I want to starve for at least 2 weeks before i go with my dad this summer and I want to do it in the next week all i need is motivation, control, and a whole bunch of thinspo and meanspo, I told myself that if I can get through these to weeks then I will be able to feel skinny enough to eat. I’ll put down some rules for myself and maybe that’ll help me.
I am worried about slowing my metabilism down but he has green tea at his house.
everything was going so good but I had to eat mcdonalds infront of my aunt after a succesful week of fasting, I worked out for 30 min after that and it still wasn’t enoguh. I am at school now so it’s better for to continue fasting. my ribcage and hp bones are kinda showing, but my stomach is in so mch pain from the mds.
the best m3ansp0 i ever read: whenever you think about eating, just imagine that food crawling under your skin and turning into lumps of fat. every bite of breakfast goes to your belly. every bite of lunch goes into your thighs. every bite of dinner goes to your face. and every bite of a snack goes everywhere else. so don’t eat. it’ll make your piggy ass even fatter.
NOTE: this is for me to look back to. if you get triggered, that is on you because i put a trigger warning at the top. i’m sorry if you get triggered, but it’s not fully my fault. stay safe <3
I had a succesful weekend of fasting, but i had ate on monday. I am eating today, but need to more weight, a guy felt my arm and said “you’re like fat but skinny” and that motivated me so much I love the feeling of having no food in my stomach so there won’t be any. I will drink water but that’s it I can’t eat and I won’t.
I can do this. I looked so good when I was st4rving.
I also have a simiar bone structure to this photo so this also motivates me.
I was doing so so good with my fast this week and now i have to go home, i always worry when i go home cause I have less control when i’m there I just need to get through this weekend and hopefully I can do it.