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You deserve someone who has plans on marrying you one day.

Love is not a game. It’s an investment. Commitment. She could be your girl for a lifetime. She’ll be your baby mama, partner and bestfriend in one.

If you can’t picture her in the aisle walking towards you with a teary eye, leave her alone.

If you can’t picture out buying your first house, your dream car, building family with her, leave her alone.

If marriage isn’t the goal, then what’s the point?

Think long term.

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2 weeks done. 2 more weeks to go. Lord help us in this trying time.

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1 week in quarantine. How longer is this still gonna be? 😔

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Ikain na lang muna hanggang lumobo. 😂

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Law of Karma

When you throw hate and anger, they will come back to you. If you throw love and positivity, it will come knocking at your door.

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For most times, sarili mo lang din ang magiging kakampi mo. Be brave.

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Sometimes?

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I just want to slap my face.

Ako ba talaga yaaaaan? I'm so amazed. Huhuhu. Thank You Lord. ❤

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Hey! Look how things have changed in just a span of one year. I hope you've become stronger and wiser but still with that gentle heart. I have missed interacting with you and listening to your funny stories. As much as I want to grow with you, we have chosen different career paths. But always know that I am here, waiting for your call. Still waiting for your crazy stories and big laughs.

I'll see you again soon, I guess.

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Ito na yung madalas na view ko nitong nakaraang taon.

Nakakatuwa lang na yung bagay na gusto ko (at alam kong magiging proud si mama hahaha) ay nagagawa ko.

I know I'll have to leave this place someday. At alam kong mamimiss ko sila ng bongga.

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Kung minsa'y nasa itaas, minsa din ay nasa ibaba. https://www.instagram.com/p/BzDZPPHDfYTlD3YYhRgjOMAVtKVZOaTModoJy40/?igshid=kcu6wkdrmprc

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And then, there are nights like this.

Times like these make me feel empty. They make me regret the things that I have done before, and the opportunities that I should have grabbed.

I was very active back then. Joining organizations, helping ang volunteering. My world revolved around those activities. But now that I grew a bit older, it wasn't the same anymore. There are these old habits and activities that I can no longer do. And then regret comes sinking in. And I can't help but feel sad.

In the end, these things have taught me one thing. When opportunities come, you should grab it. So that when time comes, you will not regret not doing and not taking part in it.

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And for most times, marerealize mo na lang din na hindi ka na nagfifit. Na hindi na masaya. Na hindi ka na kasing productive gaya ng dati. But at these trying times, you still have to get up and get going. Maybe in some other time mahahanap mo din ang tamang lugar para sayo. But for know, you have to deal with how things are going.

It will all get better... soon.

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All these things that make you uncomfortable will someday come to an end. Just keep on holding on. You can make it.