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google search how to stop experiencing anticipatory grief when this world has taken so much from me already

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i was so fucking sad when i was 14 and now when i fold my laundry or see a pool of moonlight on the floor of my bedroom i know that miracles exist. i see love in everything. love sees everything in me too

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Me remembering all the people i’ve opened up to, and then cut contact with: yikes

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i believe you can always get back to yourself. you can always soften into being again. no matter how long you might be stuck in a pattern of unhappiness, of being jaded, of feeling guarded from the world in some way. there is always a path back. give yourself a chance to find it.

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The amount of time and trial and error that happens between when you realize you need to change and when you actually start digging your heels in and making those changes is often literal years which is so crazy cause we can know something for so long and refuse to let it sink in when we know it will deeply disrupt our lifestyles and comforts/crutches so it just prevails for so much longer than we could ever imagine even when we realized so long ago what was wrong we just back pedal when we are scared until something just cracks and we feel ready

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no one teaches you how to become more affectionate and open to affection after living your whole life in a house where affection was never a thing

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Tell me a soft memory

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Getting older is fun i love to inch closer 2 the girl i dreamed of being at 14

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*opens the oven after preheating to 400*