kari-the-succubii

[kari-the-succubii]

I Cant Sleep.

i cant sleep. everything that has been occurring in our government and society, its killing me slowly. i dont even know if ill be able to live the life id want to live at this point. its definitely stressful and outrageous that the life that we live right now is dictated by corporations and old scum that dont know how to even lead a country. i cant say i know the right way to lead, but as it seems right now, anyone can be a leader of a rotting country. i dont want to be a Debbie downer every fucking day. its a pathetic mindset to have everyday, and it kills the vibes, but right now how can anyone be positive about the outcomes of our democracy, our livelihoods, our kin being scared and afraid? the people ive had the pleasure knowing have all been scrambling and fucking stressed about the path our world is going to. we cant even feel right in our bodies nor feel right on our own land that we walk on without feeling like others think that we're subhuman. its not fucking right whatsoever and people should be so ashamed that they have humans like themselves scared about even being ALIVE. this isn't right. its never been since the conception of America in 1778. fuck that date. i hate everything about this country.. im not proud. i dont even know if ive ever been proud. that resentment grows more and more as i wake up, as i grow older, that resentment still stands and it keeps growing. why must my sisters and brothers keep crying? keep crying for a better day while it only grows colder and darker? its never been about the people, its never been about the betterment of the world and the safety of one another's lives. its always been about creating destruction and mass terror. its always been about tearing one another down, ITS ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT FATTENING THE POCKETS OF THE RICH AND KEEPING THE REST IN THEIR PLACE! we never had a fucking chance to prevail as human beings in the United States of America. we were put here to suffer. and nobody has the fucking balls to stand up and start revolting, start an actual riot, a REAl protest, A REAL FUCKING CHANGE. Republicans and Democrats are all fucking spawns of hell i genuinely despise everyone in this country that claims to be for the people when all they are is cumguzzlers of the people they claim to be against, the cause of the problem, the fault at hand. they are the problem in this country. fuck you.

i just wanted to be gender non conforming with tits and be unapologetically black but these niggas dont want me or anyone else to be happy when it comes to things their pea brain minds cant even comprehend just like they've done for fucking centuries..

who are the real problem of America? when you have to make up statistics of who commits more crimes and who doesn't belong in said country, it masks the true issue of why these things happen, why others want to flee from their "third world countries" just like my family has done. these western countries has doomed the progression of true togetherness as human beings, created division to have people distracted and it worked fucking flawlessly. i dont want to look at someone and think that theyre the problem that our country is going downhill, because my kin isn't the problem nor others that i disagree with. the problem are the leaders, the 1%. they should be on their fucking knees crying not to get k- by the people for their crimes against humanity.

im sick of acting like everythings okay. im pissed and im itching to catch a fascist outside. im ready to die for my people. im ready to stand the fuck up for what i think is right. im ready to put the insecurities aside and be real with myself. thers nobody to save us but us.