears he is a logical man, a rational man who desires nothing more than peace and tranquility. no one really agrees with him, with all the bickering with alhaitham and squabbles with dori his reputation of being sensitive is set in stone.

But with you around it truly feels that what he said was right. Compared to Kaveh and you, Alhaitham would rather spend time in hell and dead in a casket. So whenever you were around and in his house, the scribe just seemed to disappear out of nowhere. And you were now always alone with your man.

"Why would you use that as a painting, its too abstract?" you comfortably conquered the couch while watching Kaveh hang the ugliest portrait you have ever seen since the last time he hung one. "I literally went on this five minute walk to Alhaitham's house just to see you hanging this ugly portrait rather than spending time with ME."

He gasped at such comment, he can't believe he heard such nonsense from someone as attractive and ethereal as you.

"Darling, this isn't just some painting, this cost me--"

"So? Is my worth also measured in material value? Hang that painting in the wall or you'll continue to be my lover." With the painting out of the way, you were soon delivered with happy cuddles from a beautiful portrait such as he.

"Now will I continue to be your one and only?" you pat his head, thinking about it.

"Do you really think such measly act is worth my time," he shook his head. "Now let's sleep."

He obeyed and went to sleep smoothly and always remembered to bring you to every art auction after.

Everyone had their own opinion about Itto. He was loud, obnoxious, and the reoccurring theme about his public display of affection. It was getting out of hand, even to some member of his gang (Shinobu). But to you, it was simply not enough, the mediocre singing, the wilted flowers and most recently, your very own cow.

You keep on telling him that this is not what you want and say that you will eventually return feelings once he had given you the right thing. The fact of the matter is you already fell, but he really thought a cow will make you happy. I mean it did, but let your pride take you away.

Also a goat will be nice next time, and then you saw him once more, no longer with his trusted companions, but just him.

"So pumpkin, how is your amazing self today?"

"And that is the first thing you say to me? I am here offering my time and company for you!" you huffed and he immediately apologized. "Also I'm doing great! Want to commit some crimes today?"

And just like that both of you went on a spree, you insisted he holds your hand or he never will hold your hand ever again, and also that he will bring the cow with you. It seemed that Shinobu has a lot of explaining to do, but it seems you are not in trouble.

As the day came into a close, Itto realized that commiting war crimes are even better if the person he likes is around him. But as the day comes to close, and this day of temporary joy has reached its end. The lovebirds said goodbye.

"Until we meet again, my dove." you walked away slowly, the sunset brightening you eyes.

"Farewell, my fair master." he bowed and...

You saw each other again after 45 minutes.

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encounter

06: meet me at midnight

Sober and sleep-deprived you free yourself from the confines of home and on to your local library. Perhaps after your bowl cut friend's mental breakdown and rituals maybe, just maybe, Alhaitham was actually just like any college boy suffering to get a a degree.

According to Faruzan, even Miss Lisa had inner conflict with her hot ass self as to why Alhaitham accepted her offer. Listen you just fucked someone and they happen to be smart why are people acting like its the last thing in the world.

You also did that with some blond chick a year ago and nobody cared.

Okay maybe it was because you lost to a dare to Scaramouche but that's just a minor detail. He's a minor detail anyway.

Nights are boring when you're not high, it looks pretty but whatever. You've seen it once, you've seen it a hundred times, it's just night. This is why you are not a very good english major. But at the bright side you are enrolled in the Akademiya, when you first got the news you shared it all over social media like the clout chaser you are.

Humming nostalgic lullabies you fasten your pace into the nearby library. It's always the goddamn library can't take a fucking break. Here you are going to see your tutor at the middle of the night, just like that one time.

BUT THAT DIDN’T END WELL, DID IT?

If people knew this they’ll think that’s what you did to him to become your tutor, your whole reputation will be ruined but hey you fucking the hot guy nobody likes will create good jokes for a school reunion in twenty years time. Even if people will call you a pretentious whore. That’s not a very good argument and neither is your thesis.

“Why is it closed, I just spent two minutes to walk here my feet are sore.” You complained when you saw the library gates closed. “Does he have some VIP entrance, I bet that nerd has.”

Quickly taking your phone to talk and then a flash of light hit your face.

“Oh God you actually came…” nonchalant voice, with a hint of sarcasm ringed your ear. Does he take sleepovers in the library every day or something? “Did you just spontaneously went here because you had nothing better to do?”

“Yeah…?”

“Oh God.”

Even with murmuring complaints he dragged by your shirt inside. Is he gonna take it off? Just kidding, this is scary. And then after entering you see stacks of books in the floor, scented candles, a poster of the movie cover of Pride and Prejudice and a picture of his friends on the side.

Wow he didn't suit you for the sentimental type.

“What?” He eyed you like you were the craziest person in the room and then with a book containing the summary he sat peacefully and even offered you to study quietly with him.

Maybe Scarabitch was right, he was a clown.

encounter: prev. masterlist. next.

alhaitham x reader smau

synopsis: after alhaitham accepted to tutor his token dumb classmate, the whole school started rumors and gossip to the unknown reason as to why while you were stuck dealing with him after that embarrassing encounter.

taglist: @annathea-annoona @aixaingela @mimimimiaphwsgi @no3hg3nshin @winterpein @crowbird @aloversoath @liminalimmortal @mochicurls21

note: i may or may not spontaneously change a lot of plot points so this can become more serious because thats what i did so ugh yeah but don't worry the intro is just purely fluff and comedy and no one will become a different person in the next couple chapters its just that i will take this smau seriously( because i never did this was like supposed to be some funny meme for me)

[kavehnanginto]

if you hold me without hurting me (you’ll be the first to ever did)

pairings: childe, diluc, kaeya, kaveh

synopsis: life was nothing but pain, from the past to the present, it all bleaks of lost dreams and broken records of what life should’ve been. and now that you’re here they wonder if you too is but a temporary moment of happiness that turns into a melancholic memory

tags: depressed boys, again, trust issues abt u, mentions of death, mommy kinda leave kaveh, thats so sad, their parents kinda died, daddy issues, HEAVY CAPITALIZATION ON DADDY ISSUES, lana del rey song mhm, there is some fluff, please trust me

CHILDE is, for you, the nicest man you have ever met. A gentleman who gave you flowers and showered you with love. But it didn’t matter that he loved you that much, because no matter he will always be in your heart. Maybe in some instances you fought, you apologized, just like any other couple.

But he was not like any other man.

You knew who he was, and the violent nature that he stands for. Although you never saw, you always hear his new target, his new schemes and… with that comes bursts of reassurance of your love, undying love, loyalty to him. The cycle repeats, and even the hundredth time, he will always hug you tight afraid you will go.

And with that you always hug him back.

Some say that such a man was so hard to love, but his lopsided grin, his cute gestures—they had no idea who he was on your view. Maybe it was just facade, or maybe this was the actual him they never saw. But it doesn’t matter. You were his first love, the one who showed him what true and unconditional love is.

And just like his family—he intends to keep your innocence over these matters, and he intends to love you forever.

“It’s okay to let me go… but please say the reason. I’ll give you all of me, all I want is for that to be enough.”

DILUC is a highly respected bachelor in Mondstadt. But to you, he is but a fragile dandelion drifting in the wind. The warmth, the silence and the breeze of the wind were most of the moments you spend with him. He sometimes wondered if this childlike domestic happiness is some fever dream, a sweet lullaby kissing him in the forehead.

Just like the sweet innocence of childhood, the nostalgia was coming back to him. You offered him something more, something deeper and something real than a nostalgic feeling, but never did the maids of Dawn Winery saw Master Diluc running once again at the lake with a smile on his face running to you. Being with you.

You.

With all the years alone, his house simply a tool to help with his daily necessities, you changed it all. You were something to believe in, that he was worth all this joy, that he was worth something. That even with the pain, the deaths, the heartaches he think he rightfully deserves, this one glimmer of happiness the Gods gave him, this beautiful soul that was cursed to love him and he was blessed to love as well.

Without hurt, without pain, someone went into his life and willing to stay.

“The sound of the fire never gives me warmth in winters, perhaps having one more person is why I no longer feel so cold.”

KAEYA never really had a moment in his life that he believed that someone was going to stay. And he too believed that when he first saw you. Even with new memories, even when the years went and go he truly thought that you too will go away. Such preciousness of a pearl was no match for him, rusting and broken. Fixed only to be cut and sold. Used and mended.

Everyone had their own idea of what the Cavalry Captain is really like. A womanizer. An alcoholic. Manipulative. . But Kaeya never minded the roles that society wanted him to play, rather embracing the accusations of his characters. But one thing that seemed to be true in all the gossips around the town is that he hold his secrets pretty well. Too well.

Even too you. You never really wanted to know, there’s this nagging feeling in your mind that he still not trusts you. After all, life can always go backwards but even so your lips will be sealed. That’s a promise you are willing to keep forever.

His eye. His life. He trusts you with his life, he gives you everything you wanted but maybe it wasn’t worth it to answer all of your questions maybe? Maybe he too believed that you too will drift like the wind, just like his past, or maybe it’s him, like a ship sinking in the seas that even with all these things he wants to say, he didn’t want to break that trust and love you had. That love he wants to hold, the person he wants to cherish for a lifetime.

He’ll do anything for you, and his secrets will only harm you even if you know deep down inside that he was harming you too.

“The day you learn the truth, is maybe the day we’ll bid adieu.”

KAVEH was kind, perhaps too much. He treats you so good, even when he doesn’t have enough. That was simply his character, always asking if you’re okay, if you want this or do that. For you, he was simply an angel who fell on earth. A beautiful person who longed to play and create, art and festive.

And perhaps that too was a facade. You find him once crying over a box of toys, and there you cried with him too. It was not important as to why he cried but making him happy, for his joy was one that made the vines grow in the old trees and the one that even rain could never cover. He told you what happened, his past, his “sins” and there you never realized what he was going through.

But that doesn’t mean you can be here for him from now. Kaveh, who blamed everything on himself, could never really grasp how understanding you are. Listening to his words, crying his tears—like that of a little boy finding his peace. That he never found, now as a tall child searching for answers. But still apologizing when he answers. How can he deserve to be loved without hurt. To confess his crimes and be rewarded with a bouquet of flowers.

He longed to be loved, but now he believes that for someone to hold him tight this lonely night, his chest no longer felt so heavy. His heart no longer felt so tight. As now, it is whole for you.

“Sleep tight, and may you rest in a blooming new day, sweetheart.”

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and i told the sun something about you

pairings: 5wirl x gn!reader

synopsis: the burdens of the past still in his shoulders and the journey to peace is hard and full of changes, it is no surpise that it all becomes too much... thankfully in the darkness of the night their lies the moon glowing and they watch as it becomes the comfort and light in the dark

tags: hurt and comfort, tragic pasts, emo depressed boys, fluff, i think idk, no angst i also think, thats basically it, i miss writing like this so much hehehehhehe

VENTI

He's at it again. You watch him sitting in his favorite spot, one that he always teased you that you can't ever reach. But that didn't really matter when you were more concerned that he never went down. He should've swayed with the townfolk, the cheers of his ballads were not to be heard.

"Venti!" you called out his name that night, and there he lied restless and unmoving all at once. That didn't really made you give up, instead, you climbed infront of his favorite statue. In hopes that you'll be on top and see his favorite view for the first time.

And be with him.

You saw the piles of wine scattered at the beaitiful and delicate hands of the statue, the same as the model they went by with it. And as you placed the human sized hands, his face finally meeting yours, you smiled.

"You were right, the view here is truly beautiful." You saw the moon on his eyes, and with it your light. And as he saw the moon in yours he can't help but wonder what truly was the difference between both.

XIAO

The conquerer of demons is no need of sleep, but you know damn well he is need of rest. He never came, and you were too scared to call. Maybe he'll lash out on you, maybe he won't even care. It's better to not humor yourself with the possibility if you try to call him.

As you walk on the lake, the familiar glaze lilies all bloom, swaying in the cold breeze. You can't help but feel someone missing at your side and as you start to miss him once more the sound of conflict can be heard near.

You saw him riddled with karmic debt, as you ran in the sound of danger. He was surpised to see you, but he was too tired to react. Finally happy to see him you hugged him soundly, and for the first time he dare not react. But there he sat on the grassy field and let himself go for a while, drifting comfortably to your hand on his, his head on your lap.

It was a vulnerable act, not one made by a yaksha. But he was no longer anyone when he's with you, he's just Xiao. And the moon as your only witness, for you that had always and will always be enough.

KAZUHA

One who's soul is too free can never love so eternally, but as the months went by you noticed that Kazuha still possessed shackles of his past. Even as he travelled miles and countries afar, the memories of it all never disappeared. He was but a human after all living in the world where Gods too can't move past yesterday.

After all those poems of longing and odes to joy, you look for him in the comforts of Liyue Harbor to see him standing by the sea–the direction of his home. You sat beside him, a smile on your face.

"Can't sleep?" He nodded, he was honest but with that he was not shy. Kazuha expressed what he truly felt in a way he wants you to see. He looks like someone with many secrets and stories but he'll easily share them with a stranger, his friend and even his foe.

His home was not as it was before and maybe its for the better. He found you. It maybe with the cost of his heart breaking a million pieces but he found you. And in these moments Kazuha learned to never regret, and appreciate the beauty beside him.

The moon. The stars. You.

HEIZOU

He was a humurous man, but that case really scarred him. There he searched for you and you almost had a heart attack when he embraced the love of his life. Both of your days are always like this, but the feeling of melancholia in his heart was evident in his face buried in your neck, in his fidgety arms that intertwined when they meet at your back.

"Heizou?" There was no response and it was not needed. But now he clings at your clothes causing you to fall to the floor and him patting your hands as his eyes finally let go of the comfort of your skin.

You smiled at his pouty face, causing him to whine then complain at how you were making the situation sadder and then grinning back when you actually thought he was serious. He had a bad day at work, but it wasn't one he needed to bring in your presence.

And he need not to hide away what happened, but it all disappeared when you were there. After all, he needs you everyday for that very reason. And he needs you all his life for that very same happiness. And he's glab you held his hand too on stormy nights and sunny skies. Just like he'll do yours.

Every single time.

WANDERER

He is one with many names, many secrets and many scars. All he hides, and some never see the light of day. Nowadays he tries to show who he is, what he's like but wha happened before all got thrown away. And one day it all came crashing down.

You looked for him everywhere after that fight, maybe he hates you now, maybe you should've closed your mouth shut. But he should've listened, and care what you wanted to say.

To let go and leave it all behind is nothing but a wish, but finding peace in the turmoil and darkness is our reality. And when you saw him in the balcony all by himself, he found your statement true.

The moon was absent today, but the sky never seemed so bright.

"I'm sorry." You stopped when he quietly mumbled an apology and as you hugged him tight, he doesn't need breathing anyway. He needs you, and he wants you for every living second you have.

It was a new beginning for him, and he has never been this excited before. To live a normal life, and for you to be his comfort and light.

hello guys muhahhahaha i miss writing in these anyways its a 80 followers yeheyyyy!!!! That makes me very happy anyways thank you for everything i love you so much i literally have a parasocial relationship with people who read these garbage i put out jk thank you so much and i hope you have a nice day :D i also didnt proof read this like always

[kavehnanginto]

encounter

04: daddy chill

"Uhm you are [name] right?" you hear the sound of a familiar uninterested (uninteresting) voice approaching you. He dressed laidback, that he was doing this for the 50th time just with a different person.

In truth he wasn't. He studied your scores, mistakes, intelligence and was now sweating bullets. How can a person be so dumb yet don't even try to hide it? It simply blew his mind that you were accepted in such prestigious school.

You didn't have a rich parent, or a charity? For him it was simply magic. As he sat down he thought of assessing your level of intelligence first.

"Do you know what nouns are?" He thought of you THIS low? Maybe you kinda gave that impression to many of your students and for the first time you realize.

Phone in your hand and a pen in the other you respond with ease. This went onto sometime, to the great classics of the past, to argumentative, jargons, idioms it was like your mind created an apocalypse. It felt like you were interrogated by a sexy cop, knowing damn well you're the criminal. Like Daddy chill please I'm dumb.

"I can't do this anymore, my mind is tired." You buried your face in the cold wooden table and then looked to the side and saw him still calculating your expression.

"I expected you to be way dumber, I give you that." He then dropped random candies in your view.

"Eat."

He treated you like a dog, and you liked it. Grinning ear-to-ear, you consumed all of it knowing damn well it was well deserved and even if it felt like Alhaitham watched like you were the sin of gluttony itself. You didn't care.

It was rich people candy.

"I bought that in a nearby convenience store and it was indeed convenient." He took the wrappers and disposed them in the garbage. "But please handle your own waste, I don't like it being unclean and filthy."

You will never listen to that advice let's be honest. And hourse flew by and the tutor session was finally closed. Realization hits when you willingly reviewed eng lit for the first time all because a hot guy gave you candy.

Even if Alhaitham did interrogate you and know you are about to pass out, its okay. The money is rolling and you finally have dinner.

Candy. Lots of it.

"I'll help you with your remidial assignments," he suddenly proposed. "Please don't be absent for our next session."

When the both of you finally exit the library, a final question was said:

"Why did you decide to tutor me?" He stopped at his tracks to look at you, then continued to exit the building.

In the moment where both of you were too distant for communication, his voice stopped you in walking away.

"Why not?"

encounter: prev. masterlist. next

alhaitham x reader smau

synopsis: after alhaitham accepted to tutor his token dumb classmate, the whole school started rumors and gossip to the unknown reason as to why while you were stuck dealing with him after that embarrassing encounter.

taglist: @crowbird @annathea-annoona @aixaingela @mimimimiaphwsgi @no3hg3nshin @winterpein @aloversoath

note: why did i get community label come on this whole smau is just to push my bottom alhaitham agenda

[kavehnanginto]

encounter

05: mere coincidence

encounter: prev. masterlist. next.

alhaitham x reader smau

synopsis: after alhaitham accepted to tutor his token dumb classmate, the whole school started rumors and gossip to the unknown reason as to why while you were stuck dealing with him after that embarrassing encounter.

taglist: @crowbird @annathea-annoona @aixaingela @mimimimiaphwsgi @no3hg3nshin @winterpein @aloversoath