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Ushijima Wakatoshi ’s moaning. Edited from R18 games by myself. WARNING: R18/ NSFW/ INTENSELY HIGH EXPLICIT CONTENT. PLEASE USE AN IN-EAR-PHONE. THIS AUDIO IS TOTALLY FANMADE. PLEASE DON’T RE-UPLOAD THIS AUDIO ANYWHERE.

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I cried when I read the chapter. I was sooo shocked :(

Why Endeavor Shouldn’t Be Told to “Die”

Oh boy, did that get your attention? Well it should.

So let me give you all some context before I begin. Since I’m traveling right now, I haven’t been super much keeping up with the spoilers or the discussions behind it so I’ve been kinda chilling until my friend mentioned to me how she was upset by this past chapter. Naturally, my curious little butt wanted to know what people were saying and I’m frankly…a bit upset at some of the reactions for this past chapter. Well maybe saying upset is a bit of an understatement.

To briefly recap, this past chapter Endeavor was seen unconscious and/or dying with a wound over his left eye, which is an homage to the burn Shouto has

Of course, since it was broadcasted on live TV, everyone saw it, including his family

(Can I just interrupt and say that Enji and Rei created such a beautiful boi? Say what you want but they got those good genes 👌🏻)

Either way, this moment had immense shock value and created more of a conflicting feeling within Shouto and his family, which ties into the Todoroki family “redemption” arc. And whether or not this was an appropriate tactic to take, its dependent on the future events that Horikoshi wants to take.

Of course, some people reacted in a way that created discussions and that’s not what I’m referring to. What I’m referring to are the people who like to say “HE DESERVED” and “KILL HIM BITCH” and “KARMAS A BITCH HUH, ENDEAVOR” and “DONT LET US FEEL BAD FOR HIM HORIKOSHI, FUCKING KILL HIM” and if you think for one second I’m exaggerating with this, then either you’re doing it or you haven’t seen the chats and tags that show this animalistic view point. For the sake of privacy, I won’t show screenshots but you’ll know exactly what I’m talking about when you see it.

Frankly, if you’re one of those people, then maybe you shouldn’t be reading this manga because it’s clear you’re not understanding the content that Horikoshi is trying to convey.

Now I’m not going to sit here and say that Endeavor is a good person and that you should like him. What he did to his family was awful and caused a lot of issues with Shouto that required Izuku to break that mold during their fight

And one thing to consider is the function that Endeavor’s character type had in the beginning or at least when he was introduced. When we view the heroes in the beginning, we are shown that they not only want to help others, but they have high morals. They are seen to be just and righteous and basically what the epitome of a hero should be

But the thing is, with Endeavor, Horikoshi designed him specifically not to fit that mold of the typical hero we see. We see that he’s ambitious, he views the hero spot as a ranking, he is willing to undergo quirk compatibility marriage for the hope that he will create a perfect suitor, and then proceeds to undergo harsh training for his son when his quirk is revealed. Endeavor shows that heroes aren’t always these morally just people and that there are some that are glorified while doing crappy things

Now, for this arc that’s been happening, Horikoshi has been breaking the mold and giving Endeavor the chance for redemption. For the first time, he told his son that he was proud of him

And he gave flowers to his wife that not only were her favorites but showed that he has come to visit her within the time that he has placed her there

Of course, by no means do these actions mean that he should be forgiven, that he should be glorified, that it automatically excuses everything he’s done in the past. Because by no means do these automatically mean that he’s suddenly this amazing person. He still has his faults but this is a part of the redemption that Horikoshi is putting him through. He’s learning that what he’s done is wrong and that he heavily affected his family in such a negative way and those little bits are the first steps towards his own personal redemption.

So exactly why is there this reaction of “DIE BITCH” to a character that is undergoing through an arc that is not only affecting him but his own family? Why the hell is there this reaction? Like what possible reason is there for this shallow aggression and saying that he deserves to die?

I mean, y’all are acting like he shot Shouto ten fucking times and murdered the rest of his family and even worse things than a criminal here in America. Like y’all are acting as if he’s beyond hope and beyond redemption and beyond even growing as a god damn character.

And it’s hilarious too because most of y’all condemn him like the devil but then turn around and say how Katsuki is such a son, such a good boy, oh he’s the absolute best, oh him yelling is just s O preCIOUS.

Listen, I love Katsuki with all the fibers of my being. He’s a complex character and seeing him grow has been an absolute blessing and I genuinely love him so much.  However, he’s done some shit to that also gets into the realm of being abusive.

Like did you all suddenly forget how he got his friends to beat Midoriya in the beginning??

Did y’all forget that he told Midoriya to jump off the school building?

Did y’all forget how terrified Midoriya was in the beginning whenever he just merely saw Katsuki???

And did y’all also forget the attitude he had towards Izuku during their first fight?

And their second fight??

Oh I’m certain y’all did.

However, throughout the manga, Katsuki was given the chance to redeem himself and to learn that his own attitudes have consequences and have hurt others in his past. Despite the bad things he’s done in his past towards Midoriya, he’s been given the chance to redeem himself and show those beautiful qualities he has been sharing

So the biggest question I have is: why is a character like Katsuki allowed and is glorified having a redemption arc but Endeavor isn’t? Why does Katsuki get a chance to change but with Endeavor, he’s told to die and that he’s beyond ever changing nor should he be allowed to?

The age difference isn’t a good argument because since he was a little kid, Katsuki has had this attitude towards Izuku and is only slightly changing due to the fact he was encouraged to act that way. The motives behind their abuse aren’t good because there’s no good reason why you would abuse your family or tell a young boy to kill himself. Maturity isn’t a factor because Katsuki told Izuku that when he was at a competent age and understood the complications of what he said.

So exactly why does Katsuki get an open pass, a pass that allows him to redeem himself for what he’s done in the past but Endeavor gets people saying that they hope he dies and to not be given a chance in the manga to redeem himself? Why does Katsuki allow for people to discuss his development and is known to be discussed as complex but god forbid Endeavor is seen as a character that is more than just an evil person?

Of course, I’m not asking these questions to tell everyone to start hating on Katsuki and start loving on Endeavor. Absolutely not. Despite me writing all of this, I still am not the biggest fan of Endeavor and view him to be a meme and I don’t expect people to start bowing down to him. That’s not what I’m pointing out.

What I’m pointing out is the hypocrisy of people who bow down to Katsuki and praise him like there’s no tomorrow but shun and belittle Endeavor and basically reduce him to a one dimensional character that has no way of turning into someone more complex. I’m calling out this culture in this fandom that allows for certain characters to be on a pedestal and some other to be thrown into the dirt despite similarities. Whether you like it or not, both of these two abused people in a way that affected someone negatively. Yet, one of them gets to be in this spotlight and glorified both in and out of manga but the other has people chanting for his death and saying that he only deserves to die and that what he’s doing to change isn’t good.

Again, feel free to not like Katsuki or Endeavor or both really. Opinions matter and it’s always good to discuss. However, I want to call out those who have a one dimensional view of Endeavor and refuse to analyze and discuss the growth of his character as the manga progresses. Just as Katsuki deserves to be discussed and not thrown to the ground, Endeavor’s character should ignite in depth conversations and I’m kinda grossed that people have been jumping on this bandwagon of simplicity and refuse to look at him in a different mold despite doing that for other characters. Like I’m actually really disappointed in the reactions of people in this past chapter and I really want to question each of you why have a reaction like that to Endeavor but not to others who have done bad things in the manga? What really makes them so different?

TLDR: In this new chapter, instead of discussing the complexity of the situation, you find people chanting death threats towards Endeavor and hoping that he dies like a little bitch without the chance of redemption.

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do you know about MBTI personality test? what do you think about Tamiko and Shiratorizawa players MBTI?

Uffff this a tough one. I am no expert but I matched it with the way I write the characters. This is the result:

Tamiko - ENTP

Ushijima - ISTJ

Tendou - ESFP

Ohira - ISFJ

Semi - INFP

Shibaru - INTJ

Goshiki - ESTP

Kawanishi - ISFJ

Yamagata - ISTP

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Do you ship Yahaba and Shirabu

oh gosh.....i never knew this ship existed......i like xD they are so similar from the personality they would constantly sass each other those salty bastards

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hi ivy-san! (can i call you with suffix -san?) do you mind if your ff reader make an art about tamiko?

Sure I don't mind :)

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I may use one of those in my book

Pets

Ushijima: Ushijima has a golden retriever that he raised from a puppy. Unfortunately, since Shiratorizawa has dorms, pets need to be left behind, but every time he goes home, they have a very loving and joyful reunion. When he’s home, he takes the dog with him on his daily morning run and it’s the most content either of them ever are.

Jin: Jin has a hamster at home. It’s technically his younger sister’s but it loves him more (Obviously. Who wouldn’t.) He likes to take it out of the cage and let it run around the room or if he’s feeling playful, he’ll build little obstacle courses for it. He thinks it’s extremely relaxing.

Semi: Semi owns a hairless cat who he loves more than anything else in the world. He has all his long, deep conversations with it. The cat usually just sits and cleans itself and ignores him, but despite its attitude, it’s very good at sensing when he’s in a bad mood and when he needs comforting.

Reon: Reon’s family has always kept chickens in a coop in the backyard. From a very young age, he’s learned to take very good care of them. One of the chickens in particular has acted as the family’s guard chicken for most of Reon’s life and it’s very protective of the property and the people who raised it, Reon especially. It will attack trespassers and suspicious characters.

Tendou: Tendou owns a crested gecko who he loves to hold and carry around. He loves to take it out into public places and try to take it for “walks” in his arms, but it always manages to jump away from him and he has to go chase it down. He never learns his lesson. He also keeps bugs that he finds outside! He makes for sure that his lizard never eats his bugs.

Goshiki: Goshiki has a small turtle that’s been his best friend for years. When he’s home from school he lays on his bed and lets the turtle crawl around on his chest and on the bed next to him while he tells it all of the stories that he’s accumulated during his time at school.

Shirabu: Shirabu has a rabbit that he got in middle school when he was having trouble adjusting and making friends and controlling his anger. The bunny helps calm him down since he can sit quietly with her and just pet her and talk about his problems. He’s very protective of his rabbit and doesn’t let anyone touch her except his parents while he’s at school.

Kawanishi: Kawanishi owns a ferret. His allergies make him unable to keep almost any pet but ferrets are almost always hypoallergenic. It’s a very hyperactive ferret that loves to run around its enclosure and squeak a lot. Kawanishi likes to sit very still and just watch it play around and have a good time.

Yamagata: Yamagata has a hedgehog who can do hella tricks. He puts it on top of his head and lets it ride around there for a while. He also claims it can “ride a skateboard” though all he does is put it on his board and push it around gently while it stands on the front.

Washijou: Washijou owns an old, fat cat who’s just as grumpy as he is. At the end of long days, he’ll come and they’ll sit and watch TV together and unwind.

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hello there! i think Tamiko is really pretty (^w^) and i feel pity for her relationship with her mom :( but i'm glad that she gets love from her brother, boyfriend, and friends! (*´∇｀*)

thank you so much :)

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We humans have a keen eye for imperfection and often forget to praise good behaviour/effort.

There are different ways to encourage good behaviour.

One is to ignore bad behaviour. (Most naughty kids only behave the way they do because they don't get attention otherwise)

Two is to praise good behaviour. (That could range from a simple compliment to a treat, choose wisely.)

Many parents don't learn this which is a problem. You can punish bad behaviour but depending on you child's resilience, it will benefit and learn or you will loose it's trust.

But the important thing is not to force the child or adult. Especially when it come to social situations.

Do not punish the behaviour you want to see

I mean, it seems pretty obvious when you put it like that, right?

But how many families, when an introvert sibling or child makes an effort to socialize,  snarkily say, “So, you’ve decided to join us”?

Or when someone does something they’ve had trouble doing, say, “Why can’t you do that all the time?” (Happened to me, too often.)

Or any sentence containing the word “finally”. 

If someone makes a step, a small step, in a direction you want to encourage, encourage it. Don’t complain about how it’s not enough. Don’t bring up previous stuff. Encourage it.

Because I swear to fucking god there is nothing more soul-killing, more motivation-crushing, than struggling to succeed and finding out that success and failure are both punished.

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Trying to sort myself out....goalss

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Bless your heart of cotton candy 💓

Haikyuu Battle of Concepts Shiratorizawa Clip Please credit me if you use this video for gifs or for anything else. I made this from the blu ray I bought. Thank you!

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I was diagnosed with ADD when I was a kid. Back then it was a new frontier in medicine so I became a guinea pig. In the end I had to take lots of medicine.

It has taken me over 10 years to figure out how to live with it. And nobody told me how. I had to find out myself.

Nowadays the are many therapies that help you but back then I had nothing. It's still hard but I'm still learning.

If I remember correctl, you have ADD right? How did you get to know that you have it? How was it tested?

i’ve never been officially tested for it. at least not yet

the way i figured it out was because a good friend of mine turned out to have ADD, and we’re very similar to each other in habits, attitude, experiences, focusing troubles, etc. so i started looking up symptoms, and realized that i had a LOT of them. and i realized i related a lot to things that people with ADD experienced

i also learned that (cis) women who have ADD usually aren’t diagnosed until they’re in their early adulthood, because it gets misdiagnosed or ignored until then, and this usually leads them to have depression and/or anxiety (of which i have both). and they usually end up with high grades, which also causes people to miss the symptoms.

plus, i tend to hyperfocus on certain things and it’s hard for me to focus on other things, i have trouble focusing on stuff in general if they’re not something i’m interested in, i stim a lot (mostly flipping things in the air, or spinning around, or clicking things, or i clap my hands or wave them when i’m excited), i get high grades, i forget everyday things, i talk A LOT when given the chance, i am very sensitive to tastes and food textures and i don���t like being touched except by specific people, i’m easily distracted, i fidget a lot, i don’t like doing things that require a lot of mental focus, etc. all ADD symptoms.

so it came down to “Well, i’m meeting all the symptoms and i share the same experiences, and nothing else quite explains the things i’ve lived with all these years. i must have ADD.”

and that was pretty much it

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or even better, process the information in as many ways as you can think of. Like when you need to learn vocablary, put it into a sentence, take the word apart, put it into its different tenses. Its isn't merely readin it out loud.

Your brain forms new connections everytime you learn something new. using many methods and processing the information will help creat more connetctions. Manfred Spitzer wrote a whole book about that. 

If you want to learn for your next test:

1. Start early (the more time you have to process the information, the better)

2. You don’t have to listen to music

3. Process the information (make a sentence or a song, walk around while learning, read it aloud, copy the information on a new piece of paper)

The best way to remember information long-term is to read it out loud to yourself. Source Source 2

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the pronunciation is really horrible in the English dub

When it comes to names, yes

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HAIKYUU GOT AN ENGLISH DUB!!!!! F*************CK!!!!!!!!

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is it bad that I can tell whose they belong to?

you’re welcome world

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I absolutely love your OC she is so freaking cute and pretty ;W;. To be honest I thought I was the only one who had my Oc pair with Ushijima but one I stumble across your blog I fell in love with. Especially the story Behind a strong man :D I spend an hour or two reading it ^^; and can't wait to read more about her.

I WANNA HUG YOU!!!!! THANK YOU?!!!!!!

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