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me at 3 am, going through thinspo: i’m going to eat under 600 calories today. i’ll drink lots of water and even exercise a little :)

me the next day, at the sight of food:

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Putting things off such as wearing certain clothes or going to certain places because you aren’t skinny enough is fucking exhausting.

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That picture would’ve been so much cuter if

-I didn’t have a fat face

-I didn’t have arms

-I didn’t have fat legs

-I didn’t have a fat stomach

-I wasn’t fat

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me: i deserve to eat. i am healthy and young. ~love life~

me, downloading calorie counter apps in the middle of the night: haha wHat eAtiNg dIsOrdeR

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Full and finished short-story of the black cat. Please have a heart for black pets in general, animals do not deserve this kind of hostility. Please give credit when reposting, Thank you :)

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the first time I tried to die / © han hyland

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I haven’t gotten out of bed in 5 days.

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Man what is it about Christmas time that makes me wanna just slit my throat

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tall girl (2019): “you think your life is hard. i’m a high school junior and i’m wearing size 13 nikes. mens 13 nikes. beat that.”

poc, lgbtq, disabled people, those going through poverty:

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for someone obsessed with losing weight I’m not very good at it

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Am I the only one who doesn’t consider myself a weight until I pas it?

116.7? Nope that’s 117 pounds. Ain’t 116 till I hit 115.9

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sorry i can’t come into work today i’m living my truth

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how many calories does scrolling through ana tumblr burn

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when someone who doesn’t know about your ed asks a question or says something related to calories and you have to quickly try to remember what’s a normal amount of knowledge to have about this stuff so you don’t just start rattling off and expose yourself lmao

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one of the worst things? being a people pleaser with an ED.

mom bought me food? well I have to eat it, I don't want to hurt her feelings.

not wanting to make friends feel weird by not eating when everyone else is.

not wanting people to be worried/suspicious. the attention doesn't deserve to be on me.

not wanting to react poorly when someone gives me something (like an ice coffee with creamer) that I used to love, but I just can't enjoy anymore.

one of my biggest issues: not wanting people to be offended or mad at me for making something else for myself instead of eating what they made.

I don't want my issues with food to affect other people, but they really affect me.