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okay i’m in a little bit of a dilemma rn.. i wanna change the theme of left on seen to blue (due to the recent teasers that were posted) but my account theme is black & white. should i change it to blue or keep it?! PLS b VOTE 😭😭😭

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left on seen | chapter 13: yes or no?

➨ chapter 12: jisung’s tweet | left on seen masterlist | next

➨ chapter 13 lets GOOOO!! i like this one it’s silly :p is it just me or is jisung.. jealous?

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left on seen | chapter 12: jisung’s tweet

➨ chapter 11: three’s a crowd ➨ left on seen masterlist ➨ next

➨ chapter 12! this one is actually so stupid i don’t like it but here it is!

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walk you home | p. jisung

➨ pairing: park jisung x gn! reader

➨ genre: fluff, yearning :-(

➨ word count: 606

➨ warnings: none!

jisung had been mesmerized with you since the first encounter you had when you were 13. he was instantly attracted to your beauty, how kind you were to everybody, even the ones who dont deserve it, and how attentive and caring you were. you had an aura that was irresistible to jisung and suddenly found himself wanting to be with you all the time.

it only took him 5 years to muster up the courage to ask you on a date, and he was over the moon when you instantly said yes. 

the date was more than perfect. you laughed and talked for hours about the most random things. he was captivated by every word that slipped out of your mouth and could feel himself falling harder and harder for you by the second. when the night came to an end, much to your dismay, jisung offered to walk you home since you didn’t live very far.

you walk alongside jisung’s tall figure after he offered to walk you home after your first date together. he was nervous but excited, he was trying so hard to decide if he should kiss you goodbye or settle for a quick hug. but to jisung, either wouldn’t matter. he was with you and that’s all he needed to be content. 

the walk there seemed to take forever, but finally reached your house. jisung felt a wave of relief pass over him, but also a tinge of disappointment. he had been hoping for something more. you turned to him and smiled as you both approached your door, he swear he felt his heart skip a beat. you looked so beautiful under the white light illuminating off the moon. the constellations in your eyes setting him in a trance that he wanted to get stuck in forever. 

“thank you for walking me home jisung, i had a really good time tonight” you say flashing a bright smile to him.

“i had a good time too, i’d love to do this again” jisung replies, his nervousness showing by the fidgeting of his fingers and breaking eye contact.

“bye jisung!” you wave and turn around to unlock your door. you’re almost halfway in your apartment when jisung calls your name, making you swing in the other direction. now or never he thought.

he leans in and shakily places a chaste kiss on your cheek, butterflies instantly swarming around your stomach. he pulls back, his face redder than a tomato as he quickly turns around and walks away. you stood there for a second before coming back to your senses and running after jisung.

he hears the patter of your steps speed walking behind him and turns around to see you standing directly behind him. you reach up and plant a gentle kiss on his lips. it took him a second to register what was happening, but he eventually kissed you back. the kiss was soft but passionate and full of love. it made you feel like you were floating in the air. you reluctantly pulled away, smiling at him, and jisung couldn’t help but return the smile.

“goodnight jisung” you say, walking back to your apartment and quickly shutting the door behind you. you left jisung standing there in a complete daze. he had never felt anything like this before and it felt so amazing and natural, especially with you. he walked home with his head in the clouds, his thoughts completely consumed by the thought of you. it had been everything he’d ever hoped for. he smiled to himself, knowing that this would be the first of many more dates to come.

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300 NOTES OH MY GOD 😭😭 i wish i could kiss every single one of you individually.. this means so much to me :-( thank you babies i will not disappoint

left on seen - a park jisung smau

you, a first year college student at ncit university, "stumble" upon the twitter account of your campus crush, park jisung. you've had a crush on him since your junior year of high school, but he always seemed to have a flock of girls chasing after him.

out of a boost of confidence (and maybe a little too much to drink), you decide to send him a dm. what's the worst that could happen? he has thousands of followers, it's not like he's ever gonna see it.. right?

wrong! will jisung reply to you and fall in love? or will you just become another girl lost in his dms. read to find out!

disclaimer: none of the characters in this smau depict the idol's real personalities. everything you see is completely fictional!

➨ pairing: dance major!jisung x environmental scientist fem!reader

➨ posting schedule: wednesdays & saturdays at 5pm cst

➨ status: ongoing!

➨ genre: failed humor, suggestive innuendos, underage drinking, cursing, slowburn, “strangers” to friends to lovers, ANGST, sewerside jokes, an evil woman trying to come between them, jealous jisung, jealous y/n, i don't know a lot about dance so i apologize in advance, for the sake of the story everybody is the same age, mentions of side effects from hangovers including nausea (absolutely NOTHING explicit as i do have emetophobia), random mentions of characters that are not technically introduced

➨ taglist: comment or send an ask to be tagged!

➨ a/n: this smau was heavily inspired by "score that goal" by @/lqfiles! score that goal was the first smau i ever read and i immediately fell in love. thank you for inspiring me to make my own! i'd also like to thank by bestie/loml for helping me create this entire thing, from the title down to the plot itself, i lub you >_<

y/n's friend group | jisung's friend group | honourable mentions

chapter 1: party time!

chapter 2: 13 reasons why

chapter 3: it’s so jover :(

chapter 4: new friends!

chapter 5: first day of class

chapter 6: study buddies (not!)

chapter 7: awkward silence

chapter 8: rem

chapter 9: alley oop

chapter 10: shared pages

chapter 11: three’s a crowd

chapter 12: november 2nd, 5 pm cst

chapter 13: november 6th, 5 pm cst

chapter 14: november 9th, 5 pm cst

chapter 15: november 13th, 5 pm cst

chapter 16: november 16th, 5 pm cst

chapter 17: november 20th, 5 pm cst

chapter 18: november 23th, 5 pm cst

chapter 19: november 27th, 5 pm cst

chapter 20: november 30th, 5 pm cst

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left on seen | chapter 11: three’s a crowd

➨ chapter 10: shared pages | left on seen masterlist | next

➨ chapter 11 haha pretend i didn’t post this really late oopsss. jisung is so cute he’s such an overthinker (twin)

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left on seen | chapter 10: shared pages

➨ chapter 9: alley oop! | left on seen masterlist | next

➨ chapter 10!! i can’t believe we’ve reach double digits, i’m so happy and excited lets freaking GOOOOO. this one is so silly.. also sorry guys i ghosted for like 3 days pretend i didn’t do that!

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you settle into your seat, expecting leehan’s familiar (and comforting) presence when you realize he’s not even here. of course you just HAD to tell him to get the french toast, if only you had known it had been contaminated. 

you took a deep breath and held it when you see jisung walk into the classroom, heading up to where the 3 of you sat on friday. instead of sitting in leehan’s empty seat, he leaves a space between you two, creating an even more awkward and extremely uncomfortable atmosphere. 

you feel too nervous to even turn your head towards him, as if he’s gonna run away again. despite leehan being able to clear the little “misunderstanding” between you two, you still felt as apprehensive as ever. little did you know he was feeling the exact same way. 

thankfully class soon started, which meant you were instantly counting down the minutes until it was over and you could go home back to your dorm in peace. you pulled your overly large textbook out your backpack and began to jot down notes when you hear a voice next to you speak.

“could i.. share your textbook?” he stammered.

your head shoots in the direction of the voice and you almost jolt out your seat when you realize it’s jisung. and he’s asking if he can use your textbook. you hold back a giggle when you see the almost terrified look on his face, were you really that scary?

you softly smiled softly in hopes to ease the tension and make him feel more comfortable, even though you were maybe even more anxious than he was, you had to be the big girl. “yeah, of course!”

he silently nods before quietly moving to the seat in between you two. you slide over the textbook so it sits in between you two, “thank you- i can’t believe i forgot mine today” he says clearly embarrassed.

“it’s okay! it happens, it’s not a problem so don’t worry at all” you smile and reassure towards him. his head turns towards you and meet yours for what feels like the first time. you couldn’t tell if that made you feel more comfortable or if you were on the verge of getting up and running away. hopefully not the 2nd option.

as class dragged on, an uncomfortable silence settled between you and jisung, like an uninvited guest. the only interactions you two exchanged were the occasional “did you get that?” and awkward smiles when you both made eye contact-that you couldn’t help but like. your restlessness became more evident due to the repeated clicking of your pen and tapping of your foot against the carpeted floor, as you desperately hoped class would end early.

after a long, treacherous hour and a half, the bell finally rang. it was like you were seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, you yearned to run out of that lecture hall and never look back. but jisung was still finishing up the last sentence, so you stayed in your seat and pretended to write so he didn’t feel pressured. 

jisung closed his notebook, his eyes meeting yours as he closed your textbook and slid it to your side of the desk. 

“thank you for sharing, i appreciate it” he said quietly, his voice genuine. you smiled softly in response and reassured him again, “no problem” you reply nonchalantly, ignoring the flutter in your chest.

he soon gets up and leaves, giving you a small awkward wave before exiting. you stayed still in your seat and reminisced about what just happened between. 

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left on seen | chapter 9: alley oop!

➨ chapter 8: rem | left on seen masterlist | next

➨ chapter 9!! this one is silly.. i don’t know how to feel about it but what do you guys think is gonna happen next 🫣

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left on seen | chapter 8: rem

➨ chapter 7: awkward silence | left on seen masterlist | next

➨ chapter 8 yippie! sorry for the massive delay; i was a HUGE (still am) one direction fan and when i heard about liam a little piece of me died i swear. i know he wasn't the best person but he played a huge role in my childhood and it's just a sad situation overall :-(

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you checked your outfit in the mirror one last time, contemplating on whether or not the skirt gaon picked out wasn’t too.. short. “are you SURE this isn’t too short? i don’t want to look ridiculous” you say pulling it down a little bit, making sure not to scrunch the fabric. 

“girl you look hot… you better not go home with a random man later” ningning says as she walks into your room, looking at you from the mirror. liz looks at her strangely before nodding her head, “no, the skirt is perfect. you look cute!” she reassures.

“thanks guys, leehan just texted me that he’s here” you say as you turn off your phone and slide it into your bag. gaon shoots you an eyebrow raise as you walk out the door of your shared dorm. 

you and leehan walk into the bar, the loud music blaring through the speakers. the size of the place doesn’t help, seems like you’ll be yelling the entire night. “hey, you okay?” leehan asks, bending down to speak in your ear. you smile and nod, silently thanking him for watching out for you. 

you two find a table close to the stage but still far enough so you’re not around the big crowd. you take a look around, watching out for jisung. 

“you looking for someone?” leehan asks, smirking at you. you sigh and put your head down, giggling softly as you nod your head, “how’d you know?”

“you’ve been looking around since we got here. i assume you’re looking for… jisung?”

you shoot your head up from your arms and look at him with widened eyes, could he really read you that easily? “oh god, he told you didn’t he?”

he nods, his lips tightened into a line, “yep, he sent me a screenshot and everthing”

you put your head down again and groan into the table, you knew him and jisung were friends but you had no idea they were that close. it feels like everyone knows about you dming jisung now. “he left me on seen! and then when i apologized he replied so dryly, it’s so embarrassing”

“hey it’s fine, it happens! jisung is just really shy, but he means well” he reassures. you look up and raise your eyebrow in confusion, “so jisung doesn’t hate me?”

he shakes his head, “no, y/n, he doesn’t hate you” 

you nod and smile softly to yourself. you feel like an idiot for judging jisung without even getting to know him. it was nice to know that he was feeling the same thing you were, overthinking and worried that you hated one another, when in reality it was the opposite. so much for being an introvert. 

mark eventually comes out on stage and sings a few songs. even though he went to your college and you had mutual friends, you somehow felt starstruck? it’s like you were seeing a celebrity, except you followed him on twitter and he had the same class in the lecture hall next to yours.

you spotted jisung a few tables away, his eyes completely locked on mark. he looked nervous, you wanted to wave at him but you didn’t want to overwhelm him, so you settled with a small smile. you giggled to yourself when you saw the almost scared look on his face

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i will not be posting a chapter tomorrow, sorry guys (T_T) i will most likely double post on wednesday!

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left on seen | chapter 7: awkward silence

➨ chapter 6: study buddies (not!) ➨ left on seen masterlist ➨ next

➨ chapter 7 YAHOOO!! this one is my fav so far leehan is sooo freaking silly (^o^) its about to go Down guys..

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left on seen | chapter 6: study buddies (not!)

➨ chapter 5: first day of class ➨ left on seen masterlist ➨ next

➨ 6th chapter 👅 this is kind of short & a filler chapter my bad but i think this one was kinda silly :3 also pls pretend the cafe pics are the same people/place. do yk how hard it is to find cafe pictures 🤕

taglist: @ldh0000 @bococostree @sunghoonsgfreal @dinonuguaegi @ddolbyong @4chensungs @vixensss @jirsungs @luffysprincess @nosungluv @akunoeyebrows @sinsgaybutthatsokay @joyzluvr @n0hyuck @mrsbyun-baek @queenrachelpink

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guilty pleasure - park jisung

pairing: jisung x reader

wc: 764

warnings: virgin!jisung, praising, kissing, overstimulation, dry humping, handjob, crying, jisung cums in his pants.

A/N: this is based on a reddit post i saw on twitter and i thought it SCREAMMED jisung. I put my own lil twist to it tho🫶🏾 hope you guys enjoy! feedback highly appreciated :)

“fuck— s-shit!” you pulled back from your boyfriend's lips scanning his face for any type of discomfort.

“ji? what’s wrong—“ jisung froze and so did you. you looked down at his lap seeing a clear visible stain over his sweatpants. he tried his best to cover his lap with his hands giggling when he kept apologizing to you repeatedly.

“baby it’s okay” jisung knew you didn’t care about him cumming in his pants but he did. It was embarrassing. and he would much rather not have his sweatpants be sticky every time you two kissed. you and jisung have been dating a little over a year now and you’ve only had heavy makeout sessions. jisung was a virgin and wanted to wait which you respected but every time you two made out he felt his urges were growing stronger. even feeling the need to finally masturbate for the first time but he couldn’t bring himself to do it. Not yet.

you could kiss him for five seconds and he’s pulling back trying to calm himself down not wanting to cum. If you squeezed his thigh or got a little handsy he would stop you before continuing to get his heart rate to slow down. jisung didn’t understand why you didn’t freak out over him cumming in his pants but you honestly found it cute and it gave you a bit of a confidence boost.

It’s been almost a month since you last made out with jisung and you were starting to miss it. jisung was avoiding another makeout sesh too scared he’ll cum in his pants again. he avoided any type of long kisses from you, always feeling his cock get rock hard when your lips begin to linger a little too long. jisung was proud of himself for keeping his cool for a month hoping the next time the two of you made out it won’t leave his pants sticky.

jisung arrived at your apartment with flowers in his hands and a smile on his face. excited to take you on a date after not seeing you for a while.

“baby?” he called, walking in your apartment “in here!” you shouted back from your bedroom bathroom.

jisung smiled once again hearing your voice as he made his way to your bedroom mouth going completely dry he saw you step out the bathroom. your black long dress hugged your body in all the right places. you smelt like his favorite perfume and you had on the promise ring he got you a while back.

“you look beautiful” jisung breathed out, handing you the roses. “thank you baby” you cooed quickly pecking his lips. jisung kissed you again this time deepening the kiss catching you by surprise making you drop the flowers. he pushed you back on the bed hovering over you. you wrapped your arms tightly around jisung’s neck while your plush lips move in sync against his.

jisung could already feel himself getting hard humping against your leg to get some type of friction. you moaned at the contact, his hard cock pressing in between your legs rubbing against your clit.

“gonna cum gonna cum” jisung chanted out between kisses, his hips stuttering as he came staining his black jeans.

“please” he panted. “touch me please” jisung was already pulling his still hard cock out his pants before you could even say anything. his cock red and dripping in his cum.

you slowly started pumping his cock in your hand jisung closing his eyes at the touch. whimpering at the overstimulation.

“does it feel good ji?” you asked kissing at his neck jisung letting out another whimper “y-yes”

you felt your panties sticking to your cunt as you got jisung off. his whines of your name and the way he bucked his hips in your fist turned you on so much.

“baby— i’m close again” jisung's voice cracked as he rested his head on your chest, his second orgasm approaching quickly. you felt a tear fall onto your shoulder looking at jisung. his sweet moans started to turn into small sobs.

“i’m gonna fucking cum” he cried out ropes of cum hitting your dress watching jisung legs shake as he comes down from his high. still letting out small sobs from the overstimulation.

“oh ji” you cooed, pushing his now sweaty hair out his face. “you did so good baby so good” leaving a kiss on his forehead.

jisung kissed your lips again, biting at your bottom lip. he pulled back scanning your face

“need to fuck you next time. please”

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left on seen | chapter 5: first day of class

➨ chapter 4: new friends! ➨ left on seen masterlist ➨ next

➨ 5th chapter 🙂‍↕️ DISCLAIMER!! there is a ‘homophobic’ joke in here so i apologize in advance if it makes you uncomfortable but it is just satire! with that being said, ik i said my posting schedule was gonna be every saturday but i feel like that’s sooo far apart :-( so maybe i will start posting on saturdays and wednesdays?(i know it’s not wednesday but still) we shall see..

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left on seen | chapter 4: new friends!

➨ chapter 3: it's jover ➨ left on seen masterlist ➨ next

➨ a/n: 4th chapter yayayay !! i definitely did not post this late what do you mean.. anyway i'm going to be making the chapters shorter from now on!

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as you enter the lecture hall, you can’t help but feel a pit start to form in your stomach at the thought of seeing jisung. you still can’t believe you embarrassed yourself like that in front of him, all you wanted was to get to know him but now you feel like that’ll never happen.

you shake your thoughts away and quickly scan the room for jisung, but you don’t see him. you look for an empty seat and find one next to a boy with long brown hair and big eyes. “is this seat taken?” you ask a little too quietly. he shakes his head, “no! you can sit here” he smiles, his eyes scrunching up so hard it looks like they’re closed. you smile back and sit down next to him, pulling out your textbook and notebook, along with your cinnamoroll pencil case.

“you like sanrio?” he asks, pointing to your case. “yeah i do! i really like cinnamoroll” you reply back. he reaches for his backpack on the floor and pulls it up, showcasing the front pocket that’s full of hangyodon charms. 

“i’m leehan by the way” he says as he holds out a hand. you giggle to yourself at the awkwardness before shaking his hand, “i’m y/n”.

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pairing. jeno x reader

synopsis. based on this req!

genre. not so confession au, just jeno getting his world shaken hehe, reader uses she/her prns and is implied to be female, reader is DENSE and im putting that lightly... lmk if anything was missed :D

wc. 1.4k

notes. anonie i support u fully because THIS IS SOOO HIM >< highly recommend listening to crazier by le sserafim for this one! sorry it took a while TT i was trying to see if my tags would fix but sadly that isnt the case... likes and feedback are highly appreciated!

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you’ve always been jeno’s constant, his best friend, the person he shares his dumbest jokes with, the person who never fails to laugh when he falls out of the race track at mario kart, the person who knows when to cheer him up without him needing to say much. there was always an ease between you that others would envy, the kind of closeness that lets you steal fries off his plate without thinking twice or crash on his couch for hours without either of you caring. 

that’s just how your friendship was.

at least, he needs to keep reminding himself that was how it was between you two because his thoughts were beginning to steer in the opposite direction. lately he had become hyper aware of your presence, noticing the way the bridge of your nose would crinkle ever so slightly when you smile, how you completely disregard his personal space to sit beside him closely, and even your reliance on him when you can’t seem to twist the lid of a particularly stubborn jar off. it was always the subtlest of things that lingered in the back of his mind, and he couldn’t pinpoint why. 

though, it seems like his friends were more than aware of the answer he was searching for from the way they were teasing him during one of your spontaneous meetups in his dorm.

you and jeno sat side by side on the couch, surrounded by the familiar chaos of his friends. chenle and jisung, as usual, had been locked in a heated game for the past hour, their playful bickering filling the room. across from you, renjun and jaemin watch the scene unfold in their usual, quiet way, content to simply observe. you’re half-tuned into whatever conversation was floating in the air, mindlessly scrolling through your phone—with the occasional nudge to jeno’s shoulder, sharing a meme or video that made you snort on the inside, the casual, easy comfort between you both flowing naturally amidst the background noise.

haechan who was lounging lazily on the opposite end of the couch, passes jeno a look—a sly, knowing smirk that immediately puts the latter on edge. there’s always a hint of mischief behind haechan’s smile, but for some reason, it felt even more suspicious today.

“so,” haechan begins, stretching the word out, eyes never leaving jeno. he leans forward slightly, as if settling in for something big. “what’s been up with you lately, man?”

jeno raises an eyebrow, confused but wary. “what are you talking about?”

“oh, you know…” haechan waves a hand in the air, his smirk widening into something too smug for comfort. “you’ve just been acting a little… different.”

“different how?” you chime in with sudden interest. “did he start doing something weird?”

“not weird, just... off.” jaemin continues the bait haechan’s laid out, the innocent smile plastered on his lips testing jeno’s patience to not go over and close his mouth shut before it starts spewing nonsense.

“off?” jisung perks up from the floor, focus starting to shift away from the large screen in the room. “what do you mean by off?”

“oh, he’s definitely been weird for weeks now,” chenle adds, jumping into the conversation with a grin, catching onto his friends’ intentions fairly quicker than others.

jeno shifts uncomfortably, feeling the weight of everyone’s eyes on him, but he doesn’t forget to shoot chenle a glare after joining the rest and their sudden urge for mischief. “i’m not weird. you guys are just being paranoid.”

“nah, you’ve definitely been jittery. more than usual.”

“yeah, i noticed it too.”

“jittery?” you ask, your confusion deepening, causing your forehead to form subtle creases. “why would he be jittery?”

before jeno can respond, chenle cheekily cuts in after pretending to ponder on his thoughts. “i don’t know, maybe something’s been distracting him.”

haechan snorts, clearly enjoying the whole spectacle a bit too much. “yeah, pretty distracted, don’t you think?”

you frown, gaze drifting towards your best friend. “is he losing sleep over video games again?”

chenle bursts into laughter, occasionally hitting jisung by the shoulder. “oh yeah, totally video games,” he teases, the sarcasm thick in his voice for anyone to pick up on. “he’s definitely been staying up all night thinking about those.”

"shut up," jeno mumbles, his ears burning as the heat creeps up his neck, trying to fend off the rising embarrassment. with every pair of eyes in the room glued to him, the pointed stares and teasing smirks are becoming impossible to ignore.

"this is so weird," you mumble, glancing between the boys. the playful tension crackles in the air, but you're completely clueless, unable to grasp what was so funny or why they were all being so persistent today.

mark, who’s been quietly observing from the kitchen, finally steps in after the conversation piques his interest. “maybe it’s a girl,” he waves the gentle suggestion in the air, and despite his tone being casual, you easily could tell he was just as in on it as the rest were.

the room falls into a brief, stunned silence. the first of the night.

you choke on your own breath, turning sharply to jeno, feeling a bit betrayed that he’d kept this from you. “jen, you have a crush and didn’t tell me anything?”

jeno’s brain goes into overdrive, panic flooding his chest from the thought of you getting the wrong idea. “no! what are you even talking about?” he sputters, flustered beyond belief. 

as if there weren’t already enough misunderstandings, haechan dramatically nods, paying no heed to jeno’s frantic denial. “oh right, he’s been losing sleep over someone. the poor guy’s probably been agonizing over it.”

jeno’s pulse races, the teasing voices of his friends blending into a chaotic blur. he couldn’t explain it, not when he doesn’t fully understand it himself, but his mind immediately thinks of you. the way his stomach twists when you’re around, how his heart picks up pace whenever you smile—that jittery feeling jaemin mentioned... it’s all starting to make sense in the worst possible way.

there’s a moment, as the others keep prodding and nudging at him, where it clicks. he’s always been comfortable around you, always enjoyed your company, but now—with their teasing pushing his thoughts into overdrive—it feels different. the way his heart seems to lurch every time your shoulder brushes his, how your laugh makes his chest bubble with a ticklish feeling he can’t explain, the way his thoughts keep drifting back to you even when you’re not around.

do i… like her?

the realization hits him like a freight train, and suddenly, all the pieces that were once scrambled come together one by one. the teasing, the jokes, the way he’s been acting lately—it all connects into one perfectly clear line. he’s fallen, and he didn’t even realize it, and now, with every single person in the room staring at him, he feels like the biggest idiot on the planet for not seeing it sooner.

“i don’t…” jeno starts, his voice low, struggling to find the right words as they stick to his throat. his gaze flickers to you, sitting there still utterly confused by the entire conversation.

“oh my god, jeno’s speechless,” jisung deadpans, eyes wide in slight surprise. “this might be the first time in history.”

“must be serious,” haechan chimes in and from what you could tell, there’s no ounce of worry in his tone. instead, the boy is grinning widely, like a cat who’s caught the canary.

jeno can’t find it in himself to respond, the load of the realization still sinking in, heavy and overwhelming. even jaemin, who’s usually more subtle, can’t help but throw in a quick, “just admit it, jeno. we all know.”

you huff, still frustrated and completely lost. “am i seriously the only one not getting what’s going on here?”

“sadly, yes.” haechan confirms with a muffled snicker from his end, leaning back into the couch, enjoying this far too much.

jeno glances at you again, feeling his chest tighten. his head is spinning, his thoughts racing. you’re oblivious to all the teasing, still in the dark about what’s really happening, and maybe that’s for the best. maybe it’s easier if you don’t know—at least, not yet.

“i… i need to get some air,” jeno announces abruptly, standing up from the couch and bolting for the door before anyone can stop him.

“...should we go after him?” you propose, biting your lip out of nervousness, not having seen jeno act this way in all the years the two of you had known each other.

“just let him be for now.” chenle pats your shoulder out of genuine consolation, “he’ll find his way back to you.”