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Gaïa (I’m Actually A Pear Frfr)
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14 soon, she/her, I like reading, watching TV and all art, I do like adult shows even if I’m young, most probably Autistic but my mom won’t let me get tested because she doesn’t believe me even if I’ve done years of research on my symptoms 😔Professional Lesbian #Free Palestine Im Lebanese tooI live in Canada so I know English, French and Arabic (a tiny bit of Spanish?)I need sleep😕Unfortunately I can be considered cringe 😔Horrible at talking to people so please don’t be scared to start conversation as long as your appropriate:DTHATS ALL FOR NOW >:3
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 2 days ago
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Show it to me Rachel 💔
i have some grayson angst...
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 11 days ago
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I JUST FINISHED MY ORCHESTRA CONCERT YIPPEE
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Yo soy mucho tired
That’s Spanish trust🙏
(I failed my Spanish test this week actually but we are gonna ignore that >:b)
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 11 days ago
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STOOPP ITS OKAYYY DWWW😭😭😭😭
“who asked for grayson hawthorne???” santa asks with curiosity. “not me!” i say with joys
i was then caught on fire because when you lie your pants catch on fire
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 11 days ago
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LOL ITS OKAYYY POOKIEEE😭😭😭
Wdym about that last part?
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“who asked for grayson hawthorne???” santa asks with curiosity. “not me!” i say with joys
i was then caught on fire because when you lie your pants catch on fire
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 11 days ago
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Oh
“who asked for grayson hawthorne???” santa asks with curiosity. “not me!” i say with joys
i was then caught on fire because when you lie your pants catch on fire
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 11 days ago
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i love arcane
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 11 days ago
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SOBBING
“who asked for grayson hawthorne???” santa asks with curiosity. “not me!” i say with joys
i was then caught on fire because when you lie your pants catch on fire
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 11 days ago
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Like him -Tyler the creator
I lied put your clothes back on. Let’s talk about how absolutely heartbreaking it was for Xander in chapter 59 of tfg. Out of all of the Hawthorne brothers he was the one who had the closest relationship to their grandfather. So to then find out that his biological father had always wanted him and that his grandfather was the one reason that they never were able to get to know each other would be absolutely earth shattering.
Like Tobias trusted him enough to tell him to find Toby in The Hawthorne Legacy because they spent the most time together. Like he seriously asked his favorite grandson to help him find his long lost son who isn’t even his actual son, all while never letting Xander know that his own father cared about him and wanted him from the beginning. So I can’t even begin to imagine the hurt and betrayal he must have felt towards his grandfather after he realized that his grandfather did everything in his power to keep his father from him and vice versa. (As the days go by I hate Tobias more and more)
MY POOR BABY DESERVES SO MUCH LOVE😭😭
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 12 days ago
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I would like to make an alliance against Emily Laughlin and Eve. WHO WANTS TO JOIN???
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 12 days ago
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the Hawthorne brothers first options of Avery:
Grayson: convinced she’s a con woman
Jameson: shamelessly flirts and thinks she’s a game
Nash: attracted/obsessed to her sister
Xander with his scones: just a chill guy
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 12 days ago
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reblog if you:
- flinch away when someone touches you.
- panic when you accidentally break an object.
- get scared when someone walks behind you.
- feel your heart rate increase at every sudden noise.
- are easily panicked by slightly-louder-than-normal sounds.
- stare apprehensively at your bedroom doorway for hours at night.
- have trouble making eye contact with people.
- always feel either too mature or too immature for your age.
- simultaneously crave and be terrified of physical contact.
because i do all of these
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 12 days ago
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HELP😭
poor Grayson was pushed so hard to be perfect since he was told he was going to be his grandfathers heir. That’s years of unnecessary neglection
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 15 days ago
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Exactly
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Um why did i just moved from bootok to tumblr and i see that everyone here is calling grayson a rat? I'm confused...don't we like him??!
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 19 days ago
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IM SOBBING ALL OF THESE MADE ME CACKLE
CRACK TIG HCS
these are some unhinged hcs my little rat i found in my restaurant stirred up for me last night. some of these are spicy so read at your own risk. i hope you like themmmm 💖 (warning- mention of sh but not actual sh)
rohan has absolutely no spice tolerance (makes sense bc he’s british and that food is plain lmao (no offense to british people)) so jameson eats spicy food and offers it to rohan to get on his nerves
every hawthorne had had an incident with making out in one of the hawthorne libraries it is a cannon even and cannot be stopped
max calls xander kitten and my prince
grayson once had hickeys on his neck and jameson went INSANE with the teasing and jokes (but grayson pointed out that he and ave always have love marks on them too so that shut him up lmao)
max is religious and oblivious, so once she had to go on her knees for something and she said sum like “it’s okay, i’m used to getting on my knees” and everyone started laughing
gigi accidentally took edibles instead of her vitamins so she got HIGH and i mean HIGH like she was running through the house in only a bra and a ballet tutu for some reason screaming cabinet battle #2 from hamilton
jameson is lactose intolerant but he sees it as a challenge, not a weakness
libby just randomly throws up and just goes on like it’s fine (think kindergartener)
nash saw marks on jameson’s wrists and thought he was doing sh and jameson assured him he wasn’t but nash wouldn’t take that as an answer and kept asking him about it until he told him the truth (it was marks from the handcuffs that avery used on him the night before)
avery puts bows in oren’s hair and makes him look like such a coquette queen
rebecca makes a bunch of different types of bread and takes out all of her anger kneading the dough
nash talks to his horses like they are holding a gun to his head bc he’s low-key afraid of them
alisa once ate a full tub of ice cream while watching barbie: life in the dream house bc she was depressed and no one knows about it
xander would always bang on the door when avery and jamie were making out or doing more 😏 bc he was just trying to be annoying so now oren has special instructions to not let xander get close to their door
max and xander send pictures of their shits to each other and they rate them from one to ten
thea once beat up a kid when she was in elementary school bc they stole her zebra cake
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 24 days ago
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It did thanks Ratty🙏
Grayrat i need surgery tomorrow wish me luck 😝
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(It’s not knee surgery but whatever I thought this meme was fun for the occasion)
This ask was from three days ago. I hope it went well.
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 25 days ago
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HAHGAHAHAHAGA I feel like a 8 year old child again idgaf if it’s immature
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justsayinghiiexistlol · 27 days ago
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But ur old enough to be a dad?🤨
what’s your favorite food? is it lyra
Excuse me?
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