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LOVE, is it out there?

     L-O-V-E. The four letter word that we all want most yet are too scared to admit it. As delicate as love maybe it can be the most deadly. Recently, I have asked myself have I ever been in love? Will I ever find love? How do I know I will give my love to the right person? And the scariest question of them all, will they love me back the way I love them? 

     I know I am in love with the idea of falling in love. I hope that one day I can find that one person that will give me the feeling of I can't eat, can't sleep, you make my heart skip a beat, reach-for-the-stars, over-the-fence, World Series kind of love! There are times when I open myself up to someone thinking they might be that one person making me feel like the luckiest lad in the world just to have my heart stomped on and crushed when I realize they are not it. And they will never be the one! I hate going through life feeling like my heart is a reality tv show where it is going up with contestants just to see another fail.

     I know if I ever found the right person I would not let them go a year, a month, a day, a second, a mili second, or even a blink of an eye not knowing that I love them. I would make sure they know how special they are, make them feel appreciated and help them see the amazing person they are that I see. Like everyone else I want love, but I do not want the boring kind of love where we fall in love for a decade or two and then fall out of love. I want to fall in love everyday, deeper and deeper, learn new things everyday about one another and with each other, and love adventurously. 

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Happy Birthday to my pledge bro, my CO & one of my main homies! I remember during pledging how I couldn't stand your loud annoying self & that ugly ass haircut. But we've gotten hella close which I'm glad we did. Thanks for being one of the only people to knock sense into when my judgement is clouded by my stubbornness. I wish you many more birthdays & many more haircuts until you finally find a decent one. Catch y'all later you crazy Thot! @marianhoe 😈 #themeanestbitchyoullevermeet

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My Dada Land: The Voyage kandi singles and their inspiration 🍌⛺️🎈

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Some singles I’m working on for EDC. The vials are filled with actual sand from these beaches so when I meet new friends from all over the world, they can take a piece of California with them 😊

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I have for you, a tutorial!

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Muuuuuurica. 🇺🇸 #sanfrancisco #thatpowerpoint pc: @adrianbatac (at China Town San Francisco)

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Welcome to the 21 club to my grandlittle Andrew! I've seen you grow a lot since I met you during TKE recruitment 2yrs ago & glad you didn't kill my family line. So now that you can use your own ID it's time to turn up with the big kids. Time to discover all the bajillion different alcoholic drinks you never knew existed! 🍻2⃣1⃣🍻 #timetounleashthepartyanimal #tke #turndownparaque

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Sometimes you gotta say F**K it & take all the risks you can 🌲 #hiking #fitness (at Lake Chabot Recreational Park)

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Such a beautiful thing😍

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Created a lot of memories this year with this munchkin. 🙈💕 #seeyouinthefall #missheralready #roadtriptoTemeculasoon (at California State University East Bay (CSUEB))

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Happy 20th Birthday to my littlest little, uh oh oreo aka School Boy-Q! I knew from the moment I met you at orientation I had to recruit you for TKE not expecting to be matched up as Big/Little. We may have had our fair share of laughs, heated arguments, tears, and random adventures which I wouldn't change. I'm proud of all the achievements and growth I've seen you do. You enjoy everything life has to offer and you continuously inspire everyone around you, including myself. Keep up the good work bro. I hope you have a blessed birthday and 365 more days til you join the 21 club! 🎉2⃣0⃣🎉 #littlebro #tke #brotherJET @quinton_wilson_

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The mind is everything. What you think you become. 🗻 #5amhike #bayarea #missionpeak #ineedsleep (at Mission Peak Regional Park)

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Empty or half full.....

Ever felt like you knew where you wanted to go or who you thought you were? I did but as of lately I feel like I have lost myself. For once I finally thought I found a happy place and surrounded myself with nothing but positivity. I mean I may have a strong personality but I have feelings too. I may not open up my heart for a fear of getting it stomped on and handed back to me in pieces BUT it is there! I keep trying to reinsure myself that everything is okay and that by putting a smile on my face every morning will make everything go away but reality sets in just when I start to forget all the bullshit. I just find no motivation to do anything anymore. Why would anyone have motivation? When you have everything around you pushing you deeper and deeper in the hole. I always have a fear of getting close to people and them later leaving. Maybe its just an issue I have developed from my childhood. I always find myself getting close to people and something always goes wrong. Last fall was bad enough when I opened myself up completely and had my heart torn apart. I hope someday, someday soooon that I will find my purpose. Until next time……

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Beyond proud of my FIRST born little bro. I knew when I met this kid he would accomplish so much for the fraternity & since initiating 3 years ago he's done so much for TKE by becoming Philanthropy chair, Vice-President & then President. Because of all his hard work TKE Colony 845 is now going to be known as TKE - Upsilon Omega. Couldn't be prouder to be your big bro & next year we graduate together. Keep up the great work & achievements little brother. BIG BRO IS PROUD OF YOU! 🔺💀🔺 #proudbigbro #tke #biglil #AllStarsdoitbest #flashbackfriday