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A house with a family and invitation for fellowship friendship to be refreshed in the soul in the mind and spirit the very thing here now in the moment to present June of the year 2023, in the beginning stages of my three year plan three years 156 weeks. I am in week 20 probably going into week 21 next week as I am walking going on a 5 mile walk hike, brisk power walk with my companion friend Leonidas, a.k.a. also known as Leo, the guard dog, German Shepherd, purebred from Germany born about two years ago, came to the family about a year and a half almost 2 years.

So I fellowship with the Lord every time I’ve been going on a work out every time I’ve gone for a walk or run the act, the very act of going on a work out since the third week of October a week before my best friend Henrique Silva passed away From a drug overdose rocked my world, and the only thing that I can think of was the previous three weeks when he invited me over to his place showed me treated me like family took me out to eat with my family treating me like he’s on his family, my brother, blood brother, talked about his successes, his ups and downs, and how he was very close to achieving a $40 billion valuation of his company which then his dream was to purchase a Gulfstream Learjet and he told me don’t tell anybody this is just between you and me but when the moment comes bro you’re gonna be there with me.

Aside from all these last details, which leading to the purpose of this journal entry, this chapter of my life, which sets the stage in the tone for more interest. This is the first time that I resort to audibly making a journal entry so I don’t wanna make a habit of it, I’ll always resort to my penmanship where I’ve been known as a prolific writer. I’ve been known as a great writer and argumentative best of the best A+ class and all my esses in English class in my career professors and teachers have said I know how to argue a very good point.

Back to the subject I’m walking by beautiful houses in Rancho Cucamonga by the hills and mountains do it one by area messy house is beautiful houses and I have a vision and I have a vision of myself being there at the house. Already coming home going or coming it doesn’t matter. I am there, but whenever I am there, I am there to sit to the set, the tone of what that house is going to be no compromise, I am the steward of the flock. The Lord is my shepherd I shall not want so I am there in one of those beautiful houses and then there’s always gonna be home-cooked food. It doesn’t have to be strictly for my family. There will be people that always gonna be invited People that are always going to be invited to come and share a meal with me, but in that table best believe it’ll be a table like back in the day when Jesus walked in this earth a very long table we will be able to sit together as a family and have a meal there will be no food eating in that house if it’s not in the table because the eating of food in nutrition is a symbol of fellowship with God.

So in this house I will sit down say oh my brother sister how are you? It will be a place where I will see him and everybody get around. Let me share a thought.

“ To me in my life I have come to learn that if we take care of our inner man , our soul , and I want your inner man to prosper. Let’s talk about Jesus , and I would a reading and a devotion , but share it with them acknowledging how it can be applied. How easy it is to share a seed of hope , peace and grace with others. The Peace of god which surpasses all understanding.

The house I have a dream to receive anyone to come and share a meal with my family and this is why I would like a house of such as the ones I walk by in my neighborhood.

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Here’s another thought , I ran into another profile , and the hipster said , stated , when flirting turns into feelings , Yikes couldn’t have said it any better , that is one tough situation which then brings me to the fact that men and women have to be careful , because ones that spark ignites it gives birth to a road an journey , a dream , a situation , which then one thing leads to another 🎥and like a movie scene or script of a wreckless romance , things never go according to the dream or fantasy sells your mind.

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I’m 37 now and nowadays all I can think of is finding myself after all these years that have passed me by and let me say those of whom they feel like they have not achieved anything in their field complete failures even though this thing is not doing a good job of transcribing everything I want to say it’s also forcing me to improve and shorten and make my speech more precise so now I don’t even have to work hard typing with my fingers even less write on a piece of paper.

now all Of us now have the power to perform properly and showing high perfect in Minecraft over the years. Be aware of all this in the moment and being present or not I learned that most of us are not present in the moment of something great it seems worthless, but Danny feels it’s worth in the ones that are the outside ones but those he sees their worth then he gonna let it rain on them (expletive) . He said a lot often times phrases like IM DA FIYA MENG , IM DA FIYA FIYA MENG .

Any way y’all I’m lit dana-modafakaaa!! I don’t even know how I ended up here , shit man , common man sheeeiiiiiitt….. y’all don’t know what good is …y’all need a savage reset …like y’all brains are depleted from like reality is like your body forgot to take his brain with him , he walking around like a vegetable that crazy ass…. Dayam how many times have I changed the subject ??? No comment …. Everyone everyone …attention please , silence …. A last word …..

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Time , it always has always been , keeps on ticking away , who can stop it ? It’s keeps going , from baby years to then the 90s and the now , Summer of 2021

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The gear , the journals , the vibes , freelance , music , young flame and jdlopes , how the time flies and the hard work and resources to build the dream are hard and difficult but not impossible to achieve. Looking for a commercial building.

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The Day 1 squad , crazy times ,