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Cutting should be treated like smoking imo
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Yesterday I realized that I see my blood more often than I see my friends.
#sh things#s/h#cw s/h#s3lf harn#shblur#sh tumblr#s3lfharmm#$h tumblr#$elf harm#$elf h4rm#slef harn#slef harm#slef h@rm#$hblur#$hblr#$h tw#$elf h@rm
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Me walking around my family like my skin isn't stinging like hell from the fresh cuts underneath my clothes

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I almost jumped out of the window just for him to proceed to text me "I'm up to it though." WHY DIDN'T YOU START WITH THIS? WHYYYYY? THIS WOULD HAVE SAVED ME A FEW WOUNDS.
#sh things#shblur#shblrr#$hblr#$h tumblr#tw sui in tags#tw sui implied#sui mention#sui ideation#tw sui mention#tw sui ideation
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"The answer to "Should I do [insert something that could be a good or at least a neutral idea to do]?" is always yes, unless it's not."
Turns out the answer was actually "No" this time and this is the result:
TW for bloody scratches:

#sh things#s/h#cw s/h#s3lf harn#shblur#s3lfharmm#sh tumblr#$h tumblr#$elf harm#$elf h4rm#slef h@rm#slef harm#slef harn#tw $h#$hblr#$h tw
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You know it's bad when you start hurting your dominant arm.
#sh things#s/h#cw s/h#s3lf harn#shblur#s3lfharmm#sh tumblr#$h tumblr#$elf harm#$elf h4rm#slef h@rm#slef harm#slef harn#$elf h@rm#$hblr#$h tw
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In honor of this blog turning one year today (August 9th), I'm changing its title
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they said it’d get better, it’s been years and it’s still the same
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Heh.
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Does anyone else feel like a total loser with no friends
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Update: she just asked jokingly if I had got a tattoo while I was on vacation.
It's fine.
Cutting my arm right before an appointment with a psychologist is wild.
I'm wearing a T-shirt by the way.
Save me, thin hoodie with a zipper, save me.
I'll update if anyone says anything about this.
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Cutting my arm right before an appointment with a psychologist is wild.
I'm wearing a T-shirt by the way.
Save me, thin hoodie with a zipper, save me.
I'll update if anyone says anything about this.
#sh things#s/h#cw s/h#s3lf harn#shblur#s3lfharmm#sh tumblr#$h tumblr#$elf harm#$elf h4rm#slef h@rm#slef harm#slef harn#tw $h#$hblr#$h tw
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Self-harming to show that I am sorry I am the way I am. I'm sorry that I'm not as nice as I should be, I'm sorry that I'm not doing enough, I'm sorry that I am nothing compared to litterally everyone around me, I'm sorry that I am so stupid, I am sorry that I am such a terrible daughter, sister, granddaughter and friend, I'm sorry for every mistake I've made, I'm sorry I am making your lives worse, I'm sorry I'm making you worry all the time, I'm sorry you have to look at my hideous physical form, I'm sorry I couldn't live up to anyone's expectations, I'm sorry I am destroying everything good in my life at this point
#sh things#s/h#cw s/h#s3lf harn#shblur#s3lfharmm#sh tumblr#$h tumblr#$elf harm#$elf h4rm#slef h@rm#slef harm#slef harn#tw $h#$hblr#$h tw#tw depressive#self deprecating thoughts#depressing shit
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I self-harmed a total of 95 times in July which is lowkey insane Should have reached 100
#sh things#s/h#cw s/h#s3lf harn#shblur#sh tumblr#s3lfharmm#$h tumblr#$elf harm#$elf h4rm#slef harn#slef h@rm#slef harm#tw $h#$h tw#$hblr
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I posted this image on an Instagram story with the caption "None of the windows can be opened for a reason" and one guy commented "Самоубийствените мисли са си мисли" which can be translated as "Suicidal thoughts are thoughts" roughly, I didn't really understand the meaning but I deleted it and now I'm posting it here
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seeing all those posts abt the shedblr situation being like "dont do it think abt ur friends ur family and blah blah blah" i dont give a singular flying swimming breathing fuck. they all hate us, we hate ourselves, dont make us feel guilty for wanting to end it
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actually i do find normal things hot. like blood and open wounds
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