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Having this many expectations is gonna be the end of me

It's like my own head vowed to be my vicious enemy

Saying "let's make her suffer, but with a twist"

"Let's make her own thoughts assist,

so that as good as things may get

her only thought would be

"that's almost what I want, but not quite yet""

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They did...

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Feelings and overthinking....

So lately I feel like I tend to feel things stronger than ever, and I have no idea if that's a good thing or not. I tend to need more affirmation from people, and I need to know that they're proud of me. I have no idea if that's healthy or not, because if I, myself, am not proud of the steps I am taking, why take them from the start?! And if I'm proud, why need anyone's opinions? I'm really getting sick of it.

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I hate ....

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Yesterday was a pretty bad day

I got really some awful news

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Heyyy

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I don't think I know who I am anymore

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Look out 'cause here I come

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Well kida

Basically

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Big decision

So I decided that I will not only write what happened in my day but I will also start writing my plans in here. I guess that this will make me sort of obligated to do it maybe more than just knowing the task sharing it somewhere makes it more needing to happen.

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Day 4

Trying

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“Be suspicious of what you want.”

— Rumi

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Day 3

Horrible

No discipline what so ever