kafkaesquetragedy

[kafkaesquetragedy]

"There is no love without tension, and no hatred without sorrow."

[kafkaesquetragedy]

gen z has to reckon with its radicalization problem. you are not a morally pure and superior generation of youth come to save the world, your men and boys are radicalized at an unprecedented level and you ignore it because it’s too hard to address but you have to. these boys are in your classes, they date your friends, you know them and you cannot continue to pretend this is an “old white guy” problem

[kafkaesquetragedy]

My flesh festers, thick with a pungent decay; my wounds reek of their own rancid persistence. I wrap myself in a veil of quiet desolation, hoping none will catch the stench beneath, hoping none will see and flee. But sometimes, someone slips through—an accidental touch that sends a chill down to the hollowed pit of my gut. Their promises come, fragile as moth wings, saying they’ll never leave.

Yet always, the smell finds them. I watch them recoil, their footsteps echoing as they leave my life a quiet ruin—a graveyard of half-formed promises and ghostly memories.

[kafkaesquetragedy]

[kafkaesquetragedy]

𝔠𝔞𝔣𝔣𝔢𝔦𝔫𝔢 𝔥𝔦𝔤𝔥 ☕️

[kafkaesquetragedy]

i am nothing in my soul if not romantic, i want that shit written over my grave on the very first line.

[kafkaesquetragedy]

things turn out great when you make use of everything you've got

[kafkaesquetragedy]

Skip Google for Research

As Google has worked to overtake the internet, its search algorithm has not just gotten worse.  It has been designed to prioritize advertisers and popular pages often times excluding pages and content that better matches your search terms 

As a writer in need of information for my stories, I find this unacceptable.  As a proponent of availability of information so the populace can actually educate itself, it is unforgivable.

Below is a concise list of useful research sites compiled by Edward Clark over on Facebook. I was familiar with some, but not all of these.

⁂

Google is so powerful that it “hides” other search systems from us. We just don’t know the existence of most of them. Meanwhile, there are still a huge number of excellent searchers in the world who specialize in books, science, other smart information. Keep a list of sites you never heard of.

www.refseek.com - Academic Resource Search. More than a billion sources: encyclopedia, monographies, magazines.

www.worldcat.org - a search for the contents of 20 thousand worldwide libraries. Find out where lies the nearest rare book you need.

https://link.springer.com - access to more than 10 million scientific documents: books, articles, research protocols.

www.bioline.org.br is a library of scientific bioscience journals published in developing countries.

http://repec.org - volunteers from 102 countries have collected almost 4 million publications on economics and related science.

www.science.gov is an American state search engine on 2200+ scientific sites. More than 200 million articles are indexed.

www.pdfdrive.com is the largest website for free download of books in PDF format. Claiming over 225 million names.

www.base-search.net is one of the most powerful researches on academic studies texts. More than 100 million scientific documents, 70% of them are free

[kafkaesquetragedy]

𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔤𝔢𝔱 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱 𝔟𝔯𝔬𝔨𝔢𝔫, 𝔟𝔲𝔱 𝔦𝔱 𝔴𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔲𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔟𝔢𝔞𝔱

[kafkaesquetragedy]

Eyes turn dry when there's no one to listen to the melancholic melodies of a tearing heart

[kafkaesquetragedy]

The Innocents (1961)

Deborah Kerr as Miss Giddens

[kafkaesquetragedy]

[kafkaesquetragedy]

dark days of late autumn

[kafkaesquetragedy]

@lovesdaya

[kafkaesquetragedy]

you would have thought it was meant to be

[kafkaesquetragedy]

a heavy heart full of pain, failures to accept, fascination with the macabre and an obsession with the night <3

[kafkaesquetragedy]

50 / 100 days of productivity

A HALFWAY THERE YAY:333 we had one lecture today, Chapters from Czech and Czechoslovakian history, and then i took notes from the Le Goff book and revised Latin for a bit. now I'm gonna read bc hopefully I'll fall asleep better after reading than after doomscrolling, I've been having trouble with falling asleep lately. gonna try some herbs and magnesium and maybe antihistanines

photos:

1) studying in the library

2) studying at dormrooms

3) Latin. I have to study more but i feel that with every subject. the fear is growing guys

4) the book I'm reading, The Lewis Man by Peter May, it's a second one in a trilogy