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Hey! I'm Jules

I'm from the U.S, but I tend to travel alot so my location and time zone differs to other countries.

My first language is English, but somewhat I feel like I'm not even fluent in my own language LMAO- I also speak Spanish (Mexico), almost fluently as well.

Also learning Portuguese!

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I have writen fanfiction, ever since I was a little girl, ALWAYS had a big imagination and I still do.

I'm a very kinky lady, I really just had to put that out there, but as in stories, I love writing kinky, disgusting, some gore, non-con, unsettling fanfics, cuz I'm just like that, ik ykyk :->

I'll leave links, and fics down below!!

Non-Cons:🔴

https://archiveofourown.org/users/julseysmel - Profile -

🔴 - https://archiveofourown.org/works/60818773 - Lucifer x Sam -

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Haii, moots? 🥲🤭

imtoo lazy to make a real intro post but i need everyone to know im fucking awesome

my name is lily and i’m a teenage girl from australia. i like leigh whannell , the saw franchise , yellowjackets , horror films , true crime , photography , filmmaking , jared padalecki , supernatural and like so many other things but yeah :p

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Thank youuuu!!

Last song: Powder - Melanie Martinez

Favorite color: Very dark navyish blue

Last book: I forgot the title, but it was a Sastiel fic

Last show: Supernatural

Relationship: Me and my handsome boyfriend, 5 years solid <3

Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Sweet all the way

Last search: How much cheese can a lactose person handle

Current obsession: Supernatural

@evie-doesnt-write @kazhetsya-vy1 @deansam19

ten ppl i’d like to get to know better <3

thank you for tagging me @deadgirl-violet 💯

last song - like him by tyler the creator

favourite colour - red!!!

last book - just kids by patti smith

last tv show - idfk

sweet / spicy / savoury - savoury

relationship status - single 👅

last thing i googled - capricorn moon celebrities

current obsession - scream (i love the gays)

looking forward to - christmas🤍

tagging: @rockandrollsgroupie @jankbotekobaldie @idontliketopoeticize @thismanatemysonsbiggestfan @xthepuppyofthegang @thebeatlesoutsiders @taxidermydolls @vodkasuntreatedaids @tharmyof2 @shecriestotheclickingoftime

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Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

What are you thankful for? I am grateful for family and friends! My precious moots, fics, and Sam Winchester... heh..

What are you thankful for?

Have a beautiful day, even though it's cold and rainy for meee

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@evie-doesnt-write @deansam19 @deeranger @midnightsilver @kazhetsya-vy1 @friendlyneighbourhoodfreak @manic-sammy-homodachi @annoyinglyvague @ao3-stucky @girlwithonegoal @missydreamzz @smlmsworld @teddismissing

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the thing about kripke seasons wincest is that it is canonically a little rapey. especially in s4 with dean going full obsessive stalker mode on his brotherwife

4.04 metamorphosis. i can’t stress enough how terrified sam looks when dean finds out that he’s using his powers. sam learned to lie to escape his toxic ex’s dean’s wrath, he knows that dean will be angry if he tells him the truth and angry if he lies so he might as well try to delay the inevitable

4.21 when the levee breaks. dean forcefully locks sam up to “fix” him ♡

sam literally just escaped being locked in the panic room and now he has to go on the run from dean and he’s scared because he knows dean’s gonna come after him

and then dean did exactly that! iconic obsessed king

also thinking about sam and dean in the early kripke pilot draft and his original pitch. sam is frightened of dean. and dean’s lines “you think i’m scary-unbalanced, right?” “so why would you wanna piss off a scary-unbalanced dude?”…much to think about. we got a different pilot with different sam and dean but the fact that kripke had this vision of their dynamic makes me a bit insane, and i think it’s safe to say this vision is still very much present in canon, except it’s more blatant in late kripke seasons (s4-5)

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i cannot imagine fem sam winchester as anyone but ethel cain.

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dont bother him, he's listening to casual

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he was so normal about sambrady bless him.🫶

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we need to talk more about dean genuinely thinking the wedding was about him (and sam) in time for a wedding and was taken aback when he found out there's a bride

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I can't even begin to describe what this makes me feel

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Something something Dean trying to comfort his father the way he used to have to comfort his mom and in response being taught how to kill.

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I don’t think you wanna see the rest of this.