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SENTINEL PRIME in

TRANSFORMERS ONE 2024, dir. Josh Cooley

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FRANK and KAREN in THE PUNISHER

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Magical Hawkeye??

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Stucky <3

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Baby

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Newest Hazbin OCs

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Adam

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Yvan

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Sonne

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Weight vent??

First off this has nothing to with eating issues or anything like that so if you're pro ana or such FUCK OFF. I don't really have anywhere to post or talk about such issues that I'm facing rn so might as well use this empty tumblr page i made when everyone thought that twitter was gonna fall. So recently I've been feeling really insecure and bad about my looks, my friend ordered some tight clothes which she was really afraid to buy or wear for as long as I've known her due to her own issues with weight insecurities. And she looked SO GOOD in them no problem with that at all! But in the recent past she's been saying she's fat and all that shit and that she has gained weight etc but for the love of god all she has are big thighs, a small belly and that's pretty much it. Meanwhile I'm there standing next to her with my nonexistent chin covered with lard and my huge upper arms and stomach, I was gonna wear a tight shirt but put on a big T-shirt instead. For the whole night out I felt so shitty and then I felt shitty for feeling that way. I've had a fairly good confidence for a long time but now that I know that I'm almost 100kg I really wanna just disappear. I hate when my friends talk about their weight insecurities in front of me when I'm 3x times bigger than them. I wish I could be more healthy but I'm a huge fucking failure with everything that has to do with my own well being, I guess i just don't care about my own health as much as I should. Lets be real I'm jealous that all my friends look really good even though they also have fat in them but I have it in all the wrong places. My friends keep lying to me too, saying that I look good when I know its just that friendly hyping up bullshit all ugly people get from their friends, annoys the fuck out of me I wish I could just yell at them to stfu. I don't wanna go out with them cause I know I'm the fat ugly friend of the group and I stand out. With this post i am not looking for pity or help or anything like that i just really need to get all of this out of my system.

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Ava