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“you’re so polite!” thank you i have anxiety

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Aragorn. Still is (｡♡‿♡｡)

#lordoftherings #hdr #tolkien #aragorn #lotr #childhoodcrush

you can tell a lot about a person by who their first fictional crush was. it also explains every fictional crush they’ve had since

who was yours? i’ll go first: mine was batman :x

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Something about Charlie Puth just repulses me. I don't want this slimy guy near JK. Can't really explain it. Is it just me?

#bts #leftandright #jungkook

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lighthearted moments from festa dinner 2022 ♡

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Not doing good right now. BTSs break or hiatus whatever it is, the shock really came over me this evening. Together with other life worries I had a slight panic attack sitting in a cafe today. Even as multi, first and foremost I am Army. That got part of my identity. Who am without it? I filled them in the cracks of my soul and the fear of loosing hits me harder then I thought it would. I have never obsessed over anything in my life ever in this intensity. Can't imagine a life without seeing their interactions with each other. The love and softness how they often treated each other filled me when my day was loveless and empty. Never in my life I would blame then like I saw others do. It's their life, their decisions, and I have to find ways to live without seeing them together. I really hope we have at least some Run BTS episodes like they said to bridge the time. Love hurts never felt more true. :^)

#bts #btshiatus #latenightthoughts #anxiety

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Some honest BTS thoughts + options not everyone will like but it's my account and I have almost no mutuals so why not.

- It doesn't matter but I don't think their break decision was unanimous. The Festa did give me the vibes kinda like Namjoon was the one mostly pushing for this step because he felt uninspired to write good lyrics for them for a long time now. Suga too in some parts but not as much (btw I see u Yoongi, distracting yourself with all these courses^^ it seems to work well though). Tae too seemingly wants to explore his life besides being in BTS.

Jin the least I'd say, he looked very sad and grumpy and doesn't seem to know what to do with himself yet. Jimin also because he is so social & loves being in a team but he is emotionally intelligent and will works things out and enjoy his times with his friends.

Jhope is very curious to see too how it is as solo artist and shortly after was brave enough to just headline a day at a US non kpop festival (We all know there will be racists trying discredit his performance - thx to everyone going to support him there.) Jk also showed interest in being a solo artist - I think he'll try it too. Like Suga he has a fixed date for an publishing an album now.

- If they haven't already partners they will def look for somone in the following time. One of the best partner chances I think will have some idols from the company. Why not the pretty le sserafim girls or even maybe they still have contact to gfriend? Opportunity makes love. We all know how it happens. I hope they get themselves a partner and show them and the fandom cleanse can begin. Hardcore Delulus goodbye. I bet some will pull a "chen out". Lol.

- The break was deeply necessary. They need to experience life to write about it. As an artist the best decision they could make. Props to them for going against Hybe. You bet they didn't want them to go seperate ways for some time but the solo albums + promotions will bring in some money. ^^

- I am still heartbroken ngl. My anxiety got much better having them to distract me but I'll take what they've given us with me. Some part of me got healed and I'll always be thankful to them for it. In there for life. I stand by that (*˘︶˘*) Thank you BTS for everything. I'll wait for however long.

#bts #yettocome #proof #btshiatus #taehyung #jungkook #namjoon #suga #jin #jhope #jimin

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the future may be unclear rn but one thing i'm sure about is that atleast two songs in every member's individual solo album is gonna be about missing their members and waxing poetic about each other i just know it

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2nd that. #bts

as a fan and just someone who pays attention to them, what joon said finally puts many things into perspective. bts always promoted as “authentic artists” but for a while now that narrative felt very hollow, since it already felt like they dont have any control over their sound and image for ages and I’m glad joon finally adressed this

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Just something that hit me deeper then I thought it would when I watched NCIS Los Angeles..

#lifelesson #deepthought #selfworth #confidence #anxiety #roughchildhood

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Petty me just loves ot that Army fawns over Run BTS so hard that I rarely read or see anything on social media about Yet to Come :-D Honestly I found their YTC not bad but by far not title track worthy. It's kind of stuttering in it's rhythm, nothing new, the lyrics kinda bland, over processed..

Run BTS in comparison strokes the right part of my brain and kinda reminds me of Dionysus with it's rough rocky undertones. It really carried their comeback. And adding the Demos to Proof gave an interesting insight in their work.

#bts #btsproof #proof #runbts #proofalbum

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Pretty man 😩 #suga #bts #minyoongi #yettocome #proof

nothing much has changed from back then

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Some gorgeous (unwhitewashed) Haechan pics that I cant gatekeep 😉 Why do I rarely hear people talk about him?? He looks and sings like an angel! His singing parts especially in the Dreamies songs.. hnggg *melting*. Go listen to NCT Dreams "Go" if you haven't already!

#nct #nctdream #haechan #nct127 #unwhitewashedkpop #kpop

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Cr. ToOwner. Source: https://www.artofit.org/image-gallery/660903314059956329/bts-%EB%B0%A9%ED%83%84%EC%86%8C%EB%85%84%EB%8B%A8-black-swan-japanese-version-live-perfomace-@hnk/

#taehyung #blackswan #bts #V #japaneseblackswan #blackswanHNK #btsjapan #mots7

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Cr. ToOwner. Source: https://www.artofit.org/image-gallery/660903314059956329/bts-%EB%B0%A9%ED%83%84%EC%86%8C%EB%85%84%EB%8B%A8-black-swan-japanese-version-live-perfomace-@hnk/

#taehyung #blackswan #btw #V #japaneseblackswan #blackswanHNK #btsjapan #mots7

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Rare yoongi kiss :^) #suga #bts #yoongi

look at this honey cupcake ending his rap with a big ‘mwah 😘’ 

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endless bangtan gifs [20/∞] ➝ seokjin acting cute | for @pinkbeanjin ♡ vid cr. outroher

+bonus hobi’s reaction