justt-a-lost-girll

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If we all die eventually why does it matter if I want to go earlier?

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Estoy harta de preocuparme por los sentimientos de lxs demás, cuando claramente les vale una mierda los míos

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Fucking asshole

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I disappear for days and no one notices, that’s how relevant I am  

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I know I said it’s kinda stupid

But it’s just the way I’m feeling right now

And I hate that I can tell

That someone’s probably in my shoes by now

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Can’t shake this feeling that I’m not enough

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Mama is the only person keeping me alive

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I forgot the last time I felt good

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They think I’m joking when I say I want to die, but sometimes I am not

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Writing here and knowing that no one is ever going to read it is the best

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Wow

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Why is it always so easy for them? Am I really that forgettable?

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No one’s listening

And that’s just fucking lonely

I’m so lonely

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Life’s not fair

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The worst part is that I don’t know why I’m feeling like this, there’s no fucking reason

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Estoy cero emocionada por cumplir años y eso dice tanto agh