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i'm sorry for everything that i've done i know it must be hard having to put up with me im so sorry i wish i was like her i wish i didn't look so much like him

Oh gods dear who is this? I’m sure whoever you are you aren’t this burden you believe you are, your looks don’t define who you are in this world or the part you play in this life. I am not sure on who this ‘her’ and ‘him’ are and I don’t have the full context of whatever’s happening to you, however I have experienced similar events. I love him more than life itself, his appearance doesn’t reflect the beautiful caring, nature he has and despite the weight he carries of his past he stands tall, with such pride and resilience. He makes me proud to be his guardian, I would do anything to protect him.

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Always lovely watching the sunset surrounded by your loved ones, Nova would sit down with me enjoying a nice cup of hot chocolate observing the sunset from her balcony; Asking me about my day, telling me to empty my worries,

the earth has stopped spinning , the only thing that matters is you and me, we in this moment are all that matters,

My dear nova, you were supposed to fly above the stars not fall upon the sand. All I ever wanted to you to be happy, I hoped that one day I could make you feel the same why I did with you, who knew I’d be able to do that by giving you away to a man who wasn’t worthy. No one was there to lift you up into your arms the way you lifted others into yours, and then what became of you. Nothing but a memory. Your words I will remember and yet your voice I shall forget.

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I may not have been able to save you, but I can save your legacy.

I’m sorry nova, I wish I had been there.

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Alastor 🚂and Elena🎀 seem to be getting along very well☺️🌸!! They’ve been playing tag all morning and discussing different books with eachother🫶😘. Alastor 🚂sharing stories about aztro🌌and onyx🍁, and Elena 🎀discussing ‘Uncle Adam and Uncle Corleck’. It’s all very sweet I’m glad he has a friend 🥰🍃

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katie i met this guy and like gods i feel so nervous around him and normally im so much more confident when it comes to liking people i dont know why i get so awkward around him gods he's so so pretty and stunning and his voice is lovely IDK WHY I CANT JUST TELL HIM THAT hhhhhhhhhhhbbbhhrfjh

💖It’s alright starlight🌌!! Just do as I always say😊, be yourself around this guy🍄👏. He’ll love you just the way you are💕, what’s he like?? 👀🌺

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hi katie :)) i hope you are alright!! i miss you a lot :((

- aztro!

💕Hello my starlight🌟!! I’m doing very well thank you 😊🫶I’ve been going on a walk with Alastor 🚂all day and we even had a picnic 🧺 at this lovely large pond 🐠💧not to far away from our cottage🏡!! This was one of his first times seeing a different bugs 🪲 and insects 🐞🐛

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💖A lovely day out in the garden!! 🌸🍃

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Baking with Alastor🚂🥧!! He’s been cooking 🥞up a lot of things ☺️ and his skills are rapidly improving ✨👍I couldn’t be more proud of him!!😄💞

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How come you live so far from Cattus town

😅I don’t exactly live far away? I would just rather prefer to be away from loud 📢, busy, streets and obnoxious 🌼 people!!😁. I enjoy being out in the wild 🌲🌺 without any interruptions because no one then can bother or judge me for what I do🥰🫶!! And also to protect animals 🐿️🦊 in the woods, ✨I’ve taken it as my duty🗡️ over the years as someone has to do it 🤗🌸

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How did you get your fox?

🍄I rescued charcoal🦊 from some animal testers who would hurt and abuse him performing many different experiments 🧪 on him. But he’s a lot happier 😄 and safe 🫶 now spending his days with Me 🌼 , Aztro 🌌 , Onyx 🍁 , and Alastor 🚂 whilst running round freely in the open woods 🌲🦋surrounded by all different types of beautiful plants 🌷 and creatures🐝!!🌺🥰

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i love you mum :((

I love you too starlight💕🌌!! And I miss you a lot.🫶 Alastor 🚂misses you both a tremendous amount but he’s positive 😁you will both return home 🏡 shortly!!😊❤️

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Book recommendation: the things you can see only when you slow down- haemin sunim

✨My I haven’t heard of that one yet🧐🌺, sounds intriguing however😄!! I’ll have to get it and I’ll let you know what I think of it🤗❤️

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Aww thank you!! 🤩 🌷 These Look like the ones I have planted in my garden. ❤️🪴

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🦊 Charcoal and alastor playing out in the garden together 🥰!! We’ve been round the pond staring at all the fishes and alastor talks to me about different machinery, 🌟We visited every flower in the garden and used Aztros flower books to help identify them along with the facts. He loved it!! ✨🤩

And finally during sunset, we set up a miniature picnic 🧺 outside by a large tree 🌲 and one with lots of shade aswell as lots of different flowers 💐 to watch the sunset!! 🌅

He misses both Aztro 🌌and Onyx 🗡️but he’s having a lot of fun in his new home!! 🏡

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Alastor helping me cook in the kitchen😊!!Whilst the boys are sleeping upstairs alastor had the great idea of surprising them with pancakes when they wake up!! 😁🫶

I couldn’t be more proud of the 3 of them!! ❤️❤️

@aztro-lux @definitely-not-a-drug-seller