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ʚ 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐞 ɞ

- ”I would’ve never thought I would have to say goodbye to my paradise so soon...”

pairing: tendou x gn!reader

genre: angst, tragedy

word count: 1.7k

song inspo: mr. loverman by ricky montgomery mixed with as the world caves in by matt maltese

warnings: major character death, mentions of eating disorder, mild cussing, hospitals, 

pre a/n: if you wanna blame someone for this idea blame rex orange county, jjk newest ep, and my bestfriend ANKNKA ok but fr...i was thinking of who to do for this for about like..30 mins, it was between tendou, kita, and atsumu. i’ll try to do atsumu tonight because i have a AMAZING prompt for him ok? anyways enjoy this :))

“I can show you everything”

You wanted to be shown everything once, you were so eager to go everywhere and memorize every detail. And there was one person who you wanted to travel everywhere with

Satori Tendou

You were captivated by him, thoughts of him fogged your mind daily and you could barely focus. You knew he was the one for you that day you first started as a manager and he offered you candy, along with asking if you read manga. His smile when you said yes and accepted his snack made you melt on the inside, you practically started floating when he sat next to you and started talking about character complexes and powers. You listened to him for hours that day, you secretly wished he had invited you over so he could talk to you more. You went to sleep that night reminiscing over every word, every sentence, every laugh you both shared. 

Were you really that head over heels after one day?

As the days went by you and Tendou grew closer, becoming best friends within weeks. Yet the sparkle in your eyes when he smiled and laughed never faded, the warm feeling from being with him remained with you only growing stronger. You always fell too easily which left you vulnerable to getting hurt, yet with him you wanted to open yourself up completely hoping he would do the same. Months turned into years and before you knew it, You guys were graduating. Everything went by so fast you would believe you blinked and suddenly became a third year, now you were laying in the grass behind the dorms stargazing with your bestfriend who you had unironically fallen in love with. Have you told him how you felt? Nope

“Do you know what paradise is?”, Tendou stared up at the sky the slight light from the lights nearby illuminating his face and causing his eyes to sparkle

“Something or someone you find comfort in, Something you’re so addicted to just doing it or being around it brings you unimaginable joy. You can’t and won’t imagine ever leaving it or stopping it voluntarily” You sighed and looked over at him, gazing into his red eyes, “Why do you ask?”

He laughed and closed his eyes, breathing deeply “This is my paradise...I don’t think I’m ready to leave..” He opened his eyes and smiled, “But you know, This is a part of growing up right?”

“Ugh..” You huff and sit up, “What the hell is growing up anyways?”

Tendou sat up and shifted closer, leaning in so his nose could almost touch yours, “You aren’t old enough to understand”

Your face flushed a deep pink, he was so close to your face if you accidentally moved closer your lips would meet. You smiled at him and burst out laughing, laughing so hard you had to lay back down and hold your stomach. He laughed too, laying next to you and continuing to point out constellations like nothing had happened. What did he even mean “You aren’t old enough to understand”, he was only one year older than you so what did he mean?

Did you really want to know?

You never really understood the term “growing up”, deep down you wanted to stay a a kid forever. You knew that growing up brought unwanted pain and stress and even trauma, if you weren’t stressed with college enough you also had to deal with paying for bills on your studio apartment and making money from the cafe you worked at. And to make it all worse your best friend, the guy you were lovesick for was moving across the country to pursue his dreams

In Paris

You always asked why Paris, didn’t he want to go pro in volleyball? Wasn’t that his paradise? You knew you wanted the best for him but deep down you didn’t want the love of your life to move across the country, you knew you would both lose communication with eachother, you knew he would forget about you and you didn’t want to bear that pain. Yet he didn’t want to listen, he left to paris and exactly what you predicted happened. You started off calling him every day along with texting him, sending him pictures of what you did in everyday life. You didn’t have many friends so you often found yourself waiting for his reply, you knew his job was time consuming but impatience still got the best of you. Hours without a reply turned into days, the realization that you had lost your love ate at your soul. You found yourself skipping meals, and slacking off in school. You knew it was unhealthy and that you needed to stay strong but you couldn’t, his laugh and smile lingered in your dreams. You missed him dearly, but still couldn’t get the confidence to dial his number. One day you couldn’t take it and booked a flight out to Paris, you thought at the moment it would be the best option.

You never even left the hotel

You paced around the room, the TV playing in the background. You knew the chocolate shop he worked at and had a way of transportation but couldn’t bring yourself to go, what if he didn’t remember you? What if he had someone else? You tried to talk yourself up, motivating yourself to press the button

“God damn Y/N just-” You were cut off by a breaking news report, Your gaze switched from your hands to the TV. You squinted at the screen as it showed a report of a young male involved in a car collision, you didn’t even know what the instinct was but you ran out your hotel room down to the lobby, you busted through the entrance and started to run to the hospital the news report specified, tears welled up in your eyes as you ran praying that it was just a mistake. You prayed that the male in critical condition wasn’t who you thought it was, you stumbled and bumped into people as you ran saying a quick “I’m sorry” and keeping your pace. You arrived at the hospital and bust through the doors, running up to the desk

“Please miss, Who was the man involved in the car collision? The one in critical condition?” Tears pricked at your eyes as you stared at the woman in front of you expectantly

“Oh, at first we labeled him a John Doe but after further inspection we have confirmed the mans name is...Satori Tendou, We really shouldn’t give out this info but you seem like a family member or-”

The nurse continued on but you couldn’t hear, everything went silent as if you had just became deaf, Your knees felt weak and threatened to give out. It couldn’t be him, You shook your head and covered your ears despite the fact you couldn’t hear anything, everything started to swirl together like a fever dream. Thats right, it was just a dream, This wasn’t happening. You were gonna wake up from this crazy situation and go see your bestfriend, You were gonna finally see your best friend and he was going to be alive and healthy. Everything was going to be just fine, This was just a sick nightmare thats it

“Excuse me, this is his room. I’m sorry but he has about 20 mins left to live, he can hear but can’t move or respond to anything...I’m sorry”

The doctor patted your back and left the room, gently closing the door to avoid startling you. You hadn’t spoken a word since the news was given to you and of course, you didn’t take it well. You broke down completely, the nurses had to escort you to a room and try to calm you down

But even now you felt nothing but numbness

You stared at Tendous body blankly, gazing at all the tubes coming out of him, the beeping of the heart monitor and pumping of the life support machine kept the room from being completely silent. You felt tears well up into your eyes again and this time you didn’t fight them, you slowly walked towards his bed and gently touched his face. You could feel his face flinch and heard a wimper escape from his body, you let out a quiet sob and placed your hand over your mouth. You remembered how the doctor said he could hear you and feel everything

Feel Everything

He could probably feel the tubes and they were probably painful, He probably didn’t think that life was worth so much pain. 

“Tendou...” Your voice cracked and you sniffed, “I’m so sorry...I should have been there..for you” You sighed and sat down in a chair, leaning on the bed “Did I ever tell you about my paradise? Well unlike you...My paradise was a person, They were super funny and their smile could brighten anyones day” You smiled at the last part, unknowingly laying your head on the bed, “They had am amazing laugh too...It was so contagious I learned to memorize it, whenever I was around them...I felt like I was complete. I felt like I had a life worth living when they were around, I loved them..letting them go was the hardest thing, but at least they were safe and happy...” You started to choke up, tears streaming down your face, “You’re my paradise Tendou...I’m in love with you and I want to stay here forever if It means I’ll be with you”. You looked up at the monitor noticing how it was slowing down, You didn’t know much about medicine and medical things but you knew that wasn’t a good sign. You gently grabbed his cold hand and squeezed it, you blinked through tears and opened your mouth. You didn’t know what to say until the monitor started to rapidly beep, fear shot through your body causing your tears to flow faster and your body to shake. You broke your gaze from the monitor and looked at Tendou, his skin was pale and you could barely see his face through all the tubes

“I would have never thought...I would have to say goodbye to my paradise so soon. I love you Satori, I’m sorry I was too late” 

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post a/n: currently sitting here crying, i’m not even attached to Tendou like that and i’m HURT why do i do these things to myself i’m sorry to whovever reads this </3

[k0dzukwen]

i’m alive..because of him

once he gets animated (again) i will die! counting my days!

sorry for acting up on levi week i’ll post him soon 😒

[k0dzukwen]

ok this isnt related to requests but more of an ask but whats your opinion on yagami yato? i think its gross-

LANAIIAHGSI UHHH- idk i just :)) i’ve never listened to any of her audios...so i honestly dont have an opinion but i know shes popular and people find comfort in her so- SUBSUV SORRY IM HALF AWAKE AND I CANT COMPREHEND

[k0dzukwen]

BNHA boys reacting to and dealing with a S/O thats always eating?

i feel called out i eat 24/7... anyways ((you didn’t specify gender so..i’m doing female-

warning! mention of eating disorder (for denki)

Shoto Todoroki

concerned at first

like very concerned...

he thinks your pregnant... he looked up why a girl might eat a lot HAHAH “Y/N..are you pregnant?”

you almost pass out

you finally tell him that you just really enjoy eating and trying new food, you actually end up going on a huge rant on how much you just really love eating and how you’re learning to cook

he just listens to you talking, he’s glad that you’re okay and it was just a tiny hobby. he’s also smiling a little because of how cute you look talking about food

he starts buying you food more

desserts, breakfasts, lunches. dinners, you name it he GOT YOU rich boy alert..

he tries to learn how to cook with you, he’s unsuprisingly good at it. he gets good to the point where he will make you food while you sleep so you can eat it when you wake up GUIVDUID I LOVE HIM PLS

Katsuki Bakugou

he’s a little bitch about it at first..

he takes your food...and eats it in front of you for fun

at first, you took it as a joke like, “haha ok babe give me my candy back...” and then it got kind of...annoying

you find yourself snapping at him more

one day you are completely devouring some food Mina bought you and he literally takes it and yells at you- “STOP EATING DUMBASS, DO YOU WANNA GET SICK OR SOMETHING??”

you start tearing up out of anger, he’s getting so mad...for what

he notices you crying and IMMEDIATELY changes  “Wait..Y/N that was mean I’m sorry..Here you can have it back”

you explain to him why you like eating and why you eat so much, you tell him about how you want to learn how to cook and all these other things.

he doesn’t show it but he thinks it’s cute

he helps you learn how to cook and refrains from getting mad at you for cutting an onion wrong LMAKHI HE’S TRYING SO HARD TO BE NICE

you eventually learn the basics after almost burning the dorms down-

he buys you stuff to make food and watches you cook he’s like a mini gordon ramsay but nice because you’re his girlfriend

Izuku Midoriya

he’s so nice about it-

like he see’s you eating ALOT and he just gives you some of his food like its nothing

SECRETLY TOO NERVOUS AND SCARED TO ASK IF YOU’RE OKAY

he just watches you eat and one day he is just really concerned, you ate 3 servings of lunch and now you’re eating more? he finally brings it up

literally after 3 seconds of being serious about it he starts getting nervous and saying nevermind- “Izuku...it’s okay calm down!”

he snaps out of it at the sound of his first name-

you explain to him about how much you like food and he starts getting into it. you guys spend hours talking about food and recipes and other stuff

concerned izuku > happy interested izuku

you watch cooking shows together now and its like your fav part of the day

you cook for you and him and he TRIES to be very honest but ends up being VERY DRAMATIC “Y/N THIS IS SO GOOD OH MY-” “Izu- DID YOU JUST PASS OUT??”

he passed out from your amazing cooking y/n can make a mean pasta don’t even @ me

Eijirou Kirishima

ugh..kirishima...best bf..

at first he doesn’t even realize its supposed to be concerning-

he was too caught up in how much he loves you to realize how much you ate

when he realizes bakugo had to tell him LKNKSNK he tries to address the situation in the most manly way possible  “Hey Y/N uhh are you okay? You eat..alot”

at first you act offended which makes him FLIP OUT hes on the verge of crying and he’s apologizing for not being manly over and over again

YOU FEEL SO BAD AHISBSl

you tell him you were kidding and that you are indeed alright, you then go into detail about how you like eating and how it makes you happy and etc. you also talk about how you wanna learn how to cook and go around trying new food

he watches you explain in awe already planning out cooking adventures for you both

he plans out how every weekend you guys will go out and try new food...and you do exactly that

you to to farmers markets and its the BEST time 

its his favorite think to look forward to, your smile as you try something new and explain how good it was and how you are happy

he loves you so much

you also have been banned from the kitchen..it was kirishimas fault

Denki Kaminari

i have a crush on pikachu ya’ll...i wanna hug him..

he is so oblivious about it-

he literally challenges you to eating contests, you OBVIOUSLY don’t complain

it takes AWHILE before he actually starts to realize that eating this much...isn’t normal

he confronts you about it while you guys are studying

he literally...just straight up asked like... “Y/N do you have a eating disorder?”

you just stare at him for about 1 min before saying no

like...did he rlly just????

he doesn’t believe you do you start explaining to him why you eat so much..like can’t you just like to eat?

he is SO RELIEVED thanks to buzzfeed articles on how to ask someone about a eating disorder oh my god

he starts making scenarios of you guys owning a resturant or bakery in the future while being pros its so cute...

you start to learn how to cook and denki is forced to watch due to being banned from the kitchen for blowing up a microwave

he is now a official taste tester <33

just like izuku he is VERY dramatic... “OH MY GOD Y/N THIS IS SO GOOD!! OH MY-” “Kami it can’t be th- KAMI ARE YOU DEAD??”

he loves being dramatic who can blame him...

((hope ya’ll liked this...tried to make it as canon as possible...

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JELAOUS MATTSUN <3 (yes I am very much a desperate whore for him ) -Maka

oh...okay...here u go...i guess.. (i could barely find any decent gifs of this man....)

Jealous!Matsukawa x Reader

Character Pairings: matsukawa x fem!reader warnings! hint at degrading names wc: 394 Words You hadn’t seen your best friend in about 2 years..So after all that time, Why is your boyfriend so..jealous? You noticed the way he was looking at you, he was practically gawking at you. It’s not your fault your friend was overly funny, like it was hilarious. He was so oblivious to how much he was making you laugh. “Oh sorry miss...you’re kinda small so I didn’t see you”, You threw your head back laughing, you were laughing so hard you leaned a little too far back in your seat . Next thing you knew you were falling. It was like everything was moving in slow motion you saw Mattsun get up but felt someone catch you. Looking up you met eyes with your friend, “That was a close one huh? Wouldn’t want you to get hurt would we?” he smiled which made you tense up and start to feel nervous, you weren’t nervous because of him but...because of Mattsun. Once he helped you up Mattsun walked over smirking, “Well Well Well! Looks like the lame excuse for a prince saved MY princess...Thank you for that!”, he put a hand on your friends shoulder practically overflowing with jealousy, “I think it’s about time me and my girlfriend left! Right?.” Your face instantly scrunched up, crossing your arms you said, “I haven’t seen F/N in like 2 years! Its’s only been 3 hours!”. His smirk melted off his face as he turned serious, “It’s time to go Y/N.” his voice was firm and low, you quickly got up and apologized to your friend.  “You are such a brat Y/N” Those were his first words he’s gonna say after leaving...Seriously? “Why? Because I was genuinely having fun and you ruined it...”, You scoffed and looked away from him. You were mad at him for being so dramatic, if it was him he would feel the same way... “You’re a brat because you did that on purpose..you attention-”. You immediately stopped walking, Did he really... You look at him face contorted into a frown, “Don’t finish that if you don’t wanna be single...”. He smirked at you and leaned in snaking an arm around your waist. “You aren’t leaving me my love, you’ll be mine forever” He took a finger and lifted up your chin, “I’m too jealous to let you go...” ((i’m probably gonna redo this because the grammar is probably VERY off...I took melatonin and i’m about to PASS OUT but was determined to get this req done

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✾ 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬 ✾

last updated- 2020/27/9

✓requests status? - closed

rules ⇣

ok so i can do one shots, short fics, imagines, and headcanons

try and steer away from requests on topics of mental health...i mean i can do them but...sometimes they’re uncomfortable? especially when i don’t know much on what you ask..

i take requests on any characters, why any? because i like to try new things and its fun..

when you send a request please specify the character/characters and from what anime cuz...if you say “i wants a hc on yuno!!” WHICH YUNO- YUNO FROM FUTURE DIARY OR BLACK CLOVER SBVIVUJXI. and specify what genre ( i do fluff, angst, and MAYBE nsfw)

ok so at this current moment (friday sept 27) you can SPAM me with requests because i have no school all next week and i’ll have lots of time to write

thats basically it....so request away 😏

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RRRRR ARF BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK

oh girl....and you claim you aren’t feral...

[k0dzukwen]

its 3:20 am and the 3 key on my keyboard is broken so i have to use the touch screen keyboard... anyways i couldnt find any iwaizumi gifs and it was lowk saddening </3 anyways i have school in 4 hours good fucking NIGHT

[k0dzukwen]

Iwaizumi x Fem!Reader ~Seijoh Maid Cafe Event~

I thought it would be funny to write about Iwaizumi having to dress up for a Maid cafe event at Seijoh for a festival or something-  like in free omg shush rin in a maid dress- ANYWAYS LMFAO YEA ENJOY OR WHATEVER OH THIS IS IWAIZUMI POV WRITTEN BTW <33

Warnings- Some cussing and a hint at NSFW at the end

Word count- 797 

“ARE YOU SERIOUS?!”, Oikawa flinched before he started laughing. Iwaizumi stared blankly at the dress before him. “I am not wearing a maid dress, Shittykawa..” Oikawa snickered “Why not? You know...you’ll look great in it~”. Iwaizumi raised a hand at him as he ran off laughing. “Stupidkawa…” He muttered to himself. Iwaizumi cared for his team greatly and would do anything for them, but this was too far. He sighed and closed his eyes visioning the scenario. Him in the stupid dress working at the cafe, the festival is almost over and he is about to leave when his girlfriend shows up, “Iwazumi…are you...a cross dresser?”. His eyes shot open, there was no way in hell he would let that happen. His girlfriend would break up with him instantly seeing him in a dress, she would assume he cross dresses and want nothing to do with him. He knew Y/N was kind hearted and understanding but, how would she react to this? “Fucking hell…” he muttered as he walked to the locker room to change, “If my life is ruined after this night I will murder Oikawa…” 

He stared into the mirror, “What...the...fuck…”.The reflection of him in the mirror was...confusing, The short dress went above his knees causing him to constantly pull it down. “Ooohhh Iwa-chan~”, Oikawa called to him from across the room. “What…” Oikawa grinned widely, he was also in a dress which made Iwaizumi less angry. “You look really good, I bet Y/N will like it~”. His face started to flush, “Shut up..”. Oikawa laughed loudly as he walked out the locker room. Iwaizumi scoffed and then looked back at his reflection, “How stupid…I can’t bel-” 

 Ring Ring 

It was his phone, as he picked it up he saw it was a Facetime call...from Y/N. He frantically declined it, “Shit..she’s gonna be pissed at me” He thought, He quickly shook it off and ran out the locker room 

Finally..It was over Iwaizumi started cleaning up what he could fast, “Mattsun, Makki you both have cleaning duty” Mattsun quickly stood up from where he was, “Iwaizumi...I have to go see my girlfriend…”. Iwazumi glared at him, “...And?” Mattsun cleared his throat and started to quickly clean up. Iwaizumi started to look around, he knew something was off but he couldn’t figure it out. “Oh Iwa-chan~ Someone is here for you!” His heart started beating fast, he was praying it was a late customer he could quickly shut down with a “We’re closed Idiot”. But as he turned around, he knew that wasn’t the case. Y/N stood there next to Oikawa, her arms were crossed and her eyebrows furrowed. “Fuck..” He thought to himself, “Uh..Hey Ba-”. She cut him off quickly, “You’ve been declining my calls for the past 3 hours, are you okay mentally because last time I check that's not how you treat someone”, She stared at him basically glaring, “Especially your girlfriend!” He was stunned, he had seen his girlfriend mad but..not this mad. She looked like she was ready to kill him. Oikawa smiled “I’ll leave you guys to sort this out...I have someone to see!!” Oikawa ran off, Iwaizumi groaned and looked back at his angry girlfriend. “Look Y/N I can expla- Y/N?” He stared at her confused, her face was flushed a dark pink and she was covering her mouth, “Y/N are you okay?” He was genuinely concerned, fearing he made her so mad she would be sick. But then, she started laughing...hard. “Iwaizumi...Babe...You..” She kept laughing hard to the point where she had to sit on the floor, seeing her boyfriend in a maid dress was hilarious and attractive, but the way he was standing made him look like a angry grandma and she was weakened. Iwaizumi quickly caught on and crossed his arm “Seriously, You dumbass this isn’t funny...”, she started laughing harder and Iwaizumi couldn’t help but smile, he loved when she laughed and was smiling, she looked unbelievably cute. He walked over to her and kneeled down, “Wh- What do you want...granny?” she started laughing again and Iwaizumi just smirked at her. She noticed his facial expression, “Why are you looking at me like th-”. That's when he gently grabbed her by her chin and slowly kissed her, He pulled away and stared at her for awhile before saying

 “Next time, you’ll be the one in the dress”