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me: new jersey fucking sucks

new jersey:

me: never mind new jersey fucking rules 

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colors

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me: lmaoo my mom really thinks a few salty crackers and ginger ale will cure my nausea

me 2 minutes after ginger ale and crackers, no longer nauseous:

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Trying to remember this

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Please, spread this for those who might need it right now

U.S. suicide hotline: call or text 988 (available 24 hours)

U.S. trans lifeline: (877) 565-8860 (when you call, you’ll speak to a trans/nonbinary peer operator. full anonymity and confidentiality)

Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357) – provides 24/7 confidential support and referrals for individuals and families facing mental health and substance use disorders, including panic attacks and anxiety.

LGBT National Help Center: (888) 843-4564

Trevor Project: Call (866) 488-7386, text START to 678-678, or chat online.

Take care of yourself and each other. Please stay safe ♡

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you! tumblr user!

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can you reblog a two-part post in the correct order?

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God please give me the strenght to finish this WIP

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Goretober Day 6: Broken

TW: Blood, Gore, Implied Self-Harm

They took everything from him. They took his childhood. They took the very essence of himself. He can't help but think about the child that they molded, corrupted, and contorted into a cruel weapon. The fact that they call him an angel just added to the sickening feeling. He can't even look at himself without seeing a doll. An item. The *thing* that they want him to be. He couldn't tell if the porcelain covering his skin was real. Was it always so hard to feel his face? His face. He hated his face. It was just a reminder that he was a pretty doll to them. God, he just wanted to break it. And so he did. The relief of feeling something at all quickly turned to fear and shock when he realized what he had done. Before that feeling faded once more into that awful sickness. Maybe, if he did it one more time, the feeling would go away again. Featuring Yuuta from Codename: Imagine!

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Goretober Day 6: Bound

TW: Blood

You were never her son. You are her tool, her weapon, her vessel. You are just a thing to her. She would have made you without the burden of a soul if she could. You often find yourself in this spot: caught in the crossfire of her rage and dealing with the consequences. It doesn't matter, the wounds will go away eventually. You don't know what is worse; the pain she puts you through or the fact that there will never be any trace of it. At least the traces that should be engraved in the skin.

Featuring Kumori! He's also from Codename: Imagine :D

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Goretober day 9: Love

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Goretober Day 5: Flayed

Ignore the fact im behind lmao TW: Skin Removal, Exposed Muscles, Slight nudity

He didn't know why he did that. He was just staring at his hand. The filthy, disgusting thing it was. It just reminded him of his grief. His misery. It always felt unclean, no matter how hard he scrubbed and scratched and tore, all to get. the. filth. off. Guess he went too far this time. Even now, he still can't recognize his own hand. Featuring Vesp! Another character from Codename: Imagine!

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I haven’t stopped Goretober, I just need some time to get myself oriented after staring a new job. Should be back tomorrow >:D

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Goretober day : Broken

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Goretober day 5: Flayed

MEAT!!!!!

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Goretober Day 4: Hollow

TW: Body Horror, Gore, Blood

Abandoned by his worshippers. Left broken and hollow for years. Who can a shattered god pray to in his darkest hour? Featuring Somnys, the homebrew god of night from the D&D campaign I'm running!

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Goretober day 4: Hollow

I really experimented with this one, and I kinda like how it turned out :)

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