kaijuthespacemaniraptorian

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i love using popcorn as a weapon to kill enemies!

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and there we see a wild tigrex confronting a lone jaggi who disturbed its nap!

im having too much fun playing gmod lol

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i.......am......SOOOO FUCKING HAPPY!!!

i finally have it!

i finally have my new laptop, i can go back to do art!

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excuse me? did you just say that frogs with eyes in their mouths actually happen in real life? what kind of developmental fuckery would even have to take place for something like that to occur?

it's not as unreasonable as you might first assume! because frogs, for reasons known only to themselves, evolved to use their fucking EYES to help them swallow food.

the way this works is: frogs don't have any bones between their eye sockets and their mouth, so when a frog swallows a thing, part of the process is that they squint their eyes closed and from the outside, their eyeballs kind of sink into their head,

but what's happing inside their mouth is that THEIR EYEBALLS ARE PORTRUDING BACKWARDS INTO THE THROAT CAVITY AND JUST. SHOVING THE FOOD DOWN THERE BY SHEER MANAUL FORCE.

if you are unlucky enough to be in the frog's mouth while this process is happening, you get to see their eyeballs through their mouth skin! yay!!! (also you get swallowed)

but yeah anyway, it's not really a far cry for a frog to experience a mutation that puts their eyeballs at the back of their sockets instead of the front, i.e. in their mouth full-time.

just be glad that your own mammal physiology prevents this from being a thing that could happen to you or anyone you know.

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Sigh im contemplating over whether or not i should continue to use tumblr and trying to become a modeler/animator as my dream job, i really dont know if i can do this anymore.....all of the things i did suck ass and i dont have the potential to be good at it.

I've been searching for a job to get money but no luck, and amazon are a bunch of dickheads as they still didnt delivered my laptop for some reason, i dont even think il be able to return to be an artist.

I dont know if i can continue posting stuff on tumblr, tumblr isnt fun anymore for me

I should also just quit making stories looking back at them makes me feel soo goddamn cringe with how terrible they are and same for my ocs they are just awful!

Sigh

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since when did Jurassic World collabed with Monster hunter what the fuck?!

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its my birthday!

well time to go cry in my bed for being a failure

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i really dont feel great anymore this year, each year is making my lufe worse and worse as time goes on and i dont know if il make it, therapy doesnt work well anymore, my anxiety and depression is making want to commit suicide! My traumas keep coming back in my head, im losing my own life cause im a failure of a human being. I dont know if i want to even continue to try to succeed on my dreams when i keep failing. My family doesnt give a shit about my problems, my lack of companionship is making me feel worse, i just want my life to end at this point......theres no point of me living anymore....il never get support, il never have my dreams and il never have a good life....

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made this stupid shit during class!

il never be funny

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Work In progress of my transformer model in Art School

the sketch is terrible but this is all i can do!

and yeah im starting to become a transformers fan

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Rey Dau Skull, WIP, and horn mobility study are available for early viewing on my Patreon!

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soo fucking excited to see this! Already loving the new kaiju designs in this, Omega himself also looks really neat!

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i want to kill myself everytime i see some of my classmates wanting to make AI art

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god i hate retopologizing the head, the mouth was easy but good god the head!

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well guys, i've recently participated inside an Art School to do 3D modeling and soon 2D Drawing on paper!

Heres something im personally working on

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I’m a micro-influencer now! Nano-influencer?? Whatever, cool milestone!