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Hidden Secrets pt. 3

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this is the final part to this story.. angst has been delivered. Bakugo suffering has been delivered… Do I hate this? yes. Could I have done better? probably yes. But I knew this was how I wanted this to end.. I just don’t think it was good enough T-T

The wedding was on the Saturday of that week. The days after Haru’s doctors appointment were filled with him and Bakugo spending time together. Also you and Bakugo getting to know one another all over again. You two were slowly beginning to be able to have conversations that didn’t end in awkward silence. So you agreed to just let Haru go with Hitoshi to get ready for the wedding, and you would ride over with Bakugo.

Bakugo let himself into Hitoshi and Denki’s house, so he could wait downstairs for you. You had teased him about not having anything nice to wear, but since his climb to the top he has had to accumulate more nice clothes. Hero galas, banquets, and events were a big part of the job. He decided to keep it simple, and was wearing an expensive pair of black pants, with a dark green button up shirt and black tie. The wedding wasn’t entirely formal.. After all this was Denki we were talking about.

“Y/N would you hurry up?” Bakugo called out, scrolling through his phone, “I want to see Haru before the wedding,”

“Calm down hot head I’m in here,” You laughed, grabbing your purse off the counter. Bakugo looked up, and his eyes widened a little bit.

Your hair was pinned up in a simple updo, your front pieces framing your face. He had always loved the way you did your make up for nights of going out, a simple look with eyeliner and a colored lipgloss. That’s exactly what you had done for tonight. You had already shown him your dress. A strapless light blue one that was tight against your body throughout. Except it had an added on piece that you fastened around your waist that flowed down to the floor perfectly, and split open in the front.

“You uh-” Bakugo had felt like a nervous kid, picking up his date for prom. You looked up at him and smiled softly.

“Cleaned up nice right? So did you,” You smiled, grabbing a change of clothes for Haru so he didn’t ruin his mini tux at the reception, “We should get going yeah?”

“Yeah, yes, totally,” Bakugo smiled, opening the front door. You walked out and down the sidewalk towards his car. Bakugo smiled as he watched you walk, his mind coming up with the words angel, elegant, and a lot more overly affectionate words that he didn’t want to repeat.

The car ride was mostly silent, the two of you just humming along to songs. Bakugo asking the occasional question about something to do with Haru. When you both got there, you snuck into the back to see Haru. Who let out squeals as he rushed towards the two of you. Squeezing Bakugo tightly when he hugged him. The two of you wished him luck, and went to find your seats. Both of you grinning as the wedding party ended, and out walked Haru. His face, that was so much like Bakugo’s, was bright red as he focused exceptionally hard on making sure the rings didn’t fall. The ceremony was sweet, and you could’ve swore you saw Bakugo shed a few tears.

Bakugo caught onto somethings too. Like when you guys snuck in to find Haru, and Kirishima’s eyes lit up when he saw you. When Kirishima walked down as one of Denki’s groomsmen, and he made it a point to send a wink your way when he walked past.. Your cheeks flushed red slightly when he did. Then after the ceremony, when the wedding party was taking pictures out front of the venue, Kirishima and you kept staring at one another. Surely it was all in his head though, if the two of you were together he would have mentioned it or you would have.

After dinner was served at the reception, and the dance floor was open. Bakugo refused for a second, until Haru came running up and tugging on him.

“Please Mr. Bakugo!” He whined, “Deku is out there and I neeeed you to introduce me!”

You smiled a little, watching the two. Bakugo rolled his eyes jokingly, before letting Haru drag him out there. Deku was dancing with Ochako, when he turned around and smiled at Bakugo. Crouching down to say hello to Haru, who’s eyes went as wide as saucers. You watched the scene lovingly, until a slow song came on and Eri whisked Haru away. Haru had a huge crush on the teenager, and she promised him a dance. Bakugo made eye contact with you, and you smiled getting up to join him on the floor.

“Want to dance Blasty?” You teased, holding your hand out. He rolled his eyes and pulled you in. One hand resting on your hip, and the other holding your hand. You placed your free hand against his arm, smiling up at him.

“This has actually been fun, getting to see everyone,” Bakugo mumbled, his eyes finally meeting yours. You nodded, grinning up at him, “It makes me wonder about if this is how things would have been, if we would have been public back then,”

“Yeah, maybe,” You sighed, staring up at him. Trying to imagine all of the events you two would have gone to. Maybe even the wedding you two would have had. Bakugo’s mom definitely would have been so picky about your dress. Haru would have been there, maybe just as a baby though.

“Maybe, and don’t rip my head off, it’s not too-”

“Hey man, mind if I steal Y/N away?” Kirishima snuck up out of nowhere. Your smile softened again, your entire attention on Kirishima. Bakugo let go of you slowly, watching how easily you went into Kirishima’s arms. Watching how you wrapped your arms around his neck, letting him wrap his around your waist and pulling you closer to him. The two of you were speaking so quietly, that he couldn’t hear over the music. With the way you played with a few pieces of Kirishima’s loose hair from his man bun, and the way his thumbs rubbed your lower back ever so gently.. He knew.. Bakugo knew he was too late.

He stepped off the floor and went outside. Watching from the window as you two laughed and smiled together. When the song ended, you broke apart only to let Haru in. Kirishima swinging him around dramatically, and you laughing as you danced with the two of them. The three of you looked like a genuine family. In a way you were.. Kirishima had been there for all of those big moments too. He had been there for the scratches, for the first words, the first steps. Every Christmas, New Years and every birthday. He would be there when Haru started school, when he got into UA one day.

You caught sight of Bakugo standing outside, and excused yourself to go out and see what was happening.

“Hey, party is inside you know?” You laughed, walking up to him. Bakugo looked at you, his eyebrows creased in the middle. Just like Haru’s did when he got upset.

“How long have you and Red been together?” Bakugo asked quietly, but his voice sounded exactly like yours the day you left.

“What, what do you mean?” You laughed, and Bakugo shook his head.

“Y/n please don’t bullshit me,” Bakugo sighed, “I just thought that maybe you and I could-”

“Could what Bakugo?” Your voice was sad, because you knew what was coming, “There is no coming back from what happened four years ago, I just wanted to try and be your friend, so we could coexist for Haru,”

“Coexist?” Bakugo scoffed, “So while your screwing my best friend, we get to just coexist?”

You took a step back from him, your eyes narrowing.

“Haru’s second birthday,”

“What?”

“Haru’s second birthday is the first time Eijirou kissed me, because I was sobbing over the fact you weren’t apart of it, he has terrible timing,” Your voice was low, “So then we both apologized, agreed to be friends, and over the past two years I have fallen in love with him,”

“Y/n, I really don’t-”

“The other night, when you and Haru fell asleep on the couch? We both confessed because it’s time for me to actually be happy,” You were slowly starting to cry, “Us being together is in no way my form of getting back at you, it is me just trying to do something for myself for the first time in four years Bakugo,”

“So what? You and Shitty Hair move in together, and I get cut out of the picture, just watch you two raise my kid?” Bakugo snapped and you shook your head, laughing sarcastically.

“Our kid, he is our kid,” You wiped the stray tears, “And I want you apart of his life, apart of all our lives, Eijirou has no intentions of replacing you as his father Bakugo, and wants to watch you step up and be that for him,”

Bakugo stared at the ground.

“You can hate me all you want Katsuki, you can say that this is me trying to hurt you, but for four years of my life I have done nothing but take care of our kid, my life has revolved around nothing but him and trying to do what’s right for him,” Bakugo finally looked up at you as you continued to speak.

“Y/N, listen,” He wanted to tell you then that he was still in love with you. He wanted to explain why he did what he did to you. Yet he knew that he couldn’t do that to you, because you deserved to be happy again. You deserved someone like Kirishima, who would love you proudly and with no question..

“I don’t hate you for falling in love with Kirishima, I can’t blame you for doing it, he has done the things I haven’t done,” Bakugo sighed in defeat, “Not just for Haru but for you, so I’m sorry for being such a dick about it, I guess I just got scared that this meant you didn’t want me to..”

“I want you there for Haru, and I would really like for us to be friends, plus I think Eijirou really does miss his best friend,” You smiled sadly, and Bakugo nodded, pulling you into a tight hug. He rested his chin against the top of your head, and rubbed your back quietly.. He had lost you, and there was nothing he could do to take that back.

Bakugo was sure he felt his heart breaking, just like it did the night you found out. Everything in him was screaming for him to break down. For him to walk in and punch Kirishima in the jaw for taking you from him. The small part of rational thinking won that argument though, knowing that this wasn’t Kirishima’s fault. It was his own, he was the one who lost you. He was the one who broke you down to nothing. He didn’t get to be mad at how you put yourself back together.

You two broke apart, and you smiled up at him before walking back in. Both you and Kirishima spoke about what happened, before he pulled you into a kiss in front of everyone. Sero and Kaminari were screaming, chanting as they watched the red head. Shinsou covered Haru’s eyes jokingly.. Even Midoriya clapped as he watched the two of you become a public relationship. No one noticed Bakugo sneaking away and climbing in his car to go.

—-eleven years later

A now fifteen year old Haru was running frantically around the house. Trying to gather everything he would need for his first day at UA. Books, notebooks, pens and pencils.. You had his tie laying out for him downstairs on the front room’s table. So he should be prepared and ready to go.

“Dad?!” He called out, and out poked Kirishima’s head from the kitchen. His smile bright as he looked at the young man in front of him.

“Yeah Ru? What do you need?” Kirishima grinned, walking out into the hall. Haru looked frantic, as if he was about to lose his mind.

“I just, what if I, you know.. Mess this up?” Haru frowned, looking down at his feet. Kirishima shook his head, grabbing Haru’s shoulders to gain his attention.

“You won’t, okay? Just breathe and know that your mom and I are so proud of you, for everything that you’ve accomplished,” Kirishima pulled him into a hug, “You’re going to kill it on your first day bud, I know you will,”

“Thanks Dad,” Haru smiled, hugging him back tightly, “I shouldn’t be this worried after all, Uncle Hitoshi is my teacher so I mean not like he is going to be a hard ass,”

Kirishima laughed loudly, letting Haru go. You walked downstairs, holding your’s and Kirishima’s five year old daughter Kari. Kari’s smile got twice as big at the sight of her older brother, wiggling out of your arms to go to him. Haru picked her up, giving her a hug, before trading her off to Kirishima.

“Walk me at least half way Ma?” Haru suggested nervously, and you nodded, walking to grab your coat. You both waved goodbye to Kirishima and Kari, closing the door behind you.

“I am so proud of you, you know that right?” You grinned, reaching for his hand to give it a light squeeze. You half expected him to drop your hand immediately, but he held yours just as tight.

“Not that I care, but do you think he would be as well?” Haru whispered, and your smiled dropped a little.

After the wedding, Bakugo disappeared again for another six years. Showing up to Haru’s tenth birthday, unannounced and uninvited. Trying his best to get Haru to talk to him. Haru knew the truth at that point though, about who is father was.. And decided then he wanted nothing to do with him. Bakugo tried everything to get him to talk to him, but Haru refused. Screaming in Bakugo’s face that his father was Kirishima, and that he wanted nothing to do with a scum bag like him.

“I think he would, yes,” You smiled softly, and Haru grinned dropping your hand. Your son who was now almost taller than you, pulled you into a tight hug. The two of you waved goodbye as he walked the rest of the way to UA. He moved into the dorms yesterday, but decided to stay the night at home one more night before classes. So this was it, you would see him on the weekends sometimes and on holidays and breaks.

When the blond walked up to the school, there was a crowd of people swarming the front of the school. A mix of paparazzi, and fans all screaming about something. He pushed through the crowd and his entire mood changed. His eyebrows creased together as he looked at the Number One hero standing in front of the school. Welcoming all of the new incoming students.

Bakugo looked up at his almost carbon copy, who’s hair hung down like Kirishima’s used to when he wouldn’t style it. Haru glared as he walked past him, but Bakugo stopped him and frowned down at him.

“Hey Haru, I’m glad to see-”

“Shut your damn mouth, how’s life at the top Katsuki?” Haru seethed through clenched teeth, throwing a glare back at all of the paparazzi, “I wonder what all of them would think if they knew you had a kid that you walked out on?”

“That’s not fair your mother-”

“Don’t say a damn word about my mother, I know the truth now, about how you cheated on her, were given a chance to know me back when I was younger, but then just refused,” Haru ripped his arm away from Bakugo, “You walked away from me because you’re a coward, and I promise you when I graduate this school, I’m destroying you, you bastard.”

Haru walked towards the door of UA, to begin his own story of becoming the Number One hero. As Bakugo stared at everything he had lost, his eyes focusing at the small Red Riot key chain that was clipped to the teen’s book bag. Bakugo turned back towards the other approaching students, smiling and shaking their hands. Ignoring the aching pain that was in his heart as he realized that there was no one else he could blame now, but himself.

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kats-baku1999 · 3 years ago

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PLEASE TAG ME IN PART THREE OF HIDDEN SECRETS I WANT HIM TO BLEED AND SUFFER AND CRY. HOMEGIRL SHOULD NOT BE THE ONE CRYING AND SAYING SORRY

NOTHING MAKES ME LAUGH MORE THAN YOUR GUYS REACTIONS TO THIS SERIES..

LET ME JUST GIVE A HINT… KIRISHIMA IS VERY MUCH INVOLVED IN THE NEXT PART

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kats-baku1999 · 3 years ago

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Hidden Secrets, Part Two.

wait I can’t believe you guys actually like part one (read that here) I was so insecure about posting it. I’m glad, I’m so glad. Everyone was asking for Bakugo’s suffering so here it is…

READ PART THREE HERE

warnings: I won’t even lie to you all, I have father problems, so this writing hit a little close to home. if in any way you think it’ll hurt or upset you, please don’t read any further okay? mentions of cheating and sex too. also there is some momo slander. I am so sorry.

It was as if the entire world stopped spinning for a second. Kirishima took a step in front of you and Haru, standing chest to chest with Bakugo. Bakugo glared at him, before looking at you. Every ounce of anger you felt towards him began bubbling up. There was so much you wanted to say. So much you wanted to scream at him. You couldn’t yet though, not in front of Haru.

“Kirishima, will you take Haru to your office? I know how excited he has been to see it since the renovation,” You forced a smile, and looked at your son who’s middle brow was creased, which was a for sure sign he was worrying about something, “It’s alright Ru, I will come meet you in there soon,”

“Yeah, come on little monster, I have a huge TV in there now!” Kirishima’s tone did not match the glare on his face, “The conference room is open you two,”

“Thank you Ei, have fun sweetheart,” Haru released himself from you, and let Kirishima take him. He perked his head back over Kirishima’s shoulder and gave you a small wave with his tiny little hand. You forced another smile and waved back, before turning around to face your ex boyfriend. His face was still frozen in shock, as he watched his old best friend walk off with the tiny little human.

“Please tell me what the fuck-”

“Go to the conference room, now.” You snapped and stomped away from him. Bakugo followed after, the boots of his hero costume echoing on the floor of the lobby. He clicked the door behind him as soon as he was in the same room as you.

“So did you just plan on never fucking telling me I had a kid?!” Bakugo yelled, his voice echoing. You turned around and glared at him, “When the fuck did you even find out you were pregnant?”

“Oh, I found out a few days before I found out you were cheating on me,” You laughed dryly, “I was going to tell you that night, but I got a little side tracked,”

“Bullshit absolute bullshit, you should have told me!” Bakugo yelled, not backing down, “Four fucking years! Four!”

“Cut the bullshit Bakugo, I came to your office two weeks before he was born, I ran into Momo and she said you would call me, that night I get a simple text that says you wanted nothing to do with him,” You yelled, jabbing a finger into his chest, “Then you just mysteriously move away with Momo, and no one hears from you, and now you are in Kirishima’s office demanding to know things?!”

“What the fuck are you talk about?! What text?!” Bakugo yelled, grabbing your hand and moving it away from him, “I just found out about the kid today! You still haven’t even confirmed that he was mine?!”

“Take one fucking look at him and tell me he isn’t yours, the only thing that even convinced me he might be from some magical conception is that he is so sensitive and caring!”

“(Y/N) what fucking messages? We haven’t talked since the night you left?” Bakugo’s voice lowered, “I promise you, if I would have known about him I would have, I would have-”

“What? Come back to me? Be with me?” Your voice was monotone and cold, he felt like he was talking to a stranger. A stranger that hates him.

“I mean, yeah maybe, or at least I would’ve been there for his first steps, words, breath, just anything,” Bakugo’s anger was subsiding for the first time in years, “Momo, that day, I know what you’re talking about, because she told me that her and I would never be happy as long as we were here,”

“Oh wow, so the person who you cheated on me with was also a liar, what a shock,” You scoffed, “Sorry, I’m sorry, I heard about her and Todoroki, and their affair,”

Bakugo paused for a second, shocked by your apology. Also by the fact that you even knew. It wasn’t public knowledge yet, considering it just happened two weeks ago. That was the one reason Kirishima was even acknowledging his presence again. He was the one who found them together, and despite his anger towards him, at one point Bakugo was his best friend. So he called him, told him to come to the bar he was at. When Bakugo got there, he found Momo practically on top of Todoroki. A poor, still oblivious, Todoroki who was convinced that Momo had left Bakugo. That she had called off their two year engagement.

“I didn’t realize Kirishima told you, still don’t know how he failed to mention my son-”

“Hey, don’t do that okay? Be mad at me for not trying harder, but don’t be mad at Kirishima, he knew if he would have said anything he wouldn’t have been able to see Haru anymore,” You sat down in one of the chairs, “To be honest, I had just planned on you never finding out,”

“That isn’t fair (Y/n), he is my son.” Bakugo’s tone of voice was frustrated and angry. He didn’t want to be mad at you, he knew he couldn’t be mad at you.

“No, he is my son, mine, I’ve done everything, I was there for all of the bruises and scratches, for when he got into my hair gel to try and make himself look like Kirishima, for his birthdays and Christmases, you weren’t there,” You snapped, “Sharing his genetics does not make him your son,”

“No but you don’t get to hold this shit against me, it wasn’t my fault,” Bakugo fired back.

“You’re the one who fucked her,” You sneered. Standing up again, running your hand through your hair, “You cheated on me with her, you chose her over me, you don’t get to be the victim here either, I don’t even get to be the victim, the only person who deserves to even act like the victim is my son,”

“I’m here now, I know now, and I want nothing more but than to get to know him,” Bakugo looked at you with pleading eyes, “To be apart of his life, of your life,”

“I don’t know, I can’t just tell him that you’re his dad, he has been asking for the past year, and he has so much more going on already,” You laughed, “He doesn’t have his quirk yet, it’s becoming evident that he might not ever have his quirk, so how do I tell him that his dad is the number one hero, and a person he idolizes?”

“So you’ve faulted me because my ex fiancé was a psychopath who didn’t think I needed to know about my son, and now because I’m the number one hero- wait, he doesn’t have his quirk?”

“No, no he doesn’t, that’s why we are in town, for Denki and Hitoshi’s wedding, and to see a doctor,” You explained, the tears finally spilling over, “I can’t just dump this on him too Bakugo, please, you have to understand,”

“I do, okay I do, but please I can’t just let you walk away today with him and not do anything, I have to know him, but I don’t want to make this a problem bigger than it needs to be,” Bakugo grabbed your shoulders, “Please don’t make me villain here, okay I don’t want to be,”

“As much as I want to, I can’t, I know I can’t it wouldn’t be fair to him,” You grabbed his hands off your shoulders and held them for a second, a small sob threatening to escape your throat, “But please don’t take him from me, he’s all I have,”

Bakugo stopped and tightened his grip on your hands. Forcing you to look up at him. His eyebrows were creased, furrowed up exactly like Haru’s always did. The same look of concern Haru’s always had on his face when you said something close to sad.

“I wouldn’t think about taking him away, so get that shitty ass thought out of your head right now,” Bakugo sighed, “He doesn’t even have to know I’m his father right now, not until your ready, but I would like to be your friend, your friend that comes around him, your friend that he gets to know like he knows Kirishima,”

“Okay, okay,” You mumbled, nodding your head, “You can pick us up and take us to his doctor’s appointment, then we can all go out with Kirishima after so he feels more comfortable, we can start there,”

“Okay, let’s start there,” Bakugo let go of your hands slowly, “Does he you know like anything?”

“Yes, Bakugo he likes things, heroes specifically, are you going to blow up this office if I say Deku is his favorite?” You wiped the tears off your face, and finally bust out laughing at Bakugo’s groan that followed, “I’m going to grab Haru, I’ll have Kirishima send you my number okay?”

“Okay, thank you, let me know about the doctors thing.”

You gave him a small nod and walked out of the room. Stopping the bathroom to rinse off the tears. When you opened up the door to Kirishima’s office, you found Haru staring at the large tv completely awe struck by the footage of Midoriya fighting alongside Bakugo. One of their earlier fights, they were just barely pros. You remembered it because that was when he and Shinso agreed to work together. That was the fight that introduced you to him.

— a few days later

“Momma, you’re doing your upset walk,” Haru whispered, as if he was telling some kind of secret. Shinso snorted into his coffee, and earned him self a dirty look from you.

“Your mother is just nervous over seeing her friend small human,” Shinso called you out, and earned another dirty look.

“Momma is friends with Dynamight, Uncle Toshi! She has even met Deku!” Haru’s eyes were sparkling as he said it, waving around his Deku plushie.

“You know, I’ve worked with Deku before, almost beat him-”

“In the sports festival, yes Uncle Toshi we knowwww,” Haru groaned, having heard the story at least fifty time. It was your turn to laugh. Haru loved Shinso, but when it came to his favorite heroes, being ranked under his own fiancé was a bit of a sting.. So poor Shinso tries to impress the kid every chance he can.

“You’ve told him the story at least ten times,” You backed up your son, shrugging your shoulders.

“You know, I was in the room when you came into this world little man, I deserve some props as a hero,” Shinso groaned, and Haru just laughed, taking another bite of his cereal.

“I know, but you’re a hero like you know a dad would be,” Haru said casually and both of you froze. He was trying so desperately to figure out what it meant to have a Dad. The last time Kirishima came to visit, he had even asked him if he was his dad because of their red eyes, and how Kirishima is always there for his big moments. Then he asked you if Shinso was his dad, because they both liked cats.

“Haru, our ride is here, we better go outside okay?” You smiled, changing the subject, “Give Toshi a hug!”

Haru jumped down and gave Shinso a quick hug. You grabbed your things, and your files about Haru’s past doctor’s appointments. After he grabbed his backpack you walked over and kissed Shinso’s cheeks, mouthing a quick apology. He waved you off.

“Let me know how it goes,” He smiled, and you knew he wasn’t just talking about the doctors appointment.

You picked up Haru and carried him outside. Bakugo waved at you both, and Haru hid his face again. Although he was excited to get to meet one of his heroes, he was also terrified. Bakugo pouted a little bit, and you gave him a small glare. He straightened up and forced a smile.

“I just need to grab his seat!” You forced a smile, trying to avoid how awkward this was. Bakugo shook his head.

“Nope, I bought one, it’s got all the things,” Bakugo sounded proud of himself, you raised an eyebrow but walked towards his car. He opened the door and you saw a seat, one of the ones with a cup holder, and in it was a collectible Deku doll that Haru had wanted for months. Along with a signed picture of him.

“Haru, look,” You whispered, making sure to tell Bakugo later that he can’t just buy his love. Haru’s face lit up though, and he quickly jumped down out of your arms. He grabbed the doll and picture, looking at you with wide eyes.

“Thank you Mr. Dynamight sir!” Haru grinned, before climbing in his seat so you could buckle him in. Bakugo stood behind you, and you could practically feel the grin radiating off of him.

“Call me Katsuki kid, all of my friends do,” Bakugo smiled, and got in the drivers seat. You walked over to the other side, and climbed into the passenger seat.

The ride was quiet, just the sounds of Haru playing with his new toy in the background. Neither you or Bakugo knew what to say to one another. So you just sat in comfortable silence, looking through Haru’s main doctor’s notes. Then Haru needed to blow his nose, and out of habit you opened up the glove box to grab a tissue as if you were in your own car. Inside it though you found Bakugo’s necklace that had matched yours, that you gave back to him when you left. You grabbed a tissue and handed it back to Haru.

“Yours is hanging up on the rearview mirror of my other car,” Bakugo mumbled, his eyes not leaving the road. You studied the side of his face, just nodding in response. It was odd that after all of this time he still had that dumb thing. You two had gotten them on your fourth time of hanging out, he had found them at a festival he made some appearance at. They were cheap, but you both wore them all of the time. The necklaces meant something to both of you, the day you took yours off was the day you knew it was over.

The rest of the ride felt tense. You felt silly over thinking the necklace. You figured he would have thrown them away at this point. When you finally got to the hospital, Bakugo went and found a parking spot. He went to walk in with you two but you shook your head.

“I’m not ready for the rumors to start surrounding Haru, so would you mind just hanging out here?” You whispered.

“Oh, yeah no you’re right, I’ll be here,” Bakugo nodded his head, looking a little disappointed. You climbed out of the car and grabbed Haru, who waved a tiny hand at Bakugo as the two of you walked towards the entrance.

You weren’t in the waiting room for long till you were called into the exam room. They did a few X-rays, and tests, on Haru. Then after about an hour you were sitting in the Doctor’s office as Haru played with his toys on the floor. The doctor say down across from you and showed you all of the test results.

“Well the good news is, Haru will most definitely have a quirk, his body is already adjusted to what his quirk would be,” The doctor smiled, “I’m guessing his father’s quirk has something to do with nitroglycerin?”

“Uh well we don’t actually know much about his father,” You lied, knowing Haru was paying attention now.

“Well Haru has high levels of it in his sweat glands according to the tests, but my only concern is that I think he has some kind of mental block keeping him from using his quirk,” The doctor explained, “You’re quirkless correct?”

“Uh yes sir, I am,” You nodded your head. Haru walked over to you and grabbed your hand. So you put him in your lap.

“Maybe he just won’t use his quirk because he doesn’t want to be different from you, since you are his sole provider,”

“No that’s not it,” Haru interrupted and you both looked at him, “It’s not Mommy’s fault, I just want to use my quirk when Dad comes back for us,”

You felt your heart break into a million pieces.

“Haru sweetie, have you known about your quirk?” You whispered, and he nodded his head sadly.

“I accidentally blew up Mira’s doll at the playground, but made her promise to not tell her parents so you wouldn’t know,” Haru hung his head, and avoided eye contact. Like he did whenever he thought he was going to be in trouble.

“Haru you could’ve told me, then we wouldn’t have had to do all these tests, why didn’t you-”

“I just wanted dad to be the one to help me,” Haru cut you off again, his eyes watering. You let out a sigh and pulled him closer to you. The doctor nodded his head, smiling softly at you.

The two of you walked out to the car again. Bakugo’s head perked up at the sight of you both. He jumped out of the car and opened the door for you to put Haru in. Bakugo raised an eyebrow at the sad look on his face, and then looked at you.

“Tell me he has his quirk? Or at least a hope of one?” Bakugo asked, and you closed Haru’s door. Glaring at Bakugo, before walking over to your door. You climbed in the car and didn’t say a word until you got the park where Kirishima was meeting you guys.

“Hey, Haru why don’t you go with Uncle Ei and play while I talk to Katsuki?” You smiled at Haru, who climbed out of his seat and went to Kirishima who had opened the door for him. Kirishima closed the door and walked away with Haru. Bakugo looked towards you with a raised eyebrow.

“Why did you do it?” You whispered and Bakugo just looked even more confused, “Why did you fuck all of this up?”

“What do you mean?” Bakugo’s tone was proof enough that he was annoyed. Not necessarily at you, but more so at the fact he could see Kirishima playing with his son so effortlessly.

“Cheat on me, leave me alone to raise him, leave him confused and upset because all he wanted was his dad,” Your eyes started water, tears threatening to spill over. Bakugo turned his head back towards you, your words stinging a little bit.

“I didn’t leave you alone, I didn’t know.” His voice was stern, “You can’t make me out to be the dead beat father in this situation (Y/n) I would have been there for him if I would have known he was alive,”

You let out a sigh of defeat, making eye contact with him. Bakugo felt his heart break at the look in your eyes. You looked.. Defeated.

“I know, I know it’s my fault okay?” You whispered, “I should have never kept him from you, I should have told you I was pregnant but I was selfish, and hurt, and-”

You were sobbing now. Your words falling off. Bakugo unbuckled your seat belt, and pulled you over the center console so you were sitting on him. He hugged you, tightly. Letting you let out every single sob, as he rubbed your back. You cling onto his shirt as you buried your face in his shoulder.

“I know why you were mad, and I don’t blame you but (Y/n), I would have been there for you both if I would have know,” He whispered against you, you pulled your head back and looked at him.

“I know, and I’m sorry, I still hate what you did to me, to our relationship, but Haru deserves to know his father,” You sighed, Bakugo reached up and wiped some of the stray make up on your face.

“So we’ll tell him?” He smiled hopefully, and you nodded.

“Eventually, eventually we will tell him, but for now I just want you to get to know him, ease him into it,” His smile faded a little but he knew you were right.

Bakugo stared at you and it settled in for him that it was never Momo. It was never once her for him, it was you. Back then, he was too scared to let himself admit it. Despite how long you two had been together when his affair with Momo started, he was scared. Scared of how much he could love a single person. Then he felt guilty because he had no reason to have that fear. He grew up watching his parents have that kind of love. It was his own selfish mindset that pushed him to that decision.. That pushed him to losing you.

You crawled back into your seat, flipping the visor down. Bakugo watched as you wiped the make up off your face. You turned back to look at him, smiling a little.

"I have a proposition for you, if you want to spend more time with him?" Your voice sounded a little nervous, and Bakugo grinned a little nodding his head, "Go to the wedding with us to the wedding? I mean you and Denki were friends right?"

"Are you sure? I mean I know how all of them must feel about me?" Bakugo laughed a little, and you shook your head looking back at Haru and Kirishima.

"They all love Ru, so much, so I think they will understand why I want you there, and besides Hitoshi does nothing but tell me to get back in the dating game," You rolled your eyes, and Bakugo laughed at you a little bit.

"How long has it been since you've been on a date if Dead Eyes is making jokes about it?" Bakugo was half teasing, and half curious what the answer was.

"Oh don't you start asshole, I have been raising our kid," You laughed, a genuine laugh. A laugh that made Bakugo's heart do some kind of internal flip. He smiled softly at you.

"You said our kid," He whispered, and you blushed a little.

"Our kid who is staring in here trying to figure out what's wrong," You laughed, pointing towards Haru who now had an adorable pout on his face. You climbed out of the car and ran towards him, picking him up and spinning him all crazy like. Bakugo smiled as he watched you two together. Realizing that all he ever wanted in life was right here, and in his reach again.

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tagging all of the people who replied to hidden secrets part one <3

there is going to be a part three, and i promise for everyone who asked for bakugo suffering.. it is coming because i am feeling evil >:]

@girl-who-likes-cold-bois , @leximoron , @shyonigirichan , @tspice283 , @heyomie , @beigeunburdened , @xoxo-teddybear , @silentw-lkr , @semhal , @justmewoo , @jazzylove , @nolimitsam , @da1chisjuicywatermelons , @ayoooooooooooo

#bakugou x reader #bakugo x reader #katsuki bakugo fic #katsuki x reader #reader insert mha #bakugo angst

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kats-baku1999 · 3 years ago

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Hey your going to do a part to of the Secrets one right?

Yes! Sorry guys I am trying to get everything done and out but I’m in the process of moving. If you want to be added to a tag list please tell me below!!!

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kats-baku1999 · 3 years ago

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Could you link to where it was stolen

I think the story was taken down along with the account because I can’t find them anymore!

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kats-baku1999 · 3 years ago

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Wow I’m so sad I even have to do this, but if everyone could please help me out I would appreciate it. The author of this story stole my original work, Hold Back. It’s called Let You Go in her story, and she took both parts from me. If you could all please help me in getting her to take it down I would genuinely appreciate it. I filed a complaint already and reported.

I’m assuming that the other stories in there are stolen too. Which is honestly disgusting. Do not take from people who do their best to write things, and work hard on these things. It isn’t okay or fair.

Whoever you are, if for some chance you follow me, just know that it is in no way shape or form to steal people’s work. It’s beyond disrespectful. So please, just take it down. Write your own stories and I’m sure people would love them. But this? This is beyond fucking rude.

#my hero academia #bnha bakugou #bnha imagine #mha x reader #bnha eijiro kirishima #dabi is touya #bnha fanfiction #bnha shoto #todoroki shoto #todoroki angst #stolen work #stolen fanfiction #please help

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kats-baku1999 · 3 years ago

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I’m assuming that the other stories in there are stolen too.

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kats-baku1999 · 3 years ago

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Will there be a part two for Hidden Secret?🥺

yes! Part two is coming I promise, I’m trying to finish up some other things I’ve been working on, on top of trying to get ready to move, so it might be a little delayed! It’s coming though <3

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kats-baku1999 · 3 years ago

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hi! just wanted to know if minors were allowed on this blog?

Hi! So, I know this is going to be considered “wrong” for me to say, but I don’t really have anything against minors interacting with my blog. I would prefer 16+, because yes there are mature topics like smut… but really I know even if minors don’t interact with the posts, they’re still reading it.

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kats-baku1999 · 3 years ago

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Ewwww please don’t let bakugou get to be in the kids life I despise cheaters being happy

I just cackled y’all really hate my man Bakugo in that story 😂 part two is coming! I can’t promise he doesn’t not meet his kid, but I can promise he suffers more

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kats-baku1999 · 3 years ago

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Hidden Secrets

OKAY SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG @ryouguji , I hope this lives up to your expectations of angst & such. Thank you for the idea, I just had to brain storm on it for a little bit to think of how to make it angsty. I really hate the ending of it I won't lie. I didn't know how to cut it off. I hope this is okay, thank you again for the request!

warnings: pregnant reader, mentions of cheating, angsty angst stuff

For the past few weeks, things between you and Bakugo had been strained and weird. You were sure it was because of your recent request to go public with your relationship, considering you were tired of being a secret. He had avoided the question, and never really touched on it again. Which you were fine with, considering how annoyed you were he was avoiding it. Up until a few days ago, you were fine with the short conversations in passing, and small pecks here and there. After all you hadn't been feeling the best lately, and your emotions were all over the place, so dealing with his attitude was the least of your worries. Then it settled in, you had missed your period, and you were showing more than three early signs of pregnancy. So you went to the nearest convenience store, and bought three pregnancy tests. Sure enough, you had three sticks with six little pink lines.

Excited couldn't even begin to explain how you felt, after all you were certain that Bakugo was it for you. The fact he was even with you always surprised you, considering you weren't a pro hero. In fact you just worked for Shinso at his agency, as a publicist. You had met Bakugo when he had partnered up with Shinso for a mission, and it ended with you having to do damage control for both of their images, thanks to Bakugo's temper and Shinso's smart ass mouth. Which also ended up with you and Bakugo getting into a heated argument... And then a heated make-out session. At first you both kept your relationship a secret from everyone, but then eventually filled in both your friends.. Who were all excited for you guys. Then it was just a secret from the general public.

Now it didn't have to be though, now you two could be out in the open. You were ready for everyone to know, especially since you were going to have his child. Maybe this would help him get over that little bit of anxiety over this. Both of you could be more open, you just had to tell him. So here you were, cooking his favorite dinner, and preparing the surprise for telling him. You didn't want to be too cheesy with him, so you just placed the tests and the ultrasound from your appointment earlier into a gift box. You planned on giving it to him after dinner.

"I'm home," You heard from the front door of your shared apartment, so you peaked your head around the corner to see him taking off his shoes and jacket.

"Hi my love," You cooed, your sweet tone catching him off guard. You walked over and stood on your tip toes to kiss his cheek, trying your best to ignore the way he tensed up.

"Are you cooking?" Bakugo asked, and you nodded your head, "Why are you home so early, you are usually here later?"

"Toshi let me have the day, I told him we needed a night all to ourselves," You grabbed his hand and led him to the kitchen, "So I thought I could make your favorites, and then we could catch up on our shows?"

"I made plans, I didn't know that you were doing all of this brat," Bakugo smiled, but it looked sad almost, "I am so sorry, I can cancel,"

"Oh! No, no, I didn't realize you had plans," You forced a smile, feeling guilty for trying to dump all of this on him, "Could we talk when you get back?"

"Yeah if I'm not too late, you know how Kirishima and Kaminari can be, they're idiots," Bakugo laughed, before kissing your forehead gently, "I really am sorry,"

"Don't be, have fun, I'll wait up okay?" You smiled softly at him.

Bakugo left a few minutes later, and left you alone. You were a little sad that your plans were ruined. That was okay though, because that was the longest conversation you two had had in weeks. So all you had to do was wait for him to get home tonight, and surely things would be back to normal.. Better than normal. To kill time, also to ease your nerves, you decided to take a small walk.. Also to go buy snacks at the convenience store.

"(Y/n)?" You heard a familiar voice, and turned around to see Kirishima walking towards you. His hair was down, and he was wearing a sweatshirt and sweatpants.

"Hm? Kiri? You seem more dressed down than my my boyfriend did for guys night?" You laughed nervously, holding your bag of chips against your chest. Kirishima raised an eyebrow at you, before pointing across the aisle to where Kaminari was standing..

"The two of us are just hanging out with Shinso at his apartment, so you know Kaminari can fail miserably at flirting still," Kirishima laughed, "Did Bakugo say we had plans?"

"Yeah, yeah he did, uh I might have just misheard him you know?" You grinned, trying to fight back the anxious feeling building in your stomach.

"Last I knew he and Yaoyorozu had a dinner tonight, he had it on his calendar on his desk, I saw it while I was in there today," Kirishima frowned, starting to catch onto the anxiety you were feeling. Why would he lie about going to dinner with Momo?

"Oh, okay, well I better get going, it was good to see you Kiri," You forced a smile, and placed your chips back on the shelf. You rushed out of the store and back to your apartment.

After you got back, you paced your apartment a few times. Finally going and settling in your room, deciding to do some work to get your mind off of everything. Surely Bakugo had a good explanation, and maybe he was planning something. You grabbed your laptop off the bed side table and opened it up. Only to discover that it wasn't your laptop, it was Bakugo's. Bakugo's laptop that was connected to his phone. Bakugo's laptop that told you everything.

Momo: We need to tell her soon Katsuki, I am tired of being a secret. Bakugo: Fuck, I know. I promise I will soon, I just need to figure out how. We've been together for two years Mo, there are some complications.

Momo: you need to choose, her or me.

Bakugo: well of course I choose you. I love you Momo.

Whether it was the sheer pain that was flowing through your entire body, or the pregnancy, but you suddenly felt extremely ill. You rushed to the bathroom, and barely got the toilet seat up before you got sick. After you rinsed out your mouth, you went back and continued to read through their messages. Six months, for six months this had been going on. That meant, that a month ago when he had sex with you, he had been thinking about her. That meant that the moment that had created the life inside of you, was nothing more than pity. Just thinking about it, caused you to get sick again. It happened a few more times, until finally you heard the front door open. Knowing he was back caused you to get sick one more time, this time he heard.

"(Y/n)?!" Bakugo's voice was full of concern when he found you on the bathroom floor. You opened your eyes, glaring at him from your spot on the bathroom floor. You stood up and pushed past him, ignoring his concerning look. When you thought about what you would do, you were sure that you would scream, and lash out. That wasn't the case though, now all you wanted to do was just get away from him. So you walked to the closet and pulled down your duffel bag, and began throwing clothes into it.

"Hey, what the hell, talk to me," Bakugo was panicking now, seeing you pack your things. He had no idea what was going on.

"I ran into Kirishima and Kaminari tonight," You laughed bitterly, pushing past him to grab your actual laptop. Bakugo went still.

"Oh shit yeah, they canceled last minute,"

"Oh? Is that what happened?" Your voice was full of sarcasm, before pulling your phone out of your pocket and going to Shinso's calendar that was synced on your phone, "Because according to Hitoshi's calendar, he's had these plans with the two of them, and apparently according to yours you had dinner with Yaoyorozu?"

"Okay, so I didn't tell you about one dinner, but I was just worried you would get the wrong idea," He had never been a good liar, so even if you didn't know the truth, you wouldn't have believed him.

"Fuck off Bakugo, I saw the messages on your fucking laptop!" You screamed, walking back into the bathroom to grab your toiletries, "Want me to recap my favorite one? 'Fuck babe I can't stop thinking about how great that pretty little pus-"

"(Y/n) please, just slow down, fuck okay let me explain," Bakugo grabbed your arm, and you ripped it away from him. Before pushing him away from you.

"Six fucking months, SIX!" You screamed again, trying to fight back the tears that wanted to fall, "For four of them I thought we were fine, and then I ask if we can finally tell the public about our relationship, but turns out you weren't worried about your image, oh no you were worried about your fuck buddy!"

"She isn't just a fuck buddy, please don't call her that," Bakugo knew coming to her defense wasn't his smartest move, but it just happened before he could stop himself. Your rage had reached it's peak, but you had decided that there was no point in arguing with him. There was no reason to yell, none of this was worth it.. None of this could matter anymore because you had someone else to worry about now.

"You can keep the apartment, I am going to stay with Hitoshi," You spoke in an even tone, trying to hide all of your emotions you were feelings, "I will be back next Tuesday for the rest of my things, and will leave my key then, not that I expect him to work with you again after he finds out, but if you ever do partner with the agency I work at again, don't even consider looking at me,"

"Please, don't leave like this, can we please talk," Bakugo couldn't understand why his heart felt like it was shattering right now. It was though, watching you walk out of the bedroom you had both shared and back to the living room, "Please, I don't want this to end, I don't want to-"

"To what? Lose me?" You grabbed the gift box off the table, deciding you didn't want him to know, not right now. After all he would probably just think it was some ploy to make him stay, "I loved you Katsuki, but she already asked who you would choose and your answer was clear."

You looked at him one last time, before giving him a small, heartbroken, smile.

"I mean that you know, that I loved you, with everything in me."

You walked out the front door before he could say anything else. Luckily Shinso's apartment wasn't far from you, so you walked. As quickly as possible, still fighting back every emotion. When you got to the front door though, and Shinso opened it with a confused look, you fell apart. Falling into his arms, and sobbing uncontrollably. The fact he was your boss not even crossing your mind, right now he was your best friend, and you needed him.

"Hey, hey, shh, come in," Shinso frowned, leading you inside. Kirishima and Kaminari jumped up from their spots on the couch and rushed towards you. Kaminari looked confused, but Kirishima looked pissed.

"Please tell me he fucking didn't do it," Kirishima growled, pulling you towards him and into his chest. Another sob escaped your mouth, and Kirishima's grip on you got tighter, "I had all the reasons to be suspicious but no way to prove it, so I couldn't say anything, I am going to kill his stupid ass,"

"Whoah, wait what is happening?" Kaminari panicked, he knew he would never get used to seeing Kirishima pissed, "What did Bakugo do?"

"He has been seeing Yaoyorozu for months now, he's been cheating on me," You choked out, and Kaminari's eyes went wide. Shinso walked towards the front door, with all of the motive in the world to go make Bakugo play in the road. Kaminari grabbed his arm though, shaking his head, before pointing to the gift box that was on the floor.. With it's lid off.

"Oh no," Shinso's heart broke for you, as Kaminari picked up the picture of your ultrasound. Looking at the tiny little bean like thing.

"(Y/n), are you?" Kirishima looked up when Kaminari spoke, and held you even tighter as he saw the picture. You nodded your head, your face still buried in Kirishima's chest.

"Does he know?" Shinso whispered, and you shook your head no.

"I don't want him to, not yet, I need a few days." You mumbled, pulling back to look up at Kirishima, silently pleading with him to be okay with hiding this from his best friend. Kirishima pushed your hair back out of you face, nodding his head.

"You can stay at my apartment, I have two extra rooms since Hanta and Denki moved out, so we could figure this out since I'm sure this cheapskate doesn't pay you much," Kirishima's voice was soft, as he tried to lighten the mood, "Please, I insist,"

"Hey, I pay her just enough, but I agree with Kirishima," Shinso smiled, "I know you are probably terrified now, but you aren't doing any of this alone, we are all here,"

"All of us," Kaminari added on, picking up your stuff. He also held out the picture of the ultrasound, "Plus I am really excited to be Uncle Chargebolt!"

"Thank you guys, really." You sniffled, smiling at the three of them. Finally feeling your nerves subside a little bit. You weren't doing this alone.

------Four years later-------

"Uncle Eijirou!" Haru screamed, running through the office towards Kirishima. Who let out an equally excited noise, and scooped up the child. Spinning him around a little bit.

"Hey kid!" Kirishima laughed, hugging Haru close to him, and smiling at you as you walked up.

"Sorry, he wanted to be a big kid and walk on his own, I should have known what his plan was," You laughed, walking up to the pair of them. Haru let out a giggle, confirming his devious little plan.

"Hey as much as I love you guys, I really need you to go hide in my office for like-"

"(Y/n)?" You went tense the voice that came from behind you. You turned around to see Bakugo walking towards you, shock evident on his face. Your heart started beating out of control as he got closer, you instinctively stepped in front of Kirishima who was still holding Haru.

"I didn't know you were back in town," He spoke softly, but you didn't respond. Haru could sense something was wrong, and wiggled out of Kirishima's arms. Running to your side, he tugged on your sleeve.

"Momma, are you okay?" Haru whimpered, and you knocked yourself out of shock. Picking up the tiny blond boy and kissing his cheek. You had to keep it together, right now nothing but him mattered.

"How old is he?" Was all Bakugo said, shock filling his entire body. Haru was basically a carbon copy of him. There was no way you could deny that he was Bakugo's child.

"Four, and a half, now," You whispered, staring at the taller man. Silently begging him to not yell, to not scare Haru.

"Holy shit."

#bnha bakugou #bakugo x reader #bakugou imagine #bakugo x pregnant reader #katsuki bakugou #katsuki bakugo fic #katsuki bakugo angst #i do not actually like this #I kind of hate this #I didn't know how to end it #bnha x reader #bnha angst #mha angst #mha fanfiction

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AHHH OH MY GOSH I LOVE THIS REACTION MEME. THANK YOU 🥺 I hope your heart survived my bittersweet angst <3

Hold Back, Part Two

warnings: pure angsty angst again.

part one is here

In the years since Bakugo graduated and became a pro hero, he hadn’t had much time to think about his first love. Midoriya had mentioned her in passing, but usually when he did Bakugo would change the subject. So eventually Midoriya gave up, not wanting to upset his friend more. In fact, word about you had slowly faded out. That was until Midoriya had finally heard from Todoroki, who had moved to America to begin his Hero career. Saying that he needed to separate himself from his father, so he wasn’t constantly in his shadow.

During that time, Todoroki hadn’t even thought about messaging you. After about six months though, he began to hear word about a pro who was swiftly approaching number one. Then finally he saw your name plastered on a magazine cover. Todoroki noted how different you looked now, more mature, but still beautiful. He also took note of the hearing aid that you were proudly flaunting. So he had his agency start looking into ways to get ahold of you, before finally he did. The pair of you reconnected, and spent time together. You showed Todoroki around the city you had been living in on the east coast, and he admired how much you had grown. Then one night in New York, after dancing together at a club, he kissed you… And you didn’t stop him. Suddenly you two kissing wasn’t an uncommon thing, and eventually the two of you were an official couple. After a year together, he proposed. Both of you agreeing to go back to Japan to get married, so you could be back where it all started… Which is what led to Todoroki video calling Midoriya, to try and scope out what the situation was.

“Oh! Todoroki, how are you?” Midoriya smiled at the screen, excited to be talking to one of his closest friends again.

“I’m good, and honestly Izuku just call me Shoto, we’ve been friends long enough,” Todoroki laughed, “I have news, I am coming back to Japan next week,”

“Wait really! Shoto, that is so exciting! I mean it’s been about two years, I haven’t really heard much about you or really even from you, how is your hero work out there?” Midoriya rambled on, as he usually did. Todoroki felt guilty, but he had no idea how to tell Midoriya that he had fallen in the love with the girl that Bakugo had been so broken-hearted over.

“It’s, good, I work very closely with the number two hero out here, I mean she is more than likely about to be announced number one,” Todoroki nervously said, and Midoriya raised an eyebrow. Your name was one he had seen plenty of times in the news, and you were-

“Wait, do you mean-”

“Hey, Sho, my love I really need you to help me get those suitcases down, I don’t know why you thought putting them on the top shelf was a good idea,” Midoriya froze when he heard your voice coming through the phone. Had you just said “my love”? Towards….

“Uh, Todoroki?” Midoriya nervously laughed, and he watched as Todoroki’s eyes looked from the phone, then up at the source of the voice. Sure enough, it was your face that peeked into the screen. Midoriya felt his mouth drop open.

“Well, we were going to wait to announce this to all of our old classmates, but surprise!” You held up your left hand, a diamond ring extremely noticeable on your finger.

“Oh, wow, I mean I didn’t even know you two were together?” Midoriya was panicking slightly. How was this even possible?

“We try to stay out of public eye as much as possible, you know how the press can be, we didn’t mean to keep it from our friends but really only our families have known,” You explained, looking at Todoroki nervously, “Uh, we also just didn’t want to upset Bakugo,”

Midoriya’s eyes finally focused on the hearing aid in your ear. Then he processed, no matter how hurt Bakugo was, you’re the one who constantly had a reminder of him..

“I’m sorry we lied to you Izuku, I know you must be-”

“Happy for you Shoto, and for you (Y/n),” Midoriya cut off Todoroki, “When do you guys fly in I can come pick you up?”

“Oh, that would be amazing!” You squealed excitedly, “We will be there next Thursday!”

“Okay, send your flight times and I will definitely be there, see you guys soon!” Midoriya smiled before waving and hanging up the phone. He set it down on the coffee table in front of him, and looked up nervously. Bakugo standing there, staring at his hand. More specifically the hand that had caused the damage to your hearing.

“So her and Icyhot huh?” Bakugo mumbled, looking up at his best friend and roommate. Midoriya nodded his head, feeling guilty that Bakugo had heard the whole thing.

“I’m so sorry,” Midoriya whispered, “I know part of you still hoped that-”

“That what? That we would have some bullshit moment and find one another again?” Bakugo laughed dryly, “That I would turn around one day and she would be there, telling me that she wanted this, that she never stopped loving me?”

“How stupid do you think I am Deku? That I would still be holding on to the girl that I loved when I was eighteen?” Bakugo was laughing, but tears were forming in his eyes, “Get real man, it’s fine, good for them, I’m happy for them! I’ll make sure to buy them a fucking toaster or whatever,”

“Kacchan, no one can expect you to be okay with this, so don’t think you have to be,” Midoriya whispered, but Bakugo didn’t answer. He just turned and walked away. Sulking back to his room, where the sounds of things being smashed to pieces could be heard all night.

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Bakugo seemingly disappeared, throwing himself into his work. He and Kirishima worked closely together most of the time, but even he hadn’t seen him. Bakugo knew you were in town now, it was obvious by his old classmates' constant posts of you and IcyHot. So he was doing his best to avoid you at all costs.

“Hey man,” Kirishima had finally caught him before he could leave his office. Bakugo looked up, let out an annoyed sigh, and looked back down.

“What do you want Shitty Hair?” Bakugo mumbled, pretending to act interested in a report he still needed to fill out… As if he ever actually did them.

“For you to come to this dinner with us tonight,” Kirishima walked up and handed him an invitation. Right on the front of it was a picture of you and Todoroki. Your smile was beaming as you leaned into the kiss that Todoroki was leaving on your cheek. Bakugo looked up at Kirishima and gave him a dirty look, before flicking the card back to him.

“I’m not going, and I wasn’t invited,” Bakugo growled, “Besides what is it even for?”

“Uh, well, they moved up the wedding date,” Kirishima tried to keep his voice up beat, “It’s in three days,”

Bakugo froze again. Looking down at the picture of you on the front of that card. Three days till you were married?

“And you are invited, look at the invitation again,” Kirishima picked it back up and flipped it over. On the back was your, still extremely, awful handwriting.

Bakugo,

I know the circumstances are odd. I also know you have no reason to be there. Todoroki and I would both love to have you, considering our relationship and the friendship you two shared that you always denied. We both hope, especially me personally, that you will be there for the dinner… And the wedding.

Nothing but the best,

(Y/n)

“I’ll go, but I’m not getting a damn gift,” Bakugo sighed, “Ride together?”

“Yeah of course, Kaminari and Sero are back in town too so we can all four just go together,” Kirishima was not doing anything to try and hide his excitement. Grinning at his best friend like a madman before leaving the office to call Midoriya.

That night Bakugo anxiously paced his apartment, wishing Midoriya hadn’t left early. Bakugo had learned that Midoriya was now the best man in his wedding, much to the dismay of Natsuo. So now Midoriya was involved in all of this, helping the couple plan things. So that left Bakugo, anxiously adjusting his black button up shirt that was tucked into a pair of black slim fitting slacks. He hadn’t seen you since… That happened. So how would this even go over? Hell, even he and IcyHot lost contact, but it’s not surprising as to why. How do you tell one of your friends that you’re marrying their ex girlfriend, that you were openly upset over for months?

“Kacchan!” Kaminari yelled, busting through the front door, and knocking Bakugo out of his overthinking state. Bakugo looked up and rolled his eyes to hide the grin that was on his face.

“Hey dumbass,” Bakugo sighed, already feeling a bit of relief as Sero and Kirishima walked in too. If Deku was going to be wrapped up in this shit, at least he had these three to keep him occupied.

“Hey sorry I don’t want to rush, but I’m a groomsman so we better get going,” Sero smiled, and suddenly Bakugo’s relief was gone. He nodded his head, grabbing his wallet off the table. Kaminari and Kirishima shared a look, before following Bakugo out of the front door.

When they arrived at the restaurant, it was obvious that the others were there. The media was swarming the front door, before finally setting their sights on the group of four boys. Questions were being thrown out, mostly about you and Todoroki. The other three smiled at the reporters, giving small waves, but Bakugo marched past not even thinking about what was waiting behind the restaurant door. Sure enough, he swung it open, and all eyes went up to him. More specifically a pair of (y/e/c) eyes, wide with shock.

You quickly took note of how much Bakugo had grown. He was always muscular, but now he was even more built but still slim in the waist. His blond hair now had an undercut, and he had a couple scars all over. What you noticed the most though, was a hearing aid that was on his ear. Your hand instinctively went up to your own, fiddling with it a little bit.

“You okay?” Todoroki leaned down and whispered, and you nodded your head before looking up at him.

“Why does Bakugo, why does he have a hearing aid of his own now?” Your eyes darted back to the man who was stiffly standing as your other classmates greeted him.

“Oh, well-”

“(Y/n)!” Kaminari excitedly yelled, rushing towards you. He wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into a tight hug. You squeezed him back, laughing at the way he rocked you back and forth.

“Kami, hi!” You shrieked, and then looked past at Sero and Bakugo who were slowly approaching.

“Hey (Y/n),” Sero smiled, hugging you quickly, and shaking Todoroki’s hand. Bakugo looked down awkwardly at his feet, before Kirishima came up and kicked the back of his foot. Bakugo shot him a look, before finally looking over at you.

“Been a long time huh guys?” Bakugo forced a smile at you and Todoroki. Both of you just nodded your heads, unsure of what to say.

“I’m happy you came,” You smiled softly, and Bakugo felt his heart clench up. He nodded his head, and then made his way to talk to Midoriya. You frowned slightly, looking up at Todoroki. Todoroki let out a sigh, before kissing your forehead.

The night progressed, and everyone took their turns catching up. Explaining where they were as heroes, or in some cases where they decided against being a hero. Then eventually the topic went towards you and Todoroki. Everyone hounding you guys about how you met again.

“Todoroki, you left a year after we graduated, right?” Ochako smiled down at you two, and Todoroki nodded, “Did you two meet automatically there, or-”

“No, he actually didn’t reach out to me for months, but when we did we both realized that there was a spark,” Your heart warmed up at the memories of falling slowly for your old friend. The two of you truly hadn’t planned on it happening, but it did.

“It made us wonder if we missed out on our chance, back then, it’s no secret that I had a crush on her, even if I didn’t fully understand what that meant,” Todoroki smiled, not thinking about his words before he spoke. Bakugo, who was sitting towards the opposite end of the table, clenched the fork in his hand. His eyes looked up worriedly at you, afraid to see or hear your response.

“I think if things would have been any different, we wouldn’t be here right now, and this is all I could have ever hoped for,” Your words cut through Bakugo’s strong composure. He slammed back from his seat, and made his way to the exit. Everyone watched him exit, Midoriya went to follow him but you stood up instead, “Can I?”

“Yeah, yeah of course,” Midoriya sat back down, and everyone exchanged looks. You kissed Todoroki quickly, and ran out the door to follow after Bakugo.

He was waiting a little bit away at the end of the sidewalk. Presumably waiting for a car to come pick him up, considering he rode with Kirishima. You quickly walked up to him, the sound of your heels clicking on the concrete. Bakugo’s eyes went up and looked back down quickly, before letting out an annoyed groan. You paused in front of him, your eyes focused on the hearing aids on his ears.

“You don’t get to leave before I ask you, what happened?” You reached up to touch them, but he flinched back. Red eyes glaring at you before looking back at his phone.

“Didn’t your lovely fiancé inform you?” Bakugo laughed bitterly, “After things ended for you and I, I started over doing my training, the explosions caught up to me and eventually blew out my own ear drums, karmas a bitch huh?”

“Bakugo, I’m so sorry,” You sighed, “Especially for you having to come tonight, I know it was selfish of me to even convince you to come tonight, I just wanted to see you,”

“So you could rub it in my face that you’re marrying Half and Half?” Bakugo scoffed, and you shook your head. Trying to not grow annoyed with his attitude, trying to be understanding, “What did you mean by if things had gone different? You mean if you wouldn’t have pushed me to fight you that day to prove a damn point? If I wouldn’t have hurt you, because you pressured me into this?”

That was it.

“You think that is what I am referring to?” Your voice was cold and monotone, “You always have been a damn idiot when it comes to these things,”

“What is that supposed to mean?” Bakugo yelled, “You are the idiot who put us in that situation!”

“And you are the idiot that left me!” You finally yelled, “You broke up with me, in a text message Katsuki Bakugo, you don’t get to pout now,”

“What is the difference between a text message and telling you face to face?” Bakugo glared, looking down at his phone again cursing the damn driver for not hurrying up to get here. The last thing he needed was for anymore of these pent up feelings to be spilling out of him right now.

“Because I loved you, idiot,” You smacked his phone out of his hand, both of you watching it hit the concrete, “I loved you, and all you needed to do was tell me that, face to face, and you and I would have figured it out, I would have told my parents they couldn’t drag me back,”

“It wouldn’t have worked (Y/n) and you damn well know it,” Bakugo yelled, his finger pointing to your ear, “Look what I did to you?! Did you really want to be with me after something like that?!”

“Yes!” You yelled, “Are you not hearing me, I loved you, I loved you even after I left, hell I still loved you when Todoroki and I first began speaking again! You blowing out my eardrum is not the worst thing you have done to me, and you know it!”

“Don’t-”

“You leaving me is the worst thing you could have done, so you don’t get to be mad, now that I found peace in that, that I found love in that!” Bakugo looked at you in shock, did you really think that’s why he was mad?

“You idiot, I am not mad that you and IcyHot fell in love, I am not mad that you are happy, I am mad at myself for letting you go damnit,” Bakugo grabbed your shoulders, looking at you, the lid slipping off of his emotions, “I should have fought harder, I should have gone to that hospital, I should have been there when you woke up, but I wasn’t and there is nothing I can do now, I was a fucking coward,”

“That being said, I know I had more opportunities to get ahold of you, to fight for you, but that dumbass kid I was couldn’t because he felt too guilty, and never once felt good enough for you, or for anything,” Bakugo wouldn’t let himself cry, trying his best to fight back that part of the emotions, “I wish I could go back and fix it, I wish i could go back and scream at myself to fight for you, but I can’t, but that doesn’t matter now,”

“If it doesn’t matter, then come back inside, and spend time with all of us, and then we can-”

“I can’t, you idiot, no matter how badly I wish I could go in there and act like nothing's wrong, I can’t, because I do love you still, because I never stopped loving you,” Bakugo moved his hands up to hold your face, “I would be damn selfish if I walked in there again, or if I even went to the wedding because I would probably end up blowing the place to pieces,”

Bakugo leaned in and kissed your forehead. The tears finally fell out of his eyes, annoyingly enough. He let his lips linger there for a moment longer, before the car pulled up to the curb. Bakugo looked at you sadly. Using his thumb to catch a few tears that fell down your cheek.

“Make sure that Todoroki doesn’t fuck up okay? Keep him in line, and you do a damn good job at still beating him out for number one, be happy (Y/n),” Bakugo let himself get in the last word, before climbing in the car. All you could do was watch it drive off, wiping the tears off your cheek. Todoroki had finally come out to find you, frowning slightly when he noticed the tears on your cheeks.

“Hello my love, are you okay?” Todoroki wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into his embrace. You finally let out a sigh of relief, feeling safe in his arms.

“Yeah Sho, just had to get some last things out before our big day,” You wrapped your arms back around your fiance, “How is our dinner going?”

“Everyone was worried about you and Bakugo,” Todoroki pulled back, wiping off a few tears that were still slipping out. Todoroki kissed both of your cheeks, and then your forehead, and then finally your lips, “Did he leave?”

“Yeah, he won’t be joining us, he said it was too much, but he sends his regards,” You frowned, and received a hum in response. Todoroki kissed you again, comforting you. The two of you locked fingers, and walked back into the restaurant. Joining the rest of your friends, and enjoying the rest of the night.

The wedding went off without a hitch. Holding true to his word, Bakugo didn’t attend. Kirishima did pass along that he wished nothing but the best for the pair of you. Although there was one mysterious gift left for you, nothing too flashy..

Just a simple, orange, toaster.

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thank you to everyone who hyped up the first one so much! I hope you guys are happy with this one.. I swear I had originally wrote a happy ending but that uh.. got changed to bittersweet. tagging the people who wanted a part two! thank you again!

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kats-baku1999 · 3 years ago

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I love that we are all collectively beginning to accept that although he is adorable, izuku midoriya is a menace and not some innocent little baby… I’m living for it

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kats-baku1999 · 4 years ago

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Hold Back, Part Two

warnings: pure angsty angst again.

part one is here

“Oh! Todoroki, how are you?” Midoriya smiled at the screen, excited to be talking to one of his closest friends again.

“I’m good, and honestly Izuku just call me Shoto, we’ve been friends long enough,” Todoroki laughed, “I have news, I am coming back to Japan next week,”

“Wait, do you mean-”

“Well, we were going to wait to announce this to all of our old classmates, but surprise!” You held up your left hand, a diamond ring extremely noticeable on your finger.

“Oh, wow, I mean I didn’t even know you two were together?” Midoriya was panicking slightly. How was this even possible?

Midoriya’s eyes finally focused on the hearing aid in your ear. Then he processed, no matter how hurt Bakugo was, you’re the one who constantly had a reminder of him..

“I’m sorry we lied to you Izuku, I know you must be-”

“Happy for you Shoto, and for you (Y/n),” Midoriya cut off Todoroki, “When do you guys fly in I can come pick you up?”

“Oh, that would be amazing!” You squealed excitedly, “We will be there next Thursday!”

“So her and Icyhot huh?” Bakugo mumbled, looking up at his best friend and roommate. Midoriya nodded his head, feeling guilty that Bakugo had heard the whole thing.

“I’m so sorry,” Midoriya whispered, “I know part of you still hoped that-”

-•_•-•_•-•_

“Hey man,” Kirishima had finally caught him before he could leave his office. Bakugo looked up, let out an annoyed sigh, and looked back down.

“What do you want Shitty Hair?” Bakugo mumbled, pretending to act interested in a report he still needed to fill out… As if he ever actually did them.

“I’m not going, and I wasn’t invited,” Bakugo growled, “Besides what is it even for?”

“Uh, well, they moved up the wedding date,” Kirishima tried to keep his voice up beat, “It’s in three days,”

Bakugo froze again. Looking down at the picture of you on the front of that card. Three days till you were married?

“And you are invited, look at the invitation again,” Kirishima picked it back up and flipped it over. On the back was your, still extremely, awful handwriting.

Bakugo,

Nothing but the best,

(Y/n)

“I’ll go, but I’m not getting a damn gift,” Bakugo sighed, “Ride together?”

“Kacchan!” Kaminari yelled, busting through the front door, and knocking Bakugo out of his overthinking state. Bakugo looked up and rolled his eyes to hide the grin that was on his face.

“You okay?” Todoroki leaned down and whispered, and you nodded your head before looking up at him.

“Why does Bakugo, why does he have a hearing aid of his own now?” Your eyes darted back to the man who was stiffly standing as your other classmates greeted him.

“Oh, well-”

“(Y/n)!” Kaminari excitedly yelled, rushing towards you. He wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into a tight hug. You squeezed him back, laughing at the way he rocked you back and forth.

“Kami, hi!” You shrieked, and then looked past at Sero and Bakugo who were slowly approaching.

“Been a long time huh guys?” Bakugo forced a smile at you and Todoroki. Both of you just nodded your heads, unsure of what to say.

“Todoroki, you left a year after we graduated, right?” Ochako smiled down at you two, and Todoroki nodded, “Did you two meet automatically there, or-”

“Yeah, yeah of course,” Midoriya sat back down, and everyone exchanged looks. You kissed Todoroki quickly, and ran out the door to follow after Bakugo.

“You don’t get to leave before I ask you, what happened?” You reached up to touch them, but he flinched back. Red eyes glaring at you before looking back at his phone.

“Bakugo, I’m so sorry,” You sighed, “Especially for you having to come tonight, I know it was selfish of me to even convince you to come tonight, I just wanted to see you,”

That was it.

“You think that is what I am referring to?” Your voice was cold and monotone, “You always have been a damn idiot when it comes to these things,”

“What is that supposed to mean?” Bakugo yelled, “You are the idiot who put us in that situation!”

“And you are the idiot that left me!” You finally yelled, “You broke up with me, in a text message Katsuki Bakugo, you don’t get to pout now,”

“Don’t-”

“If it doesn’t matter, then come back inside, and spend time with all of us, and then we can-”

“Hello my love, are you okay?” Todoroki wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into his embrace. You finally let out a sigh of relief, feeling safe in his arms.

“Yeah Sho, just had to get some last things out before our big day,” You wrapped your arms back around your fiance, “How is our dinner going?”

Just a simple, orange, toaster.

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