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I cant find it in me to start haha. Everytime i do i get hit by the feelings. Its kinda hrrrrrrrrrr

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Shit its insanely hard to focus

He may not be physically abusive, but he is still violent

He may not be physically abusive, but maybe mentally.

Either way, this household never once promoted growth.

A literal cesspool. God.

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When a student copies an essay online instead of writing it and then painstakingly changes every word to a synonym until the text no longer makes any sense...

call that the Ship of Thesaurus

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Listening to malrvolent like its a sleep podcast and findingbout the nrxt day which parts i slept through is wiiiilllldddd

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Putangina mas na stress pa aq d2 sa bahay kaysa sa manilang magisa

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Nakakatelsoyapo talaga. An saya niyang patayin gamit gamit earphones ko bat d qya siya bumili ng sarili niya?

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Kumukulo na dugo ko putangina

Gusto ko nang bumalik ng dorm

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Honestly i think the (idk if he was a nurse or medtech but he works in the clinic) jabbed my hand extra hard on the blood test bc i accidentally called him kuya instead of sir, sorry po first time magpakuha ng dugo at pumunta sa clinic 😔😔

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I think im actually gonna kill myself

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Evrry day i think of killing myself. I actually need to start drygs

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I think one day i might actually kill myself.

Wait i need to be creative. Thats hilarious im gonna make that into a poster. Dark academia lets go

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Genuinely. I wish i believed in self care and manifestation in whatever form they show up in, but insead im a cynical asshole

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Like genuinely. Do you think one day, bc i keep ignoring my thoughts, id just see a 2 barries floor and go fuck it

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Dude do you think id actually genuinely kill myself? Its becoming more and more... Seducing as day goes by

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Ohhh i wanna kms

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can i kms

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i think itll be rsealluy lame igf i hinged my mental health on a stupid blog on a website that is way old and isnt really mainstream anymore.

i think im gonna kms