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s/o to autistic people who were NOT gifted kids and grew up thinking they were inherently dumber than everyone else just because they couldn't be accommodated in the public school system. and stop calling yourself stupid as a joke

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she jack off my trades till im master of none

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squints in ace attorney

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stop treating killing dragons as this act of bravery and valor. maybe ou should be kissieng and loving the dragons instead. and be more niceys

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i love this dude

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true queer pain

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Everyone told me testosterone would make me angrier. My family has a habit of attributing any anger I feel these days to the testosterone. I didn't feel any angrier, but my mother would still tell me that no, I am angrier now, and testosterone did make me angrier and *she* could tell.

A week or two ago, I got my proof to the contrary. I'd been having a difficult day, woke up late, and had to rush out the door, ran into minor inconvenience after minor inconvenience, and then the straw broke the camel's back.

I wrote out the kind of angry vindictive seething text message I used to write constantly. I didn't send it, of course, I copied it out and pasted it in the folder of my notes where I put all my rage venting.

And then I thought.

Huh, it's been a little while since I did that. And I checked the time and dates on my previous notes. The last one was a few days before I started testosterone.

And scrolling back, I noticed that they were *constant* at least one a week for *years* I used to get so angry that I would get the serious urge to say cruel hurtful things to or about people I cared about on a near-daily basis. I didn't realize how big of a problem it was until all of a sudden I hadn't gotten that angry in Eleven Months. Nearly a YEAR.

And then I realized in my rush to get out the door in the morning, I hadn't taken my T shot. My testosterone was the lowest it's been since August.

All of a sudden, I had demonstrable proof that testosterone really did make me less angry. That all that "you may not think you're any angrier but you are" was bullshit.

I feel like I should be angrier about this than I am. I know how angry I used to get. About everything. I just felt it again for the first time in a while. For once, it would feel justified to be that angry. But I'm not. I'm not mad. I'm just... disappointed, I guess.

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Guy whose wife comes out to him as a lesbian and he just sighs and starts googling ‘estrogen near me’

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— Even if it's a fake, stay by my side

➵ Hikaru Ga Shinda Natsu PV 01

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i had a a weird dream where horrible things kept happening to mustelid women and it inspired me to create a horribly anxious ferret woman

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They need a pride flag for this

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This is a result of the inhumane decisions that members of this administration want you to be silent about in public for fear of a loss of “civility”.

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Collection of pride flags for us in the modern era :(

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i was kind of imagining all 15 pipes dropping at the same time in one cacophony but he drops them one after another very methodically and then sighs and goes At least i only dropped 14 of them.. & then there's. well you're smart you can figure this one out

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I cannot be trusted with a cucumber

this is not for sex reasons

I will gnaw through that thang over the course of maybe a few minutes

it's tasty

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pretty boy

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I’m being a bit chronically online and a stinker here but. Those transmascs who hang out in transmasc spaces online and make posts like “how come I only see posts calling out trans men on their misogyny? Never cis gay man or other queer people. Only trans men. This is just a way to demonize trans men” are soo annoying. like buddy you are in transmasc spaces . The posts are going to be about transmascs. The people making those posts you are complaining about are transmascs calling out the behavior of others in the community . This isn’t some evil ploy, it’s just someone in the community calling out a problem. If you go into cis gay male spaces there are people calling out that problem too in those spaces, you just never see it because you aren’t in those spaces.