kamikazemorgen

[kamikazemorgen]

| ⚠ | Brother. Morgen held in his sigh and frowned a little deeper. The sounds of feet and guns had him turning his light on the line military personnel. Their weapons were pointed at the blond--which at least it wasn't him they were looking for, but with all that happened, why would they...

Civilian. Morgen would have snorted in derision, except their accusation that this injured mess of a man was the one that destroyed the city.

"You can't be serious!" Morgen barked, annoyed. "How could one guy be responsible for this level of destruction? Look at him, he's barely standing!"

Morgen didn't hesitate to put himself between them and the taller blond. If they thought he was a civilian, they'd be idiots to shoot him without cause. Granted, a cynical half formed comment flitted through his head, with what happened, I shouldn't be surprised if they did try to shoot first and ask questions later.

"Step aside!" he one with the flashlight snapped, with Morgen's light on his face, he could tell fear was warring with anger from the man's expression. Maybe they really did think this guy did all this. Morgen was a skeptic through and through.

"Shouldn't you be rounding up more people and looking for the injured and treated the wounded? Isn't that a more fitting task than running around accusing half-dead people of destroying an entire city?" Morgen was stepping closer to them by half steps. He hadn't drawn his gun, but his empty hand was fisted. Some of the men flinched, two of them pushed forward, saying something about witnessing something happening before the city exploded. Morgen wasn't listening anymore.

Once they advanced on him, he lunged at them at the same time. His gloved fist knocked one of their guns aside and he side stepped to shove his elbow into the other's chest. It was a messy scuffle, some of the men backed up, clearly too spooked by everything else to put themselves in the fight. Morgen disarmed one of the men and turned to use the rifle as a club on the other.

While he was occupied with them, the one holding the main flashlight barked at another to apprehend the blond. Out of breath, and just having knocked one man to the ground, Morgen shouted, "I'm not gonna let you do that!"

Before he could advance on the two headed for the blond, Morgen took a solid blow to the back, stumbling a bit and cursing foully.

"You bastards could be helping people," Morgen growled angrily, get into another struggle as he avoided another blow, this time to the head. Lucky for him, fighting in this kind of darkness was just as hard for them as it was for him. He wasn't one for killing military if he didn't have to--but dammit, they're pushing this to that possible conclusion--

"Hey--idiot--run or something--" he yelled in the blond's direction. If he wasn't so preoccupied, he'd realize the condition the guy was in, he really wasn't going to be running, let alone a decent paced walk.

Go... with him? The request took a moment or two to process, but eventually Vash did understand what was being asked of him, his steps shuffling at best.

"My... brother." he said quietly. "I'm... I'm looking.. for my br--"

Freeze...!

A new circle of light hit the body of the blond from the other side of them, the voice and clicking of guns being aimed in their direction making the Stampede turn slightly, narrowing his eyes as the light hit him directly in the face. While Vash couldn't see much past it, Morgen would be able to see the line of similarly-dressed soldiers, all sporting the crest of the fallen city on their uniforms.

Clearly, it was what was left of JuLai's military police, with their weapons all trained on the injured blond.

"Back away from him, civilian!" the man with the flashlight barked at Morgen. "We have reason to believe that this man is the monster who destroyed the city!"

[kamikazemorgen]

                 That copper taste, that deepening ache… 

                                       I never wanted them. 

              The pain of loss, the terror, the maddening solitude… 

                                           I never asked for any of it.

[kamikazemorgen]

PROMPTS FOR DEEP CONVERSATIONS *  assorted dialogue for thoughtful discussions, adjust as necessary

do you think there's more to this?

will we ever be free?

what are you grateful for?

do you enjoy spending time with me?

when's the last time you spoke to them?

unfortunately, i know exactly how you feel.

this can't be all there is.

i believe in truth.

why are you so unhappy?

what was your first heartbreak like?

you have to trust me on this.

believe in yourself.

what's the first thing you noticed about me?

what are you doing to make the world a better place?

do you understand the gravity of this?

i think we were meant to find each other.

do you believe in a higher power?

if you could live anywhere, where would you go?

i haven't felt this way in a long time.

what are you proud of?

if you knew tomorrow was your last day, how would you spend it?

i can't go on like this.

we have to take a chance.

i never gave up on you.

love is the most powerful thing in the universe.

every time i look at you, i see my future.

that was a life lesson. i learned it the hard way.

i can't help but think i should have done more.

do you believe in fate?

if a genie gave you three wishes, what would you ask for?

i've always wondered about that.

at what point are we good enough?

who are you, really?

if you had a million dollars right now, what would you do first?

maybe this will make you change.

things feel different here.

life doesn't make sense.

i'm not perfect. none of us are.

sure, it's scary, but we can't stop now.

it's easier said than done.

i think you can do it.

who broke you?

how do you know when you're in love?

i know that's not the answer you were hoping for.

i wish i knew what was waiting for me.

would you change anything about me?

i've never seen it like that.

we have to keep moving. we can't slow down.

you've really opened my eyes.

has anyone ever broken your heart?

this could lead us to infinite opportunities.

what would you have done differently?

i have so much faith in you.

who was your first love?

i can take care of myself.

i think you should follow your dreams.

you've changed my life in ways i can't explain.

they always said you were different.

i'm not giving up hope.

how can we make the world a better place?

i want to leave a mark on the world. do you?

how do you feel about it?

how would people describe you?

do you ever say no?

were you expecting something else?

who do you compare yourself to?

do you believe in aliens?

i'm not a child anymore.

do you think we were meant to be together?

i trust you with my life.

you are so much stronger than you realize.

if you could say anything to them right now, what would you say?

i didn't know places this beautiful even existed.

do you remember the dream you had last night?

i don't think we're alone in the universe.

love is the answer.

that's all there is.

do you love them? i mean really love them?

we can't sit around and wait for our lives to happen to us.

have you ever been in love?

do you believe in justice?

i won't give up on them.

you inspire me every day, you know.

[kamikazemorgen]

PROMPTS FOR PEOPLE WHO AREN'T USED TO KINDNESS *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

what are you doing?

i can handle that myself, you know.

you didn't have to go out of your way to take care of me.

i'm not used to this. this caring thing.

thank you. don't ever do that again.

i thought you hated me, to be honest.

i didn't ask you to love me!

no one's ever actually just... sat down and listened to me.

i didn't think people like you existed.

is this normal for you? going out of your way like this?

i told you i had it handled. you didn't have to bother.

i... should probably thank you for that.

i don't know what to say. this has never happened before.

wait, that's mine. you fixed it?

you did all of this... for me?

that was the nicest thing anyone's ever done for me.

i'm kinda at a loss for words.

i wasn't expecting this from you.

you did all this for me?

i had it under control.

when did this happen?

how long were you planning this?

i'm not sure what to say. i'm not used to this.

i owe you one.

that was... very kind of you. thank you.

i'm just not used to people going out of their way to help me.

usually people just look the other way, but you actually care.

this is weird. is this what caring about someone feels like?

i could have handled it.

this must have taken you forever to arrange. and you did it all for me?

it would be easier in the long run if we went our separate ways.

i hate being in other peoples' debts.

i didn't want this to happen.

people around me don't last very long.

i feel like i'm screaming and screaming and no one hears me.

i'm in your debt.

how did you find that? i lost that ages ago.

you actually... listened to me?

no one's ever paid attention.

no one's ever put that much time in effort into something for me.

when did i say that?

i didn't ask you to care about me!

i'm easily missed. people don't pay attention to me.

i'm invisible most of the time.

it's easier for people to look the other way.

do you do this often? help people?

i'm surprised you're still here.

if you're expecting something in return, forget about it.

you came back?

why do you care about me so much?

i'm a lost cause. you should just forget about me.

what's the use? there's no point.

i don't even celebrate my birthday. no one cares.

you can't just make someone care about you.

i thought you left.

what is it about me that has you so worked up?

you're making a big deal out of nothing.

thanks for patching me up.

you... brought this here for me?

but i didn't ask for this! i didn't ask for any of this!

stop smiling at me like that.

[kamikazemorgen]

A bit of rambling for Morgen, I suppose. since the inboxes are acting up

Morgen is an unapologetic killer. He IS careful, but honestly, if the situation would be simplified by killing someone rather than risking that person killing or harming innocents? He's on it.

I already know he won't get along with Vash(es) in general, because unlike Wolfwood, he won't be persuaded so easily away from it.

But, any Vash is welcome to *try*, because if you manage to get through that thick ass skull of his, I'll be impressed.

That said, he doesn't go around blindly killing people? Even if others do not agree, he does have his own sense for moral code he upholds on it. When survival hinges on acting for yourself, the only morality you can rely on is what gets you and those you protect through to see tomorrow.

[kamikazemorgen]

🌟☯⛨

Morality Meme || Accepting

🌟: Do they consider themselves a good person?

Absolutely not. But he does consider himself a necessary evil to keep good people safe.

☯: What do they think of ‘good’ and 'evil’?

"Good and evil are the same thing, just told from different sides of the line. I'll always be the good guy to the slaves I saved, and the evil monster that killed a child's murderous, kidnapping father. Just depends on who's telling the story. No one is all "good" and no one is all "evil", yeah?"

⛨: What would they sacrifice their life for?

His people, the town he helped to create, where he can take the people he's freed and given them the start of a new life. That would be a thing worth sacrificing himself for. But better than he stay alive and protect it himself, ya know?

In his more idealistic moments, he would willingly sacrifice his life to end the kind of shit that tore him and many other children away from their parents when they were small, if it meant it would end, permanently.

[kamikazemorgen]

| ⚠️ | Y’all talking about height, Morgen’s over here grumbling in 5’6”. Almost all of y’all are taller than him, and he’s not happy about it.

[kamikazemorgen]

𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

idk what this is my dudes, i got angsty, then spot.ify gave me a soft song, and i decided to resolve the angst briefly by writing up these! i hope y’all enjoy!

DIALOGUE PROMPTS.

“ hey, look at me… you can do this. okay? you can. “

“ it’s gonna work out, alright? i promise.

“ you’re not alone, okay? not anymore. i’m right here with you. “

“ you good? “

“ here. hold my hand. you get scared again, squeeze tight, and i’ll help you. got it? “

“ shh… it’s okay… breathe with me, okay? in… and out… good job. “

“ we’re gonna figure all this out together, i promise. “

“ that’s it… there we go, good job… let it all out. “

“ of course i came. you called me. what’s wrong? “

“ hey, why don’t we get out of here? would that be better? “

“ you wanna get out of here? i know a great coffee shop a few blocks away. “

“ do you wanna talk about this, or be distracted, or left alone? “

“ you don’t have to be so strong all the time. it’s okay. cry. i’ll be strong for both of us. “

“ hey, i got you some water. drink it all, you’ll feel better. “

“ it’s been a long day. why don’t you stay here tonight? i can take the sofa. “

“ c’mon, you gotta eat something. and i can’t cook, so take-out it is. eat up. “

“ let’s go for a walk. staying here is the worst thing we can do, right? “

“ don’t you pay any heed to those morons. they don’t know you. not like i do. “

“ it’s okay. i got you… “

“ we don’t need to talk unless you want to. i’m happy to just sit with you for a while. “

“ it’s alright. you take your time… i’m gonna be right here whenever you want to talk, okay? “

ACTION PROMPTS.

[ KNEE ]:          sender gently rests a hand on the receiver’s knee to stop them from shaking it.

[ MOUTH ]:          sender notices the receiver’s distress from across a crowded room, and silently mouths “are you okay?” to them.

[ SIT ]:          sender guides the receiver into a seat after noticing them becoming upset.

[ BESIDE ]:          sender sits next to the troubled receiver at a social event so that they don’t have to feel alone.

[ BACK ]:          sender rests a gentle hand against the receiver’s back, silently checking in on them.

[ HAND ]:          sender takes a gentle hold of the receiver’s hand, as a form of emotional support and reassurance.

[ JOIN ]:          sender follows the emotionally unsettled receiver out of a crowded party and into a secluded space to check on their well-being.

[ BREATHE ]:          sender begins to take slow, deliberately even breaths, encouraging the receiver to copy their motions until their own breathing is back to normal.

[ SPOON ]:          sender lies beside the receiver and becomes the big spoon to comfort them.

[ GLANCE ]:          sender glances at the receiver while in a public setting to assure them they aren’t alone, and ground them in doing so.

[ BLOCK ]:          sender deliberately stands in front of the receiver to prevent them from seeing something that may upset them further.

[ SHIELD ]:          sender deliberately stands in front of the receiver to protect them from a targeted attack (verbal or physical).

[ DISTRACT ]:          sender, noticing receiver’s distress, provides a distraction for them (by conversation, a mobile game, a detour, etc.).

[ ARRIVE ]:          sender shows up at the receiver’s door after receiving a troubled phone call from the receiver.

[ CIRCLE ]:          sender rubs slow circles on the receiver’s back while hugging them in an effort to calm them down.

[ FOREHEAD ]:          sender lowers their head to press their forehead against the receiver’s, trying to comfort them in the process.

[ ANCHOR ]:          sender places a hand on the back of the receiver’s neck and pulls them close in an effort to physically and emotionally ground them.

[ HOLD ]:          sender holds out their hands to the receiver, either to hold hands or to hold them.

[ AROUND ]:          while sitting together, the sender quietly wraps an arm around the receiver’s shoulders as a support.

[ SHOULDER ]:          sender reaches out and places a hand on the receiver’s shoulder, both to catch their attention and silently ask if they’re okay.

[ JACKET ]:          sender notices the receiver beginning to shake after an immensely distressing incident, and removes their own jacket to wrap it around the receiver’s shoulders.

[ CATCH ]:          sender, noticing the receiver’s legs beginning to give out beneath them, rushes over to them and catches them before they collapse to the ground.

[kamikazemorgen]

🔪+ reversed from @sullenphoenix

Standing over a body || Accepting

@sullenphoenix knifed the guy he needed to question!

| ⚠ | Morgen moved cautiously into the room to take in the scene before him. There was the guy he needed to question, with several fatal wounds in his chest. And over him, his killer. Had he seen him somewhere before, recently?

"I needed that shitbag alive," he growled, fingers curling tighter around the the knife he held. "I guess I'll have to question you before I give you what he got! Do you know who he worked for?"

[kamikazemorgen]

Morality Meme

[kamikazemorgen]

“Get behind me.” (Vash)

Protector/Protected Starters || Accepting

@adventures-written : Vash

| ⚠ | Something about this guy annoyed him. Why was he stepping into his fight anyway? Didn't matter that Morgen was bleeding from his mouth and nose from the rapid sucker punches the other guy had given him, he didn't even feel it. Morgen had been about to show the guy his mistake, but then this blond guy stepped in.

"I don't need your help," Morgen growled, standing up and catching his balance as the room spun a bit. Pain he may not feel, the other effects of the damage done, though, still effected him. It'll be a sad day in hell when Morgen can't take a few punches and come back swinging. "Stay out of this, idiot, if this guy wants to fight, he learn his mistake."

[kamikazemorgen]

"I'm really sorry! I didn't break it, did I?"

First Meetings! || Accepting

@finncomet

| ⚠ | "Yeah, kid, the cup's fine, don't worry about it. One more dent in it doesn't matter much." As with most accidents, it happened fast enough he hadn't been able to catch himself before other had run into him and the tin cup clattered from his hand. The coffee itself had not spilled on anything or anyone, and only a bit of splash was on Morgen's boots.

"The coffee was burnt and tasted like shit anyway."

[kamikazemorgen]

| ⚠ | Morgen did not like the way the other's words set goosebumps on his skin, and frowned a little deeper at him.

He looked about them, looking for anyone who may be paying them more attention than just moving about on their own ways. He didn't catch anyone's eye... but that didn't mean he wasn't being watched all the same. Lucky for him, he didn't have anyone else with him to worry about at the moment--but that didn't stop him from wondering how the hell...

"Dunno about a funny hat, but you have an odd way of speaking, yourself," he replied, guarded. "What gives you the impression anyone relies on a drifter like me?"

;; @kamikazemorgen​ || Continued from here.

It was no surprise that the man had the reaction he did. Most folks seemed to wave off his warnings, even if they were made with good intentions. As those black eyes trained on him, Oryan was no stranger to their gaze. He had seen them before in his visions, though he was never sure if he’d meet them face to face.

“I know you have people who rely on you, and people who get hurt because of you. I would just tread with caution, if I were you. Especially if you encounter a man with a funny hat and a very convincing manner of speech. I promise you it may not go in your favor…”

[kamikazemorgen]

★ Some First meeting Starters! ★

As always, feel free to edit/add context as needed!

"What... what the heck are you doing?"

"Hi. I'm ___ . I know we just met, but can you do a huge favor for me?"

"Umm... you alright there?"

"Whatcha got there?"

"Are you in danger?"

"You need directions? I can show you the way."

"Can I borrow a few [currency] off you?"

"I'm really sorry! I didn't break it, did I?"

"Can you walk? I can give you a hand."

"Hey, have you seen [item] around? I can't find mine."

"Run now! Ask questions later!"

"I didn't mean to hit you, sorry you got wrapped up in that mess."

"Woah, what the heck is that!? That's cool!"

"Where you from? I've not seen you around before."

"Hope I didn't make a bad impression. Can we start over? I'm ___ ."

"Shh! I hear something."

"You looking for a fight? Because I'll give you one!"

"Who the heck do you think you are?"

"Get out the way!"

"Coming through, coming through!"

"Awee, I love your dog! What's it's name?"

"What the heck is going on here!?"

"Someone please explain this to me."

"Woah, I'm friendly promise! Calm down!"

"Can... you pretend you didn't just see me make a fool of myself?"

"Ack! Where the hell did you learn to drive?!"

"You almost hit me!"

"I'm suing you."

"Don't mess with me."

[kamikazemorgen]

| ⚠ | Looking the man over several times as he waited for an answer, Morgen considered that he may have been too close to the destruction. Fatal internal damage could mean the guy was dead and didn't even know it yet... If that was the case, he may not even get a response. The deep night was eerily silent except for the blond when he did speak, and a chill crept down his spine at the soft, unfortunate words.

No emotion crossed the shorter man's face, but a stab of sympathy and pity crossed his chest as he moved his flashlight over the taller man again. If he was looking for someone in this shape... the likelihood of finding them either in similar condition, or alive at all, was small.

"Yeah?" Morgen's voice was rough and he cleared it as he stepped closer, trying to soften his usually brusque tones. "I've been searching for survivors like you, yeah? What do they look like? Maybe I can help you find'em."

A purely internal sigh, if this guy was a walking corpse, he'd be dead soon anyway. If not... he'd try to find him some help. Take him to one of the settlements he's got contacts in. Finding places for people to go was something of his job, after all. Just not.... normally after an entire city was wiped from the face of the planet.

"Come on... There are others gathered not far from here, looking for survivors, too. We'll get those wounds looked at, while we're at it.."

He'd reached out to guide the other back the way he'd come, and realized he was missing his left arm. Where Morgen had thought to catch hold of the limb, his hand passed through the space disconcertingly, and he did a double take with a sharp intake of breath--but... Though there was a bit of blood on him, there wasn't any sign of massive blood loss as if he'd lost the limb recently. With a quick pass of a hand over the stump, he sighed. It wasn't a new injury then--

"The hell happened to you, man? Other than--you know what, nevermind... C'mon."

@kamikazemorgen said: ❛  is there a reasons you’re here on your own ?  ❜ A Good First Impression? // first meeting starters

He looked like utter hell-- or maybe more like Hell itself spat him back out after chewing on him a little bit. Covered in sand and dirt, bruised and... burnt in places? A messy mop of damaged hair swept in front of his face in a curtain, distant blues peering through at the stranger from behind it.

The blond opened his mouth to speak, but it fell closed again just as easily. Why... was he out here by himself?

... wait, he... he wasn't meant to be by himself.

"... looking for someone..."

[kamikazemorgen]

| ⚠ | The other's initial response got an actual snort from the redhead, and he shook his head as he sipped from the whiskey he held. There was enough alcohol in his system that it was more funny than irritating and he did give a short-lived chuckle.

"Some of that is dirt and sand from the road," he shrugged and took another sip. "Exhaustion is a typical state of being for me, given I travel a lot."

It was true, he did seem to perpetuate a constant state of fatigue when away from.... home. Always on the move, and always on the look out. Lucky for him, there wasn't a wanted poster for him in this particular establishment. That had been why he chose this place. Seemed calm enough, even for a loud crowd of card players and drinkers.

"What about you, is pointing out my sleep-deprivation a form of entertainment, or are you bored?"

Not that the guy was bothering him, necessarily, but he wanted to know, what drew his attention to him of all people.

@kamikazemorgen continued from here

Gerald snorted a bit, offering a grin in return. It was a little too wide, but it was lively and full of good humor. "Pfft. Please. If I start pulling out pick-up lines here? Everyone's panties would be off in a heartbeat. And I dunno about you, but in a place like this? That's a flood I'd rather avoid." He gave a regretful sigh. "Don't get me wrong, there's a lot of lookers in this crowd, but that's a lot of folks to follow through with. Awesome as I am? I'm still only one guy. Not even MY stamina lasts forever." He shook his head. "Nah. You REALLY do look that tired." He dragged a finger down the bottom lid of his own eye for emphasis. "Those dark circles you're sporting look like they're about to invent a new shade of exhausted just for you."

[kamikazemorgen]

alright, my queue is empty… I’m gonna try to answer a few more things in my inbox and reply to stuff. Matter fooooooood.