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HOW HE TREATS YOU IS HOW HE FEELS ABOUT YOU. DONT TRY TO DECODE IT OR MAKE EXCUSES ITS SIMPLE. IF HE ACTS LIKE HE DOESNT CARE, HE DOESNT CARE.

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“Stay humble, no matter how much you changed for the better. Stay kind, no matter how many people broke your heart. And stay hopeful, no matter how many times you’ve been let down.”

— The Most Important Things in Life Are… (via overfierce)

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9 - Home Isn’t Sweet After All

“How.... Why?” I couldn’t ask the questions I wanted to because my mother basically throw all my answers at me.

“Honey.... I really thought your dad was going to tell you. I knew I should of told you before he left.” She explained.

“He left maybe three weeks ago.” She answers a question i wanted to ask.

“Did he ev-“ i was stopped again, “He said he was going to tell you once he settled in baby.. I’m so sorry.”

“Hazel..” I hear Colby as I sit myself in their frat house living room.

The house was huge and somewhat empty. Nothing to surprising because guys lived here and they know nothing about decor and homely. I laughed to myself as I thought about it as I sit in the living room and thinking about what I was doing here and why I was here? Because I decided to finally speak up about my feelings and finally stand up for myself but yet again, I should of just shut my mouth.

“I’m sorry..” I couldn’t really say anything else but apologize.

“Hazel it’s fine, how are you doing?” Colby asked me.

It looked like he wanted to comfort me but he also didn’t want to make it awkward. I smiled and looked at him, feeling my face heat up.

“I’ll find a hotel for tonight.” I say and he shakes his head.

“No, no, you can stay here. I have a couch in my room you can sleep in.” He offers.

“A couch?” I say and laugh.

“I know it’s not the most comfortable but it’s better then trying to find a hotel and spending money on it.” He says, I catch a little blushing on his checks and he smiles.

“Okay but I’m leaving in the morning.” I say and his smile brightens his face.

“Great, I have an extra blanket and everything. You can borrow some of my clothes to sle-“ I interrupt him, “oh you don’t have to do that.” I say putting my hands up and waving them indicting he didn’t have too.

“I want too. I’m sure you don’t want to be in those—“ he coughs and then continues, “you can take a shower and be more comfortable.” His face tinted pink and I lowered my face with a small smile.

“Thank you, colby. I really appreciate it.” I hear other people come into the living room and colby gets up.

“Colbyyyyyyyyy.” A guy shouts standing next to another guy and a small petite girl.

“Heyyyyy..” colby dragged on his hello and then looked at me, smiling.

For a little bit through the night, people came and gone. It was different and I wasn’t in my comfort zone at all and I think colby started to see that, he kept coming over to me and checking on me.

“Colby, I’m fine. Honestly, I just am getting a little tired.” I say and I see the look in his eyes.

“Come on.” He nods forward for me to follow him.

I felt my heart rattle in my chest and my face went hot. I didn’t know what to think or act right now.

We made it to the end of a hallway and he opened up the right door to a bedroom.

“Here..” he grabs a pillow from his bed and hands it to me.

“Um, thank you.” I hug onto the pillow i was given and stare at the black couch. I guess it would have to do for now.

“You can shower if you want?” Colby had asked and I felt my face heat up.

“It’s okay, I’ll be leaving early in the morning anyways. I don’t want to be a bother.” I explain.

He smiles, “you aren’t a bother. Honestly, it’s completely fine. I want to help.” He says as he lays down a blanket for me.

“I just don’t know you or anyone here. I feel so out of place here. I feel like...” I felt myself wanting to cry and never stop.

I didn’t know him yet he has been so nice to me since I met him. So has his friends, they never questioned who I was at all. Why did zoey do what she did and why did I let her walk all over me for all these years?

“Hey..” I hear Colby and feel his hand on my shoulder.

I hadn’t realized but I was crying and I didn’t even notice. Colby stared at me with his beautiful blue eyes and gave me such a warm smile.

I laughed a little and smiled back, “I’m so sorry, I am a mess.”

“No you’re not. You’re going to be okay.” He reassures me.

I smile and go over to the couch to sit down.

“I’ll be back okay, I’m going to go downstairs.” Colby says with a flat smile and then disappears.

Once he left, I took my shirt off and left my spaghetti strap underneath. I plopped down onto the couch and covered myself then I fell asleep once I was comfortable and I was able to stop over thinking about what was happening and where I was.

Hello!! I hope you are enjoying this story so far. I would like to thank the readers that are still reading this and giving me their love. It means a lot to me. I know this is such a short story and you want updated daily but I also have a life. I can’t always do that. So please enjoy when I do update!

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7 - Home

Once they finally finished eating, we were back on the road almost back to LA. We had been talking about childhood things and just the most random things people don’t usually talk about which was nice because we never got quiet until a little later.

“Hazel?” I hear Colby say to quiet.

I sit up straight from leaning over toward the window and stare at Colby through the rear view mirror. Sam has just knocked out and was snoring softly and had his face covered with his hoodie. “Yeah?” I say in return.

I could see a slight awkward look on his face and he was fighting something to say. It was cute in a way that he was nervous but I couldn’t help but giggle a little and his eyes everted to me in the back and he smiled. “What are you laughing at?” He asked, curiosity in his eyes.

I shake my head,”what were you going to tell me?”

“I know this is weird but you can always stay at our place until you go back home in the morning?” He says, keeping his attention toward the road. Thankful but I didn’t want to make this more awkward or embarrassing for me. I had to go home now, even if I didn’t have any of my things with me. I had to get on a bus and head home. “Colby... I really appreciate it but I can’t. I have to go home. This has been so much for me and I don’t think I can do this anymore in LA. I haven’t been happy here in such a long time and now nothing is really holding me back here.” I explain. I turned my focus back onto the night streets as I thought of home. Everything I said was completely honest and I didn’t ever think I’d say it. Zoey always made me feel like I was nothing but LA material. I left my parents and my home for this with zoey when we graduated school together. I never planned on coming here and yet, here I was. I had gotten into UCLA for a photography and graphics when I enrolled and was lucky enough to get it right when I arrived here. Zoey did too and that’s how she met Alex and ever since then, it was the three of us. Until they started YouTube and it went far for them so it wasn’t the three of us anymore, zoey made it all about just them. I wanted to go home to back to my parents, especially my dad. Well let’s be more technical, he was my step father but still my dad. I was so close to him when he married my mom and he always accepted my choices when it came to school or even my hobbies. My mother wasn’t that bad but she wasn’t my dad, my dad knew everything about me. Even the most awkward things that have happened to me that you would think I’d tell my mom but I couldn’t. My mother likes to judge and I don’t like to be judged, my father never did that and he was always so open to me telling him anything and everything and that’s why he was my best friend when it really came down to it. My real father disappeared when my mom found out about me and she basically was alone for parts of her pregnancy until she met my step dad. “Colby?” I say turning back to him. I see his eyes look at me through the mirror, “can I use your phone? I need to call my dad.”

Hello! I apologize for the very very late update. I recently moved into my own place and got a new job so I was completely busy for a while but now I am settled in and ready to get back into this! My last post view was amazing so thank you for the love! I turned on commenting so if you’d like to share some more love that would be so awesome! Thank you for giving the love and hope to keep my viewers entertained! I also am going to be updating my stories onto Wattpad but I’m going to be doing it chapter by chapter. So there’s only one chapter up so far. I’ll update Saturday’s on there and sundays on here! See you next Sunday!

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6 - A New Beginning

We finally got closer to home and it was sam driving now. We didn’t really talk much after Colby and Sam switched so they blared music that they liked, fighting multiple times for their favorites and then discussing the variety of artist and genres they loved more.

“What’s your favorite type of music, hazel?” Sam asked breaking my train of thought.

I tilt my head and think, “hmmm… i don’t really have a favorite type of music..” I say after a few seconds.

“Oh come on! You have to have a favorite type of music..” Colby says as he turns toward me in the passenger seat.

I really thought about it this time, it was hard because I didn’t really ever think about it. I really like all kinds but when they were discussing music, they really were talking about music that made them feel a type a way.

“Rap?” Sam says breaking my thoughts, “I like some rap.” I answer truthfully, I don’t really see myself relaxing to rap though.

“Country? You look like a country girl.” Colby says chuckling.

I roll my eyes and say, “I like country but not all of it.”

He laughs and then says, “rock?”

“I really don’t have a favorite guys” I say giggling a little.

Colby tilts his head, “oh really?”

I laugh, “really!”

They give up after that and then continue to listen to different varieties of songs and music and that put me to sleep after a few seconds.

“Hazel?” I hear a distant voice near my ear and I turn but realize I wasn’t in a bed.

When I turned, it was uncomfortable and something hit my elbow and side really hard. I opened my tired eyes to see where I was and what hit me. A seatbelt click? I sat up quickly, remembering where I was.

“Oh, you’re awake now.” I hear sam say after me having a little panic attack but him not realizing it.

I smile and start fixing my hair, a force of habit.

“Uh, yeah… how long was I out?” I ask not remembering the time I actually fell asleep.

“Hmm, I don’t recall. But it’s fine, we stopped to get food. Do you want anything? We’re going to eat inside but if you’d like, you can stay here and sleep?” Sam explained nicely.

Why couldn’t I have met them in high school? They were so nice and my best friend, well, was a total asshole.

—Sorry!! This chapter is very short but I promise my next ones will get more interesting! Thank you for reading and loving! It means a lot to me!

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“Never push a loyal person to the point where they no longer care.”

— Unknown (via hplyrikz)

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5 - Car Ride

We finally got to colby and sams car but because we all ran once we heard the howls. I was breathing so hard, I felt like I was never going to catch my breath.

“Is everyone okay?” I hear sam ask as he was leaning on Colby’s car.

I hear yes and yeah from everyone. I feel Colby next to me and I look over to see him looking at me already. I blush and he grins a huge cheesy smile because he knew he was making me blush.

“Where did you guys park?” Colby asked after a few minutes.

“Further down.” Alex explained.

“Jump in, we’ll drop you guys off.” He says motioning them to get into the car.

We all gathered in and I sat next to Zoey, who of course, tries to scoot as far away from me as possible. Is she really upset now too? She had no damn right. I got even more mad and pushed her leg with mine away from me. She noticed and crossed her legs further away.

Colby and Sam were talking and laughing together. I looked out the window next to me and the darkness was so thick, it felt like the car was covered in a dark blanket.

“It should be there. It’s a black car with tinted windows.” Alex explains.

We finally pull up to Alex’s black Jeep and Colby compliments the car.

“Are you coming with us or what? Stop being a kid.” Zoey says with an attitude and referring to my choice of wording back in the caves.

“I’ll take you where ever you need to go.” Colby explained whispering to me.

“Thank you.” I say and get out to get my things.

I gather up my stuff and start for Colby’s car.

“I’m riding back with them.” I say and I see Alex widen his eyes.

“You just met them?!” Zoey said a little to stunned.

“Okay? Yet they treat me the way I need to be treated as a friend.” I hit back at her.

“Whatever you whore, I knew you’d go with them anyways. You always cling to guys because you wanna fuck them and you have daddy issues. Bye. Have your shit out in a week or I’ll throw it out.” Zoey says in rage and turns to go into her boyfriends car.

Alex stands there with a frown and looks at me, “She cheated multiple times with Zack. Just so you know.”

I felt bad because we were both saying harsh things and I knew I’d feel like crap later but I wanted to hurt her like she’s hurt me for many years now. Alex nodded as if he already knew but just needed confirmation.

“Get home safe, Haze. I’ll see you around guys.” Alex says to all of us and goes to his Jeep.

We all take off together and I felt awkward after zoey’s fit throwing. I’m sure now Colby and Sam think I am some whore. I haven’t had sex and it’s sad but it’s true. I guess I’ve never wanted it that bad or maybe it wasn’t because I didn’t want to waste it on someone I knew I wasn’t going to be with forever. Who knows though, I’m just glad I got a car ride with them and they kept quiet majority of the time which made it more awkward for me.

A half an hour passes by and sam finally says something.

“So… did you like the caves guys?”

That’s one way to break an awkward silence. I smile and hear Colby sigh really loud, “Dude, it was creepy as hell.”

I agreed and for the rest of the car ride that’s all the talk we did was about the caves and other adventures we’ve done, actually amazed that we all have been to the same places.

“I can’t believe you’ve been to Japan.” I hear Colby say a little impressed in his tone.

“Yeah, it was cool but I got homesick really quick. I hated the language barrier but it was so surprising to actually find a lot of people that knew English. It was impressive on how lazy some Americans are.” I explain.

Sam laughs and then we start talking about the many varieties of languages and lost ones. It was a very interesting conversation but it really helped all three of us get to know each other a lot.

“Sam?” I hear Colby whisper but Sam never replied.

“Sams knocked out. Usually he never falls asleep when we do these kinds of outings but I guess.” Colby laughs and looks at me from the rear view mirror.

I look down when I catch his eyes on me and feel my face turn warm.

“So… hazel.. uh, are you single?” Colby asked, I was waiting for him to ask to be honest.

“Yeah. I haven’t really been in a serious relationship so..” I explained but didn’t say anything else.

I seen Colby nod his head and bite his bottom lip. I asked him the same question and after that we continued to talk about relationships we were in and what we thought about love and what we gained in the relationships. I told him about me still being a virgin and he almost chocked but called me a liar, obviously I swore on something and he believed me then. He asked me other personal questions with my permission and I answered every single one.

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4 - Midnight

“Hazel?” I hear my name from behind me.

It was Colby, he looked awkward but yet seemed to smile so brightly.

“Yeah?” I said as I took pictures, my flashing going off every now and then.

We were deep into the devils caves and Sam was walking in front with Alex, talking back and forth and Zoey following them. I lingered a little back to get pictures which I usually do when Alex and Zoey do this just in case we missed something.

“So, how long have you known Alex and Zoey?” He asked.

I laughed a little, “Since high school.”

“Oh dang, that long? Are you in school right now?” He asked.

“Yeah, I’m going for photography and arts.” I explain.

He shakes his head and bits his bottom lip then smiles, “That’s really cool.”

“Are you in school? Or wanting to go?” I ask as I point to an area that I heard noise.

“Uh, no and no. My social career is great so I’m kind of wanting to keep doing this for a while.” He explained.

I nod my head understanding and actually giving him props. I wish I could live off of that type of fame.

“Why don’t you do YouTube videos?” He asked after a few seconds of silence.

“Uh… bec-“

Sam had screamed and Colby froze, as did I.

“Sorry! Their was bats flying at my head!” He shouted in front.

“I better get up there with him, don’t stray to far, wonderer.” He flashed me a cheesy smile and rushed up to Sam.

My face felt hot from me blushing and I smiled. I can’t believe I met them, I needed to watch their stuff so I can see what they do. I can’t believe I’ve never come across them before.

“Haze…” I hear Zoey coming up to me and I ignored her.

Pointing my camera toward the guys, I took it, making the front light up and they screamed a little at it.

“Sorry…” They all said separately.

“Come on, hazel… You gotta talk to me sooner or later. We live together.” She stated.

“Not anymore. I’m going home. I can’t do this anymore. You and Alex have done this multiple times and I’m tired of it. Grow up, Zoe. You aren’t a child anymore.” I angrily state.

I walk away from her and jog up to the boys and feel Zoey behind me.

We finally hit the end of one tunnel and they all look in amazement. It was painted with symbols and markings. Obviously marking the 666 and the satanic star.

I made sure to take pictures of all of it and Sam asked to send them to him so he could use them in his videos. I agreed and we promise to get each other’s emails once we got back to our cars.

When we finally made it halfway toward the trail from our cars and the caves, it felt like forever and the nasty heat became a very creepy whistling wind.

“Hazel?” I hear Colby say my name from a little far away from me.

I look over and see Sam look at me while Colby did too.

“Yeah?” I ask, wondering what he wanted to ask me.

“Are you okay?” He asked.

I feel Zoey next to me and hear her laugh a little before whispering something to Alex. I roll my eyes and walk over to Colby’s other side.

“I hate to ask this but I will pay you for gas money or whatever and I know we barely had just met but I can’t be around them.” I nodded toward Zoey and Alex that walked a little ahead of us.

Sam looked at me and Colby looked at sam then me, “What’s up?”

“Is there any chance I can ride with you guys? You guys can legit drop me off at a Starbucks or anything. I’ll call a Uber.” I ask, desperately hoping they say okay.

They both look at each other and sam smiles, “we rode in Colby’s car. So whatever he decides.”

Colby looked hesitate and I didn’t blame him for being that way. So whatever he decided I totally understood.

“Where are you wanting to go?” Colby asked.

I didn’t really have a place to go. I wanted to go home but I had to pack my things and get a train ticket to there. So really, I didn’t have a plan but I knew I didn’t want to go back to mine and zoey’s place tonight.

“Holy shit, it’s already midnight.” I hear Alex shout from ahead of us.

Sam and Colby looked at their phones and looked at each other wide eyed. We were slightly scared of the time because of the stories about the devils caves at midnight but what we all freaked out about more is we heard howls all around us and that’s when we knew, we were being hunted as well.

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Cherry Blossom (桜の花)

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Top 10 Best Romance Anime's To Watch With Your Special Someone

1. Snow White With The Red Hair: Bypassing Their Status And Finally Admitting Their True Feelings For Each Other

2. Kimi Ni Todoke: Discovering A New World With The One Person Who Supported You On Day One

3. Cardcaptor Sakura: Once Rivals In The Past Now Understanding What True Love Really Means

4. Yona Of The Dawn: A Shocking Experience In Life Only To Discover Something New Ahead As Well As New Feelings

5. Yuri On Ice: One Routine, One Skater, Two Hearts Becoming One

6. Maid Sama: Breaking The Rules Just To Be With The One You Love

7. Ao Haru Ride: A Lost Love Being Reawaken

8. Kamisama Kiss: Never Wanting To Fall In Love Again But They Realized That It Was Too Late

9. Fruits Basket: Zodiac Animals Surpassing Their Curse For Love

10. Ouran High School Host Club: A Sudden Debt Helps You Find Your Future Lover 

11. Skip Beat: What Happened In The Past Will Forever Be A Memory But Finding A New Love Will Never Make You Forget

12. Your Name: Different Times, Different Bodies But The Same Heart

13. Orange: Sending Messages To The Past Just To Discover New Feelings

14. Special A: Challenging A Childhood Friend Finally Discovering Their Feeling For Each Other

15. Your Lie In April: A Sudden Wave Of Music Can Lead You To A New Road Of Love